MY EXPERIENCE OF MISS NEPAL 2018 

This is what a empowered, fearless, courageous woman looks like. Thank you for sharing your side of story. This needs to be heard. Your story had me on tears. Wondered what you must have felt at that moment. It is so hard to accept failure when you give your blood, sweat and tears to achieve something so dearly. I just watched the journey of Miss Nepal 2018 and honestly, you deserved to win one of those titles righfully. We girls don't need to be crowned by a group of businessmen to prove our worth. It is utterly disgustful and pathetic that THT labels Miss Nepal as a show for empowering women. How on earth judging someone by their height, weight,body features and rejecting them if they don't meet the criteria is "empowerment"? Shame on the hypocrisy. I recently watched this show ' Aau na ma sanga khaauna" and seriously was disgusted to hear our so called empowered former Miss Nepal's opinions. They were invalidating Samridhi Rai's truth who was harshly told that she was removed from the list just because they didn't like her. Subeksha Khadka even commented that Sambridi is blabbering because she holds a grudge for not winning any title .And recently again she was accused of spreading hate and negativity and not even a single Miss Nepal come in support of her. How are they empowered women, changemakers, influencers, social activists when they cannot support their own sister being the victim of unfairness shown by their organization? Their have unmasked their own hypocrisy. Lastly, if you are reading this Shikshya didi, I just want to let you know that you have earned a genuine follower for being authentically REAL. Thank you for being YOU. You deserve the UNIVERSE. Just can't resist myself from loving you. God have more exciting plans for you. May God bless you forever.❤

She is just sharing her experience she isn't comparing herself with anyone 🤘

I already got what she wanted to express silently when she said miss nepal is a business. More power to you girl.Good luck for you future.

You had the courage to stand for yourself. You’re a true Miss Nepal and you don’t need a crown to prove that. ♥️

Everybody was happy for the winners but no-one bothered to think about the rejected girls once💔 I literally had brusted into tears listening your backstory❤️ I have followed Miss Nepal since 2017 and I really really wanted you to hold one of the titles❤️

Shikshyaa what i really like about you is ur level of confidience.. You have faced so.much bt also u are explaining the whole scenario so calmly loved ur modesty... I know hw one feels when u dont get the thing which means so much for you .. which you have planned nd prepared for so long.. Bt the good thing is that u are doing fine.. which matters for us may be if u have won then we may nt get know the act behind the scene... Thank you shikshyaa for staying as confidient nd calm as u are ... Btw m sayaaraa's good frn so was happy to hear good things abt her..

You don't need the crown. You've already won our hearts. Thankyou for not staying silent and bringing this up to inform about the dark side of beauty pageants to young girls like us. I did'nt skip this for a single second. I was putting myself in that scenario and it really made me feel so bad. More power to you girl ❤

Shikshu thank u for being so true and gathering all courage to speak out the truth that many of us were unable...I still remember shrinkhala le malai aaru ta hoina shikshya sanga ekdam darr laxa Mero miss Nepal world ko lagi competitor shikshya matra ho vaneko kura...and we agree that too...being in the same compitition...we used to idolize u and shrinkhala...We were shocked when u and also angela were not placed in top 14...and at the very moment we realized all the unfairness and black business of the franchise... More power to u Shikshu...we all love u for how true u are and how strong u are...keep on shining...lots of love 💕 And also the favorism thing is so true... We all used to notice how the organizers treated shrinkhala and Manita from the beginning...no hard feelings for my girls(its not their fault, it’s the organizers fault)

One more kura for people of middle class to do something without having money and power garoo cha dherai.. We are beautiful and empowered and we don't need these pagent to prove ourself. Fair and inclusive nai xaina yo hidden treasure ko kura.. Organizers aafai ma conservative mind cha. I think hamle yo miss nepal lai nai dherai hype diyeu.. Many girls dreams of joining and winning miss nepal but jpt reason ma eliminate garera uniharu sanga vako self esteem and self confidence lai pani low gardinchan..yes and i also like the concept of miss universe nepal with the only criteria being brave, bold and beautiful. 💖❤️

