I'm waking up My body aches The pain is back My mind's awake What happened here Can't recollect Who left sincere Marks on my neck A night so young I couldn't see That you were here In front of me I do not care You don't exist I'm leaving now You won't be missed Think to yourself what have I done I'll live to see what you'll become A heart that's blacker than your lungs You can't undo what has been done I cannot sleep A restless night I'm worried now Are you alright What's going on I do not know Your other form Will truly show And so it seems You only care For alcohol And poisoned air I cared too much My heart is real You're leaving now I'll slowly heal Think to yourself what have I done I'll live to see what you'll become A heart that's blacker than your lungs You can't undo what has been done
this song reminds me of last summer where i lost everyone i've loved and been with me, i hope that they are doing well without me because i think it's all my fault i didn't care about them so much because i wasn't doing well but atleast i'm stronger now even if i struggle sometimes but that's okey, this song is one of my favorites i keep listen to it everyday without getting bored.