Friends! Pleased to see this older one starting to gain traction. Unfortunately there’s a lot of sus and straight up false things emerging in this comment section. I actually considered turning them off for this video (for the first time ever). Instead, I’m just going to pin this sentiment. Do your own research via reputable sources on this topic and be cautious out there (and in here). As I’m typing this, it occurs to me that if you already have an ounce of common sense, this comment is meaningless, and if you don’t, it won’t get through to you anyway 😂. Much love!
My 1st heroic dose, I went in wanting to ask the universe for a sense of meaning & purpose. Among the feelings of being all knowing, came the fractured reflections of self ( trauma’s, flaws, strengths, etc) Then I found myself traveling through what felt like a wormhole. Then a woman-like face appeared on the side of the worm-hole. She spoke to me and said “You’re not ready” then disappeared. The 2nd experience, I’m going through the same worm-hole. And the identical woman-like face pops in. And all she did was look at me, smile, and disappear again… Haven’t done a 3rd heroic dose yet, but plan on it sometime in the near future.. -Side story: years before even experimenting with 🍄. One completely sober night, I went to sleep and had a lucid dream. I was outside of my body, looking at myself sleeping. I look around my room and look at the clock seeing that it was around 330am. Then a bright light shines through my window and fills my entire room. And two voices say, “Come with us if you would like to know the truth.” I started to move into the light, wanting to go. Then abruptly the light disappeared and I immediately woke up. After the initial wtf moment upon waking up, I looked at the clock and it was 3:33am. Which freaked me out and made me actually look out the window to see if there was anything out there… there wasn’t, but the experience felt so real.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporees I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I am not spiritual at all, but after taking shrooms a few months ago I am much happier and am highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. There are great qualities autistic people posses. I took shrooms and it made me function so much better. I believe shrooms can greatly improve shortcomings in autism.
Well I didn’t scale weigh it coz all I had were sucky food scale but somewhere around 3grams. I would suggest taking a gram or half for a start and I got mine from doc.brenttt.
I recently took 4g with my adult son and daughter who also took 4g each. It was a wonderful evening experiencing this strangeness with the people I love the most in the world.
I Could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
They saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!
YES very sure of benmycologys . I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today
I Hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a micro dose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
I ate 6 g of golden teachers this weekend in a complete dark room and omg was it amazing. Best experience of my life. I was flying through the universe. 4 beings were with me the whole trip we were talking to each other telepathically, I felt so connected to all things. They really humble you and you're happy to be alive. That's what I love about shrooms. Stay safe y'all 🍄🫡
I love what mushrooms do but the feeling of absolute bliss when coming down set back in and all you can do is thank whatever just allowed that is unmatched. Super strange to watch yourself die and to snap back into this reality. Much love everyone
Can you find any comments on a psychedelic RU-vid page without those fake mushroom scams? They litter all of those channels comments. Don’t fall for it.
I’m 3 years “awake” now and it’s absolutely amazing how we all share the same story and experience. However we perceive it differently. God bless you all.
What mushrooms taught me is that love is the answer & Art can heal the world. We are all one. It sounds cliche but it’s the greatest truth that encompasses all.
Always found it interesting that whenever I am tripping hard, breath work is what restores some sense of control. Breathing drives meditative processes of all kinds. Chemically enhanced is no different.
Yeah, breath is super important. It can also hyper charge the experience if you’re doing deep, fast, stimulating Wim hof / tummo style breathing for instance.
i only found that i needed to use breathwork to reduce anxiety during the come up. and i only experienced that for the first three or so trips. after that, i hadn't had much anxiety (over a dozen trips now) next time, i will try to incorporate breathwork just to see what new doors it may open
So well put! I havent seen anybody describing a trip so accurate step by step, this is god tier. The gibberish no one understands and feel like going crazy, the wavy-fractal-flower of life, the worries that dissapear... Thank you my friend!
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
I love hearing about your experiences, you explain it very coherently and also express really well how hard it is to grasp the actual experience without having the experience. I don't think that reducing it down to neurochemistry invalidates what's happening, considering that anything a human can experience-sight, hearing, hunger, pain, emotions, memory-all comes down to neurochemistry at its core.
Thank you! My 2 cents- Neurochemistry is surely involved in all of human experience , but there’s an explanatory gap between neurochemistry and qualia (what it’s like to directly experience subject reality). See my pods with Dr. Donald Hoffman and or Chalmers’ hard problem of consciousness TED talk if you want to dive deeper ✌️.