Sikshya di , please can you manage other girls to make such videos as well ? We want to listen to everyone’s story. We want people to realize that things happen backstage too. More power and love to you di . Forever been your supporter ❤️

I literally watched it for straight 1hour without skipping a second and trust me I felt like watching a movie. I liked the way you expressed your story and journey from childhood ,your aims and all those hard grindings during the journey,your sufferings. I'm so sorry to hear that you had to go through unfair judgement,you had to be a victim of someone's favourism. I'd watched MN 2018 from the audition round to the finale,and I'd noticed two girls from the beginning.One was you and the other was shrinkhala. Despite giving 100%to MN journey,few gentlemen couldn't find a gem 💎 and they somehow chased you. But never mind, "sometimes the wrong train takes us to the right destinations". You're a model and who knows an international modelling career is waiting for you.There are like many Nepalese models working in many countries in the world. The world is a small place for those who never lose hope. Who knows a big movie project could be waiting for you or anything big opportunity is awaiting to hit on you. Someone's simple judgment isn't a tool to measure our beauty. We are born beautiful the way we are and we can be known to the people through our other works too. 🙂

To open up this way is not so easy. Damn you are a gem that they lost. You are a queen and you need no crown. Such a brave girl. ❤️❤️❤️

What a great speaking skill u have.felt like I was right there throughout your journey.i wud b vry vry proud to hav u as our miss Nepal but u r u know u r miss Nepal in ur own way.lots of love .keep fighting keep living my dear 💖

I didn't skip a single second entire this video...i literally got tears in my eyes and goosebumps when i was listening to you.. such a brave girl .... Wish you all the luck in coming days ❤️❤️

मैले पुरै हेरे हजुर को यो video केही समय अघि ( around 2 month ) तपाईंको केही video हेरेको थिए तपाई strong , talented , preety , confident , beautiful and your behaviour , replied of any kind of question सबै मन परेको थ्यो । yestai ho life ma sometime it happens . मलाई चै तपाईं खुब मन पर्छ 😜😜😜 ❤️❤️❤️

It's good to hear your experience. I was rooting for you from the beginning and i was shocked that you didn't make it to top 14. Glad you overcame it. I'd love to see you in Miss Universe Nepal but since you said you don't wanna waste time in beauty pageants i don't wanna push it. Good luck for your future. You will do amazing in life. ❤

Thank you so much shikshya d for bringing this up.No doubt you're such a strong and empowered girl❣️ And yes please DO NOT take these beauty peagents seriously! I have a similar experience back to 2075 (i was 17yo then)which i would like to share. I don't know how to start, yet I'll try to make it short as i can. Though i didn't entered there to win the title but i had that gut feeling that I'll explore smthg great in me. I didn't win that title but i won the hearts. I still remember that night how our dd (former title winner) came to hug me and said we'll always remember u and few days later gathering huda when the sir who trained us asked me if i was ok with the decision where he mentioned that he was expecting me too. I am saying this not because i think that i was the only one deserving.We were 27 and the actual competition was 'among few' jun prastai dekhintyo but the result was not fair (which everyone there knew) . But i feel so lucky that it couldn't affect me much. Infact it made me more stronger. It was a journey that ended with meaningful lessons for me. There might be a fair peagent contests where it is shiny both 'out and inside' but still I'd like to say please do not take them seriously neither let 'that single thing' affect your perfection or put a question mark to your worth. Always stay strong💛 Stay positive🤗

I agree ashma dhungana's answer was best intop 5 .Short and to the point how a beauty queen should answer .

I also thought u will be among top 2, there are only few winners till now who actually deserve the title...more power to u lady..😍hope u get ur dream success💓

Your story made me cry. No one in my opinion can feel you are fake. I am sure many of us here can relate with your words and it has touched hearts. I dont follow miss nepal that closely but i remember questioning why yoh werent selected in top 14, that explains how absurd it was. I have learnt that failures teach us more than success. You are such a sweetheart and a humble person. I would love to follow you from now on. As your new admirer i would say the more you express yourself the more you will empower yourself and others. Talent doesnt hide for too long. All the best for your life sis hope i can meet you somewhere and hug you.♥️

