"Memoir" Deep Storytelling Rap / Hip Hop Beat | Contrary Beats 

If I was a bit softer I could cry off this song.

by far one of the greatest beats ive herd yet

Still remember the last time we spoke by the phone Is it better without me? beacuse i feel so alone Did it ever occur i tried to fix our broken home Wish it never tore us apart or broke our souls Haunting memories rewind until infinity Said you would never leave, was it that bad living with me? I know my jail time crushed a few of your dreams But i always thought you would stand by me I need some sleep , it cant go on like this I tried counting sheep , but theres one i always miss Ive been up for six nights , walking on a white line Trying to create a wall around my mind So much powder up my nose that im starting to go blind But i still see you clear as day when i close my eyes Why couldnt you stay ?so i could avoid my demise Im still breathing but it feels like i died My past is putting to much weight on my shoulders I ask how much more can i take before its all over Ive made some mistakes just let me do-over I miss you girl , and i miss my brother Really needed you in my life to recover Can you understand , i lived a fast life I should had taken it slower Went from boy to man without getting older But i keep it all the same and my heart gets colder and colder and colder and colder This is the life i chose , gun in my hand white up my nose Surrounded by few friends and many foes Used to be a good guy with this monster as my mask Kinda scary for myself that its who i really am

You make literally the best music I have ever heard. Keep on being awesome! May start doing business with you soon.

I heard this one in the car and I am playing it again at home in surround stereo and it sounds clean n smooth. You combined two of my favorite sounds with piano and strings

My god man they just keep getting better! this one gives me fucking chills...

you make the best storytelling beats 🔥💯

This is the year you go big

Thinking of writing about the Manchester tragedy to this beat, its my hometown and this made a lot of feelings come out

Hey, I discovered your music just some weeks ago and since then I listened to almost every song. Every beat was made with hard work and appreciation. I feel every track. That's what is different from every other beat producer. I just wanted to say thanks for your beautiful and time consuming production. Keep it up!

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Your beats are so clean, absolutely love them!

Nice melodies !

(Chorus) I tell ya I composed these notes From shattered hopes And a broken home Another homie overdosed And now I'm haunted by his ghost Neva learned to let go I turn to words from the get go I love my ghetto North side reppin But I got to let go Walking these roads Like walkin tight ropes My homies gone And I still see these shadows But I never stumbled in my solace A life without struggle Is one I'll never know I was a dreamer Mamma had high hopes I carry all the scars but I just don't show Unraveled seems I wear the ink to cover up the holes I count my blessings In this piece of heaven And I never let go Reminiscing on my early years Like the other day Almost killed a motherfucka' But encaged my rage For all the things I can't contain I medicated my violent ways By meditating on 72 sacred names Who knew you could learn from hate? If only I could evade my fate Liquidate my pain Still strapped, bullets still encased Uzi rumbled all the same But I did not engage I found another way This page was my escape I won't make the same mistakes Cuz Elijah is at the gates And me, I miss my simple roots Took poverty as a virtue And still I never succumbed To substance abuse Even with the rifts in my youth Who knew I could find a key in solitude And make peace with my wounds I had all the love in the world That is the truth Born and raised With one hand tied around my back Embracing my pain In the life that I once had Dealt a bad hand And still I ain't ever see The lines in the sand Never gave up the dreams I have I was an addict for havoc And a junky for madness I romanced sadness And I buried the hatchet But it kept growing back I reminisce on the west side of the tracks And I loved every moment Perhaps I'm a little broken And these ryhmes are all I have But I can't miss what I never had Im just trapped in Neverland (Chorus) I learned from my mistakes Turned these ashes to roses And grew em' in the shade Turned straw to gold Everyday I fought my thoughts But I always saw the hope I wouldn't have it any other way No stranger to struggle I was a flower never watered The danger made me humble Even though I was troubled Still I kept my composure Withered but I ain't never stumble Spittin to the rhythm of this rifle piston I never listened To the devil on my shoulder I shoot for the stars, I got no limits Living at the edge gave me comfort I never faulted, it was magic Take me to the place where there is no light And I bet you I can find it (Chorus) I love my working mother And the hardship that held us together Cuz there is a message in this bottle And it says that things get better And I know it made us stronger I miss the laughs between the grief The coming up from under The uneasy peace in the streets It was the simple things That I thought would last forever (verse 4)

This is the BOMB

vining this yo. it's off the board. hit track

Very good production and continue like this You will arrive far, successes in your race

This is fire

Amazing piano Contrary!

