Fun fact about the song: Everyone the main character is talking to is herself. She keeps telling herself to jump and then turns around because she realize that it isn't worth it until the last few lines where she jumps. So she really didn't stop anyone from jumping she stopped herself.
@@yes4759 If you listen to the lyrics "Off of the rooftop there I see. A girl with braided hair there before me" And the last lines says "Watching my braids all come undone" And different ones like "There was but a girl short as can be/The petite girl told me her woes" And in the end she says "This petite girl short as can be" Lastly this line "For the very first time, there I see. Someone with the same pains as me. Having done this time and time again. She wore a yellow cardigan" And the last sentence is "Taking off my yellow cardigan" So it would probably be right if she was talking to herself
*TW//* Everytime I'm on the 3rd floor of our school I used to look down and having the urge to jump. I wanted my life to end since I found it useless anymore and my whole existence is nothing but torment for me every day. I cried a lot and I just wanna be put down to finally sleep forever without no one bothering me anymore. :: I'm 13//turning 14 this year, I'm still young I know but I just give up now.
i just realized the whole time the girl was convincing those people..it was her. in the last parts she described herself as all the people before. sorry if this doesn’t make sense but how come i just realized this-
“Dont be such a spoilt brat” “Go away nobody likes you” “Be more like your sister” “It’s your fault” “Just go away already” Words hurt I just don’t know how to talk about it without being told that I was only imagining it
if you don’t have anyone to talk to, writing it down is so helpful! you can get your feelings out, and write down your thoughts. you recognize the problem, and when i write i find a solution. even if you still don’t know what to do, you’ve let everything out on paper. it’s your choice to keep it or destroy it if you like.
‘Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me’ please remember that your not alone! I had dealt with the bullies last week and they stopped if you need to text me I’ll give you my number! 🙂
You know how some people say the story behind this song is how the girl with braids, the petite girl and the girl with the yellow cardigan, is her? I believe that theory and I have something to add to it. On the final one, "Your pitiful expression is just too much for me", I think that since the song is called 'My R' which stands for 'my reasons', seemingly pointing to reasons to not commit su*cide, I think that everything had become too much and reached a point where she couldn't come up with any reason not to k*ll herself. That's why she said how she could understand and relate too much to the girl with the cardigans problems and troubles. Everything was crashing down on her all at once and she couldn't take it, therefore, she k*lled herself. No body was really there for her, to grab her when she jumped like in the animatics, because her reason ran out, and she had no reason to be there anymore. She wanted to eat because she was becoming malnourished, so she reminded herself that her family loves her. She had gotten her heart broken one too many times, but she had never been robbed of anything so pushed it all to the side. Her reason were never good enough to stop her in the first place, but still she held on for some reason. In the end, it all amounted up to something that she couldn't stop... I believe that is the story behind the song, 'My R'.
My R would stand for my reflection but yeah, thats the story behind it. no onr ever convinces her its worth it so shes the one whos doing it, convincing herself it isnt worth it till the end, where she uumps off.
I love how the comments are "You're worth it" which is very adorable and sweet to those who need it, but I'm just here vibing to this song without being in a bad place-
Nightmare Sans But C u r s e d - completely valid! im just here being glad so many people are supportive in the comments of a song i slowed down lol. we both be like that.