I think Hidden Treasure had big fear that Sikshya Sangroula gonna take title of Miss Nepal World. But they have always planned to declare winner to Shrinkhala Khatiwada to gain political power. Sikshya being great competitor to Shrinkhala, they didnt place her in even top 14. MN is totally business. Young and talented girls are made a means to earn through various sponsors. Had always been dreaming to participate in MN but not now from sure. Now I remember days after Shrinkhala won yeti dherai interview haru uha ko jun aru miss nepal ko pala ma kaile aayena. Shrinkhala is talent definitely but politics has great role to gain popularity which she has gained. Talent le garda nai media le attention deko ho vane anuskha was also equally talented and both of them had gain same position. Everything is power and politics in Nepal. #staystrongsikshyadidi

I am proceeding my future in writing public speaking and social activist and in future I also want to go miss nepal but now I think for that financially independence is more important

You might not win the crown of MISS NEPAL but you have won the Nepalese hearts ❤️which is more than the crown.. You are strong lady and stay like this forever ❤️

I was rooting for her so much since the beginning of the miss nepal journey. I still remember she overshadowed srinkhala during the training session but at the end we all know what happen. Dear girls, if you dont belong to powerful, rich and influential family its better to give up the idea of participating in miss nepal. Miss nepal doesn't sound fair at all. #lotsoflove

The amount of Lovee and respect I’ve for this brave girl, Ahh i can’t even describe♥️ Only Loveeee😘 I still can’t believe Zenisha Moktan Said To Her that she were too skinny Ohh maynnn Like seriously😒Zenisha di Hajur taiii mnxea haina jasley Hajur ko insta ko Photo ma kasaii ley body shaming gardaa comment ma You are Noone to judge me vaneyrw Reply diney🤦🏻‍♀️ And how can you do Same thing to another girl?🤷🏻‍♀️ Shame On Zenisha Moktan😝Ma’am How can You judge someone by their body structure Xeeeee😤 What a worst thinking?🤔 Shikshya di You’re Beautiful Just the way you aree😘 Also Zenisha Dii You’re Also Beautiful the way you aree That’s why Zenisha di please don’t tell anyone there’s body is fine Or Not🙏🏻 Appreciate Everybody😊 We are all Beautiful♥️

If whatever you are saying is genuine, this means Miss Nepal pageant bikyo.... they dint wanna put you in top 5, bcoz they were scared your answer would or could be better than shrinkhal's.

Miss nepal winners through years Evana Manandhar - daughter of CE construction CEO Asmi Shrestha - popular and established model (before joining MN) Shrinkhala Khatiwoda - daughter of politician Anushka Shrestha - daughter of mukus boutique owner Women empowerment ko nam ma thulo business ho. Girls if you don't come from rich amd influential family, leave this shit.

Since my childhood days I always wanted to go in Miss Nepal and I used to practice the same way you did : practising the finale questions at home seeing television and doing question answer round. I can relate it. But seeing this video I literally don't feel like going. Even listening her experience breaks my heart. Everyone wears their own invisible crown in life. Thank you so much for sharing this experience.

You’re the person with such bold, confident and realistic personality which is too good for a chaos platform like Miss Nepal! The reason what that happened to you maybe because god has chosen you to be an Eye Opener and a motivator for so many girls! So brave of you for speaking up 🙌! I can see you shining in so many ways! Don’t let anything ever dull your sparkle 🤍🤍

I literally had tears in my eyes listening to your story. I still remember watching MN2018 and I was damn sure that u would be in Top5/Top3 but unfortunately that didn’t happen. I had seen Malvika Subba’s story too that night. More love and power to you Shikshya. May there be success at every turn of your life and all your dreams come true ❤️❤️

Moral is dont take any beauty pageant as your main aim!

You must fight for miss universe Nepal ❤💓

I gave up on idea of taking part in Miss Nepal when I realized I had to grow my height to take part in it. Since my height is only 5 and 1.Then I starting seeing how beauty is given priority than talent. Plus the standard they have for girls to take part. I am so happy she is open about it and hypocrisy of Miss Nepal because there are thousands of young girls out there who take Miss Nepal as their idol and want to be one of them

I just waked up ..jaba hajurko video dekhey, i can't wait too listen 💟. Thank you shikshya di. Maile ni hajurlai support garya thiye 💟 and jailai garirakhchhu 💟

I didn't even escape a second of the video . You are really strong , barve and talent girl. The way you have explained the whole journey is so smooth and clear.. Thankyou for bringing out all these things that everyone must know .

