How to steal a million $? How do you shake hands with the biggest names in show business? How can you have everything one day, and then wake up with nothing the other? Atikin tells his story
Atikin:
/ atikinisalive
/ atikinass
Micha:
/ michafromkontra
/ michalovskis
Danas:
/ danas_ko
/ danasko
✉ Bendradarbiaukime:
kontramedija@gmail.com
00:00 Intro
05:23 I was the only white guy in London's hood.
08:54 Local gangs, knives and pounds of kush.
14:10 Dads ultimatum for me and what did I choose.
17:30 I starved since I exchanged food for some weed.
24:49 How I stole more than 1.000.000$ from the stores.
31:11 I go to the US. I land and I feel like I'm in GTA: San Andreas
38:44 How I went about meeting important people in LA.
44:20 Having no health insurance and being broke I had to make a 12.000$ surgery
50:38 Finally I start making music with big names in their studios
54:04 I release my mixtape "Borders" and what doors did it open for me (I meet Oxxxymiron)
1:02:55 Meeting with Rae Sremmurd and Swae Lee
1:06:25 Why is it a good time for white rappers to make rap music.
1:09:58 I had a piece pointed at me multiple times.
1:12:49 I'm from Lithuania and I'm sitting smoking a joint with Scott Storch (50 Cent, Justin Timberlake, Beyonce, Chris Brown producer)
1:17:33 Meeting other big names in LA (Justin Bieber, Post Malone, J.I.D., Bas)
1:22:58 PART 2
1:23:44 Crazy life in Moscow (Eldzhey / Allj, Jacques Anthony, Geegun)
1:29:27 The beginning of the Fall: I start to overuse stimulants, opioids and other stuff
1:32:04 Feeling like a star led me to cheating on my long time girlfriend
1:36:19 I can't be sober: I always need something in my system
1:39:11 I bring my family to the US and my mom is in shock how I live
1:40:55 We start using terrible pills - percs
1:43:35 I was stuck in Russia during the 'crystal' epidemic
1:47:03 I became dependent on 5-6 different substances
1:54:08 My understanding of "Rock-Bottom" was always going lower: I partied in terrible places with terrible people
1:59:07 I brought my family to Dubai only to spend my time at the doctors office
2:01:24 I come back to Lithuania and my mom brings me to a rehab (psychosis and hallucinations that even the doctors are in shock)
2:09:11 I was lying already dead and paramedics wake me up. I'm in a Psych ward
2:12:48 I tried to kill myself by taking all I have at once (absolute horror story)
2:15:52 Suddenly I'm homeless and start living on the street.
2:18:23 I always overdosed on fen*anyl
2:20:10 They close me in a rehab for 12 months and I while there find Xa*ax
2:21:24 I finally understand that I lost against drugs
2:25:29 How to start life again once you hit rock bottom
15 июл 2024
