(Divine masculine), you’ve kept me waiting to long for this journey. I am the total package and I know my value, my worth. I will not compromise, or lower my standards. I will not drop my boundaries. It doesn’t make sense to me that you run from me, to go get hook ups. You refuse to choose me. Like I don’t hold enough value to you to give up your lifestyle. Which is nothing but temporary pleasure. Nothing to hold onto to value or show for it in the long run. But you still choose it. You run from someone abundant someone stable someone who has a loving home.. for hook ups, I often wonder what other side hustle you got going on. Your living/financial arrangement you keep hidden. There’s more than meets the eye. You don’t seem to like to be alone or on your own but project like you are standing on your own. You don’t think much about me. To know we are supposed to be together and aren’t because you refuse to change heal and live a more abundant life. You want me physically and I feel if I gave in that would be it. You’d get it and go. No I refuse to be used in that way and discarded. I am presently looking at my other options who will give me more fulfillment. Who choose me. Who wants everything I am and represent. Who will give me what I want and deserve. I’ve hoped you would eventually get your act together. But now I’m really not so sure. You seem fulfilled in your selfish ways. Even tho I’m not seeing the value in what you hold next to my value. It doesn’t compare. But you still choose it. And in the end you will stand there with nothing to show because what was given to you from God you rejected. And gave me no choice but to move away from you. .
Oh believe me the very second he would tell me he wasnt ready for marriage he would of been booted out that very second!! Im not trying to change anybody.. im ok with them not wanting to spend their life with me..that way im not wasteing my time and life on them..but he lead me on differently but once i suspected suspicious behaviour i didnt ask questions i just told him i was done with them..ironically my suspicions were correct..it wasnt to disappointing i know im the best thing he once had and never will he get anything better..those he sleeps around with that have any money are strippers now we all know..but that idiot..their is no happiness in that!!! I work a real job..and live in the real world my life aint all sex and dope!! I know he will never change thats the main reason i left...i didnt even know bout all the sleeping around biz!! I fealt a bit yucky but yet so glad he was gone and leaveing me alone!!!if he ever trys comeing back to me..i will help with his "confusion" cause i do not want them back!!!
wtf 😳 that is evil an shit wtf would u like if someone trying to cotrol u wtf why would u think 🤔 u was doing that to anyone the gane stop 🛑 u wasn’t doing anything remember but try to hurt use dam dead wrong