Great beat bro, I can feel the emotion behind it

Just a memoir to the vendor of sadness thrust a hymn sore to the splendor of madness must mayhem

Very nice production bro !

Very nice production bro, great work as alwayz! #DoinItDifferent😎🔥💯🎤

I love this ♥️♥️

That's dope. 🔥👌

My man 🙌 dope job!

This beat is therapeutic...Music is my therapy... Music Can Alter Moods and Talk Can to You.....💡 Sorry SLem, that was a inspirational song. Music can move objects too....It's all about the megahertz....💡 Anyway, I can recall my Queen saying couple yrs back if she wrote a book about our 13+ relationship it would be a Best Seller.... I said to myself only if you. The whole world will one day... Speaking TRUTHFULLY HURTS but being deceived is more painful.... My NYE resolution was to be more open with my thoughts, ideas and concerns, respectfully of course and the outcome was Epic to say the least.. Life is Short¡ #LiveRighteous

super !

here's a short story a memoir about me the demons i'm facing the love and how i'm left breaking i won't fake for your sake im under weather about to break i can't sunder or shake all the people who never tried for me and just stood there spewing hate they told me thats a bad trait but hate brought me to my fate God was testing me to show me my destiny to see how strong i am and if i can hold my faith on this end i was always worried about trends now i'm worried bout school and grades worried when the worlds gonna end but i'm not scared anymore God showed me more and more took me a bit longer but he's made me stronger growing up without a dad but with amom the best life lesson i should've known all along its to see whos really there for you thru it all to see if it'll affect you in the long run and if you'll stay standing tall who'll be there when you call now i'm on my knees but not fro the wrong reasons it's to thank God and praise him for fulfilling my needs and dreams

Great beat!!

Inspired from Silent hill right? love this soooo much!

mad beat

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Love the beat man, and I suggest you collab with syndrome beats I feel you two would have a nice beat together nonetheless love the beat!

Awesome bro 👏

Anh đã tạo kiệt tác là đã duyệt xác em vào Việt rap Cất vào hộp nỗi buồn bất diệt chỉ nghĩ về em chẳng lo chuyện khác Nước mắt anh đã khô từ lâu, bắt đầu với một sự mới mẻ Em sẽ không còn lạnh bởi vì cái ấm đã có trời che Oh ! Không muốn nói... Những điều mà anh đang muốn giấu Chuyện vừa qua như gió mùa hạ đã thổi bức tranh của anh muôn màu Anh cũng chỉ là gã phàm phu, buồn hay vui cũng đùa với khói Thân xác anh gầy gò lam lũ xung quanh ma men vẫy tay mời gọi Có chuyện gì mà anh chưa mang chỉ là hạnh phúc bên kia không đến Mây vẫn cứ trôi bồng bềnh linh hồn anh vẫn cơ cực chông chênh Ánh nắng hạ cũng dần đi mất Sự đối diện vẫn còn bí mật Đôi tay dị tật lật đật tìm em trong cái hình hài đang dần bị mất Ai đã đẩy anh xuống hố chết với những tội lỗi đày đọa tâm anh Anh chỉ mong ai sẽ một lần lướt qua cố ý ghé lại chỉ để thăm anh Ác mộng tắt đi căn phòng bụi bẩn mắt anh mờ nhạt nắm tay gã dưng Ngã lưng trên chiếc giường làm từ cát vô tình liếc mắt cô gái đã từng !

The best beats I've heard are yours ^·^ and they're perfect for my style xD Thanks! (Soy de Argentina :D) Sigue así crack!

