Hey!!!!You dont really need this shit....Live your life get out dance ..fall in love ..travel...THATS REAL LIFE....I wish to you all the best..Am proud of you...
Wishing you all the best!!!! Just remember, it's not easy...its day by day and hour by hour!!! Sending Blessings your way that you will finally learn how to recover!💝
Part 1- check! Part 2 - rollin!! Thanks for sharing - its quite a story... p.s. your teeth are amazing - nice to really smile for real huh? xo stay well - step by step - day by day. xo
Please dont give up on your son! Sometimes all an addict has is family and unfortunately this disease hurts the ones we love most so family gives up most of the time. My father never gave up on me and thats why im alive today. Your son still has a chance at recovery hes just completely lost in his addiction. Help him find himself and thank you for watching 🙏
@@kimtia1091 Hey honestly jail might be the best place for him right now! Jail is the only place i could ever get clean because you dont have a choice. I hope hes in thereong enough to get through the withdrawal and start feeling like his old self again. If hes in there for more than 1 month that would be good. But if hes in there for less than 1 month chances are hes gonna get out and go right back to using. Please let me know what happens 🙏
@@mrlogand I think he will be there for a few years, and I hate to say it I felt guilt in thinking it but I'm relieved hes there ,because if it wasn't jail he probably would die thank you for caring means so much x
Taylor Terry ,yea I like his dentures & how nice they look & how he handles them,wish I could have his dentist make me another set,I'd travel to wherever he's from
When i made these i completely forgot how negative and judgemental people can be. I come on here honest and true about everything ive been through and how im doing now and people want to say im lying and im on "smack" as one person said, in my videos. Its dissapointing and makes me and im sure you not want to share our story. But ive gotten way more positive feedback then negative so im alright with it. I say do it bro. Tell your story. Help someone suffering from addiction see that it is possible to take the steps needed toward a better life. Thanks for watching homie!
@@mrlogand No doubt bro.. I'm on methadone also so I know where you're coming from.. But yea people are very judge mental just about being on methadone.. I've been on md for while but,people that hasn't been there don't understand.. Only another addict such as myself understands what you're talking about.. Don't let them judge mental people get to you.. Now I have a problem with xans.. A lot of people have died mixing md and xans my years at md clinic.. People I have met there at the clinic and there is a lot of good people I've met there and some have passed away from mixing methadone and xans.. But stay positive don't let these judge mental people that don't know what opioid addiction is like get to you.. You just look over what they say don't just don't understand opiot addiction..
@@accent1975 That's drug 2 " stop the, what?? If you've never been there you do not know what it's like.. Methadone and Subaxone have saved a lot of people's lives!! Methadone sure saved mine!!
@@mrlogand I just found your channel, please please don't let hating ass trolls make you feel bad about your path to recovery, or stop you from telling your story. You are helping people I promise. I would have given my life for my son to choose methadone or sub's instead of heroin, my son almost died from endocarditis and he refused mat because of what people say about it, those people are costing lives talking bad about methadone or Suboxen.
You fucking using heri but you can't even tell what he on ? The first video he is straight. ? Open your eyes what different about him etc look at his eyes his actions he scratch his voice the way he smoking can you tell? He just have a hit can you see.
All the way form Scotland 🏴... I've managed to somehow have this play from some strange play list.. But you kept me listening. So I would say that you have an interesting personality and have an interesting story. You should stop whatever your on and get a grip of life. Live and love each day like it's the last, meaning do something great with your life. Help others or whatever ur calling might be. But you certainly have to make another video clean and sober. Will look forward to that day. Until then, stay safe ✌️
I dont care who you are or what you've done you can always find recovery and hense find true happiness. Life is hard and life is a bitch, but thats life. Its up to us to make the best of it and numbing ourself just doesnt work. I hope you are able to find your path to sobriety, you deserve it 🙏 we all do.
Damn you're strong. I'm praying for you 🙏 I lost my cousin last August he overdosed on cocaine alcohol n fake pressed pills. He was on a coke binge for almost 2 weeks. That was his life style he would disappear for weeks come home for a couple of days just to sleep & went back to his lifestyle. I miss him I wish he would've gotten help. I hope you remain strong. Stick to weed. Im proud of you 🙌💯
I can relate to everything you've said basically! I just made my first RU-vid video today actually and I wore a bandana cuz I'm not showing my teeth on camera for anyone or anything, not when it looks like I've been chewing on fucking rocks... I'm on suboxone and that shit saved me, I been off hard drugs for about 5-6 years but was drinking and shit on top of my sub til about a year ago. Glad I'm just starting to get everything together. Congrats on your recovery man!
