My sister committed suicide last year and last month my father decided to die. I have had to say out loud that I'm not suicidal as well and it's true. We love you and we will continue on.
So sorry for your loss, brother. Altough I've experienced suicide in family, I cannot fathom what you're going through this being your mother. You have endured enough already! My humble condolences. You are not alone.
F*ck man.... Ive dealt with the scares from my mother my entire life dealing with mental health... This video hit me hard... Thank you for being so real... Guitars/drums and Metal in general has got me through so much that I dont think we talk about it enough...
My heart hurts knowing what you’ve had to endure. I want you to know that you’re a true inspiration in these moments. The community that you’ve fostered is collectively blown away by your strength and perseverance. Keep your head up brother and take as much time as you need.
So sorry, Ryan. My utmost condolences to you and your family. Your channel is an incredible resource and the effort you put in is truly an inspiration, but it is without question that your well being is paramount. Take all the time you need!
I went through the same thing man. The day after Mother’s Day. Be safe and be careful bro. Remember there are others that count on you and need you in their lives.
Love your channel, very well spoken and concise! Heartfelt condolences as well, so sorry for your loss and may God help you and bless you through these troubled times we find ourselves in.
God bless you I know that's probably the last thing you wanna hear or believe , you are a strong person and I wish you all the best in life's journey . I came across your channel today watching the G2 zoom pedal demo and this came up so I watched and subbed .
I love your content man, I've listened to your POD videos so many times. I sincerely hope you are okay and you're able to make it through this. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Wooh yisss heavy stuff man, Im been deal with some scary health issues; search from professional help, patience,time and of course MUSIC these things help us. Big hug Bro
Very sorry for your loss man. I lost my mother in 2009. Its the worst void that never fills. Its a terrible boat to be in but I'm in it too. Wish you strength to get through this!
I just discovered your channel and didn't expect to get that kind of sad news. I'm really sorry for your loss and hope both you and dad will stay strong. Cheers from Poland!
I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that no matter how bleak everything may seem right now, you will find the inner strength to carry on in your life. Please take care of yourself
I am so sorry man, my condolences and God bless her soul.I wish you all the best.I can't find better words.I salute your toughness to speak about your tragedy in order to spread awareness.Very much appreciated!
I'm so sorry for all you've been through. More than understandable to take a break, focus on taking care of yourself and your dad. We'll be here when you're back to making videos, but there's more important things than that right now!
I am so sorry. I just don't have any more words than this. i just can't fathom it. You do whatever helps you and your family in any way possible. Peace and love from Michigan.
Holy shit i'm so sorry, my condolences man 😫😩🥺😢😭 Two horrible devastating losses in such short time.... several years ago i also nearly died because of being prescribed the wrong medications, i know what it's like.
My deepest condolences go out to you and your family. I wish that you find the strength to get through this tough situation. Take care of yourself and spend time to heal.
So sorry for your and all your family’s loss. I wish there was something to make all that pain go away. Focus on you and those around you to keep another tragedy for coming into your life. Much love from Tulsa.
My condolences for your loss! Take whatever time you need to get yourself in a place you can live with. Take care of yourself. You're a cool dude. I hope you feel better when the time is right.
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your Dad get the strength necessary to deal with this. I really hope that you guys find peace in your life again soon!
I'm so sorry for you and your family having to go through this. Definitely take care of yourself and your family and focus on that right now. It may not mean much coming from a RU-vid comment but I really do wish the best for you and your family through this. I've always loved your videos and appreciate your honesty and openness
My gosh, man, thing after thing. I’m so sorry for you and these losses. I appreciate your vulnerability/reflective words, and I hope this time away grants you what you need to heal, hate, feel whatever you need to and connect with the right people to help you through it. Cheers to your, mom, man.
God dang, man. I'm so sorry. It's not been a good year for me, either, but nothing like this. I did lose my best friend a couple years ago, though. I hope you take the time you need, and get some help, if you need it, and heal as much as you possibly can. I'm glad to hear that you've got a big support network, and I know/hope you'll use it. Do what you've got to do, and don't worry about us, we'll be here when you're ready! I've also got a January birthday, but haven't been excited about it in years. Again, I'm sorry for you, and for your Pop. It sounds like you were all very close, and that's something to be thankful for, like you said. Your Mom sounds like an amazingly wonderful person, and I'm tearing up over here, for you and her and your GF and your Dad. I hope nothing but good things await you in the future. Take it easy, man.
So sorry for your loss. All we can do is look back on the good times spent together and carry on when these things happen, best of luck to you for what you decide to do and I'll be here to watch your passion in your content if you create anything. Therapy is definitely a good thing, I've been doing it for a few years now it's helpful.
Sorry brother. I know shes proud of you and all the people youve brought closer together through a shared passion. Youve got fans around the world sending you prayers and strength.
Thanks allot for the great video I was getting allot out of it 🙏 hoping you and your dad can come close to instead of so far off were distended i mean,
I’m sorry man. I’m so sorry for the pain you must feel. I know you don’t know all of us, but I speak as someone who you have impacted positively. You are a good soul, a genuine dude from all that I have seen. Take your time for yourself, we all need our rest and right now you need yours. Whenever you need us, we will be here.