Andrè - Di Notte

listen as I write a song of me, lost my hope, lost family, there was no one there for he, he live out on his own, all alone, stop caring about the killing in his soul, felt the anger of hate getting old,

Amazing instrumental, speechless. Made a track with this instrumental, I can send you privately if you want, these are the lyrics (french/english) : Dans ce jeu, comment me démarquer des autres? Avec elle, comment me suis-je démarqué des autres? Je n'ai qu'ce visage du mensonge quand j'suis à ses tés-cô Comme si j'vivais dans l'pêché en pensant racheter mes fautes_ J'crois qu'ça y est j'l'ai fait j'ai 100 problèmes Et c'est fou pourquoi plus j'lui mens plus elle m'aime? C'est fou j'crois qu'l'expérience est sensorielle Pourquoi plus j'm'approche du vrai plus elle saigne?_ J'ai du taff et j'préfère écrire ce couplet J'en ai rien à battre des manifs et j'passe des nuits debout, frère Ce matin j'me suis couché avec lune La teu-té comme si un train m'était passé d'sus_ Y a des tas d'excuses pour qu'j'arrête mais j'm'en balek J'ai rappé dans l'allée, en soirée, en apné, En été, en hiver, avec frérots divers Je rapperai au studio je rapperai au cimetière_ Et dans mes insomnies j'atteinds la sixième heure Il est l'heure de s'lever quand il est dix-sept heures Dix-sept ans, et dans mes rêves je maîtrise cet art J'préfère tromper ma meuf qu'tromper mon beatmaker_ Aiming at the sky, under the moon Looking for a better day, Looking for a better way Aiming at the sky Looking for a better day, under the moon Under the moon C'est pas ta clope qui va t'donner du style, p'tit C'est pas l'alcool qui va t'donner du vice, fils C'est pas 10 teh qui t'f'ront frôler le ciel, fils Nan, ils ne f'ront de toi qu'l'empoté de service_ Tant qu'j'ai mes potes et le boxon des boîtes Tant qu'le gros son déboîte, ceux qui nous allument s'en mordront les doigts On est les boss on est rois, rouillés sont les doyens On s'en bat les couilles avant l'armée on a les moyens_ Et l'amour à distance c'est mieux pas b'soin de messes basses Ça m'laisse un peu d'espace, suis-je ce mec détestable? L'impression que j'fais pas exprès mais ça reste là Les mêmes ecarts, mêmes mensonges et ça m'laisse die_ J'ai fait l'mec respectueux elle enlève pas ses pes-sa On s'est pécho vendredi soir chez moi c'était peu sale Ma soi-disant pine-co le sait ap mais bon qu'est-ce qu't'as, T'façons j'pouvais pas graille ses brioches c'était Pessah_ Percer depuis la France c'est dépassé Cédez l'passage, j'viens faire ma place dans ma lancée Y aura-t-il des gens pour qu'je fasse péter ma scene? Y a-t-il une place pour un feuj dans le rap français?_ Aiming at the sky, under the moon Looking for a better day, Looking for a better way Aiming at the sky Looking for a better day, under the moon Under the moon

uy bueno

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Hey what's up guys it's Scarce here

im not i used to be theres a shadow where my soul used to be a hole where heart used to bleed filled with usless dreams

Everytime I relax I relapse, to a time where I was once loved, haha how fun, I remember the time when I was young, always got hit by my older brother, and even my own fucking mother, but it's okay now that I'm astray, like a wolf I'm captive in my own mind, falling deeper and deeper behind, they say a eye for a eye turns the whole blind, maybe that's why true love is hard to find, but I think your the one, baby we could have so much fun, just give me one chance one run, I wanna show you what my love can become, like a wolf I'm loyal, I can spoil, or even just cuddle, or stay by your side, there is no need for you to hide, your emotions are endless but the possibilitys are precious, I try to be the nicest, but deep in side I'm lost, I sold my soul to the devil now I pay the cost, I'm sic of loosing everyone I love, it seems no matter what I do, it's never enough, why dose love gotta be so rough? Why do I even stay tough, big on the outside hurt on the inside, every night I honestly cry ask my self why I even try, then I look at you and know it's alright, spread our wings and take flight, together we can win this fight, ally aspen and mariah, and even alia, dont you see i need ya

Yo bro is it ok If I use one of your beats for an album you'd get full credit for it of course