Dmt, LSD and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with cptsd. Spent my whole life fighting cptsd. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES very sure of Predroavaro. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
Bro I listened to you 10 years ago on my first iPhone! I lost that phone and my account and have been looking ever since. I’m happy we ran into each other again, I’m locked in on this ep. Thanks for your “story”
What you said from about 19:05 to 20:12 was precisely the same thoughts and feelings I’ve been having recurrently for the last year or so. So nice to see others having this same sense and understanding, and articulating it so well. Hopefully we humans overall don’t lose our own mind’s integrated spiritual richness in quantum/digital reductionism before we are able to allow the functional tools we create from these specific approaches to actually aid us to spread the ‘real thing’ (the deep spirituality and love from Gaia and the intrinsic multiplicit beauty of interconnected organic Earth life).
You are the only content creator I've seen who talks about glossalalia. I had this happen on my heroic dose and I was terrified of it because I couldn't make it stop.
Michael! You articulated the different phases of the experience so well. And the final message about one of our purposes being to propagate life and consciousness outside of this planet is a profound one. Thank you for putting together your thoughts (the ones which could be put into words!) on your heroic dose.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
This was AMAZING. As I’m actually preparing for my journey this was very helpful to set the expectations (: obviously won’t be exact but I’ve done a lot close to what I thought was a heroic dose but I was too present in reality for it to be heroic. Thank you, I just found you and love your content already!
@@paradoksymoron All of the talk of shrooms is nonsense. Even the fact no one mentions like different strains produce different effects boggles my mond.
thank you for sharing this. this was so well said. i can never put words to the experience i had, other than speaking on the oscillating back and forth between deeeeeep deep sorrow and laughing hysterically at the joke of it all. i spent 6 hours face first in the dirt in the mountains of mexico surrounded by screaming goats, no music, very cold. it was more difficult for me than ayahuasca but honestly it kicked my ass as it needed to. it introduced me to a new way of thinking and living and i feel like i can finally begin life at 33. interested to hear your integration process...as the month following for me was VERY painful but the other side of it was the honey.
On lsd, in 95, I saw the Tree of Life rise out of my arms and trail to my fingers. Each leaf levitating off my skin and floating. I was being shown the "All One" principle. We are different aspects of one cosmic mind.
It's weird how diff my journeys are from others. I always feel lucid but I can see and feel so much beauty. A few times I've seen demons all around me trying to drink my energy but then I sing or I play transcendent music and they disappear.
About 3 years ago I finally made my mind up to try psychedelics. I spent most of my life trying to treat depression to no avail. Therapy helped, but did not really fully help me enjoy life. Those psychedelic experiences changed my life forever. I truly felt like I saw the lining of the Universe and finally found a meaning of life. Fast forward 3 years, a lot of bad stuff happened and I have now fully spiralled back into depression. I almost lost my hope because I forgot the precious knowledge psychedelics gave me. This video really helped me remember. Thanks for sharing. I will try and ask mushrooms for help once again.
I couldn't drift away I was lost in a wave of time that always started from a moment from my memory that lead to no place that left me hanging left me drifting in an endless loop tearing away at anything Anything that would wake me up. I felt I knew what the end and the beginning was and I could live my countless lives forever. My mind is tired but it's still grabbing for anything that pull me away from letting go and I'm stuck. Stuck in the loop. The more I let go, the more stuck I had become and I felt my mind slip into one void full of never ending sadness and pain But just has my mind had reached it s breaking point and I've given into the nightmare. My eyes open, my eyes open and all I experienced drifted into the the void slipping from reality and I'm left wondering if it all was in my head. I leave my bed looking for signs that all the years I spent in that moment had actually happened. I'm left with all that madding pain, that madding pain. Tearing away at my reality, I want to experience it all over again but I am too afraid, to reach beyond myself again. Because I know how it ends, it ends with me waking up again...
Unbelievable that you mentioned the tree of life. A year ago I experienced it exactly as you described and when I reached the top, there were 3 entities waiting for me.
The “warp” felling you explain is similar to how I perceive it. I call in entering the portal. I always feel like I’m going through a portal to a different dimension
The last trip i had i felt alot of similar things. I did about 5 gs of penis envy albino. I felt dissolved into god or this collective consciousness. I felt so much love and everything was so simple. I literally told people the next day that god loves them. It was like i knew automatically all the wrong things i had done and how to correct them. There was no shame just pure love for everyone and everything. I think dying must be something like this. I felt completely connected with whatever this reality thing is. Oh and my cat always knows when im tripping. He acts so much different every time
The last time I ate five grams I fell asleep. I am not heroic. I have bipolar disorder and I take SSRI's. Never take these if you like to trip. Never. Bummer I cannot experience what I did when I was young and had a fresh unexperienced brain. Those first few trips are by far the most enlightening. I can still do DMT by smoking pure crystals or by shooting them. That takes huge testicles.