This song is my personal my fav because i can relate to it and i know may people cant or can relate to this song and i really like the comments fun fact i was crying irl 10 min ago and the comments cheered me up
Hello, how are you doing today? If it's "I'm doing good", go to part 1 If it's "I'm doing pretty bad", go to part 2 1: That's good to hear! Make sure to take care of yourself and take breaks. Remember, it's rational to help yourself, make sure you don't overwhelm yourself no matter the situation. By the way, tell me about the best part of your day. That's really cool! Just looking out for you, but if you aren't feel free to let me in. Everything you say to me is confidential, I swear my cat's life on it. If it's "Yes I'm perfectly fine!", Go to part 3 If it's "No", go to part 2 2: You're going to get through whatever is wrong. I know that because you are strong, somehow you always make it through. Seriously, your resilience is insane. Everything you tell me is confidential, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, all of it, I swear my cat's life on it. If you want me to intervein, I will do it in a heartbeat. Just letting you know. Do you feel comfortable telling me? If it's "No, I don't feel comfortable", go to part 4 If it's "Yes" and the subject is bullying, Go to part 5 If it's "Yes" and the subject is abuse, Go to part 6 If it's "Yes" and the subject is your thoughts, Go to part 7 If it's "Yes" and the subject is suicidal thoughts, Go to part 8 If it's "Yes" and the subject is self-harm, Go to part 9 If it's "Yes" and it's something else, Go to part 10 3: Ok, just wanted to make sure. If you ever need my help, no matter how small your problem seems, I'm always open, ok? Just wanted to tell you that you're loved and that you deserve every privilege you have. I hope the rest of your day is amazing! 4: That's pretty understandable. I just need you to know a few things. You are loved. You are valid. You are beautiful. You don't need to fit into any expectations or boxes set up for you. You don't deserve pain. You don't deserve to die. If no one else will be there for you, I will. I am always open. I care about you. If anyone gives you a problem, I'm expelling them or finding a way to get them fired. Don't compare your problems to others to belittle yourself. Please don't do anything stupid to hurt yourself or take too much pressure to help others. If you can't take care of yourself, I will. 5: Tell them to kick rocks. You don't have to say it to them, but know that they don't matter. You can always find someone to help you. I will help you. I know it will be hard to lock them out or ignore them, but it can help. Maybe try writing their name down on a piece of paper and destroying it. Or let the paper fly in the wind, cause in the end they are useless and forgettable. They are bullying you because they can't deal with the voices in their head. They need to shut them out by hurting others which is not a good coping mechanism. Somehow, you go through all of it, and you don't do the same. That just proves how much stronger you are right now than they will ever be. Try finding a support system to help shut them out. Even if your support system is entirely fictional characters or people online, if that helps you then it's working. You couldn't fathom how many people are willing to help you. Or at least I'm one. Please reach out to me whenever, and if you know, I want names and addresses. Stay strong. 6: Another parent/parents that made a mistake having you, cause obviously, they can't take care of a supreme human being properly. I don't know how the worst things can make the greatest people. If there's a way you can get out of there, and get help, do it. If CPS won't help, you can try to raise money to get out of that hellscape. Getting them in court with evidence can help too, but you should have someone who is prepared to take you in after. The foster care system can be messed up. Try to talk to someone, if they can't get you out, they can help you work through what's happening. If the abuse is verbal, try to shut them out. It will be hard, but you can get it done eventually. I know you can. If it's physical or sexual, try talking to a professional. Trauma is something that you should try to speak up about. You deserve help. If you can't reach one, try calling or texting a crisis hotline. (I'll put it at the bottom of this) You don't deserve your treatment at all. If they tell you otherwise, they are wrong and not a good parent. Please let people in to help you get out of your situation. 