Thank you guys for all of the support this far. This was pretty hard for me to share - but I hope my raw feelings can resonate with some of you. Soccer means so much to me and this was pretty devastating news to get. I love y'all!!!
That's so unfortunate you had to miss your last game. It's easy to vlog when it's all sunshine and rainbows but we sure appreciate that you share some of those rough times too. Will continue supporting the channel and looking forward to seeing the content in your "post-soccer" vlogs!!
Sorry to hear about the suspension. Can only imagine. Praying for strength and comfort. Praying that you receive clarity and understanding as to how this fits into the "big picture". 10 years from now, the game suspension will be a minor detail of your whole experience, the relationships and love will endure and be what you remember most. Your team has your back, it will NOT be your last game. Keep smiling!!!
That is why these college athlete vlogs are so special because you show your emotions through the ups and downs and it shows in how the team is on and off the field (glad to see Elena in high spirits despite the injury I didn't realize till the end of that game just how much it had effected the team when she went down). Also Maddie is such a sweetheart and has such a great vibe. You really do a great job on these vlogs and the way you incorporate the team into them is better than any I have seen so far. Anyway thanks for sharing.
This is a tough one to take. Definitely empathise with the feelings you share with us. I'm very glad you shared this, we don't see this type of vulnerability that is a natural part of life, and especially for athletes. I'm sure there was a reason for this to have happened. Perhaps it is a chance for you to look at the bigger picture. Reflect on all that you have achieved, the connections you've made throughout your college career and use this to uplift those around you. Prayers sent to you to find the strength to use this vulnerability to empower others and make yourself a stronger person. I hope you're in a better mental place in the days to come. - Jacob (ignore my gaming tag)
Sorry your season ended like that. I really felt bad for you, seeing you that upset. On the bright side, You are beyond talented when it comes to vlogging. This is only the beginning for you. There are big things coming for you in the future!
NCAA Rules are ridiculous. I mean that is a little harsh to make you sit you're final game. I mean in football they eject the player and he only misses the first half. That is kind of BS rule. I'm sorry about what happened. We all make mistakes and we are human. I got ejected once in front of my parents at a baseball game and that made me feel low. It was a rough game and I openly cursed in a little league game. I had bad anger management as a kid so I know how you feel. I will pray for you tonight. I hope you win so you can play.
Yeah it sucks to hear but just wanted to mention it’s a rule in professional soccer as well, not just college. The timing is just really unfortunate. Weird to see that no one was aware but hopefully they give it their all and it doesn’t turn out to be their last game. Best of luck to them.
@@cripper3445 Yeah I mean it's sports. Every Athlete has been penalized and flagged on in every sport. So if someone is disappointed by that then there expectations are really high on someone. We all make mistakes
if i’ve learned one thing this year it’s that everything happens for a reason. maybe you don’t get to play in that game. but maybe that’s because you would’ve gotten a major injury that would have affected the rest of your life. maybe this is God looking out for you. or maybe you do get to play in that game. and it’s God’s way if telling you to trust in Him. praying for you sweet girl❤️
thank you for posting this & sharing your real emotions. I play d1 soccer myself & got a red card about 3 weeks ago with a championship ring on the line & I was our only goalie at the time. worst feeling in the world, but everything happens for a reason ❤️
I am so sorry for that red Kylie and I understand that feeling. It's even a bigger wave of emotion knowing it could be the last game and playing your last game is just such a hard thing to deal with, I understand that because I went through the same thing with playing my last game. I believe in your team because you girls work so hard and I am hoping for the best for you Baylor Bears we are all here for you no matter what happens!
I played soccer from elementary to high school. I’m Planning on playing for my University as well. When that whistle blows for the last time, that’s when it hits you. We thought it would last forever. We were young and still are but that time had to end. All we can do now is remember those great memories and move on to what’s next in life. And that’s okay because life is about new challenges. The best moments in life are still ahead, waiting for us to capture them. Wishing you the absolute best in your life Ms Kylie Ross!
Kylie, I am so sooo sorry. I feel so bad that your soccer season had to end like that. You inspire me so much and for my soccer season you have helped me get better and become more confident with the ball so much. Thank you so much. Please keep vlogging you are one of my favorite youtuber ever! ❤️👍
One of the reasons I love your channel is because of the raw moments you put on the screen for us. I hope you continue to do what you love and prayers go out to not only you, but to the whole team to kick some behind in the big 12 tourney so you can get back out there. Good luck!!!!!!!