Manita devkota made it to top 10 at miss universe and is very talented. I don't think she won it because of favourism she totally deserved it. It was a very much heart touching experience though. More power and love to you ❤

Shrinkala talented plus political connection.. Manita talented plus american accent.. Priya talented plus strong background story and amazing height.. Ronali Amtya no talent, no brain, no beauty but the surname Amatya ( Newar ).. Dear Sikshya now you can understand why you were not chosen, who was there at your place, why a political game was made on you..though you were equally talented, beautiful, confident and educated..

Right, srijana d was one of my favorite. I cried that day too. And, I still remember you sis. The way you speak and your confident was just mind blowing. I was rooting you just after Namaste Tv show. I know beauty pageant have the darkest side. I personally have felt that from one of a small pageant. But, I trust Nagma d. ❤️ So, please for us participate in Miss Universe. you are brave and deserving 😍

गिता पाठ:: कर्म गर फलको आस नगर but saab sunda really touchy lagyo ❤️ we never failed our circumstances sometimes does. Be Proud that you are Going Milestones away ❤️🙏

You are true inspiration 😍 Sabai kt ko ultimate dream shouldn’t be miss nepal ❤️ Favoritism ,politics adami hunxa so middle class girl le kahile jityeko xaina

Those who win are given most limelight and those who didn’t win but are equally talented are depressed, lost self-esteem and what not. From experience I can say, girls, if you don’t have influential/rich family it’s hart to win. Additionally, you need to have great relationships with organisers as well.

This video had my head moving everywhere. I really followed MN til date and believed it was a platform for young girls but I was so wrong. I remember all the young talented contestants Srijana Regmi, Nishma Chaudharu, Samridhi Rai, you and so many other smart ladies. I now get the point that, it actually is a business. I now understand and am realising why all the fellow MissNepals come from rich families only. Because everything is set before the show begins. What a perfect way to fool the audience 👏🏿. THT Please stop playing with life of young dreamers who come up with so much enthusiasm, passion and a motive to change thier life and nation. You guys are not changing life of young girls but the rich ones by making them famous. For so long we’ve been fooled man. Like shittttttt Shikshya Dee thanks for making this video. The things are more clearcut now.

Listening to you at 19:06 ( i dont know what in this video further just i paused there to write my experience will continue after writing) i felt you sikshya di.I also one day aspire to participate in Miss Nepal. I have participated in quite a few beauty contest and by gods grace have won in some and have secured 1st 2nd runner up in some.What i actually wanna say is back in 2016 when i was participating in a beauty contest i also got sick on the day of my finale and in addition to that i fainted just before the show started, with my make up on when i came to be conscious i found myself in a hospital bed with one of my friend she had come with me to the hospital inspite that we both were competing against she helped me throughout, of course there were my parents too who had come a long way to support me. I felt so bad i wanted to cry but couldn't i thought all these days of training hardwork dedication everything went in vain but that after getting some injection and sline i anyhoww pushed myself to the stage and performed Shristi Shrestha was there to judge us along with aryan sigdel and many more with a injection band on my hand i still gave my 100% and secured the position of 2nd runner up My friend who was at hospital with me got 1 st runner up position i was more than happy more her and me too..we did it in the end. ANU IF YOU EVER SEE THIS COMMENT THIS IS FOR YOU.I LOVE YOU..❤️ and also more power to you. SUBSCRIBING YOUR CHANNEL RIGHT NOW and also requesting all the viewers to do so..Much live Sikshya Shangraula🤗 okay i watched the video little further Alisha Adhikari the name that you have mentioned, we have participated together in a contest in jhapa. She also is a good human.