Hey bro I haven't seen anymore of your heroin story.. I hope you're still with the clinic and not back out there bro.. Because I know exactly what you're talking about.. Been there myself ..
I'll make an update video as soon as I can brotha! Been busy working and just havent found the time or inspiration to make another video but Ill make it happen 👌. Im still on methadone and am doing good 🙏 thank you for supporting my channel and checking in on my progress.
@@mrlogand I understand brother but, don't let these judge mental people keep you from telling your story.. What a lot of these people don't understand that methadone does save people's life.. Because it damn sure saved mine!! Some people leave comments saying "methadone is a drug to" they just do not understand at all.. Glad to hear that you are doing good and still on the methadone instead of the other.. I'll be watching out for your next video brotha..
I've noted you chalk up behavior to 'being an addict'; that somehow explains or excuses bad choices. I get the addict part - I get the irresponsibility of it, I know its darkness but never could throw it over my shoulder as being something that ought to be expected, after all you're 'an addict'. I thought the last video was a little easier to watch. @ 9 months I think a little weed everynow and then isn't a bad thing. Still enjoying your vid...Can't wait to see your denture stuff... soooo important to people you'll never know... good choice of a life changing moment that's a GOOD thing!!!
Dont worry about being single bro, the right one will come naturally dont force nothing. Especially after gettin clean. And as heroin/meth addict I can tell you are on methadone. I know you sing on heroine of meth. Love n respect from Portland, oregon
if i was trying to stay clean off heroin, I'd move to a different state where i didn't know anybody, and everything was brand new to me i think when people try to stay clean in the same environment that they was in when they was addicted i think it's a guaranteed relapse ( it's just a matter a time ), and then the full blown addiction quickly sets back in
This is a good theory and ive thought about that but a true addict will find drugs anywhere they go. Basically it doesnt matter if im in salt lake or in Missouri, if i want to use, itll happen. Its up to me to stay sober no matter where i go.
Wherever you go, there you are. Yes some people find it easier to move but drugs are literally everywhere and can be found quickly. You have to work as hard to stay clean as you did to get high, no matter where you are.
I was addicted to methadone after the oxycodone wasn't getting me high anymore. Methadone withdrawal is a nightmare but I finally found something that helped me through withdrawal and helps with my depression. It's called Kratom and it has saved my life.
I found Kratom a few months ago and I know what u say is true. I am in so much pain EVERY day and would have blown my brains out if someone would not have me in on that secret! I know you Know it will be outlawed soon in every state. I am buying quantitys
I am so afraid of heroine now that I watched videos like these for hours ...even though I have never tried it before but it is becoming like an obsession...I am currently abusing molly every weekend and I am afraid this lead to another drugs....I hope I kick this habit off before it is too late...your story is very inspiring..Don't mind the rude comments ...greeting from the Netherlands!
Mind if i ask how old you are? When i was a senior in highschool (17yrs old here in america) i went through a rave faze where i took molly and ecstasy about 25 times over a 1 year period. With multiple trips of acid and mushrooms in between. I quickly grew out of that faze and graduated highschool while selling and smoking tons if weed. I didnt fall into opiate addiction until 3-4 years later. My point is. Any drug will open you up to potentially seeking a different/better/interesting high. And if your taking molly every weekend then its safe to say you have the gene of addiction. All i can tell you is try to learn from my mistakes and others like me. Clean yourself up and feel the high of pride and success. Most people try to justify their mistakes by saying "ill make my own mistakes" just like i said. But we only want to save you from the hell of living with an addiction that takes everything from you and when its all gone, you take everything from everyone around you. You grow to hate the world and feel like its everyone elses fault. Only when you realize it was all your fault and you really fucked yourself will the seed of recovery officially be planted. What im trying to say is please take my words seriously homie. Because even though it might not have ruined your life yet, it will. Keep me posted and thanks for watching 🙏
@Logan Daugherty Bro my story is so similar to URS but I'm still not clean I'm on methdone and I use xanz and H not as as much as I used to and my teeth are getting fucked up and I am scared of how to go bout it since the only insurance I have is medical please hmu I want to know how u got off the xanax bcuz I feel like that's what's holding me back the most
im on around 200mg of oxys a day (mine are perscribed after loosing my leg in an accident) is herion a better more intense high and is herion harder to get off? godbless you
Please don't try it, you will be sorry. Idk why you asked that but I'm assuming it is because you have thought about it. I have been on pain meds for 12 years for chronic pain, they don't help me anymore so I guess I kinda get it but that's why I got off them and I'm taking suboxen third day. But anyway I hope you aren't thinking about trying heroin, it will be the worst mistake you ever made.