Fuck that my whole life I've been kicked round, pick myself up someone throws me back down, didn't matter who it was, family or friends I had no one I was I could trust, family or friends I had no one Showing love, I had a taste of it now my granny's up above, the one thing you should never get addicted to is drugs, but I think the one thing you should never get addicted to is love, because the truth is no matter what you can always find drugs, and the truth is at some point not everybody finds love, but fuck it, imma do me, following my heart sticking up for my beliefs, you can not break me, I am not weak, don't cover up my scars I let those mother fuckers breath, I am not ashamed of who I am so stop telling me, anybody not benefiting me is irrelevant, hearts fucking colder than the set of the revenant, im beheading mother fuckas like Isis up on the television, you can find me living up everything I envisioned, never had a pot to piss in not every day is a given so everyday I am alive I will never be not living, life's to precious to be sitting there botching, and life's to short to be sitting there wishing, so hop up out your seat and get out there and go get it, make your own damn lane and fuck em if you don't fit in, I'm hot like habanero's while I'm spitting these written's, just because I don't respond doesn't mean I don't listen, you can tell I'm a master I've been a chef up in the kitchen, and I ain't gotta ask all these bitches handing me their digits, I'll be playing with the pussy like I'm finger spinning figets, I fuck it up and I get it, I bust a nut and I finish, keep your nose up in that coke and keep it out of my business, y'all about to witness me spitting in the living, pulling out the broom sweeping all you other rappers, you looking like the cavs while I’m looking like raptors, you balling on the court my names hanging the rafters, I’m only looking forward I ain’t ever looking backwards, I’m only going up I ain’t ever going downwards, an I ain’t gonna stop gotta put me in a casket, bounce right back like the bands I hold my cash with, bounce that ass she got it jumping like elastics, Goddam Kam how you spit it so nasty, I don’t even know man I guess I’m just a natural, a god given talent ? no this shit I had to practice,

can i please use this 😪

You ain't never seen misery all alone with the memories surrounded by bullies a mission to make it the question was could he I used to know a kid that wanted disappear and just get off of the grid he got bullied in school then when back to his crib and he would reminisce and wish his life wasn't like this he would grab a switchblade and slit his wrist

i feel nothing in my soul i feel nothing at all i feel nothing in my soul i feel nothing at all come and get a grip come and get high with me come on let the love letter slip kill guys with me i can be anything with broken wings so he sings everyline and means everything kills the street he dont wanna be subliminal mama im a criminal i got a evil tone and ive sharpened my back bone wered my shooters go i really mean i gotta go die in arms ill sleep calm dial numbers on bombs (music plays) come and get a grip come and get high with me come on let the love letter slip kill guys with me i can be anything with broken wings so he sings everyline and means everything kills the street he dont wanna be subliminal mama im a criminal i got a evil tone and ive sharpened my back bone wered my shooters go i really mean i gotta go die in arms ill sleep calm dial numbers on bombs (music plays) how can you take my life the same im evil game you aint given me a thing since ive been around so i wear my bling gangster now what now wont you go in the ground wheres the heart now fuck take off i wont leave calm give me no life and i end this on sight i dont really like you at all well here we are arnt we all talk well i got hell to walk (music plays) it aint bad to kill another just they needed to die even happy like no other they aint the brother its to bad we dont attack at all where my family gone at all i forgot to call it aint so bad to kill yourself its just you felt like hell well its how we get down we dont get up

theirs a way take away my hate and shame but its not a side of my life that would make u see whos really at blame schizo the voice would say yet its all a gathering of whats ment to be taken away for all in life to see a day with no more evil roots for humanity sake. truth i speak as u read the way of life from a god put perfectly is i in time change comes when i pass by resurrected 2010 through glitters of gold i saw it like storys are told the truth is perfectly put and i thank the way from before my time cheers to the resurrection of jesus christ your heart is loved eternally gratefully through our lives for your sacrifice..

All the demons causing me pain I might just let my blood drain FUCK I'M GOING INSANE I can't take this pain I be sippin on that purple drank man in in all of this PAIN I dont wanna live in this place my life is a fucking DISGRACE lemme DIE TODAY all of this pain making me bleed

BPM?

It's free ?

Contrary , nee logo?

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How can I buy this

Check out the song I wrote over this beat: soundcloud.com/lilj1995/07-sonny-prod-contrary-beats

free ?

Check me out on reverbnation j.r.smiff I just bought this beat!

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