Multifandom | I Hate What I See 

EVERYTIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE

Sometimes ppl ask me "who do you miss?" I wanna say myself but I say nobody.

When you watch this, you dont cry but you feel your heart hurts....I guess you're numb

"You know, ever since we were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself... And I hate what I see... How I'm acting, the way I sound. And I don't know how to change it. And I'm so scared... That the feeling is never gonna go away."

"I'm so scared that the feeling won't go away." That always gets me

“What if the only way to stop feeling bad, is to stop feeling anything at all forever” this hit me hard😔

What kind of a girl are you? I'm that girl who everyone makes fun.h I'm that girl who has no friends. I'm that girl who sits in the back of the class and never raises her hands because I think that I will get the answers wrong and I will be make fun again. I'm that girl who sits in the window hoping that my parents would coem home early... I'm that girl who celebrated her 11 birthdays alone I'm that girl who waits in the door hoping that my parents would come home from work early and bring me presents for my birthdays.... But... "NO"

this hit me hard.

I don't know why I still watch these. I have dealt with depression and selfharm in the past, but i can relate so deeply to these vids.

Everyday I ask myself, "How are you able to live knowing you look like this?".

You know people always view me as the strong person in my group...and yet I'm the one that is crying out for help the most

I hate what I see I think everyday about the end of my life I think everyday to stop But I think everyday that I have to live again and not give up,ever.

I'm never going to meet anyone here, but I just wanted to let y'all know you're loved by someone somewhere on this planet one way or another. You will never need to feel lonely even when you do, there's someone somewhere wanting to be loved and also feels alone but you too aren't alone, there's just one other person somewhere that knows what it feels like. So just be strong, your better than the thoughts overwhelming your mind. I love you if you feel alone!.

I hate people look at me. I have low self esteem, and I don't even care about life... but, I'm goth and a metalhead. Which I've been into for over a decade now. It is the only thing that keeps me alive and feeling a little bit of confidence.

Im lost with in myself i hate my life

When you know you’re hurting and you just want scream and cry and let it all out but you just shut up and watch in silence unable to do anything

The saddest part about depression is that it is slowly killing you and you can't do anything about it because you can't find one single thing to like about yourself to stop the negative thoughts.

I’m that girl who looks at the one girl and wishes I was her everyday thinking she can get anyone to like her instantly. I’m the girl waking up everyday crying because I hate my nose, chin, smile, teeth. I’m the girl who tries so hard to study and ends up failing and wishes I could impress my parents. I’m the girl who gets mad because I wanted one thing I loved about my face but there’s nothing.

I relate to this. Like i can’t anymore. I should just give up on life.

I know how u look in the the mirror and hate what you see😢😭😭😭Dean gets me everything I feel everything he says

i like how when i feel something small i can type in and there’s always a multi fandom about it

it hurts. anytime there is a mirror I can’t look.c

I suffered from depression last year, i think im falling into that hole again...

The edge of seventeen💕💕💕

I LOVE THIS.

If I could never see myself or reflection again I’d be happy for once

why do i keep watching this over and over and over and feel worse every time because of how much i relate?

Stop being hopeless ! I've been insecure for a long time , i remember that i cried many times cause of the way i look + my height ! ( I'm 1,56 M ) my height isn't a big deal tho ! comparing to the time i spent hating on my face ... Then i realized that everything has beauty but not everyone can sees it , if you find yourself unattractive that's the reason people find you ugly ! if u don't love yourself and accept yourself the way you are, no one else will ! you can change things for example if u don't like you hair , teeth etc u can fix them , but some other things can not be fixed ! u need to have confidence in yourself ! without forgetting the inner beauty ! some people are attractive but they are rude , full of themselves , hurt other people etc then people will automatically hate them ! and their beauty won't be worthy ! at the end , just realise everyone is beautiful by his own way ❤

this is just perfect, amazing, so emotional and really really realy beautiful

This. Is. A. Masterpiece

this was gorgeous holy shit. amazing 💕

Леночка, боже, браво! Потрясающе, как и всегда. Столько эмоций и впечатлений от просмотра этого видео. Все до мельчайших деталей шикарно. Тоже, кстати, хотела сделать что-то с этой песней, рада увидеть ее в твоим видео. ❤

This is so beautiful , these quotes describe me in every way

Wtf this needs more likes ! This is so good ❤️😔

Every line in this video is so deep and so true.

This fucked me up

This is really well made 👏🏾

Hey bubs 🥺 no matter what all of you guys are so gorgeous ! Looks don’t matter what matters the mosts is about your personality! And your heart !

This is the best edit I have ever seen

idk what to say i'm.... distraught. this editing is...wow. I mean... it's beautiful. wow. I'm in awe.