7: Having a brain sucks. The thoughts, insecurities, all of it, are serious issues. Talk to at least one person to try to get help. If you can't do that, keep on winning those silent battles. I'll gladly ride in right beside you. Whatever you are telling yourself, isn't true. I'm not good enough, I don't deserve this or that, everyone hates me, I'm useless, etc. I'm done with it. We do everything rationally, which means no dumb lies, that includes belittling yourself. As Tohru Honda said, "Maybe the reason you don't see it is that it's stuck to your back. What I mean is, a person's admiral qualities - they're just like, say, a pickled plum on a rice ball. ... You don't know it but you have a great big plum on your back." You can't see everything perfect about you. You somehow are so oblivious you can't see how important you are. Your homework is to gain hypervigilance, you obviously need to see the great person you are. Don't forget to take care of yourself and sharing your issues. Extra credit, try kicking or punching your anxieties away, it's a method that doesn't work for everyone, but what's the harm in trying. 8: You deserve to live. Don't even argue with me, we can't waste that much time. I really don't want to spend an hour listing everything that makes you a wonderful person. If you want to die to get rid of pain, it doesn't float into the air and go away forever. if get transferred to the people who love you. Don't say there's no one, cause there are way too many. Hell, I care that you make it out alive of this hard part of your life. Don't ever forget that. Don't kill yourself because in 10 years you are going to sit down and remember this time. You are going to think "If I followed through, I'd be missing out on so much". Live for something. Live out of spite, live to piss off conservatives, live to pet cats, live to be who you want, live to see new things, live to remember good times in your past, live to shove your victories in someone's face. Just don't give up on me, don't give up on someone who cares. (Call the suicide prevention hotline, it'll be at the bottom of this) 9: Don't hurt yourself. You don't deserve it. I know self-harm can be addicting, but try to stop. Get some help, and people to support you. If you do it as a punishment, find a different system. Get your favorite food or candy, if you feel like you need to be punished, look at it, and think this was the reason you are not eating it right now. Or try positive reinforcement. I did a good job today, I'll have a piece of candy. If it's stress-relieving, try to find a different coping mechanism. Get something you can destroy. Get a cheap cutting board, take a knife, and slice it whenever you are stressed. Put something that leaks liquid if you like seeing blood. If you want to feel something different, grab a bucket. Do the ice bucket challenge. Feel cold not pain. Blow a hairdryer in your face. Eat something spicy or sour. Find a new way to feel something. (I know there are other reasons for self-harm but I don't have time to type it right now, I know there are other methods than cutting as well, I just don't have time right now, hotlines will be posted at the bottom of this) Just whatever you do, don't hurt yourself. 10: I'm sorry I'm not good with that subject. I see what you mean though. You are loved, you are valid, you are a good person, you are beautiful, you should get help from someone, you deserve so many good things. I care about you so much, and I bet many other people feel the same. Reach out to me anytime, sorry I can't provide more support right now. National Suicide Hotline: 800-273-8255 Child Abuse Hotline: 1-800-422-4453 Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 RAINN: 1-800-656-4673 Runaway Hotline: 1-800-786-2929 Eating Disorder Hotline (They have hours so you may have to look that up, sorry): 1-800-931-2237 Self-Harm Hotline: 1-800-366-8288 Support For LGBTQ+ Youth: 1-800-246-7743 Disaster Distress Hotline: 1-800-985-5990 If you need a friend let me know, I can work out someway to chat, stay strong friends! My discord is registered and a I dont know the password and cannot create a new account, so I have no where to contact most of you sorry, but if I can DM my number to you somewhere that can work, youtube said no one commented so I never checked back, sorry for being so late, I also am sorry for being unable to sift through all the comments, but thanks so much guys!! My tumblr is : that-dead-child I am trying to work out other forms of social media, but I m not supposed to have any so its a little hard, but please message me if theres a way to dm on youtube? I stopped getting reply notifs and just went back to the video today.
I- ... Thank you. I needed that. I'm not used to hearing these things.. Thank you so much. You deserve the best in the world. Thank you thank you thank you.
Ya know it’s weird. I’m a depressed, suicidal person who tells depressed, suicidal people why they shouldn’t do it. I rarely ever follow my own advice..
Did anyone notice t h i s ? " you're lucky that you haven't been robbed of anything " Next day: " everyone ignores me, everyone steals. " " you're still loved by everyone y'know? " weeks later: " i just wanna the scars that grow, every time that i go home. "
To anyone reading this who is feeling depressed or sad. Even if I don't know who you are you are worth everything, no matter what anyone says. Love you!