As someone who suffers with extreme severe anxiety I can totally relate to her. I would stop eating for days at a time as a punishment. I worry a lot about my life, everyone around me and pleasing everyone. It's absolutely crippling, so glad she got the help she needed, lovely young lady it's so sad that society has 1 in 3 people suffering mental health issues. I hope everyone seeks help
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about how mushrooms and psychedelics treats anxiety, but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, doctor Greg mushroom I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I accidentally ingested around 7 grams my first time. To say the least I was thrown into the depths of hell (fear), and halfway through I was rocket launched into heaven (pure love). Most profound things I've ever experienced. This was around 7+ years ago, and I still strive to reach that state of pure love that I felt. 🙏🏼🍄
I did my first heroic dose very recently and and completly forgot who I was where I was the only thing I felt I was a being of light playing playing my guitar it felt like I morphed into the sound wave coming from my amp
Thanks great work, my favourite bit was the reminder that we are here to be gardeners so to speak gardeners of the universe, plamting new life across the Cosmos. And it makes sense when you think magic mushroom sporse could have been blown to the planet across the vast distances of space and so they are only encouraging us to do what they have already done . Which is nice, they're not asking us to do something foreign to their own knowing
This was such a deep understanding and theory I had about life that I never could share effectively with anyone. I got kind of this breakthrough during a usual existential crisis and I was so confused nobody was talking about it. You’re the first person to ever mention it. I’m so happy!
My Experience on shrooms has been a profound benefit it really change my life for better, luckily to stumble across this specialist who deliver em safely and discreet to my addrez with no hassel 💯
Wow! You have done an absolutely amazing job explaining all of the different aspects of this magical experience. Everything you said resonates with me and I will send this video to everyone curious about trying it themselves. Thank you so much ❤
Time gives meaning to life, and life gives meaning to time, for if there was no life to evolve, time would merely be an empty measure, devoid of the moments and experiences that define our existence.
it unwraps the genetic memory / subconscious programming that we all carry from the original of the species - pulling us into a utopian future that we may or may not be able to achieve
Am really happy that you lived that experience, Weirdly I had the same trip as you had in most of the details you shared, I think we are all connected with the same conscience, Great video, Keep it up !
I have been considering going on a heroic dose trip. Your video was very informative and I hope to come out of my trip with as much useful insights as you did. Great job
I did 5 gm of Z strain last year and had an amazing trip. I also get the “I know everything” feeling. Then on this last Xmas eve I did 7 gm of Penis Envy… Not the most pleasant experience 😂. It started out great. I viewed myself as this structure that comprised everything about my life, then I had a life review and it was like I had total control over it. Then I lost track of reality and thought I died and it all went downhill. Definitely won’t do that much again.
You have to wait 40-60 minutes for onset? For me it's about 15-25 minutes... curious! I ingest mine by grinding them to powder in a spice grinder machine, then mixing the powder into tea, then drinking that in one big gulp. But, even when I just ate mine in my first trips -- just plain, nothing added -- the onset time was the same. For me the nearly-nauseous feeling is only in the onset process, before full influence has set in. My biggest dose was 4 grams, eaten plain, and onset began in about 10 minutes, was complete in 20. That resulted in three solid hours of incredibly intense vibrating sensation -- like electric shock without literal pain, but still very uncomfortable.
It damn sure is and every trip is different for each individual... My wife & I took 4g each and our trip was good in beginning, became overwhelming and ended in a state of regret and unclean feeling and everything looked , smelled , felt like death and a taste of regret and I didn't enjoy the ending
The best way I find to do psychedelics is in the morning. Make sure not to eat a thing. Coffee is fine. That way, you won't feel nauseous. Make sure not to eat while tripping (which you will most likely not be tempted to anyhow),sit in a place where you feel 100% safe, because if u don't especially on a higher dose, you'll get panic attack or paranoia, make sure you have atleast a gallon of water with you, and something to eat when ur done. Let me know if anybody found this helpful!
YO i can recommend you where I got my pharmaceuticals from, a specialist who guided me through My first experience he’s got all kinda psychedelics and ships discreetly to any location of your choice very reliable source ~~~¿
I’ve entertained linguistic origins based upon the same observations of these internal symbols-in fact, my first and lasting intuition was precisely that it was the ‘language of the cosmos’ Very beautifully articulated, captivating experience! Also, someone tag Elon Musk at around 19:00.
I had my first experience tonight and I just wanted to be dirt so bad. Like wtf? But I just wanted my “self” … whatever that is … to just die. And start over just being a seedling for a while, taking in the sunshine baby 🌱
The last trip i had was full on anxiety. I was dabbling with mushrooms to help deal with my anxiety. I guess it backfired. I haven't had the courage to go back into that world for two years.
I remember days my anxiety flew over the fence, weighed my options and there i found this dude who got the best strains of psilocybin and other psychs..