Боже мой ! Это шедевр . Вначале смотрела без субтитров и еле могла все перевести , но потом увидела , что вы русский человек , и ,госпади, это все моё внутреннее состояние сейчас. Это лучшее , что я видела за последнее время. Смотрела "Сверхъестественное" , но до серии , где говорится про зеркало, не смотрела. Слова Дина прям в точку. И бегун в конце. Просто шикарно.

I swear the mirror can be my worst enemy

I feel like everyone is going through some type of thing like me but I’m just the pathetic stupid one who can’t control their feelings

“It’s not about how you look it’s about who you are as a person that matter” please don’t ever say that to me, that makes me feel worse about myself. That makes me feel uglier than I already do. “Would you rather people call you ugly” no I’d rather people not say anything about my appearance

Beautiful and bittersweet.

This is so perfect wow

I am crying right now..

This is beautiful

"What if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all forever" It works. I've tried it and it works. Its hard for me to feel bad anymore. As close as I get is hating myself but that's 24/7. The only way to make it stop is to go to sleep, but it doesn't last long, which makes it harder to want to go to sleep because time goes by faster and before you know it, it's another day you have to live through.

I have a feeling no matter what I say nobody will ever understand what I'm going through and it's killing me the way I have to deal with everything by my own

как всегда на высоте) видео со смыслом, жаль, что грустное, но я такие люблю

как всегда прекрасно~~

it’s sad constantly looking in the mirror hating what you see. wishing you looked like the other girls. lmao.

Прекрасное видео 😻

Hey love this edit what do u use to edit this really good beautiful 😍😍!!

...... Empty inside Thanx for making this

I hate depression and anxiety. I don’t want to have this. I don’t wanna feel like this.

i love this

This is honestly amazing and beautiful, left me in tears. (Side note anyone know where the first voice audio was from, I looked it up and couldn't find it, even though it's probably obvious)

I don't wanna fight no more ಥ_ಥ

They say who do you love:i tell i like everyone.but i never say how i hate myself .

Вау 😍😍😍 Shameless, how to get away with murder, supernatural, 13rw... I enjoy this

Great video..... so emotional

господи, это прекрасно

Hey just want to say that I've been binge watching your vids and you're so talented !!!! I love this :) And I also noticed that you made an edit for the movie "Before We Met" which I'm also in love with. Just wanted to know if there was any way you had a download link for it, cuz I also loved the movie and would like to edit to it too ^-^ sorry for the long comment btw

This hits hard

this edit put me in my feels 🥵

у тебя всегда настолько эмоциональные видео, что я не могу их спокойно смотреть.всегда, когда вижу твоё новое видео, знаю, что меня накроют эмоции) в конце мне ещё вспомнилась похожая фраза из sense8, когда там говорили, чтобы перестать чувствовать, испытывать эмоции, нужно быть мёртвым

I just wish to look at myself in the mirror and smile at how beautiful I look

I love it i love it...... i’m crying

So relatable ❤

Sometimes it's just too hard to push it from your system but too painful to keep inside.

I'm so used to putting a fake smile that now even when I here a bad news a first smile then I process that I'm not supposed to

It's amazing how we can relate to

it just hurts so much

i am so scared and that feeling never go away

This makes me feel better Becuase i finally feel like im not alone

Nadine is honestly a really underrated character

I can’t do this anymore... I don’t know how to carry on

Твои видео шикарны, я влюбилась.💥💔

U now ur really depressed when ur heart literally feels like it dropped or there’s just a hole in ur body we’re ur hear used to be

Dose anyone else think to god “ why god? You wasted a perfectly good life on me? Why did you make me like this? Why did YOU make me?”

отличное видео!!!

So good👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

I love it

Я плакал. Какую же огромную работу вы проделали. Как идеально подобраны фрагменты. Как вы это делаете?

This describes me perfectly

I'm trying... It so hard to look at yourself and see all your flaws even the ones you never notice and try to love them, It so hard to courage yourself and hate that I accept what people say, I'm just sick of it and yet here I am trying so hard to love myself, to try to be happy like I did when I was a kid :(

something is in my eyes i was not crying

The pain.

Who give you this one dislike?IT'S SO FUCKING PERFECT

Lo ame:3

What was the first speech from?

I feel like a part of me want to die And this part is just getting bigger every moment

Since I was 11 I feel like I'm in the ocean and it just getting darker every day and people I meet always pull me out and throw me deeper

I relate to Nadine so much it hurts so much

This video is exactly what I feel but I don’t know who to tell or where to go because even if I try to open up to someone I feel like I’m bothering them and all they do is judge

I almost cried. I could imagine if those people were me.

What Edit program do you use

Lovely video is how l feel exactly