Lyrics: so what's the point exactly between winning and losing when does it get better and explain to me the meaning behind all the things I go through and all the deceit beneath me am I toxic am I the problem was I meant to lose everything four times over someone show me how to recover because I can't pull myself out from the past nothing lasts and I'm running out of options fast so what's four years in a black hole in the shape of our deceased love so come over and go through my phone ask me if I'm cheating when I'm not and tell me I'm not enough I need exposure to feel vulnerable I don't care if it's bad for me just want to know I'm wanted relocating to stockholm, right? fighting to sleep, another night wrestling with my own head tonight it never gets better and I'm losing the fight
