MY BIRTH STORY ... scheduled c-section for our breech baby 

As a nurse about to walk in for her 3rd night shift in a row… and an avid follower of yours, this reminded me why I’m a nurse. God is so good! All the health and happiness your way for your sweet family ♥️ congrats!

"Trust your gut" is 100% the best pregnancy advice. With my second pregnancy I had a bad feeling as soon as we had our first ultrasound at 8 weeks and the baby was measuring 9 days behind. My doctor refused an ultrasound at 10 weeks so I scheduled a private ultrasound at 12 weeks just to find that the baby's heart stopped at 9 weeks. Had a D&C last week and the procedure went great. We're at peace and moving on, but our hearts and our bodies know what's up.

I had a scheduled C-section on March 18th and my doctor had music playing during the surgery and she was dancing, singing and having a good time! It put me so at ease, I loved it!

The “crying alone behind a tarp” thing is REAL!! Also, I remember lying there and listening to my c section docs talking about their next vacation, and realizing how this is SO routine for them even though it’s not for me.

As we say in Ireland...she looks like herself She is gorgeous. Congratulations to you all ❤️

My mom had a weird feeling when she was pregnant with me because my sister moved around a lot and I didn't. I was born with Spina Bifida 🤷‍♀️ You did the right thing. Always trust your gut.

Jess, I am so grateful you went into the detail that you did regarding everything. I am 7 months pregnant expecting my first and I needed to hear the good and the bad. Thank you for always being so real and being willing to put yourself out there to be a help to others! I can’t imagine how difficult that was but know it is appreciated!

As someone who had INTENSE post partum depression and anxiety, you are giving me so much hope for a potential second baby. 💕

My first baby was stillborn at almost 41 weeks, so I COMPLETELY understand the fear of not feeling baby move enough. Never feel bad Mamas about going in to get things checked out. I had 3 more healthy, breech babies (all scheduled c sections) after that & had weekly NSTs to put my (and my doctor’s) minds at ease. So happy for you & your family. Such a sweet bundle of joy💕

"crying alone behind a tarp." Aww, Jess I wanted to reach through and hug you! Congratulations!! Felicity looks like you Mama Bear. Definely, her big brown eyes!! 💙👏ps...my baby is 40!!! Lol 👍

Jess, girl you got me bawling here 😭 honey, we may never meet this side of Heaven, but on the other side, you best save me a seat somewhere, because I will wanna hear it all! You and Tyler make everyone feel like we are extensions of your family 💕 this is not an easy feat. Congratulations! She is absolutely beautiful, but come on man, we already knew she would be, look at the genes she pulled from! 😍

IfRU-vid gives awards for posts which make a positive impact, this one should be nominated. I’m in my 60’s, so these experiences happened a long time ago for me. But, much of what you went through (with postpartum depression and the struggles with breast-feeding) are still really strong memories for me. I wish I had had the access to a relatable and encouraging voice like yours. I did eventually learn to shrug off other peoples’ judgments about the necessity of switching to bottle-feeding. It took me 5 MONTHS!!!! after my baby’s birth to seek help for the paralyzingly depression I’d fallen into. And, when I did, they found out that my thyroid hormones were really really low. If that had happened to me nowadays, and I had watched your video, I know I would have sought help sooner. Best of luck to you, Tyler and your two sweet ladies. Many hugs from Canada.

Omg literally left a video for this. Never clicked so quickly!!

Please never stop talking about your PPD experience. I have a 1 1/2 year old and I’ve been feeling the exact way you described. Hopeless, inpatient, angry, and just not like anything is worth doing. My baby was also in the nicu when he was born and I that is hands down the hardest thing I’ve ever been through in my life. I can’t even begin to describe how sad and how much like a failure I felt. It was also covid rules so I was only allowed to “visit” the nicu every three hours to feed him then I had to leave. It was horrible. In the beginning of postpartum I just thought it wasn’t PPD because I didn’t feel like I wanted to hurt my baby (I felt like that’s the way they described a lot if it) but it was and I am just now getting help because if it…. A YEAR AND A HALF LATER!! So thank you for sharing your story. You can’t imagine how much you have helped me 💜

When the NICU team leaves, I was weaping at that point in your story. Beautiful! I had complicated pregnancy with my son (27 years ago) and didn’t get a cry right away and he had to be taken and those nerves can still get raw. You look wonderful!

