miscarriage story part 2 | what exactly happens? details. 

Your baby was loved intensely for their whole life. That is a success.

Ive never heard about someones miscarriage experience before. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story ♡

What really helped me with the why of it all was something my boss said to me (he's a doctor) when I had my miscarriage. He told me that we only lose babies because there's something really wrong that would only lead to suffering, and when have a miscarriage we experience the suffering so they don't have to. That really helped me accept it.

am i the only one that really had no idea what miscarriages entailed? why isn't this kind of stuff more known to young women or taught in school? this sounds absolutely awful and terrifying and depressing and i really feel for you, and i cannot even begin to imagine what it's like for women that go though it. It really makes you realise that women truly are just 'left to deal with it' by society.

Your baby was only in his/her earthly life for 7 weeks and 2 days but he/she now carries a lifetime legacy for you and your viewers by giving a voice to those who’ve also suffered miscarriage. ❤️

I can’t even begin to imagine not only going through this, but having to retell it and then upload this. Thank you for sharing your story, it is something so many women reasonate with and you’ve informed many of what happens during a miscarriage and how sometimes you can do everything right and things still go wrong. I’m hoping the best for you and your family, nothing I can say can make you feel better. So thank YOU for being this open and vulnerable when you didn’t have to be.

I’m taken aback by how brave you are sharing your story and how open you are. It will help so many women. I wish you all the luck in the world

You won’t ever forget the baby. My grandmother died a few months ago, she was 80 and knew she was about to pass and she made reference to being able to see the 2 babies she miscarried 50 years ago when she passes over. My dads mother had 3 miscarriages before she had her 2 children and my dad always made mention growing up that he has a sister and 3 brothers or sisters in heaven, so those miscarriages were very much always talked about within their family unit...I think that’s important l

So I haven’t finished the video yet, but I want to thank you for this. Honestly, I don’t have any words, I’m devastated for you. I’ve commented on your fertility videos since you started, I’ve watched you since you started RU-vid and I genuinely feel we’ve grown up together even though I’m closer in age to Blair. This is what I imagine, any woman who wants to conceives biggest fear, I know it’s mine. No one has ever outwardly spoken about what actually happens because everyone is too scared. For you to literally lay it all out while you’re heart is broken into a million pieces is absolutely astounding and so commendable I’m still genuinely shocked. The STRENGTH that just recording this, reliving the moments to help educate women who wouldn’t have known besides experience is incredibly noble of you to do. Truly. Because of this, you’ve taught not only me but other women what to expect and how things can go. As a medical professional, patient education is so important. I don’t even know many providers who would give in depth detail on this subject in fear of probably worrying their patients but you ma’am, have done it gracefully in such a heartbreaking season of life. I have a friend who has gone through 8 miscarriages. I knew I would never understand the pain and devastation but now I feel that I am more equipped to be there for her emotionally because of this. I am constantly in prayer for you and your family! I pray God gives you peace and clarity and most importantly rest. You are a remarkable woman Elle.

Thank you Elle for being so transparent and so brave with sharing your story with me. I am sending so much love to you and your family. 💜

I was told once that a soul has certain lessons in life that it must go through in order to be fulfilled and whole in heaven. For babies who don’t make it to the physical world the only lesson left was to feel unconditional love. You mama have made his/her soul fulfilled by doing just that. We love you and Alex and James and you will all be together again one day. All five of you ❤️

I was conceived the cycle after a miscarriage. If that baby survived, I would not have been born. No one can know who that child would have become, but I am here and I can do the best I can.

"Logic doesn't make sense when you are in emotional distress." Really well said. I felt that. I'm sending you so much love

Thank you Elle for being so vulnerable. I’ve been a viewer of yours for so long and always knew what a private person you were. You opening up about such a vulnerable and personal time speaks volumes. I appreciate your vulnerability and your story. Though I’m not going through this process, I have learned things about this that I did not know otherwise. Bless you and your family.

Thank you for making this video. I'm sending you so many virtual hugs. I lost my 3rd confirmed miscarriage at 12 weeks and 1 day and it was devastating. I went alone to my NT scan since I had heard baby's heartbeat at the doctor just two days before and I felt we were "out of the woods" for the first time ever. There was no heartbeat. I had a D&C and my milk came in the next day. The milk was the hardest. I didn't even know it was possible my body would make milk for my baby that had died. Sharing your baby's story is so powerful and so so so brave. 💓

I went through this 24 years ago, and you never forget.

