My Most Bizarre Hallucination

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Proprioception is how we know where our body is in space, and it helps us with movement and predicting where our limbs will end up. However, like any other sense, hallucinations can and do happen that involve the proprioceptive mechanisms, even if those experiences are considered “rare”.
Proprioceptive hallucinations are very real, as wild as they sound, and can be found in many conditions including psychotic disorders like schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder.
Psychosis is wild. I hope you enjoy this one!
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@kinzhe83 Год назад

Well this is one more of the things I learned from your channel, thanks so much :) I never had anything similar to this kind of hallucinations but I did have small proprioceptive issue 2 days ago. I was on vacation and wind blew one of our towels that was hanging on a terrace to nearby grape tree. Now normally I could reach from the terrace fence and grab it, however, due to extra Zyprexa fat on my arms, I couldn't reach far enough through the fence, even though proprioceptive-wise thing should work out. But then those last 57 working neurons in my brain got a lucky discharge and I figured I could use a fork to extend my reach and stab the towel gently and pick it up. I felt kinda smart to be honest. Thanks for the video Kit, keep being awesome :)

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Omg forks coming in clutch when you need them most. I would have felt smart as well I bet the prongs gripped that towel like mad! And I’m glad I taught you some stuff! I love helping people learn, and thanks as always for your support of the channel!

@kinzhe83 Год назад

@@SchizoKitzo Thanks so much for saying that! And if I may add, your kindness, your politeness, manners, and overall positivity are so beautiful, I really wish you, and also all of us here, the very best in our fight against mental hardships. Thanks again and have a wonderful rest of your day!

@mrMagpied 10 месяцев назад

Hello. New subscriber here. First of all. Thanks for doing what you do. It can be very helpful for other afflicted individuals to 'compare notes'/learning from your experiences. My most notable visual hallucination occured last summer. I had'nt slept in days. Finally after being at the mercy of some sort of invisible force that eletrocuted me every time I lost focus on my breath, I managed to escape my appartment. (This had been going on for days) That's when, out on the streets in the city, all of the traffic lights turned red, and stayed that way. This concerned me a great deal. What the hell was going on? I actually was clearheaded enough that I could observe the surrounding traffic and figure out if the lights were red or green. This was all over the city. Scary experience. Eventually I decided hospitalization was my only real option, so I went. This latest major episode really derailed me, and I have'nt gotten back up on my feet since.

@SchizoKitzo 10 месяцев назад

Thank you for sharing part of your story and best of luck with treatment! You got this!

@May-or-May-not 4 месяца назад

Omg. I had no idea this could be hallucinations. It happens to me occasionally. Especially when I'm lying down. I don't have a psychotic disorder, but I do have bipolar and now that I'm thinking about it it only happens when I'm in a severe mood episode... So weird.

@xirisx1988 Месяц назад

I have issues with my proprioception because of my autism in combination with muscular dystrophy.

@lucsgabriel1052 Год назад

Hello, SchizoKitzo! Could you make a video about how to deal with a recent diagnosis of schizophrenia/schizoaffective disorder? My psychiatrist put it on my medical certificate and honestly I'm kinda scared of the future (I'm 20yo).

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

I have that video in the works, so stay tuned! Thanks for the suggestion regardless! ^_^

@lucsgabriel1052 Год назад

@@SchizoKitzo thank you! 😁

@reggiegregblanchard1330 6 месяцев назад

I drove at 7 ft box truck delivering tires and rims and I would feel like the truck was tipping over when I was just turning

@SkibbityFlee 4 месяца назад

wow. I have this sensation. I was convinced I have MS, but it turns out it is fibromyalgia. But that doesn't explain the weird balance issues and how the floor feels off kilter from time to time. This makes sense to me because I also get all floaty and dissociated from it. hmm.

@natas12rm Год назад

Its happened to me. I swear though i did move a few inches over. I feel the waves too. Ive felt like im walking on bodies before too. Edit: the bodies i mean more like one big body, like q dragons body. Ive felt people pulling on my legs and holding my arms too. You should do your scariest hallucination. Im curious what it is. I like your hair btw too.