I think in part we, the audience, are also equally responsible. We(many not all) idolize those winners and worship them as god. Yaha actual social activist le kehi katai bolna paudaina, beauty queen 2-4 ota video banayera "social worker" bandai 100 ota bhasan gardai hidxan. Pandemic ma doctor ko interviews aaudaina, hero heroine miss nepals le k bhaney sunxau. Yeti hadh samma ki just on the basis of beauty pageants and interviews, prime minister samma banauney bhandau ufrinxau. I see many faults in the audience as well. We give the hype and we are angry of that hype? Lets listen to intellectual experts of each field rather than following these beauty queen manipulator who talk about changing the world but cannot even speak up of any injustice to themselves or others.

You are brave girl.. i had followed you from the audition round to miss nepal stage.. And you and shrinkhala were the two girl that i was rooting for and were very deserving candidate.. Whatever happened with you has only showed new direction to your life, The real face of the paegent industry .. Just rise and shine . You are strong and we love you ❤❤❤❤

I clicked this only because i recognised u frm tiktok n was intrigued to know that u were in Miss Nepal.. i didnt realise how i got so involved in the video.. i could get the images of whatever u were saying.. you are so strong and we r so proud of you.. there r bad phases but those teaches so many things as well.. i m sorry you had to go through all the unfairness and all the girls n everg person who has to go through the biased decisions of ppl on power..but look at you inspiring millions of ppl now.. you succeeded.. God bless you..wish the best for you.. stay humble and inspiring the way you are..❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I support u Sikhsha di. When i was in ktm few yr back, i got to know about u by a sister named Pinky Singh. She told about ur journey from biratnagar to ktm, modeling. At that time u were engaged with M&S. Pinky sister told us that u always had dream on going Miss Nepal. N in this video its same. I trust u. I support u. Lots of love. Be strong.❤️❤️❤️

1 hour 10 mins and 22 seconds ....it's precious 🥰 ...you are genuine and really good human 🥰❤️

I wonder how many Miss Nepal will now start attacking her.. More power to you girl.. ❤️

When you and Anjila didn't place that year, I was so shocked. But Later I realised that if they had placed you guys their clear favourites would have no chance since you two would Nail Q and A. I was happy with Shrinkhala as Miss World Nepal and Manita as Miss Universe Nepal since they did amazing in the respective international competition. However I saw Anjila as Miss Earth, she would have been amazing and You as Miss international would have brought another placement .

Yo video herisakey paxi, I wanna hug you so tight di🥺🥺🥺❤️ Stay same as you are and keep inspiring us. Love youuuuu ❤❤

Shikshya, Please continue doing RU-vid or some sort of podcast. You have such good oratorical skills. Dubai Nepali ra English kasto shaleen tarikale bolnerahechau.Personally, I don't like Miss Nepal Pageant or any sort of beauty Pageant but thank goodness such Pageant also help us to know girls like you. I wish you all the best for your future. Failure is a part of life but we sometimes forget being pushover is not the part. You did good by speaking out on such bias practice so that aaune Miss Nepal Pageant ma yesto nahos.Life ma dherai direction change hola socheko jasto nahola but afu khusi hunu, afule afulai maya garna saknu is the biggest achievement. Wish you the best 🇳🇵👍