I was a believer that “everything happens for a reason”, too. But after two losses- I just learned that sometimes bad things happen that are beyond our control. I had a early loss.. I late loss involving birth and then I had my daughter who is now 6 months old.. and she was born 3 months early. I don’t understand why we have all had to go through those things.. and I never will. Your baby will always be remembered and loved and I truly believe you will be with them again .. like I will be with my first two 💜

I’m young and am nowhere near thinking about starting a family and cannot possibly imagine what you are going through but I do know that I can feel that intense whole motherly love through the screen and I think that’s so beautiful and never to be diminished. I also want to say thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story because I now can be more empathetic and educated and be there for others around me. You and your baby are so loved.❤️

Sending you a huge hug Elle. I've heard of miscarriages from people close to me, but no one ever explained in detail, so thanks to this I am able to understand what they all went through. You're strong, thanks for sharing your story.

In regards to your “everything happens for a reason” feelings... My mum miscarried between my elder brother and me. Had that baby been born, I wouldn’t have existed. That would’ve meant I wouldn’t have gone on to bring my two children into the world. I’m so incredibly grateful to that baby for giving us the chance to live.

I have never had a miscarriage, but I somehow feel so invested in this journey of yours. These videos are painful to watch, but the amount of comments from other women who have had these experiences...these videos feel like a safe place to talk about those painful moments. I hope reading these comments from other women who have had these experiences makes you feel less alone. This is your story, and we are walking it with you...

You prayed for a baby, but made an angel instead ❤️ that’s the only thing that got me through my miscarriage last year. My heart is with you Elle.

When she said “it’s a level of hell I never knew” it broke my heart. I’m so sorry you have to go through this in the new year. Sending love and support to you and your family A month before my mom got pregnant with me she had a miscarriage. So I have hope good things will come. Thank you for sharing you story. All of the women in my family have had miscarriages so watching this was so helpful to me because I know I’ll have one. This was so comforting to watch. Thank you for being so brave.

People don't talk about the reality of pregnancy loss enough and you are brave for telling your story and having to relive it

Miscarriages happen, just like everything else in life, without reason. Anytime something bad happens in my life, it makes me think about all of the other people who have gone through the same thing and especially things far worse. I truly appreciate these experiences because it makes me aware of the sufferings of others, and it makes me feel grateful for my life.

My heart aches for your loss.. as i am a mother i cant imagine of losing my child even if its a size of a peanut ..its still my baby. I feel like a sisterly bond with you because i know you for 11years now :(

I just miscarried naturally on Sunday at 12 weeks. I had painful contractions and passed the sac. After about 5 hours, the pain stopped and I’ve had minimal bleeding since. I didn’t have any clots as well. Thank you for sharing your story as it has helped me get through this and I’m sure will help many others. Sending all my love.

My sister just went through the exact same thing two weeks ago, I hug you. A strong support system is fundamental 🤍 you can do this

Can I just say I can’t imagine having this happen to you when you have a little child already who doesn’t understand death and why mummy is crying and on the toilet. Not only having to be strong for yourself but for your little guy too must be so difficult. I can’t imagine having to smile and pretend to him you’re okay when you are breaking apart ☹️

I went through this 3 days after Christmas last year, it’s awful. Thanks for sharing your story.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I feel like a lot of women I spoke to just said their miscarriage was like a period. But, that’s not what I experienced. I had severe contractions, vomiting, shaking, large lemon sized clots, tingling hands and feet, and slurring speech. I was so terrified, and my husband didn’t know what to do. I totally know what you are going through. Hang in there momma. Each time you relive the story it hurts less. You WILL be a mommy again. You WILL carry another baby. Xoxo.

So sorry! I suffered a miscarriage and chose to have a D&C. One of the worst days of my life . Each staff member that can in asked me what procedure I was there for and each time I said why, it made me more sad. Please know , I went on to have a healthy baby boy who is now 13. God had other plans for you . Trust it was all for the better .

Dear Elle i just want to say that you are not alone. Ive gone through the same a month ago and i know exactly the pain you went through. My baby stopped growing at 8weeks and i did not miscarry until i was 11 weeks. I was in so much pain that i ended up getting the surgery. And it all happened during the festive times of new year so it was hard to be happy and joyful while i was mourning. My prayers go out to you! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 i just am a big believe that everything happens for a reason and maybe this one would not have been so healthy. I am at peace and know that i will have my healthy baby once the time comes. 💛💛💛

Thank you for telling your story. I am going thru my 4th miscarriage and this has given me so much strength during this difficult time. Best of luck on your journey

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing the story to help others. Can't imagine how difficult this is and wishing healing for you and your family.

