Vaheguru ji ka khalsa vaheguru ji ki fateh ji Lewis I've not got cancer well I don't think I have but I've had a drink and drugs problem for half my life now found my way again even with mental health I've lost my wife and kids my health is bad have to c gastric specialist but like u the experience it's nothing to b ashamed of or proud of but don't give up each breath is precious I'm lucky I stay with parents but people have told me I haven't even got a life go and get one this is some family who said it so stay strong because u are so keep fighting don't worry about what anyone thinks ur car and job u can get back but ur health keep fighting exercise light meditation positive or spiritual music and ur smile has to be truth and real u can fight this I have a friend I saw outside a pub smoking he beat cancer three times so u have to keep fighting everyday each breath please I know exactly what ur going thru I've lost everything everyone even respect but these mean nothing to me health and then everything else even though I love my wife and kids so please take care brother and focus on ur goals don't let this stop u
