This one hit hard... It hit home, and I don't know what to say about it. I believe I have dreams about another life, where I'm now imprisoned in some place, whereas before I was in a different house as well and everything. My memory here is limited. My memory there, it's not too shabby, but I don't think I have the same memories as here. See how I said that? Here... And there... Often deep in thought here, often just flying off the seat of my pants there. I'm starting to feel like I'm completely zoned out here, and trying to go to my happy place, there it's like I can think clearly and pace myself. Just observing the world around me there. Here it's like the big picture is what I'm after. I'm a being torn between two worlds and living in them... ... Or either this is a nightmare, or that is... Either way I don't know what to make of the situation I'm in.
Let me show you if it's make believe or not because i know who i am and im going to go full blast not hold back because i have waited way too fucking long