I said this on a previous vid, but I’ll say it again: thank you for sharing this story with us. I can see how much you loved this baby and it really does makes my heart hurt for you all, but please know you are really helping people by painting a picture of not just the process of trying to get pregnant, but also the process of grieving. I am awestruck by your candor. I am not trying to get pregnant at the moment, but I know I will refer back to these videos again one day

NOT everything happens for a reason. But purpose can me made out of pain. Right now there are mommas watching this and grieving/ feeling so alone in something only you can understand with them. There is so much purpose in that. Thank you for sharing something you absolutely didn’t have to and for being so vulnerable. 🤍

You are so strong for filming this video and uploading it ,you are an inspiration to so many woman .Sending you love,comfort and piece ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story Elle. My heart aches for you. I wanted to share a personal thought with you. I used to think that things happen for a reason as well. But with growing up, you inadvertently end up seeing & experiencing all the suffering that occurs in our world. My perspective changed - the way I see it now is that people are incredibly resilient and posses such unimaginable strength during the darkest times. This resiliency and strength allows us to create meaning from tragedy. It speaks to the human spirit. So while I personally don't believe the loss of your baby was meant to be, I do have full confidence that you will be able to heal with time and create meaning from this pain. I know you will honour your baby and create meaning from your baby's existence. You are in my thoughts, I cried with you throughout these videos. Please hang on, I know you will make it through this dark time.

Thank you Elle for allowing us to see a healthy way to process and deal with grief and severe emotional pain.

I'm so sorry Elle! I went through the same thing back in 2013. I have had 2 kids since but still think of the baby we lost. I'm sending you so much love and baby dust for when the time is right for you guys.

I forgot to mention this on the first video, but I 100% believe your intuition was absolutely spot on. It’s crazy how powerful women can be with their intuition, especially when it comes to parenting. I am so so sorry you had to go through this. I can’t even imagine how physically and mentally painful it must have been. My heart goes out to you and Alex. I am sending all the love and prayers that you will end up with a healthy baby in the future. 💙

I lost my baby at 16 weeks. Feb 7th is always a hard day for me but I had a successful pregnancy after and she is now the same age as James xo my heart is with you mama. Your baby is always with you, I found naming the little one helped. Instead of it feeling like you never had the chance. I picked a unisex name because I couldn’t find out and wouldn’t even if I could have. Cry, scream and let it out. Talk it out and remember James needs you xo

I feel so sorry for you. I have had several miscarriages due to genetic issues. I chose the D & C each time for a pathology report, so I have never experienced what you went through. After hearing what you have gone through I am so glad I chose the D & C route. The emotional devastation is tremendous. James must have been a good comfort.

I wish so much that this wasn’t your story. Pregnancy loss is the worst thing in the entire world, you never get over it you just have to move forward. Sending you hugs from a fellow loss momma

Thank you so much for this. Interestingly, I appreciate the details as it confirms that everything I’ve gone through is somewhat normal. You have no idea how helpful your videos have been for me. Thank you for everything, lots of love to you and your family ❤️

You are so brave and so honest and maybe the telling of this story is what will help one of your followers get thru a similar situation. Sending love and prayers!

God this is just awful. I went through a miscarriage at 6 weeks and passed everything in 24 hours which is bad enough and heartbreaking. I couldn’t imagine having to go through this for a week 💔 hope you heal and are able to have your rainbow baby xxx

I keep wanting to like these videos because that is the behaviour that helps youtube channels but i stop short of it everytime cause how can i "like" this content that is so incredibly painful :( I have no words to express the sadness i feel for you, the enormous hug i wish i was able to give you. All the good thoughts i have in me and all the good vibes i can master i'm sending them all to you! I'm so very sorry for you, Elle.

I went through this with my first pregnancy on May 28th, 2019. I have had one healthy baby since then and I hug her so right every day. Whenever people ask me how many babies I have, I include that baby and mention my miscarriage. It makes people who have never had one uncomfortable, but it's important for me and my healing to include that baby. You never forget. I don't cry anymore, but I still feel that loss. We are here for you Elle and we will remember your baby in Heaven. Your baby won't be forgotten. 🤍

Sending you lots of love. I just had a miscarriage and a surgery exactly one month ago. My baby passed at 10 weeks and 2 days. Its a excruciating pain.