Thanks so much for sharing your beautiful C-Section/Birth story. We only had one baby, vaginally, healthy and perfect. I lost two after that and decided to stop. Our precious daughter, however, had to have a C-section and it was at the height of Covid. Her husband was the only one allowed to be present for the birth... I never really fully understood what she went through. It was traumatizing for her though and she didn't talk about it much. You sharing the story, brought to light so many things I never even knew about having a C-section. I suffer with severe mental health issues. I never had postpartum depression, which is crazy, but I suffer from regular depression anyway. So, your call to action to take care of it before it happens, is so wise and preventative. You are my daughter's age and I love watching your videos! Big fan here. You had me tearing up several times. God bless you and your new family and I know this is a year old video, but just watching it now. Thank you, hugs.❤️🙏❤️

I'm never having kids so I'm always weirdly fascinated by birth stories. I'm so glad you've had your beautiful baby girl, Jess! Wishing you all the best!

Watching this again while pregnant and I feel like I can relax and not have a stone hard birth plan because I’m not in control. Thanks for helping me realize that. I appreciate your videos and honesty

As a momma of a NICU baby I can’t even imagine the relief you felt with them leaving. I had such a rough first birth experience and this just gives me hope that it can be better!!

This is what moms need to hear!!!! The truth! And to know it’s ok to feel sad. It doesn’t make you a bad parent! I have 3 kids but I wish had seen this video while I was pregnant with my first! Thank you! ❤️ Congratulations!!! She’s beautiful!!!

I had a c-section too and I totally get how you felt before and after, from thinking I'll see her in a few hours, to hearing her bawl the second she enters into the world. They thought she may have problems with her lungs, but that baby cried so loud. I bawled with happiness. Thank you for sharing!! 👶 👩‍🍼

I just had my c section a week ago for my baby girl. It’s been so fun being on a similar journey with you! Congratulations to the whole Braun family 💖💖💖

Congratulations. I think she looks just like Tyler. I think it’s fantastic for you to explain everything. Women need to know these stories and understand the process from pregnancy, birth, baby and depression. I don’t know why but we just don’t share and we need to learn from each other. It’s wonderful that you are teaching others on your far reaching platform. You are the sister/friend that women need. Be proud that you are helping others!! Much love to you all. 💗

I’m an OR tech, some of the conversations we have in the OR would crack the patients up if they could hear us. Im so happy you had a great experience in the OR and had such a great team by your side🥰

Heck yes. I am so here for you shouting out preventative post partum depression care! I am so proud of you for taking control and giving yourself that grace.

Twenty years ago I had an urgent C-section. One of the only times I've seen my husband weepy was when then popped my daughter above the drape (tarp, lol). He loves to tell people how they kept going back in a rooting around like it was Herminie's purse. So happy for your family.

I want to just say thank you for telling your story. I'm having my 2nd October 24th repeat C-section. My first birth was traumatic and I'm so scared having another. I know that your story has helped me tremendously know that there can be a good birth experience. This is our rainbow baby and I've been so stressed the entire pregnancy but I know that your story shows the true meaning of a different experience than your first. I'm hoping mine goes like yours did. I am so scared to go through that again and having postpartum depression again. I felt like I was drowning. I'm so excited to have her but so nervous. Thank you again for telling your story. It helped me realize my feelings are valid and know it isn't always a bad experience. Congratulations on your baby. God bless your family❤️

Omg Lily would be an amazing nickname for Felicity! And also kind of a call back to Rose (flowers you know ) 🥰

I’m so happy that this time around you had a more enjoyable experience. And yes, yes, yes. We must speak about postpartum depression, we must share the “signs” of it and encourage each other to ask for help. I didn’t knew about it, I was busy taking care of my son and it took me too long to notice it, and I wish I could come back and ask for help earlier so I could enjoy my boy’s first year, all that time is a blurry memory, and it saddens me.

