Remember that night Remember I lost my mind I had no name My face was pale I did play your game And your plan surely did fail Quick on my feet Into the night Can’t defeat demons You’re growing like a cancer Eating Away Bits of my life Bottles of tension Will transform into a haze You failed to say You’re counting days On my shoulders Demons linger I will detach myself From you They break me down Swallow my soul I will detach myself From you Forgetting that night Forgetting a waste of time My body’s weak My lungs will fail Thinking thoughts so bleak I know that something’s not right Your eyes will lie I do believe You’ll defy my words Your purpose is to deceive I won’t give up Listen to me I’m letting go now The rope is tight on your neck Turn off the light You’ll die tonight On my shoulders Demons linger I will detach myself From you They break me down Swallow my soul I will detach myself From you
Sorry for the late reply! as far as i know, i think he lost his best friend who committed suicide. I'm not sure now, if i remember it correctly he spoke about it on one of his interviews. The album Ephemeral is dedicated to it.