Sweet Elle, I just want to hug you. Prayers for your mama heart. That baby is lucky to have you as his/her mother.

Elle, you feel like an old friend I’ve been watching you for so long. My heart is aching for you right now. Know that you are held and mothers all over the world are feeling your loss with you right now xx

Oh, Elle. I suffered my first miscarriage along with it being my first pregnancy back in April of last year. I was about to be 9 weeks. The doctors called it a “missed miscarriage.” Basically, I had zero signs of a miscarriage so the whole time up until my appointment I thought everything was perfectly fine with baby. My doctor didn’t schedule me for a 6 week appointment because of covid, they asked if I really needed to come in, Incase I was having any sort of complications, which I said no, because like stated before I didn’t know anything was wrong. The only thing I noticed is my nausea was slowly going away but wrote it off as “every pregnancy is different.” I would never wish this heart wrenching pain on any woman. When my ultrasound tech told me there was no heartbeat, my world collapsed. I had to find out the news alone in a room, because of covid restrictions my significant other wasn’t allowed in. But I did FaceTime him when they showed our baby on the ultrasound. They told me the bad news after I got off the phone. The room felt like it had disappeared. I had no choice but to get a d&c. Prayers to you, I pray I one day get my rainbow 🌈 👶🏻 soon.

You are stronger then you know. I appreciate your vulnerability to help others out. It’s something the world needs more of. Do not give up hope.. I was the “miracle” baby for my parents after many miscarriages and struggles. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and sending all the hugs!

I commented on part one but I just wish there were more words to say to take away even a miniscule of your pain. This video means so much to so many women and you are incredibly brave for sharing this. ❤

You are so brave for uploading this. ❤❤ My thoughts have been with you ever since the first video you uploaded about this.. Sending virtual hugs from The Netherlands. xxx

I think this is so important to share and I really appreciate your honesty. You’re helping so many people feel like they’re not alone.

Thank you so much for sharing your story, Elle...I have watched you since the beginning so this was incredibly difficult to see someone I have grown to care about through the years go through something so painful but my prayers are with your family and healing for you. My mom had 5 miscarriages before having me and I have endometriosis so I pray I will not have to go through the same sort of process but because of this a topic like this is held in extreme reverence to me and my family and I truly applaud your bravery for not only going through it but sharing your vulnerability for the sake of other women to watch and learn. You are an incredible mom and that baby was extremely loved for its short time with you. Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself during this time. Sending love from California 💕

Just want to say that you are so generous with this information and I know it will help others. you have so many people here whose hearts are breaking with you and are rooting for you and alex. right now im just wishing peace onto you and your family during this time.

I miscarried our first baby and it was incredibly painful, both emotionally and physically. It helped me to hear other women’s stories and my friend who had also suffered a miscarriage came over and just let me cry and talk. It truly helps so much to hear from others. Thank you for sharing your story. It will help other women going through the same thing. Praying so hard for you and your pregnancy journey🙏🏻🙏🏻💜

This seems so traumatic and I just can’t even begin to understand how this must have been for you and I’m just so so sorry. What matters most is that this baby was loved by u both and u did all you could of done to give the baby a good life. You are a beautiful person and so is ur husband and u two deserve the best out of life. U and Alex are amazing ppl and are wonderful parents! Lots of love to you both 💜

Elle, I am so sorry this happened. I can't imagine your strength in doing this. But I also want to say you sharing this is helping so many women get out of the shadows, to feel their grief openly, to know and understand what's happening, to feel brave enough to ask questions and to talk about it. Women's reproductive health has been secretive for so long. It shouldn't be. You are helping change things for the better. Bless your family and your baby.