Alot of good information here. I've had 2 c sections here is my story - I had my first son in 2018 and since I was 38? with high blood pressure they decided to induce me. I went in and the induction didn't take but my bp kept going up to 170. That worried me, so by the end of the day with my contractions, etc, I wanted a c-section. My doc agreed. I was so dang scared but my team was absolutely amazing. Everything happened so fast, they explained everything to me. My baby came out peeing and screaming and it was the most magical sound ever. It made me cry. My postpartum team was amazing as well. My lactation consultant was amazing as well. I had a GREAT experience. I felt like I was catered to and watched closely. I walked to hallways and all the women would say hi to me and ask me how I was doing. This was before covid and I was in the hospital for about 4 days. I left the hospital crying because I wanted that team of girls to come home with me LOL. It was so silly. When I got home. The moment I walked into our bedroom a wave of panic came over me. I realized... What I was holding, I realized what was happened. I realized... what the heck have I done? My husband took our son away quickly as I broke down. I remember the feeling all to clearly, postartum is no joke. I remember my husband bringing me to the bed, putting our son in front of me and holding me until I stopped. I remember asking him, how do I go about my life now? My husband is amazing, the support I got from him was exceptional. My other postartum story was when I realized I couldn't feel my baby anymore. That was another wave of panic I felt. My husband knew exactly what to do. He put our newborn right into my stomach so that I could feel him. He took my hands and made me hold him. I was lucky enough not to need meds. I did breastfeed for about 3 weeks but my baby and me, well. His latch HURT so dang much. I finally gave up and just pumped. My second has a shorter story haha. Another c-section in 2020, I was in alot more pain with this one. This time though, we had the pandemic to deal with so no visitors and I believe my hospital support was hurt because of it. Our hospital stay this time around sucked so bad I was begging them to send me home. When I got home my first born who was 2 didn't care for his baby brother. He shyed away from me and clung to his daddy. It hurt so dang much. The only postartum problem I had was the guilt over missing out on things with my first and I still feel that way and it's 2022. I did try to get him to latch but honestly, breastfeeding like that, with them latched hurts me. I just can't do it. I pumped on day 2. Now I'm about to have their baby sister in July with another c-section. I'm going in knowing what to expect, knowing how I'm going to feel. I still feel guilt over my first because he is 4 and I've been pregnant 3 times in 4 years and it's taken a toll on my energy level. I feel like he has missed out on things I would have been doing with him if he had been an only child. I worry about how my second baby boy is going to handle it. He is a mama's boy and loves his snuggles. He will be 2 when she's born. I have gotten what I thought I lost with my first born, but honestly, I never lost it. I was just so busy with my second that I didn't have time for my first. So this time around, I will make sure I spend as much time with both my boys so they do not feel left out when their sister is here. For anyone still reading this, if you are questioning yourself, do not be afraid to talk to someone. Find your support person. Postartum is a real thing and it's not something to take lightly. Do not feel like you need to tough it out. You suffer, your babies suffer, your family suffers. Get the help you need.

As a grandma now and retired ob nurse i sat and cried as you spoke so poignantly of your ups and downs and fears! You are so wonderful to do that because it helps so many other soon to be and new Moms. I was a nurse married to a doctor and couldnt breastfed and remembed feeling like a failure. Glad my nursing friends and husband supported me and reassured me it would be okay. So as you mother two there will be times you will feel inadequate but firstly remember we all are different and its okay to do things your way. There arecno manuals or hardfast rules. You are such a gift and those beautiful babies are lucky to have such a loving mom! So the adventure begins again and now there are two!!💕💕Gods miracles never cease🕊️💟

So thankful this has been a smoother experience for you! I love how open and honest you are and for sharing it all with us. I’m a L&D/postpartum nurse but I still do love hearing everyone’s birth story. Yes, for us it is “just a typical Tuesday” but every single time I’m still in awe with every birth. And it’s so helpful to hear patients perspectives so we can explain and advocate for you and improve what we do everyday. Congratulations on your beautiful family! ❤️

I don’t know why but “I’m alone behind the tarp crying “ keeps making me laugh. But seriously, good job warrior mama. I’m so thrilled for you and Tyler. I’ve been watching you since 2015 and you have never looked more beautiful. ❤️

I have major anxiety so for some reason, I shake uncontrollably while awake, even with a spinal block, so during 3 emergency c sections, I have to be tied down and put to sleep. It's crazy! I also have had 11 total surgeries, including the births, and I do that with all of them. C sections are interesting. My second anesthesiologist was the kindest human. I explained to him how anxious I was and he asked, what makes you feel better, and I said when someone "pets" my hair, like a gentle stroking. He sat there and did that until they were ready to put me to sleep. Congratulations on your new baby girl. You did amazing Mama.