जति तिमी ले मेहेनेत गर्यौ त्यति नै बाकी २९ जना ले मेहनत गरेको होला । तिमी जति कन्फिडेन्ट छौ त्यति नै सबै जना हुन्छन, गल्ती तिम्रो expectation को हो अरु केही होइन । तिमी आफै भन्दैछौ श्रृङखला most deserving हो र उस्ले जित्नु मा कुनै दुइमत छैन भने तिमिले यो एक घन्टा सम्म सहानुभुती पाउने शब्द राख्नु को औचित्य छैन । हो, तिम्रो पीडा जायज छ तर त्यो पीडा तिम्रो आँखा ले हेर्दा देखिने पीडा हो, तिम्रो हार को पीडा हो, तिम्रो चाहिने भन्दा बढी अपेक्षा ले दिएको पीडा हो । मिस नेपाल मा जाने हरेक प्रतिस्पर्धी को उत्तिकै अधिकार र उत्तिकै मौका हुन्छ । तिमिले प्लान गर्यौ भन्दैमा तिम्रो sure हुने होइन । कुनै specific कुरा जस्ले तिमी माथी अन्याय भयो , कुनै harrasment भयो भने त्यो mention गर्नु पर्यो होइन भने तिमी हारेको कारण गोपाल कक्षपती ले तिमी सँग आँखा जुधाउन नसक्नु नै तिमी माथी को झेल हो भन्न तिम्रो अधिकार छैन । समृदी दिदि ले भनेको to the point कुरा ले गोपाल लाई दोशी भन्न मिल्छ तर तिमी सँग कुनै ठोस point छैन यसरी भिडियो बनाउन । अनि तिमिले दुइटा कुरा लाई बेसि priority दियौ video मा एउटा शृङ्खला खतिवडा अर्को गोपाल कक्षपती र रचना म्याम । लाग्छ कि तिमी लाई शृङ्खला बाहेक कोहि प्रतिस्पर्धी नै थिएनन । जसरी तिमिले शृङ्खला बाहेक अरु लाई कन्टेस्टेन्न्ट नै गनेनौ नि हो त्यै हो तिम्रो गल्ती । नानी, जिन्दगी मा कहिले पनि प्रतिस्पर्धि लाई सानो नठान्नु है , plan for the best and prepare for worst कि खै त्यस्तै एउटा भनाइ छ त्यो मनन गर्नु । यस्ता beauty pagents को Dark side छ हामिलाइ राम्रो सँग थाहा छ तर ... तर तिमी ले mention गरेको कुनै पनि Dark पार्ट होइन । तिमी ले यसरी ठोकुवा गरेर म top 14 मा पर्नै पर्थ्यो भन्यौ अब भन न त आफै को चै top 14 को लागि qualified थिएनन ? यस्तो होला कि सबै एक से एक थिए कि !! अनि अर्को कुरा तिम्ले भन्यौ - skinny or fake भएको भए Top 25 मै फाल्नु पर्थ्यो तर के अब नेपाल आइडल मा जाने ले के भन्ने theatre round बाट फालिए भने आखिर audition मा किने select गरिस भन्न मिल्छ ? मिल्दैन नि । तिमी आफ्नो लागि , आफ्नो प्रसंसक का लागि बिजेता होलाउ तर यसरी अरु भन्दा मैले नै जित्नु पर्ने हो , कि श्रृङखला कि म अरु त मान्छे नै होइनन जस्तो गर्न मिल्छ र ?

So proud of you sister..Not many people understand the struggle of girls like you..so glad you shared your story..you seemed so genuine..really felt glad to hear all your stuffs❤️❤️

The fact u said u didn't cry and smiled after the moment felt so terrible😱.I m happy that u cried out and let ur emotions flow.

Why nobody talking about she being drugged in the Miss Nepal finale? Who was that somebody that you didn't named gave that medicine to you? So scared, life has treated her so much following her passion OMG. More love to you

Ur journey can be like catriona gray as she didn't make in miss world but she became miss universe... u also can be miss nepal universe didi

I am crying yaar... what the hell is this yaar... what a being you are yaar Shikshya... one day I really have strong wish to meet you yaar...

Even though you were not my favorite contestant on miss Nepal, I expected you to be on at least top 5....I am sorry this happened to you ❤️❤️

You were my favorite contestant in Miss Nepal 2018. It was really shocking when a deserving person like you weren't selected. 💔

I really felt very bad for you. I know you are a very strong lady and I was pretty SURE you would win one of the titles. I don't know why but I see me in you. We have the exact same personality and everything. I hope you do best in your life and yesss girl you are the real QUEEN!

It felt like I lived through your experience. I got literal goosebumps hearing your traumatic experience! Listening you today my respect for you increased so much... Was rooting for you for Miss World 2018 from the very beginning! We love you shikshya didi. You inspire us all. May you get all the success you rightfully deserve... Much love to you❤️❤️❤️

I read her story of depression and her struggles. I have seen her in tiktok and music videos. She is really good. Also I saw this video but my observation, sikshya is still struggling with not winning miss Nepal 2018. Even though she has repeatedly mentioned her being a competitor in miss Nepal, loving the winners and all. I somehow felt she is not accepting the loss. Take care move on.