Don't go Kylie! How can we keep crushing on Normi and the rest of the ladies! Thank you for your genuine personality! So glad you will continue vloggin, I love the music you choose.
I’m so sorry kylie I hate seeing you cry it makes me so sad because every time I watch your vlogs your always smiling and that’s I want to see in all your vlogs no matter what your still a very talented woman and at least you played your. Hardest
Hey Kylie! First of all that’s my big sister’s name and it’s really cool to see someone else with it lol. I am a soccer player myself and I wanted to say thanks for sharing your time playing at a collegiate level because it has really inspired me to keep playing. The amount of joy you seem to get from playing and being around your best friends is awesome to watch and thank you for sharing such positivity on the internent. As far as your suspension, I TOTALLY FEEL YOU! I am a senior in highschool and I got injured a few days before my very last cross country league meet. I was completely devastated and cried for many days in a row after I heard the news. After all the memories I had created with my team, i felt like I was letting them down and I couldn’t handle it. We ended up losing the league title by 3 seconds. I put all the blame on myself cuz I knew I could have been the difference in those 3 seconds. The next week we competed in the first round of “playoffs” and my team ending up beating the team that had beat us at league by 2 secs which knocked them off from moving on to the next round. So I know how hard it is for you right now thinking that you missed your last game, but just know that everything happens for a reason. My coach would tell me “ I know you aren’t running today, but you are the reason the team made it this far. Be proud of that”. I am sure it’s the same for you so. Sry that was so long but I wanted to let you know that everything will be okay and don’t beat yourself up for getting suspended. Your team had your back and that’s all that matters. You had so many successes in your soccer career that make up for that one missed game! I’ll keep you in my prayer if you keep me in yours lol! 💗
Kylie, you are the best! Don't be so hard on yourself...you will be back, stronger than ever in the second round! Also, thanks so much for sharing so much of your soccer journey with us and please please keep vlogging once the season is over. I can't wait to see "behind the scenes" of dental school next year!
Stay strong Kylie this is only a small part of your career and it doesn't define who you are as a person you have inspired me so much to keep pushing through the rough days that I have and to keep striving for success even when I get down on myself and when I am too hard on myself .
That sucks to hear! In life, things are not always going to pan out the way we want. Your head should always be high whether it's out on the field or on the sideline supporting your teammates. Your ability as a team player is that you can still contribute confidence and strength to your teammates which will motivate them to work hard and win this upcoming game so you can come back and fight it out for your last season. Stay optimistic and be strong. Strength is not in the moments of the past but the ability to keep moving forward. You got this!
Praying for you! I'm also a senior at a DII college in NY. Missed my senior day, last few games of the season and just missing conference play by one game because I tore my MCL. I know that feeling not knowing that the game you just played was your last. Be strong, its gonna suck but focus on what you've done to get you to this point! God works in strange ways but you gotta have faith in what he's doing. Bigger things to come! Congrats on being a senior!
Prayers will definitely be sent your way, it really sucks seeing you cry. Your love for Soccer is enormous and it really shows. Everyone makes mistakes and that’s just part of life. Please keep your head up and continue to do great things! We love you Kylie❤️
Thank you so much for sharing both the good moments and the bad. As a player it is really beneficial to see other people’s struggles and similar stories to learn how to cope and understand it is not just you who might have certain feelings! Stay strong, you are in my prayers tonight ❤️
Prayers headed your way Kylie!!!! I may be a Aggie but have been rooting for y'all all season!!! you got this Kylie, you are strong and will over come any obstacle. Go Bears!!! and GIG'EM!!!!
I would like to compliment your decision to share your honest experience regarding your suspension as it's not an easy thing to do. As an athlete I can relate to the emotional roller-coaster of dealing with success and failure. I'm sorry to hear the news, but you should be proud of all your personal and team accomplishments this season. Be proud! Sic 'em!
Matthew 6:34 - Dont be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Didn’t get to run in my last conference meet or regionals either in college. You’re not alone in feeling devastated. Keep your head up and cheer your team into they still need ya!
Always silently supporting the vlogs, but need to comment on this and tell you how much joy your vlogs and watching your soccer experience has given me, even if it didn't end like you wanted it to. I know its hard but try to remember your overall great experience and don't let this end sour it, I played collegiate tennis and honestly had a terrible experience with it, and seeing you rock it with yours over the last year has helped me get over my own.