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Thank you! My hair is like, my pride and joy and I’ve been having fun with it. As for my scariest hallucination…. Right now I don’t really have one. It just shadows that freak me out the most, and that’s fairly harmless (for now). The delusions are the scary part of my disorder. BUT if I ever do get a really scary one I’ll definitely make a video about it. It will be happening and I’ll be like “YOU IM GONNA USE YOU FOR CONTENT YOU PIECE OF-“ yeah. That. Great suggestion lol.

@natas12rm Год назад

@@SchizoKitzo be careful. They can really hurt you. I'm just saying if so be more humble and quiet towards them. Edit: lol I mean like don't be afraid but don't engage or provoke. Sorry

@Kaynaydiaandkumo 4 месяца назад

I mean there are over 7000000000 people on earth for something to be only 1% of people is still 70000000 people so rare is still kinda a lot of people

@TortillaLila1 Год назад

❤

@mentalhealthwithalana Год назад

I get hallucinations where the floor moves also get the feeling of my body is floating. I have skitozoaffective disorder too

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

I haven’t experienced the floating myself but it sounds wild, hopefully its not too distressing! Thanks for sharing, Alana!

@horizonblack Год назад

My hallucinations primarily involve warping what is in front of me. The walls melt. Patterns arise in textures. I have no idea what kind of hallucination that would be.

@notsoperfectmeaes Год назад

That would be visual hallucinations. I have those too a lot! I always see patterns in walls and sometimes the floor moves likes it is water

@horizonblack Год назад

@@notsoperfectmeaes Exactly! My strangest one is seeing mazes in carpet. I mean what the heck? How does my mind even imagine a solvable maze?

@cynthiapereira8403 9 месяцев назад

My son and daughter had an issue seeing certain designs, I believe it’s caused by toxins, as they seem to get better or worse depending on environmental exposures.

@horizonblack 9 месяцев назад

@@cynthiapereira8403 I know that both of the hallucinations mentioned here ave very common. People who take LSD mention them a lot, so toxins of some sort may well be at play. I've just sort of gotten used to them. Good luck to your two!

@jantaljaard835 4 месяца назад

Dear Kitzo what cause these problems.

@CamboTriton Год назад

You’re amazing. I occasionally have some of those symptoms. Now I can talk to my psychiatrist about them.

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Yes yes yes I’m so glad I help make that possible! Best of luck in your next appointment!

@cyberz213 8 месяцев назад

thank you!!! you just explained something that had bothered me for decades but nobody seemed to take seriously

@SchizoKitzo 8 месяцев назад

It took me ages to figure it out but my doctor saved the day! Glad I could help you too!

@aka_the_one_crusty_dust 15 дней назад

So wierd, I was just talking with my therapist about this today, but i couldn't quite describe it. I told him sometimes it feels like i am skating ir sliding when i am walking. It happened much more in the oast when i was dealing with psychotic episodes, which I haven't been on a break in around six years. Still, however, especially when i have been days without getting enough sleep, i start to feel like i am dissociating and that life feels like a dream, and will feel like my steps are sliding. One night, there was an earthquake when i was standing on a balcony at my apartment about eight years ago, and it felt as though the floor lifted and moved upward, but i thought i hallucinated the whole thing until my ex wife was acting shocked about how crazy the earthquake was. It's weird the more i hear your stories and realize how many symptoms i had that other people were dealing with as well, and that i wasn't just crazy trying to explain what i was experiencing. Thank you, Kit

@lucindawinehouse2002 Год назад

I’m a clumsy person because i have Cerebral palsy and I have difficulty with walking and balance sometimes

@wendalyzz Год назад

same here! I have spastic diplegia, schizoaffective & other mental health diagnoses

@lucindawinehouse2002 Год назад

@@wendalyzz I also suffer from Anxiety Disorder (not Schizophrenia) and it’s hard having both a physical disability and mental health issues My form of C.P is Hemiplegic Cerebral Palsy

@mjlove6574 Год назад

Great video Kit! Very interesting ❤❤❤

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Thanks MJ! Glad you enjoyed it!

