I have lots of trauma when I was 8 my dog great grandma and dad died I watched him od on the couch I've been manipulated by 5 girls (months on end) by my mom been hospitalized 4 times (north springs new port news & dominion) when I was 13 I found out my friend was in a gang and watched him get shot and I've tried ending multiple times I have bpd bi polar, skitzophreana(sorry if spelt wrong), IED, depression, panic disorder,Anxiety, adhd, autism asd 5, etc and have completely lost hope and me and everyone around me been also when I was 11 I found my sister hanging (said it in suicidal) so I found music as a good coping strategy. Been bullied since 5 years old when I was 8 3 kids held me on a town house & beat me with sticks to the point I had purple bruising for a month (pls check out new ep and ty so much for asking) (I spoke about my friend getting shot in my song r.i.p jj it's one of my first also not referring to the guy I do songs with lil jayjay)