I've had two c sections emergency and it really hit me hard because I wanted a natural birth no epidural nothing and all that went out the window when my babies were in danger. I'm happy they are healthy and so freaking smart. Congratulations!!!!

Love love love that you shared this with us . My 2 pregnancies were in an abusive relationship and I wish I did more to enjoy the younger years but all I can do is be better and happier now so I understand and God bless your family ... Love you so much -a stranger lol .

Firstly, that shade of pink of your sweatshirt is absolutely glorious on you. Secondly, not a momma and not planning on being one but I cried when you shared the part about the NICU staff leaving because it meant Felicity didn’t need to go to the NICU ❤️ So happy for you and your beautiful family!

My first baby was breech so I had a scheduled c-section with him. Then my second was born via emergency c-section. I remember crying alone behind a tarp and the funny conversations the doctor and nurses were having both times. Congratulations again. 💕

I'm a nursing student and THAT nurse did her job! I'm grateful my professors stress the importance of education and taking the time to truly care. So glad she could help ease your fears 💗 So happy for you and the entire family

Congratulations Jess! Felicity is perfect and I am just so happy for you! 💗

Thank you for sharing Felicity’s birth story with us❤️ When my son was born, via c-section on Mother’s Day, the whole OR team was talking about who brought what for their mother’s day potluck, and talking about their recipes, etc. It was so weird in the moment but funny to look back on.

Thank you so much for posting this, No it wasn't too long and No it wasn't too emotional. I tried for 10 years to have a baby. Lost 5 babies, almost died and ended up having a complete hysterectomy at 34 and suffered for about 5 years going through forced Menopause. It has been one of the hardest things life has thrown at me. After years of being on anti depressants, anti anxiety meds and therapy I have learned how to be happy again and created a fulfilling life in other ways than being a mother but hearing these stories is the closest I will ever be to giving birth and it is fascinating to me and allows me to feel some of the joy of giving birth. So thank you again.💝👶

This video brought me to tears. Both my girls came into this world via scheduled c-section. My older daughter gave me a run for my money. I was induced twice with her and ultimately ended up with a scheduled c-section. I absolutely remember after getting the spinal block, how quick they flip you around to get your legs up on the table before they go completely numb. And yes, that minute between when they pull the baby out and you have to wait to hear them cry, is the longest minute of your life! I remember being absolutely terrified during that moment of waiting with both of my girls. Glad everything went ok! Congrats 🎉 on your beautiful baby girl! My girls are 7 years apart.

I had 2 pre-term emergency C-sections and they were wildly different. It's so interesting to me to hear other people's stories. So happy that everyone is home happy and healthy!

I had to laugh when you repeated that you were behind the "tarp" which made it sound like you were camping rather than having surgery. I'm so glad it all went well and Felicity is happy and healthy. Starting the meds early was perfect because who wants to be sad at a time that should be joyous.

The tender mercy of God answering your prayer for her instant crying had me crysing.

My daughter in law just had the 1st baby girl in our family in 22 years!!. Such a joy she's beautiful 💕 she had a scheduled c-section as well and hard as it is a healthy baby and mom is all you really want. So happy for your new baby girl. Enjoy.

I found you many moons ago when you were reviewing some product then baby Gigi, like tiny baby Gigi, made a cameo and I was hooked. I have three kids and I’m so proud of how you’re recovering! Keep beating the drum on normalizing PPD and breastfeeding struggles. Mamas need to hear it.❤️❤️❤️

Congratulations to all of you! You had me choked up when you talked about the NICU team peeking around and saying how great the baby was doing as they filed out of the room, taking all that anxiety out with them!