I always get scared to take psychedelics because I have this great fear that my mind will convince itself that the only way out back to reality is to off myself. Does anyone have any tips or ideas for me to stop this fear?
Peanut butter definitely helps the medicine go down. But nothing, and I nean nothing, beats Reese's PB cups. The mushrooms almost have no flavour! And the awful texture isn't as rough as it is with just plain peanut butter. I find it helps smooth the nausea out as well. 10/10 shroom stealth tech!
Are you familiar with Kilindi Iyi (RIP) he went way beyond and did between 20 and 40 g many times. He’s been on some podcasts and his experiences were so wild. Basically DMT level trips but they lasted a long time.
ACTUALLY he said 5 grams in silent darkness. I’ve done heroic level doses in different settings. It impacts the experience but certainly not the intensity.
Friend of mine came into town. We’re both in our early 40s. So we’re just coming out of our “heavy duty/responsible” faze. Had a bunch of mushrooms from a few years back. I purchased about a pound over the span of a year at that period. Have a good/responsible job so that kind of fun steady went by the wayside. Thus they sat in the freezer for years ( about a half oz) just waiting. He came home, haven’t seen him for years - a few beers and a stroll or two down memory lane - he says “where’s the shit at”? Once again - responsible now… No coke, no weed, some amphetamines. No X. Blah… adulthood = drug tests. I have some shrooms? He want to “micro dose”. I never been a piddle paddle guy so I said no. All or nothing. He keeps fucking around taking pinches. I take the bag - dump half in his hand and immediately inhale the other half out of the bag. He begrudgingly followed suit. I prided myself on being a “quantity slut” but MAN, did I fuck up! Hardest trip of my life! Awesome. I’m glad it was unintentional versus expected. Made the “ride” all the better! Friend kept yelling “what did you do to me man”! We made it through alright!
My experience on psychedelics was the experience of my life, I'm glad I discovered this online store where I ordered mine from, they sell and ship all kinds of psychedelics products such as shrooms, Dmt, Lsd and also ships discreetly
crazy first ever time i had mushies i ate like 2 grams and i thought oh well that was f/ing dumb and did nothing then ate the whole container that had about 15 to 20 grams in it i was alone at home 45 min later im on the toilet puking then it started all the wooden floor boards lifted up and i just watched the world unreval its self as if its being all taken away by some unseen hand....an im like ohhh no what the f is happening i panic and run into my office and try to sit in my gaming chair i fall into the chair ....again and again and again i was stuck in an endless fucking loop of endlessly falling through dimensional space every time i try to get up gravity would shift and the room would turn sideways i dont know if everyone feels this but when ever i do psychedelics my brains or ears or something makes this feeling that say to me uve gone over the edge it feels like a built in warning systeme and in my head it feels like its ramping up and up then boom im in a space like that book shelf from interstella and i can see god i was god and i was everything and i understood why the world is so full of so much suffering when there is a god i just understood the order of things man 9 hours later my gf came home and found me on the floor cyring and smiling with the biggest smile
OMG! I had exactly the same experience plus that jester with written words on its face which scared the hell out of me. You're the only one who said it exactly like it was for me. So it's not just in my own head or yours alone. I'd really like to have a exchange with you. That jester illustration by the way is so exact and close, please tell me who's made it!! I'm dead curious
Kindly reach out to a psychedelic experienced doctor I got some guidelines and psilocybin mushrooms from, he got all pyschedelic stuffs and more. I got better from my anxiety also helped in exploration of my human psyched.
Any trip report from a true heroic dose can never be anything more than a crude pencildrawing representation of what is one of the most profound experiences anybody can have. Amanita M. is recommended as well to stay balanced post journey.
I remember days my anxiety flew over the fence, weighed my options and there i found this dude who got the best strains of psilocybin and other psychs...
Just came across your channel today... I have to say a lot of the times that i hear "check me out, i did sooo much drugz, like way more than you have ever done, cause i am sooo epic and amazing and cool and likeable and smart and important and..." well i think you can tell from how i phrased it what i think of a good majority of trip reports and tales. i mean good for you if you can handle "sooo much" and had "the most amazing and funny and unique and crazy and wacky experiences..." it is the hubris and self gloating that is on display that really makes it grotesque. Perhaps I am just a jealous hater, I know i am jealous of many things but i really don't know about this one... So i wanted to say that you were not like this at all! I did not sense any bragging or other things like that at all, just a clear and interesting presentation of what you experienced. Just a person who was sharing something that you went through that many of us will never get the chance to experience. What a refreshing way to have a take on things. If it is not clear here, i really liked your video here and the way you discussed everything i did not sense any of that nasty stuff mentioned above. I enjoyed listening to what you had to say and i learned a lot from it. I will be subscribing to your channel right after i press "comment" and i hope your other videos are similar in tone and quality. Cheers