@notsoperfectmeaes Год назад

I'm not sure if I experience these but it makes me think about when sometimes when I lie in bed it feels like I am in a rollercoaster. If I close my eyes I always picture it as if I am floating through space on a bed and making all sorts of twirls and flips. I'm not sure if it is the same. By the way, I would love for you to touch on negative symptoms once! I heard that people with schizoaffective disorder experience those less than people with schizophrenia (not sure how true that is) but I am interested in your experience with it if you have experience with it and otherwise maybe just some info on them :)

@gigahorse1475 Год назад

I love to do that! I don’t think it’s a hallucination, but I can have a very vivid imagination especially when relaxing. I go sledding, driving, floating, etc. Also I do think it’s odd how schizoaffective disorder tends to have a better prognosis than schizophrenia. I would expect it would be the opposite!

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Oh wow, that sounds like you have a crazy imagination more than a hallucination but I am not a doctor so I cannot necessarily tell you. As for the negative symptoms part… I do plan to make videos about them, but it’s harder because I don’t have much experience with negative symptoms myself. I get a lack of emotion and motivation when I’m depressed, but it’s due to depression not the schizo. So I would cover it under a depression lens rather than a schizo lens if that makes sense (though the strategies work for both) I understand many struggle with it though, and I’d love to be able to make videos to reach that audience. Thanks for the suggestion regardless! Hope this helps.

@genesis631 Год назад

Thank you! I never heard of this, but I couldn't figure out what this was, but I knew it was a hallucination. I'll over compensate sometimes. The floating freaked me the fuck out and it happens when I'm anxious.

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Thats interesting that it has a trigger for you. I wish there was more information out there about it but alas, we be left (mostly) in the dark.

@maeveelizabeth9739 2 месяца назад

my most common one I experience is, while laying down, I feel like my entire body is floating and rotating in all directions

@a-ms9760 6 месяцев назад

Is having a phantom limb a type of propioceptive hallucination?

@gckinsey Год назад

This was one of your most interesting videos yet! Thank you for teaching us about proprioception (yay, new word!!!) and how it works. I thought your breakdown of physical proprioceptive issues vs. proprioceptive hallucinations was really informative and clear. And your description of how you experience proprioceptive hallucinations was fascinating. It's really interesting how it feels real enough to make you put your arms out to catch yourself, but also that you know it's not real enough to actually make you stumble and fall. Random question - has this ever happened while you were on a staircase, and if so, does it feel different than when it happens while you're on flat ground? I really appreciate you making these videos and helping all of us learn new things! :)

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

On a staircase? You know what, I’m not sure, but I’m sure its possible to happen. And I’m pretty sure I still wouldn’t slip. But I don’t exactly want to test this… hypothesis 😂 (and obviously I can’t actually test it). Thanks for the comment GC!

@Karlhto Год назад

Do u believe in meditation?

@xtcnxs3182 Год назад

You are definitely not alone. Thank you for sharing awareness and caring enough to share. You are stronger than you may realize. Keep up the good work.

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Thanks so much!!!!

@PatriciaWilson-fy3co 9 дней назад

In a previous video you mentioned hugging your stuffed bees to self-soothe. Do you think you would respond well to a stress/squeeze ball? You carry them around in your pocket all day.

@SchizoKitzo 8 дней назад

I actually have a smaller stuffed bee (named Little Bee) that does go with me during the day and she helps a lot!

