Maddie I’m sorry if you are in pain I don’t know how to comfort people but I’m sure no matter what your going threw it already and NO YOUR NOT lazy ok? Ppl who say you are ,are mean take care of yourself! And remember your viewers are here for you and if you got called hurtful and mean words /thing you don’t deserve it at all I hope everything’s going all better now , I know things won be better fast but give it time I’m sure everything will go well in the future🩷 And remember when I say this no one knows your story only you do say if any of your friends leave you it’s for the best , it’s true that memories will hurt , but I’m sure Someone it’s waiting for you soon in the future