Congratulations.... my 1st baby was a 16 hour labor and he didn't cry for 3 min. He came out purple and blue with his little veins in his face popped. It was devastating. My daughter was considered high risk. I had to be induced and had her scheduled. She was such an Easy birth. She cried immediately. (After 20 years later, she still is a crybaby, lol). I breastfed my son for 17 months and she was having it... he never ever used a bottle!

I was howling laughing about WHERE DO I THROW UP!! That’s just so human and relatable 😂😂😂

ITS HEREEEEE!!! Can’t wait to watch this! 🥰🎈 so happy for you guys!!

I’m so excited to hear Gigi being a big sister stories 🥰 felicity is so precious Jess

The Felicity crying moment, the stuck behind the tarp, the nicu team leaving, you reminded me of the experience so clearly of my 29 year olds birth… no, you’re crying. 🥲Thanks for bringing that memory back and CONGRATULATIONS!!!! 👼🏼 💝

My baby was born at 26 weeks and was immediately whisked away to the NICU team and out of the room. It was traumatic. Hearing you talk about watching the NICU team leave made me sob. I get it. I am so happy for you and your beautiful family!

I loved hearing every little detail Jess! Congrats to the whole family. Enjoy every precious moment..xo

Congratulations! I got the feels when you were telling the story of the NICU nurses leaving the room 🥲 so happy all is well. My daughter’s name is Felicity Ann and we mostly use “Lissy” as her nickname ☺️

I had a surprise c-section last November at 35 weeks (my bp was high and they didn't want me to go preeclamptic or have a seizure during labor) and it was such a strange thing. I went in for a checkup that morning and was told we were having the baby by lunch. I had TWO LITERS of amniotic fluid (baby girl had a swimming pool in there). The hardest part was that because she was a preemie, I couldn't hold her until DAYS later. I got to see her briefly before she was whisked off to the NICU. She was fine, but needed oxygen for a few days. By day three, I was breaking down not being able to hold her or be there with her all the time. Also, TMI, but the first after c-section poop was the WORST!! So glad for you Jess!! Thank you for sharing.

They tried to manually turn my breech baby and I SWEAR I saw stars and ascended to the heavens from the pain! It felt like I was being ripped from inside out, so I totally get you. Felicity is so precious. God bless your family always. ♥️♥️♥️

Oooohh, I was waiting for this one!!! Congratulations Jessica.

So happy to hear everything has gone smoother this time around! Loved listening to your story, it was like catching up with a close friend!

I’m so happy for you that everything went so good! Felicity is adorable! Congrats!

Oh my oh my! You got me reminiscing about my births - kids are 6, 2 and 5 months. There is absolutely nothing like the overwhelming feelings terror, joy, exhaustion, love, self-doubt and pride that childbirth brings. Congratulations to the four of you. I could not be more happy and relieved to hear all went well for you xxx

Congratulations, you look so happy and I'm so glad she is healthy!! Wishing yall the best in this super sweet time. Also I cackled at "GiGi and FiFi.... absolutely not." I love watching your videos so much. We have very little in common, but at the same time I feel like we have tons in common! You have such a laid back persona and your channel is such a comfort watch to me.

Started crying almost at the start. So so happy that everything went right this time for you. Love you and your sweet little family so much. 💗

My oldest is 12 today, he was a C-section baby and you just took me down memory lane! Congratulations Mama. So happy you had a good experience and she’s beautiful!

Congratulations Jess! So happy for you and your family! 💗

Watching this brought back memories for me. I forgot how weird it was seeing my older babies and how giant they looked when my youngest was born. Congrats on your beautiful baby, and I’m so glad things are going better for you this time around!

This story gives me all the feels!! I also had my baby girl, Blaire, the same day you had your beautiful Felicity... we were a scheduled csection as well. Listening to you talk about the crying behind the tarp, the waiting for the cries, and the random convos while you lay there, had me reminiscing to just 3 short weeks ago!!