You are really brave to share your experience.I still remember the competition and was following you on instagram a long before.I was so shocked not to see you in top 5 ,cause I had already declared you as a Winner :*.Lots of Love D

I didn't know what to write .But all of your experiences touches my heart.you portray the dark side hidden of beauty peagent n by listening all of this stuffs many all of us can feel the pain of urs as we also can see the bias in not only large platforms but also in small things where the people from wealthy background get more attention .The trend of biasing should be demolished from every sector like school ,home everywhere .The way you speak up about ur experiences directly or indirectly trust me it certenly help many girls in future by taking fair decision.I genuinely feel like all of ur words are 100 percent true n I have a huge respect for u n I love you n salute to ur courage to speak up what u felt ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

today i feel so sorry bcz i realise how we young generation was also got fooled by this dark sides and dark politics..personally i m so sorry girl...i could feel the pain but trust me you are the real winner in ur life..this experience will take you at the top one day..lots of love❤️❤️❤️

I am still in shock that she couldn't make to top 5. I supported through out her journey to miss nepal. I was so disappointed during the finale night.I feel like crying listening to her. May god bless you my dear child

Lots of love ❤️.. Stay strong dear ma'am... I was about to fill up the form for the beauty peagant then I thought of looking after yours experience regarding it.. N now that I have realized,I'm in no need to go to such beauty contest where talents are not appreciated well n indeed we all are beautiful just the way we are as u said so we are in no need to be judged.. . What's important is to accept ourselves as we are,n as the principles of universe says,'The ones who faces failures are the ones who succeeds later'.. So don't give up hope..The almighty lord will bless u with more than u had ever asked for at appropriate times.. Till then keep working hard n stay safe.. N most importantly keep on shining.. 🎊💙💫N frankly speaking.. U were really so sweet n polite during the entire session that I cudn't keep my eyes off you.. 🥺🤗N ended up watching till the end ❤️ #Yours_admirer✨ I hope n pray that u reply me.. Would really mean a lot to me☺️

Didi I still remember tapai live ma aauda maile sodeko thiye tapai miss Nepal ma janu vhako thyo hai vhnera tapai le aw matra vhnnu vhathyo now I knew your story You are so strong lots of love.....💓

I was really shocked when your name wasn't announced in Top 14. You were one of the most deserving contestant in MN 2018 !!!

Thank you for voicing out and sharing your story. I wish you all the success and happiness in the future.

One more reason for a middle class person not to stay in Nepal.

You r so strong ❣❣ u r real winner 4 all the girls who really deserve the crown .. so plzz don't make it bad for yourself... ❤❤

Didn’t skipped a single second and watched you the whole 1hour10mins&22secs❤️❤️much love and power to you.. ending part of this video is so beautiful... You look so happy and confident 😊 glad that you’re recovered thou it took a whole year but its worth it gurl😊lots of love and hugs 🤗 more power and strength to you takecare❤️❤️❤️

kasto strong k dijju💕 i have followed miss nepal 2018 ani mailey talent round herda i have thought you will win and i have thought you will make it to top 5 tara kasto k ☹️

I really want somebody to share this kinda experiences of miss Nepal journey sikshya dee you really are a very confident lady we can surfacely judge ur performances last session ko matra video herda matra pani this video can really be a good material I mean a really inspiring video to all the girls struggling for beauty pageants lots of love sikshya dee ❤

i literally spend my 1 hr to listen this n this is amazinggggg

I am 16 and I have also won many pagents and my goal is miss nepal as u said your aim since childhood was to win the title of miss nepal and go to miss world ....even I have been dreaming of it .but this video made huge impact on my mind .thank u di for sharing us your journey . I will surely participate and will be preparing but I am strong and I willl be strong no matter what🥺

Even tho you didn't win the crown, you are already the winner for us audience. If you would like to participate in miss universe, we would love to see you winning miss universe. Lots of love and power to you ❤️

So I got ki miss Nepal is not for middle class girls like us Omggg 😭😭😭😭 I literally cried 😞😞😞

सारो राम्री अनि बोली सारो मिठो लाग्यो। well I am a big fan of miss nepal till yet but after watching this video i fell really disapointed and now i am clear why only newar girls win the title. Mr gopal be careful we are watching you...

