I love how you can turn someone's negativity into ambition. When I worked as a cashier anywhere I goit a sick pleasure out of being super nice to someone acting a fool. I'll definitely be watching and rooting you on! I've had doctors step barely out the door and tell my mom my stomach problems were in my head and I was anorexic. Well I wasn't, just by the age of 14 I had a hietal hernia and so many gallstones it was like a sack of marbles. I feel the struggle with being big also especially with my scoliosis, so maybe you can help me with ways to push through the depression and pain to lose weight and keep it off