Pretty proud of you for being so open & vulnerable with your mind & even your faith. It’s hard to put out there & ik this sucks. Love you & I’m praying
ugh brutal. it doesn't define or diminish what you have accomplished in the sport you've been playing forever. It does suck bad, but its a chance for your team to rally up and get a W so you can get back out there before your college career is over. Stay strong!!!! Good luck in all your future adventures!!!!
Stay strong out here Kylie!!! Your team will win one for you and you'll be able to play one more the Bears! Prayers up! Ps... Love the blog. Been following all season. I'm a WVU alum but a huge supporters of you guys after watching everything!
Let me start off by saying how much I have enjoyed your channel this year. It has been fun to get a behind the scenes peek of the Baylor Soccer program. Missing your last game was heartbreaking, but I want you to remember that you are and will forever be a Fightin’ Baylor Bear. It’s a privilege few get the opportunity to experience, and you have done it with tremendous grace and style. So, walk with your head up, pass on your knowledge to the underclassmen, and relish in the fact that Baylor Athletics are better today because of what you and your teammates have accomplished! Congratulations on all your success!
I am not really religious or anything so I don’t know how this works. But I am sending you a prayer and a big hug🙏🏼❤️ all the way from Amsterdam! Keep your head up☺️
Watching all your videos to now moved me soo much, you’re so positive, and watching you through school makes my day always! It’s made me realize that choosing positivity is amazing and it goes long ways, and I truly hope you’re doing amazing because you help so much, more than you know! Prayers to you and your team girl !
Hang in there Kylie, I know how much sports can mean to a person. But I will have you in my prayers and I know you're a strong minded woman! Keep your chin up!
I’m gutted that’s how your college soccer career ended, but just remember not everyone gets the opportunity to play college sports. It seems like you made some wonderful memories including winning on senior day. I was never a fan of Baylor because of what happened a few years ago, but you turned me into one. Thank you for sharing your senior season with us and I wish you the best of luck in all your future endeavors. ❤️
Praying for strength and support through your tough time. I'm not 100% sure how soccer works but I hope that everything works out for you and you are able to play.
awww you had me in tears at the end. sending all of my love and support & am praying for your continued strength. God's got this all in His hands. i'm so proud of you.
I just wanted to say that I’m so terribly sorry that you didn’t get to play in your final game😭 I’m currently a senior college athlete as well that plays volleyball and we had a play-in game to get to our conference tournament, which we lost so we didn’t make it to the tourney. With how I was feeling after losing that game, I don’t think I can imagine how you must have felt. I’m so so sooooo sorry you had to go through that. I have been and I will continue to pray for strength for both you and I to get through this❤️
You've been such an inspiration and I just wanted to say that you sharing your emotions at the end is just a show of the amazing ways God is using you to inspire others out there. So sorry about the suspension and all the prayers with you that you'll be able to get through the tough time knowing the God is right there with you and find some comfort in that. Girl, you're amazing, keep doing what you're doing and can't wait to watch you grow more and more!
Prayers sent!! I'm a D2 cross country runner and for my conference meet I was really sick and wasn't able to finish the course. It was so hard in the moment and the days after but it gave me the strength I needed to pull through for regionals. God works in weird ways, trust that this is part of a bigger plan He has for you. Who knows maybe this is just time to rest and reflect. Trust that your team will do everything possible to get you all to the next round. Everything happens for a reason. Keep your head up chica!
Prayers up for you. I hope everything works out. Also I hope someone on the team picks up vlogs for next season so we can continue this journey and that you continue to vlog your life after college. Good luck with everything
Lived in stillwater the last 7 years and worked at the athletics center; it is refreshing to see the opposing team's perspective. Hope they treated you with compassion.
bb stay strong baylor will win trust me you are so strong we believe in you okay you're 71k subscribers miss you and will support you no matter what. stay strong kylie.
Aw I’m so sorry that happened. Sometimes you just can’t help getting the yellow if you are an aggressive player. Also the rules are just plain dumb. I know that’s tuff. Definitely praying for your peace of mind. Just found your channel and I’m loving the content
Kylie, I’m sorry you couldn’t play in the last game of your college career. Devastating I know. I’ve been in similar shoes. I tore my ACL and meniscus right before the start of my senior season of soccer in high school two years ago. I was heartbroken. Ruining my chances to play college soccer I didn’t know what to do with this disappointing time in life. Luckily, God has used that past struggle to bring strength to get through anything life throws my way. Anyway, I love these vids. Keep em comin’. God Bless!
