Hey all,
This is an update video of me in 2023. I haven't posted in quite a while and I have such an inconsistent posting pattern so I made this video. In order to understand my current life, you have to understand where I came from, how I grew up, and how I developed severe Mental Illness with the majority being Depression and Anxiety.
I made this video for 3 Reasons:
1- I have been wanting to put my story out there for a while now. I meet a lot of people and it gets repetitive to repeat my tragic story so that gave me more of a reason to post about it. I plan to write a book and publish it soon.
2- I do a lot of RU-vid and Social Media stuff so I wanted to explain my life and my situation so people who follow me understands me more and will understand why I do not post and IF I do not post.
3- I wanted to give the world proof that I existed in case something were to happen to me... There's a saying, "If you don't have any social presence in this day and age, then there is no proof that you existed at all when you are gone." I don't remember where I read it but it hit me hard.
I tried my very best to make this video brief and tell my life story in the most simplest form. There are SO MUCH more that are missing so I plan to make videos about it one day. Every single month of my life has their own story to the point where when I was 13 years old, I felt as if I had lived multiple lives. I grew due to trauma...
With my life story being briefly done, it all leads to one of the main reasons why I made this video; To Update on how I am doing in 2023. (August 2023) in specific.) I have not posted in months and even years. This is why. I am struggling badly with mental illness and life. Even as I type this, I am at the brink of breaking down. Even with all this, I still love RU-vid and I still want to live. I am trying my hardest in this Slave World. I am surviving so far. I hope one day, I can come back and read these and laugh... I hope I make it that far... I am sure I will. :)
I am getting help soon from a professional so wish me luck homies! Thanks for watching and reading. I hope to see you all soon. Take care till next time, byeeee! :D
15 сен 2024