@PatriciaWilson-fy3co 8 дней назад

@@SchizoKitzo You should check out the Japanese toy: LOVOT robot. They are expensive but might be worth the investment

@Derekh_Pignataro Год назад

This sounds very familiar. Kind of like the ground/floor feels like its moving under my feel. Its happened a few times that i can see in my mind now that we talking about it. But its so few and far between that i dont put too much thought into it...but now i am...so much so that i just woke up from a nap with this video in my head. I remenber thinking that it happened once, but it was actualy the littlest earthquake ever. Its interesting to hear about other ppl experiencing what i do tho, but from the completely opposite perspective It might seem wrong theres a part of my mind telling me to consider the potential that perhaps the hallucination itself is actually what it feels like. As in being hypersensitive to barely interceptable shifts in the geography But at the same time, my inside Voice/voices is very protective and doesnt "like" the idea of me believing that i am not functioning exactly how i am supposed to. Which is really strange sometimes when i take my entire life into considerstion, but ive managed to make it work in a way that benefits me.

@axatassabrae 10 месяцев назад

So that is what those things are

@fathiehirannejad3494 3 месяца назад

Thank you!!!.

@lisatomihiro3488 Год назад

I had perception issues when I first got my line-less bifocals. I was warned by my doctor that it would happen until my brain adjusted to the fact that it would skip from one kind of vision to the other without the "warning" of the line. The weirdest was tables would look like they were rippling. If I put my hands down I knew it wasn't moving but it always looked like it was. The one that got me is corners would 'sneak up' on me. I walked into a bunch of corners my first two weeks because I kept thinking they were further away and then suddenly I would be hitting them. 😆

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Oh my goodness Lisa that sounds wild! Glad you don’t have to deal with that anymore! But thanks for sharing, it made me laugh for a sec!

@gigahorse1475 Год назад

I was looking forward to this video! 😁 I mostly experience the feeling of dropping straight down, and this is exacerbated by elevators (once I get off an elevator I’ll sometimes “drop” a few times). Things can get really wild though when I’m trying to get to sleep. Recently I felt my legs and half my body slowly lift more and more off my bed until I was halfway in the air. My proprioception is bad in general I think due to autism. Im a total klutz… always running into doorways and furniture. 😂

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Oh yay I’m glad you enjoyed it!!!! It was fun to make and edit lol. And thats so interesting! The dropping part. Almost like your brain hasn’t’ gotten the message that you’re off the elevator yet! Hopefully its not too jarring when it happens, and thanks for sharing all of this. And again, glad you liked the video ^_^

@informitas0117 Год назад

I'm schizoaffective depressive, I very much recognized all if this but didn't know you complex name for it. I called swimming in place.

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Oh interesting!

@robertstone8056 Год назад

good video kitz!

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Thanks, Robert!

@ericalovesscience Год назад

Is this similar to what people experience with alice in wonderland syndrome? I feel this a lot. Like I’m floating or like my fingers are growing, or like I’m spinning while I’m still.. but not like a dizzy spell, although I get those too.. but my dad has schizophrenia and I’m always wondering if I could have a similar condition because I have delusions and hallucinations but not very frequent. I also didn’t know that closed eye hallucinations were a thing until recently. I always thought everyone experienced that.

@lucsgabriel1052 Год назад

I experience something weird that I've never actually got an answer to. Basically I'll be lying down when suddenly I have this feeling that I'm both heavy and light at the same time, as if I was empty inside but the outside was very heavy. Then I start feeling like I'm floating. Sometimes I feel like everything else has grown bigger and when I look at my hands they're like 5x its original size. It's so weird!

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

Huh that is strange! But brains often are, arent they!

@lucsgabriel1052 Год назад

@@SchizoKitzo true 😅

@carolmussotter8439 Год назад

I love your content but please please please get rid of your background music. It’s so hard to concentrate on your words and content!!!!!!!

@rainygreene9161 Год назад

Do you ever feel like the ground is shaking like there's a earthquake happening or something but nobody else feels it

@SchizoKitzo Год назад

I have not but that sounds right up the alley of this kind of hallucination! But obviously talk to a doctor if you have any questions about your own experiences.

@rainygreene9161 Год назад

@@SchizoKitzo I have an appointment with my primary care physician and she is aware I need to talk to her about schizophrenia and that my therapist wants me to have psychological testing. Years ago someone diagnosed me with schizotypal personality disorder however there's a lot I didn't share considering I either thought it was normal, I was paranoid to talk about something and/or I couldn't even see it myself.