Testarossa? smh I have a pretty similar story to yours. Other than I ended up killing a dude. I share my story on my page. But it's good to hear others sharing their experiences
what the fuck was that JUG?? bwahahah. HOpefully water! crazy story bro. You should look into Vivitrol. Gonna have to (well technically you don't have to I guess) come off the done at some point too if you want to really be clean. Vivitrol was the only thing to get me clean in 10yrs.
Hi glad you aren’t in the streets copping anymore. I’m a huge supporter of methadone or suboxone to help get and keep people sober. My question is, do you think your methadone dose is too high? You are slurring a lot and you look like you’re nodding a bit. That can be from too high of a methadone dose. I’m not asking to be a bitch seriously! I got clean with the help of methadone, so I know what you’re going through. I too have dentures, so I know those can make you slur too if you’re not completely used to them yet.
Logan Daugherty yeah I was just wondering I had to get dentures also so I know what that’s like to in fact we have a lot in common but I hope you keep making your videos and I hope you keep getting better and better and better
You need to try quit everything, even sigatets, and stop listening to lilpip all he sings about is drugs, and it keeps you thinking about it. All I m trying to say it’s all in your head bro. I used to live in philly and drug problem was the main reason for me moving back to Russia, drugs are everywhere in the US. In Russia they can lock you up for like 10 years for couple grams of weed. Prisons are hell
It sounds like you like the NA (narcotics anonymous) meetings you go to. Stick with them. My brother said that AA saved his life. I hope and pray also that you find Jesus in your life. Pray that Jesus enters your life. That is where you will get strength.
Another person who thinks they know everything. You dont know me. So stop acting like you do. You can respond to this, but i wont be replying after this comment. Im done entertaining ignorant assholes who think they know everything. I shared my very personal story of addiction and recovery. I was brutally honest and told the world i still smoke cannabis and am on a rather high dose of methadone. If you knew anything about addiction you would know that methadone makes it so any other opiate you take doesnt really get you high except for maybe a few minutes. Besides the fact that i get drug tested by my probation officer weekly and would be in jail if i had anything else in my system but i dont, because im telling the truth. But keep acting like your right and you know everything 👍 it will get you REAL far in life.
dude, you're wired on uppers in the first vid and on smack in this one, do you think anyone who's habitualy done either is not gonna notice the rapid fire speech patterns in the first and you constantly scratching yourself from the histamine reaction smack and opiates bring and drowsy speech patterns in this, methadone don't make you itch like that, especially for a bonefied heroin user? thanks for the story and all, but come... real heads KNOW what's up. if getting clean is what you want, best of luck, but don't expect people to believe you're clean in either of these... also methadone and subs are horrible to get off of long term. worst experience ever. i wish i'd know about kratom before i did 5 years on subs... such a better option for getting off opiates if you know where to get actual quality kratom, how to use potentiators and how to regulate your dosage...
I stopped reading your comment after the first two sentences. First off. Do I know you? You most definitely DO NOT know me. How are you gonna say im "obviously wired on uppers and smack" when you have no idea who i truly am. Im on methadone in both videos and cannabis. Period. Go troll on someone elses channel im just trying to help people.
Wow. No. More like im at work busting my ass framing. I couldnt care less if you think im on drugs. Im on methadone and smoke weed. Oh and FYI methadone makes you EXTREMELY itchy. Dont want you sounding like a COMPLETE idiot 😘
Logan Daugherty completely agree with u! I take methadone and smoke too, the methadone makes me ichy too. I’m on a much lower dose now and still get ichy from it. Don’t listen to any of these people who don’t know u, or know ur whole situation.
As i said in the video I do smoke cannabis daily. Why cant you people just be happy that im trying to help people struggling with addiction? Instead you cast judgement? Its really dissapointing.
@@mrlogand being clean is also to speak the truth the whole and nothing but the truth but i am sorry if you are going good now i dont want to bring you down i just got a bit double feeling bc you looked so stoned while telling how the whole thing is behind y now , i am 22years on heroine and 15y from that on metadon , its hard , i wish you strenght man ..you can have a life on metadon , try to lower slowly , but concentrate on making a life that makes scence than rest wil follow ,
Good for you realy proud of you!✨❣️ I'm scared to end up on heroin because I already thought of it.. I'm a cocain addict I've been trying to lay off a bit lately its less bad but when I go back to it its bad... I've been on crack cocain for a month that was my worse moment. But what scares me is I know I would go off the rails with heroin but I still wonder what its all about whats the feeling as if I realy want to know it... kinda hate myself for this