I’m so sorry man. Condolences to you and your family. No one deserves to go through any of this and I am truly sorry it had to be you. Just know we as your community have your back no matter what and are always here for you. Sending positive thoughts your way.
It hurts to see another video like this from you.. I'm so sorry for your loss, all I could say is take all the time you need, and when reality kicks in, don't take impulsive decisions about work and stuff, you might regret it when things calm down, you always seem to be smart and rational, but in those times who could blame you if you made a bad decision, just take all the time you need, I wish I could help you in some way, but you'll have to go through it. Be strong, and cherish those memories, she seemed to be a really lovely person, cheers to her.
I’m so sorry, man. Take as much time as you need for yourself. We’ll be here sending positivity and prayers for you and your family in the meantime. Much love and take care, bro. 👊🏻
I'm so sorry man. You been through so much in a short amount of time. Do what you gotta do to take care of yourself. I admire your bravery in talking about these things in your personal life. Prayers for you and your family and we all love you brother. Do what you gotta do to get right as best as you can.
Things are going to suck for awhile. More than anything has before it. My condolences for you and your families loss. Take all the time you need. Don't matter if it's a month or a year from now. I'm still subscribed. Take care man. Wishing you all the best from NH.
Cynthia was beautiful and loving. From high school to working with her at school to being just someone to love her, she was the gift. God love her and all she went through recently. God love you for going through it yourself. Your dad as well. We were all lucky to have lived in her orbit and will miss her for the rest of our lives.
Peace, sorry for your loss, you sure there was no one around you guys into spiritual stuff, regardless of this your mom is passed, I dont think anyone here knows her but your certainly a game changer in many lives, its a good time to say your contributions here show allot more then what I can find on the internet, I thank your parents for this and wish you well !
I am so sorry for your loss and what your family has to go through. No child should have to experience something like this. I hope you get professional help to somehow handle this tragedy.
Wow man. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through. I hope things start to look up for you and you get the help that you need. I always look forward to you videos when they come out and I always watch them as soon as I see them. Keep you’re head up man.
I’m so sorry to hear about this man. I think most of us can echo parts of the pain, so you’re not alone in what you face. Especially with your family around you, find strength in those that understand. I wish I could just bring you out for a drink and talk and let things flow. The video is a way for you to do that. Take care man
Truly sorry for your loss man. The path out of this hell won’t be easy, but I’m truly glad to hear that you’re already on the right track…I believe that seeking help is the healthiest way to go through this kinda pain; it takes a lot of courage and strength to realize it in the heat of the moment. So, cheers to you mate. Take your time, seek help…we’re and will be here. All the best to you and your father; sending much love ♥️
Sendin much love to you Just respecting you so much,..sending you lot´s of light and healing You are special to me and other´s on the Tube. just know we love you, take a break and and heal,.. Wish you a better 2023. Love cheers🙏🙏🙏❤
Keep your head up I lost my mom 20 yrs ago and the man I considered my father her brother Todd Mason 23 yrs ago it never gets better just easier if that makes sense
I am so sorry to hear this. I hope you are able to take the time to grieve and that you are able to find some comfort and help through what is no doubt a difficult process by way of talking with a trusted professional who can help you process what is, no doubt, a lot. Please continue to take care of yourself and your well being.
I feel you. I went through a shit ass about 3 year period involving deaths and loss of connections and a deep part of my brain sincerely wanted to just hop a freight train and disappear. Luckily, timing didn't work out for that and I ended up forming and reforming some amazing connections in my life and sorting out my way a bit. And I definitely found a good therapist and committed myself to that, so I 100% endorse that part.
Thanks so much for all you've given us over the years. Always enjoy your videos. I made a small donation that my employer will match in honor of your mother to the charity "Alliance of Hope". They provide support for suicide loss survivors. Stay strong. You're a good man!
Just found your channel, and I know this is two weeks ago, but I am truly sorry for the loss man. I lost my mother back in February of last year to liver cancer and other complications. Totally different circumstances but it still came out of no where with how fast things fell apart. Hope you’re doing as well as you can. Glad you’re not angry about what happened. Also, sorry to hear about your gf. All I can say as someone that went through it and is still going through it, just grieve how ya gotta grieve and keep what you want that will keep you remembering her.
Few people will understand the pain that you have been going through in the recent past. I feel for you, bro. If you want to get distracted, hit me up. I have some Axe-FX III shit that needs to get sorted and I want to do some collaboration work with other musicians in the metal area. Love your channel and your honest opinion about music gear and things in life. 🤘
I'm not yet a minute into your video and I just want to share my condolences. You're carrying heavy burdens. My mother died in 2014 in a country where they don't show cause of death on the certificates. There's so much I'll never know, and there are many questions to which I deserve an answer I'll never get. It's not easy, but life does go on. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. You're one of my favourite creators on this platform; you're knowledgeable, independent, funny, severely lacking in bullshit, and you're a hell of a player. Please take care of yourself, and I hope something good comes your way soon.