I feel good and happy whenever I watch you. This actually is so warm. Will always pray for you. Keep growing and still remain the person you are. ❤️🤗

Too skinny, too chubby, too short, too tall, too bold, too unbold! Women are always judged and labeled by other's opinions and their measurements. And Miss Nepal judges you by your height, weight, waist, age, influential family and what not! So that itself is not women empowerment. It's just women judgement and women labelling. So such a platform cannot be a life goal in the first place.

I got tears in my eyes😭 watching this video I can feel you😶 seriously More power to you shikshya dd lots of love you are strong 😘❤️

The much you feel hard times ,the much you learn the way of living... Be happy that you are learning about life experience

I felt like you were explaining everything to me back in days when we were together, not partially like before but everything at once. I feel heartbroken after watching this. I feel Sorry that you had to go through all of these and few more right after that but you didn’t give up. Bravo 👏! You’re the queen Shikshya 👑. Keep Shining no matter what. I believe there’s good in every bad so I am hopeful for you and really wish best for you. Shine bright like a diamond ✨. Thank you for sharing this and the beautiful happy ending I could smile seeing the last part where I can see you really happy and being you. More Power to you. A warm hug and loves loves ❤️ ❤️

This is so heart breaking!! Harek kuraa ma favoratism xa yaha..❤️More power to you❤️

Shikshya sangraula deserved top 14 but no doubt only shrinkhala deserved miss nepal world😘

Why are you only talking about Shrinkhala and putting it on highlight?I dont think you two were only strong contenders Manita Devkota,Priya Sigdel and few others were also tough competitors at that time for crown.Moreover most of us get to know now about the real face of Miss Nepal from you and Samriddhi Rai.It takes so much courage to speak up and you did it thanks for that and hope we will see you going further more and beyond this than this Miss Nepal thing.Be positive and dont pressure yourself much🌺

I am glad that you shared your experience wisely and confidently...a really good message for upcoming girls in MNS...its harder to know the hidden part of beauty pageants..more power to you..life is much more than the crown...best of luck for upcoming days

Koii ni najaau miss Nepal mata aafno dream satter baahko dekhna bhanda ta baru ma gaayena bahnda thik hola more power to you girl ❤️

No offense but when there's shrinkhala, there's literally very very low chance for every other girl to win the pageant. She's so charming, she's genius, she's hardworking, she's the best. She looks like a goddamn goddess. Perfect.

Such a amazing strong girl!! Much love and power to you! Thanks for sharing with us . Didn't miss any seconds of full video! Stay safe

Randomly clicked on this video and just watched the entire video..this story need to b heard ..thanks for sharing .u r a beautiful human being n a pure soul..more Love to u sikchya u r the miss universe of many 💕 now...

You're very confident & super beautiful.I love the way you express your opinion. We don't know why they hadn't saw you even on top14. Sabai kura chitta bujhyo tara 27 bata top 25 ko laagi 2 jana falinu, are they not beautiful, are they not dearving vaneko maanparena. Yes they were not beautiful for the judges over there. Compitition vanekai tei ta honi, participate gareko sab deserving huna sakcha tara winner sablai banauna possible ta xaina ni. And thank you for awaring all the ladies out there who are dreaming like you.❤️

Ohh very heart touching story u have. U are such genius person u have such a big heart. You are star . U are diamond . Love you sweetheart.♥️♥️love from Paris ( france 🇫🇷)

Thankyou for bringing this out in open. You were clearly the winner there. Stay strong. He was an idiot which we can see. Who on earth runs beauty pegeant without having any provision to help and followup on the ones who are affected and instead bad mouth about them ? Such a bad management and mentality ! Shikshya, hope to see you flourish in whatever you do.

I too was disappointed to see that you were not even selected for top 14. I was rooting for you.😢

And even after 5 years still the hidden treasure is doing favouritism, nothing has changed😢 . I wonder when this will end 😢😢

Now i want to hear it out from Srijana Regmi herself