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Trauma works like that. I don't know your position, but I'm assuming it was a nasty breakup. If he was low-key abusing you, and you felt the need to leave him, then your trauma will make you second guess your actions, despite them actually being right. This is especially true if he was a narcissist, which a lot of guys are, because they're taught to be one. If he was, he would have manipulated you, making you feel like not allowing him to overstep your personal boundaries was you being unfair and bitchy (It's not). So you find yourself nostalgic about him despite the abuse because your brain has rose tinted glasses over him to avoid opening old wounds.
