I want whoever reads this to remember how important they are and there is a reason they were put on this earth!!! You will get through this, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!!! YOU ARE LOVED BY SO MANY
I just need to vent for a sec here. My dad is one of those people that just doesn't understand what's it like to feel the way I do. He's one of those people that talk badly about mental illnesses, thinking it's something the person with it can control. Luckily for me, I learned how to act before I even learned how to show emotions. Nobody knows that I'm numb. Numb until a sharp stab of pain or fear pierces the numbness. I've been like this for over three years now, and still, nobody can tell because my act is so good. Not like anybody would care even if I said something. I want to get therapy or at least get screened for depression, but I can't tell my parents. I can't tell anyone. I've been taking care of other people's problems for so long that I don't know how to how to handle mine anymore. My parents have tried to shape me into the idea of a "perfect child," but gave up on me once they realized my siblings are closer to perfect. It drained all of my personality, and I don't know who I am anymore. I don't even what I like to do. It makes those "About You" questions at school the most difficult thing in the world for me to answer. I'm fourteen, and as far as I can tell, I've never been loved by anyone in my entire life. I've just constantly been betrayed and manipulated by people who think I'm too stupid to recognize what they're doing to me. I just want to disappear.
I can't promise it will get better but just know you need to keep fighting and you don't need anyone that lies or tricks you. Depression and that feeling of being numb doesn't make you weak it shows that you are a fighter
I really feel like I ruin everything. Like I should not be there. Whatever I do or wherever I'm, nothing goes well. It's like I'm just bringing bad luck to everyone who is around me
I know there's stuff from 13 reasons why, the vampire diaries, teen wolf, twilight, pretty little liars I think, perks of being a wallflower, chilling adventures of sabrina, and the edge of seventeen but what else
life is worthless. i know. i know. just, please keep holding on. there’s nothing to hold on to. you, you are a warrior. the happy kids? they could NEVER hold a candle to your strength.
Yeah I agree that Hope deserved better but so did a lot of Tvdu characters ( and yes I understand she has lost a lot and went through way more than she ever should have but I use her in majority of my videos and I just wanted to take a break from using her) And yes Serena did deserve better too.
@@lydiamartin269 but hope and serena went through hell then most of half of these characters on here (besides stiles) but you should’ve added serena and hope since they went through hell and people trying to kill them no one on the shows ever had to go through that
@@hopeandreamikaelson5985 A lot of the characters I put in this were going through depression, anxiety, panic attacks, or other mental health problems. I used characters that were going through things that I could relate to at the moment. And actually Stefan, Caroline, Hayley, Lizzie, Stiles, Aria, and Nicholas Scratch have all had people trying to kill them. And honestly if I was basing this off of what characters went through I would’ve put Elena Gilbert in this as well considering she lost her parents, Jenna, John, Alaric, Jeremy ( yes I know that Alaric and Jeremy were brought back but still she had to deal with the loss of each of them) and there were people trying to kill her all throughout the show. Elena lost her parents and almost died, and then she was thrown into the supernatural world along with her friends and family at just 17 and Jeremy was 14.
@@lydiamartin269 but they never went through what hope did having a messed up childhood growing up and her whole family and everyone trying to kill her while being in the womb and as a newborn basically her whole life. hope went through hell the other characters didn’t it would’ve made sense if hope was in this
In some period of my life I am let's say lost idk whut I want whut to chose. BTW I'm broken I'm cryin everyday. But I like being like that but my family want to change but I'm OK with that. But they don't understand and that make me being that much distant from them 😔😒😌🖤
Teen wolf Vampire diaries Originals Legacies Looking for alaska 13 reasons why Chilling Adventures of sabrina Twilight Saga Shameless I'll miss some series that i haven't watched yet : p
The Vampire diaries, 13 reasons why, Looking For Alaska, Perks of being a wallflower, Edge of seventeen, The Society, Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, Shameless,Teen Wolf, Legacies, The Originals, New Moon, Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, Euphoria, Spinning Out
Why suicide is called crime?? But,I think it not a crime because u only wanted to end up the pain,the burden because now u are tired of bearing this much pain. And u just want to rest...🙂
i keep digging a deep hole and getting into in, and every time i climb out of that hole and fill that hole, im so stupid by thinking that i got better but really i just put a tarp over that hole and fallining back into it.
I am trying so fucking hard I I really am I feels like a a lot all the time I feel like a war then silenced then music, hun shots, screams it is so much so fucking much am I doing something wrong I am doing something right it’s like a tug of war but silenced but within there are scream and crying for help pleading for peace just quiet but nothing and it spins and spins and spins I can’t keep a friend but I have so many I can’t feel anything even tho I feel many I tears me apart limb by limb the makes me keep walking but yet again I a shaking but I am fine there is nothing wrong I plead but there is but I just can’t it is so much I am only a kid I just need time this is all too much while here I cry it’s feels like I am runs but I hit a wall then I keep going while saying nothing is wrong nothing is wrong nothings is wrong I can’t breathe yet my lungs a full do I need to exhale or keep it in till I explode I am hurting but I am fine I’ll be alright it’ll just take time but time is precious time does not wait for anyone not even me it’s a train you get on get off but mine is going even though I am standing in a desert filled with water it stings while I plead and scream There is no time left not even for me
why is blair in this and not serena? serena almost died and went through hell what did blair go through? she never experienced all the pain serena went through because people wanted to destroy her and also where is hope? she went through hell the day she was born and people coming after and wanting her dead
I used characters who were going through things that I’ve been going through at the moment. So that’s why I used Blair and not Serena. As for Hope, yes I could’ve used her because I relate to a lot of the issues she has but I use her in majority of my videos and I just wanted to take a break from her and focus on other characters.
@@lydiamartin269 but blair didn’t go through anything tho serena had it the hardest out of all the characters in gossip girl but people ignored it and didn’t even care. and yea you didn’t want to edit hope but you should’ve at least added her since without her to nor legacies would’ve happened hope deserves more appreciation i like your edits but it would’ve made more sense if hope and serena were in it
@@hopeandreamikaelson5985 Blair had an eating disorder, she had to deal with her parents getting a divorce, Nate cheated on her with her Serena, Chuck tried to trade Blair for a hotel, etc...so yes Blair did go through things. And yes Serena went through a lot too. But I relate to a lot more of Blair’s issues than Serena’s. And yes I know Legacies wouldn’t have happened if Hope didn’t exist but I use Hope in so many of my videos that I just wanted to take a break from her.
@@lydiamartin269 but serena went through way more than what blair went through serena had it harder than blair. and still it would’ve made sense if hope was in this since she is the character that went through hell since she was a newborn
