After every relapse I end up in this place, listening to music on my bed yelling at myself because I couldn't just go to sleep or something. But today I feel numb. I don't like that.
I feel the same way a lot believe me I know how you feel and so do many others, these last few months I’ve felt more empty than usual I’m grateful for a lot that I have but I hate myself for making myself feel this way id like to think that things will get better soon and I hope that for you as well
I'm a real kindhearted man but will someone love me for who I am. because I've been tortured, betrayed, and hurt by some people and I deserve love not pain ;( I'm praying every day for this dream to come true. love this song so much.
The time will come when People will Love you as who u are And appreciate you for who You are. Just don't stop being Your self ❤ everything will be Fine ❤
I would like to thank you a lot just from your music I got the courage to tell my girl friend that I love her you have helped me with so much stuff just from your music I’m Glad I found your music thank you very much
pls dont bother read this if you already have problems i am just trying to keep myself alive by writing the things i cant tell people somewhere where no one i know can find them : someone pls tell me it's gonna be okay please that's all i want to hear i am so tired of listening to her she talks so much i just want her to stop talking i want her to become mute she never stops talking about nonsense she made everyone hate me because of her word everyday i just hope i never wake up again i pray to never open my eyes again all i want is peace i dont want anything anymore i want to live in peace i dont want all that money i dont want anything i want an understanding mom and a peaceful life it's okay if there isnt money or anything idc i'll work hard and earn it but the thing i would die for is an understanding mom i just her to tell me that's it's ok and that everything will be okay all i have to do is keep doing my best pls for god sakes why does she have to talk that way why do i have to listen to her tearing all the memories we had appart why does she only love me when i get good grades why not love me as her daughter not her tool to get back the things she didnt do when she was young why am the eldest daughter just why it's so hard man all i want is to be loved i want to lay on her lap and just cry it's probably too much to ask for but why do others get to have that and i dont life is so unfair. i feel bad and ungrateful for saying this but honestly even if she was dead it would've been better like i wouldve had a better life (btw great chanel i am subscribing^^)
Let me start by saying that...that.. I'm so so so proud of you...you are stronger then ever. You don't deserve the things you're going through and I'm so sorry for that. I hope you will recover soon And i hope Your mom will be more understanding,more caring and more loving towards you.. Always be there for yourself ❤ And Thanks for subscribing I rlly appreciate it ❤
I can promise you that everything will be fine. Just like good things nothing ever last forever. The good. The bad. So we just have to make the best of what we have yk. Just hang in there and keep pushing. keep working for your dreams.
I can feel you. My dad left me when my mom died. He started to treat me badly after my mom. He left me and my sister five months after my mother. My sister, was protecting me. She was like a mom, like a friend. I love her as much as I love my mother. And she suicide 1 month ago in a river. I ran to stop her, but I couldn't catch her. she just smiled at me, it was a melancholic smile, with tears. She was grabbing the liles that I gave her. But I am still alive anyway, sometimes I can't stand, going to han river and just staring at the river's surface. and smiling, like my sister. Maybe I could see her one day.
Yo my brothers I hope you all doing ok if your not then I want you to push all the stuff that is hurting you out of your life and then when your strong enough to overcome it I want you to bring it back and make it a friend it worked for me so I think it will work for you to my brothers