21 weeks pregnant and just sitting here crying my face off. 😭 thank you for sharing all of this. Also- as a peds OR nurse you are 100% correct. Surgery for us is just another day but I try so hard to remember that for these patients/parents it can be one of the scariest days of their life. Thank you for the reminder. 🥰

Love your positive energy ! 🌸

Congratulations! I teared up with you when you described the NICU team leaving and the relief you felt. My first baby (a few weeks younger than Gigi) was also whisked away to get checked and it was so scary. My second baby was able to stay with us and the relief was huge. And the difference in how I felt was also incredible. Felicity is beautiful!

I have followed you for years, but I’m currently pregnant with my first and all of your pregnancy videos have been so helpful. I love that you openly talk about your postpartum struggles, as that’s something I’m very worried about for myself. Congrats to you and Tyler! ❤️

Congratulations Jess! I loved all the details and I’m so appreciative that you are so open about this! So so happy for you ❤️

You are amazing, I'm so happy for y'all!! Love you Jess!!

Just sitting here getting ready in tears remembering my own birth stories. My kiddos are 2 and 4 and I have so many of the same feelings about their two vastly different births. Congratulations, Jessica! I’m so glad that (like me) you’re getting to experience the joy of having a new baby instead of the struggle that was the first go around. ❤️

Omg I’m BAWLING happy tears watching this. So happy for y’all!! Omg omg. My youngest is about to be a year old in June. And the baby fever is so bad right now 😂. So so beyond thankful y’all had her. Praying all of God’s blessings on y’all and y’all’s precious family! Jeremiah 29:11

I love how specific and detailed you were!

You covered EVERYTHING that happens to a woman with a c-section so very well. Mine occured 42 years ago, and it was still spot on with everything. Great video Jessica. Cheers!

I’m so happy for you’re gorgeous family!! Congrats!!! In Australia, a lot of girls named Felicity are nicknamed “Flick”. Such a beautiful name!!!! 🥰🥰🥰

oOoOO I've been anxiously awaiting for the birth story of sweet sweet Felicity Rose!! 🥰

Thanks for sharing your beautiful story 😭💗 I'm so happy for you!! Congratulations on your precious new baby girl!!! 💞

Jessica, thank you for sharing this. It’s such a beautiful story. And Felicity is adorable! Love you!

Thank you for sharing your experience with us on the second time, blessings to you and your family ❤

Congrats! I’m having a scheduled C-section next Wednesday with my first baby! Also tried multiple things to turn him except an ECV because my placenta is anterior. Super nervous as I’ve never had surgery..or a baby hahaha. But very excited to meet him!

I'm soooo happy for you all! She's beautiful! Congrats!

Congratulations! Thank you for sharing your story! Love your family.

Yes so excited for this. Got my baby girl in my arms - I had to have a section just under 11 weeks ago. Edit - I had an epidural and the spinal tap and neither worked so I had to be put to sleep as I was able to lift my legs and everything. Felt so bad for my partner that he had to miss her being born. I didn’t have to wear a mask while in any bed just when out of bed, so didn’t wear for section even when they tried the epidural and tap. But my partner did

I’m 5 weeks away from my due date and this video makes me so excited to meet my baby. I’m so happy for you and your family!

Jess I am SOBBING watching this. I’m so so happy for you and Tyler and your family. Love you so much! ❤️

Congratulations Jess and Tyler! She looks absolutely perfect and I’m so happy for a healthy baby for y’all ❤️❤️❤️

Congratulations Jessica!

Congratulations! Enjoy your babies. They’re such a blessing.

Congrats 🍾🎊🎈! So happy for you & Tyler! Gigi too! Praying all continues to go well for you all!!!

You had me crying!! Love you and family! So very happy for you all!! She is beautiful!!

Jess I’m so happy for you and Tyler, 1/2 way through this video I was crying with you! Congratulations 💕

When I had my 1st c-section I was scared of needles, so all I was worried about was getting the IV. After they got the IV in I stopped worrying. The nurse who hugged me with the warm blanket when they put in the anesthesia block was an angel from heaven I will say

Congratulations to you and Tyler! So glad you and baby Felicity are doing well! ♥️🎊🎉🥳

I’m so happy you have had a wonderful experience this time around! Blessings to you and your family of 4.

Congratulations, Jessica!! I’m just so happy for you. You are positively beaming!! 🥰