Stay strong Kylie! Sending positive vibes your way. I would be heartbroken if I were you but you have such a beautiful spirit I know in my bones your soccer career won’t end this way
Head up dude. Y’all gonna do great on the tournament and definitely get passed the first round. You’ll see game time before you hang up your cleats, I believe in y’all! Sic emmm 👏🏼
Eduardo Fonseca Unfortunately they lost their first tournament game to Texas Tech so it was her last game. The result is on the Baylor women’s soccer website.
I fouled out playing on my senior night in high school basketball halfway through the game. It’s not college but on some level I understand that hurt, after giving yourself to the sport for so long to have it end like that is hard to take in. I’m praying for you Kylie, that things work out the way they were meant to and that your head and heart stay strong and open. God bless 💕💕
Great Vlog and as much as it sucks, I really admire your bravery for sharing this side. Keep going strong. You can be so proud of what you have accomplished. 🥰
Hey Kylie, I’ve actually never commented on a RU-vid video before i don’t think, so here it goes I guess. I just want you to know ill be praying for you and thinking about you. I am a retired (washed up) college baseball player and I just wanted you to know that your videos reach further than you think. I miss playing college sports every single day of my life. Your videos help me relive it a little from bus rides to the games to just being with my teammates and you will never know how much that means to me and thousands of others I’m sure who watch your videos. As for the suspension, 5 yellow cards sounds like someone who plays really hard to me and not worthy of a suspension but rules are rules even if they SUCK haha. I KNOW you will get to play again and this isn’t it for you. You’ve come so far in this sport. God wont let it end like this i don’t think. Keep your head up Best wishes from Lynchburg Virginia. Justin Morrison
Sorry to hear about your suspension, but I hope things work out so you can play again soon. Ha, I'm not even on your team, and haven't competed in a team sport for awhile, but I still feel like I experience a twinge of nervous anticipation flashbacks with your gameday vids. Lol, a bit strange, I know. On another note, I find your vids very entertaining and your editing skills outstanding, so keep up the good work. Good luck and thanks for posting.
Damn. Really going to miss your soccer Vlogs! Really Sorry your college career has to end this way, but thankful you got share it with us! So thank you
Aww I'm sorry Kylie. I felt bad when you started to get upset. Rules suck! Lol. Naw but I'm going to miss your vlogs. It makes me miss my old teammates and the bond we shared. Keep your head up and continue to be 💪.
Do I play soccer? No Have I come completely obsessed and invested in BAYLOR SOCCER and you? YES I’m so sorry, but you are such a light and have such a bright future!!! You’re in my prayers
I had a similar situation with my high school football team. It cost us a potential win in the tournament. Wins and losses are apart of the game but I would never wish those types of losses on anyone, not even my worst enemy. It sucks that you weren't able to end your Baylor career on your own terms. Keep your head up champ.
Heyy girl I've enjoyed your vlogs so much this season I hope you keep your channel going post baylor athletics. You kinda share what's it's like in a program an I wish it was something more athletes did . Best wishes moving forward in life post graduation . Looking forward to your future content !
Hello Kylie , After seeing your ending of the video, it broke my heart. I’m a D2 Soccer player @Adams State and I have previously played at the Juco level and I understand what your going through. The news when you first heard about your suspension made me feel so devastated and sad but the one thing is God will always be there with you. As a Christian, I firmly believe God is always there in the good times and bad times and he’s guiding us in our lives every single day and I know you might feel bad right now but don’t let this one setback hurt you for what you accomplished as a player but especially a person. Not a lot of people don’t get to play in the D1 level and just know that God has blessed you in your life. A lot of people are proud of you for what you accomplish and just know that God is always there. I will pray for you and continue to support your channel in the future to come. Just know God is always there and he will pull you out of this dark time. God Bless you Kylie !!!
I am so sorry this happened to you. Just remember that everyone, especially your teammates, are there for you. I know you are still trying to process this. We all love you Kylie.
Omg I’ve never watched a soccer a day in my life but somehow found your channel and can I just say you have an amazing personality always upbeat and kind and it killed me to hear about your yellow card, prayers sent your way!!!
Damn I’m so sorry for that! Maybe you’ll try to extend it a little bit if you can to play one more game, hope you get to play a last game, I know the feeling myself! Much love! ❤️
Hi Kylie I’ve been watching your vlogs since you started and I’m a huge fan of yours but all I got to say is your suspension is just a minor setback for a major comeback you got it keep your head up