I'm so sorry... I've been through both an emergency d&e and medical miscarriage with misoprostil (meeso-prostel). Please don't delete this because it needs to be said - without Pro-Choice laws like Roe Vs. Wade concerning a woman's right to choose, those options wouldn't exist and/or would be outlawed. Both misoprostil, d&e/d&c procedures are considered abortion procedures, full stop. All women would have to carry stillborn babies and our miscarried babies until our bodies decide to pass them, some weeks after we know they're gone. And people, mainly men, are just ok with that. They think its nbd. How women think that's ok is beyond comprehension, especially women who have been mothers before and know the connection we have with our bodies. Women deserve the right to choose when it comes to their own bodies - not only with pregnancies (no one deserves to force a woman to give birth to a baby they aren't ready for, forced birth is wrong af), but also with how we miscarry. No one else should be able to choose how we say goodbye. Thank you for sharing what you've been through and I'm so incredibly sorry you had to experience it. I hope you find some solace and relief with our support 💜

We gave our baby the name Ronnie and hung up the first sonogram picture in our house, right next to our living children's pictures. My oldest son, who is 3 now, was 9 months when we lost his brother. We talk about how he has two brothers, and how one lives in heaven with several family members we have lost. You never forget that precious life, but you find ways to honor and remember them as time goes by. I'm so sorry Elle. Please remember to take care of yourself, and your mental health. I had a psychotic break after my miscarriage, and I wish I had talked about my pain and reached out more than I did. I'm praying for you, Alex and James.

I am so terribly sorry you had to go through something like this. The physical and emotional pain and trauma sound so awful. My heart is with you, Elle!! 💙💙💙💙💙

I’ve always heard that miscarriages are common, and that we don’t hear about them often because people don’t like to talk about it. I had no idea it was such a traumatizing ordeal. I’m so sorry, Elle. When the time is right, I really hope you conceive again. You’re such a great mama

From someone who has also experienced this, I want to give you a virtual hug. You are not alone, thank you for being brave to share your story. ❤️

I hope you are aware of how brave and admirable you are. Your story is touching and helping so many people. Some of us have been watching you since the very beginning and watched you grow up until this very moment. None of us are alone your story is bringing us all together. You’ve created a community of people through this channel and given us a safe place to share with you our struggles and good moments. We are here to support you. Thank you for being so open and honest we are here watching you go through this journey and sending you lots of love and prayers.

Your bravery is astounding. Thanks for sharing this is helping so many women ❤️

Oh Elle. Everything does not happen for a reason. A baby dying does not have a godly reason. Pain is part of the human experience, but our suffering does not have a reason. One of the best quotes I read once was God’s will is not the path we walk, but rather how we walk the path. How we move forward, how we love, how we forgive, and how we continue through life. I wish I knew you better because I have watched you since I was also in college circa 2009 and I just want to hug you and tell you how unbelievably brave and strong you are.

My heart is still breaking for you Elle. You are so brave telling your story. Sending love xx

So incredibly sorry for your loss Elle. I have two close friends who have suffered miscarriages this past year and I’m grateful to you for sharing your story so I have a better understanding of what they went through as well as so many other women. Will be praying for healing, not just physically, for you.

never been one to comment a lot on youtube videos but i just feel like i have to send you love and encouragement! it's very heartbreaking to watch but i insisted on making it through the whole video to respect you and your baby's story. you are very brave and deserve all the light and love in the world. sending hope to you and alex.

I got my first period 5 weeks after my d&c at 11 weeks. So it didn’t throw mine off too much. I also got pregnant again that cycle. You are very fertile for some reason after a loss. I’m so sorry.

I saw these videos pop up in my sub box and haven’t had it in me to watch yet, I am also currently going through a miscarriage and as hard as it is to talk about these things openly and watch your videos I appreciate them more than you’ll know. I’ve followed you for years and this being highlighted by someone i looked up to for years made my heart swell. I want to watch these videos when I have healed enough to deal with it but even just the thought of you addressing it makes me feel so much more “normal” Thank you Elle from the bottom of my heart I know as heartbreaking as this situation is you will reach and touch so many women and help them without knowing and I am one of them 🤍

You are so brave and helping so many by posting this Elle. I am so sorry you had to go through this.

My mom had a loss at around 14 weeks around 24 years ago. She still thinks about that baby and told me she didn’t have my sister to replace that baby, if she had it her way she would have had all 4 of us

You're so brave! I've just, in the last couple of weeks, done two newspaper interviews about my miscarriage. I believe that it happened because my body knew it wasn't viable. There was something that meant that baby wouldn't survive in the big wide world. You have made this video and given women the information SO sorley needed. Nobody explains what happens in a miscarriage and TV/film don't do it any justice at all! Your video will help guide someone who is in that unknown and take the edge off, and at least start to prepare them. That is invaluable. You are strong and you will make it through. The light is always there xx

Life is not fair. My best friend delivered two still born babies when she was 8 month pregnant both times. She has now had two births. At the time she questioned everything too. That is normal. You are helping through your pain. Stay strong.

I’m so sorry you went through this Elle. This was so horrible to hear that you went through this. I cried last video and i’m crying this video. Thank you for talking about this. I learned so much going through infertility treatments myself. You are not alone❤️

My sister had a miscarriage the same day you uploaded the first part, seeing first hand what this is is just horrible, all my love to you Elle

I probably won't have children and your story really made me connect with how sad that is, because I've been so good at convincing myself I don't want children. Your raw and honest video is such an honor to the baby. To look at life so straight in the face and then share it with people takes an honesty that most people would not be able to bear.

I’m so sorry you had to go through that! Much love and support 🙁🙁❤️✨

Thank you for being so strong to edit and upload this video. This had to be so hard. I am so sorry this happened to your family. Praying for you

I couldn’t watch this video when you posted it, but now I am so thankful for your videos. You never think it will happen to you. Thank you for sharing your story. I am now hoping for my rainbow baby.

I have been watching your videos for a few years now. Watched your marriage video, journey with James, moving to a new state, buying a house, and many more. I also came to this channel from your Glam Planner sticker shop. I want to say that you are a strong human being because of what you went through. I admire you for sharing a really personal, vulnerable, and heartbreaking story with us. You and Alex’s willingness to keep trying to have baby #2 after all of this is amazing. I hope the best for you and your family.

I am going through this now. I did the first round of Misoprostol last weekend and didn’t pass everything so have to take more meds this weekend. It’s awful. Thanks for sharing your story and reminding me I’m not alone. You aren’t alone either. ❤️

Thank you for being brave enough to share such a vulnerable thing with us. I think it's so important for women to know this kind information. ❤️

What you did with these videos was very very brave. I’m sorry for your loss. Much love and prayers for you and your family.

Thank you for sharing this very personal story Elle. You sharing this is very helpful to others but I pray it also is helpful for you to talk about your feelings and start the healing process mentally, physically and emotionally. Don’t for one second doubt how worthy and deserving you are to have another child. James is so lucky to have you be his mama and also your beautiful angel baby. Sending much love 💕 ❤️

I truly hope you and Alex will be able to take the time you need to go through this. You're such a sweet person and I can't believe you had to go through this. I also hope miscarriages are talked about more in sex Ed in schools. It's not OK that SO many women go through this and most don't know until you're going through it! Thank you for sharing your story SO much. You're such a strong woman❤️

I just am at the tail-end of my first miscarriage and I was totally unprepared as to what to expect physically. I detailed my miscarriage on my channel as well because I feel it's not talked about enough and everyone I've talked to had no idea what actually happens when you miscarry. Before now I thought it's just when you start getting your period again! Hugs to you ❤️ such a hard thing to go through!

Dear God, please watch over Elle and all those going through miscarriages. Guide her, protect her, and be with her through this painful time. My heart is so heavy right now and all I want to do is give you a hug. Your baby is very lucky to have had a mother that loves and cares so much. I’m so sorry this happened to you. Sending all my love to you. ❤️

Coming from someone who has never been pregnant but has suffered a lot of grief, I completely understand what you mean about struggling with your beliefs and grappling with everything happens for a reason. You are so valid for that. I am still in that stage as well and I just want you to know that you’re not alone. We’ll get through it together. Sending so much love 🤍

The experience is tragic Elle, but this baby might have paved the way for a healthy one to come very soon. Not sure if you're ever gonna see this comment, but read "Embraced by the Light" by Betty jean Eadie. It will help you with your healing.

Bless you for uploading this. I suffered a miscarriage a few years ago and wish that I had a video like this to help me. I pray for healing and recovery for both body and spirit. Lots of love, sweet girl. ❤️

Elle I'm so sorry. I lost my baby brother when he was 7 months old to SIDS and there are some horrors of the world that are just... incomprehensible. It's taken me a long time to understand that God is weeping with us, and some loss will never feel like there was a single damn reason that makes a lick of sense to us. You are a strong, brave, brilliant soul and I'm so sorry you're enduring this. Sending you love.

Thank you for sharing. The information about the pattern of bleeding and the process more generally is really helpful for people who don’t know what to expect

Your story, even at this point in cloudy and rainy days is helping thousands out here that go through this. I’m so sorry for your grief and this indescribable pain. Know that we’re here with you! 💜