Reasons to live, and yes I copy and pasted. 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED Please remember that no matter what things will get better, if you don't have a reason to stay alive, stay alive for me. Please stay.
THEROY: (This is new and i made it so PLS PLS CREDIT ME!!!) Claim: I believe "My R" stands for "My Recognition" Evidence: I believe this because she's recognizing all her reasons not to comm!t, until the last part where she cannot recognize a good part about her life, or anything to live for so she jumps. Recognition 1: ` `Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!` ` Recognition 2: ` `Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know!` ` Recognition 3: (None) Proof for Recognition 3: ` ` For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Ev-e-ry-time that I go home" "That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey, don't do it please!" Aah what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared. ` ` Fin... IF YOU'RE FEELING LIKE TEH GIRL IN THIS VIDEO OR HAVING S*IC*DAL THOUGHTS PLEASE SEEK HELP!!!! Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair there before me Despite myself I go and scream; "Hey Don't do it, please" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest I was somewhat pissed; This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; I really thought that he may be the one But then he told me he was done" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then disappeared "Alright, today's the day" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here." For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know? "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could Let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Every time that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey Don't do it, please." Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away so I can see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me, myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free
"We are all Depressed and suicidal kids telling other Depressed suicidal kids not to harm themselfs..." "We are kids who pretend stuff is fine while we are just in pain inside"
To anyone who needs to hear this: Your not fat Your not to skinny Your not ugly Your not a mistake Your not to tall Your not to short You are worth a lot You're amazing in more ways then one Your CAN do it Your not a brat Your not a sl*t Your not a hoe Your not spoiled You can do it just believe in ur self darling❤❤
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Hey this comment is underated this no joke made my cry thank you for wrighting this and taking time out of your day to do this again thank you this helped me through some dark times 😭
“you’re doing great” “You’re perfect” “You’re beautiful” “You’re important” “You’re awesome” “You got this” “Don’t give up!” “You’re worth it!” “You mean a lot!” “Just smile, and it will be ok!” 💞Life isn’t full of sadness💞 💖Life has happy parts💖 🖤Don’t cry, there’s many others who have the problem you have🖤 ❤️We are in this together, not just you!❤️ ❣️From Day and Night, you are perfect in every way❣️ 💓Have that big smile on your face! And think of happier sides of life!💓
'Depressed people hide the fact they are depressed but they still help other depressed people because they believe that if they cannot have a good life others should have that good life than them'
lyrics Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair there before me Despite myself I go and scream; "Hey! Don't do it, please" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest I was somewhat pissed; This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; I really thought that he may be the one But then he told me he was done" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then dissapeared "Alright, today's the day" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here." For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know? "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me No way I could let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Everytime that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey! Don't do it, please." Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she dissapeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me, myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free
I can actually relate to this song. About a year ago I almost jumped off a roof because of my school bullies, parents, and my own insecurities. I was depressed because of the abuse I was receiving from different people, I just wanted to end it all. As I was about to jump off the roof I heard a voice say: " wait ". I turned around tried again four times but I just couldn't do it. So I contacted the S00icide hotline and was on medication for about three months. I isolated myself from my friends and family, not telling them what was happening. One day my friends sent me this video in our group chat, I listened to the song and realized that ending myself doesn't stop the pain. It affects other people as well. I am doing better now and I'm glad that I didn't jump. If your reading this part of the comment, I just want to say that you are loved and totally worth it. You are amazing and nobody can tell you otherwise.
"shush" "im busy" "Im taking care of her" "no" "do it yourself" "you're still a kid so you dont know yet" "Later" "I will come back later" "No you were never right" Sorry for bothering you :)
Sometimes we need to accept that not everyone will be in your life forever. It’s hard but it will make you feel better once you notice that, that one person who has kept hurting you can no longer do so. Friends and love is a complicated matter. Soon you will notice who is actually reliable and who isn’t. Friends can turn out to be someone they aren’t. Lovers can turn out to be a mistake. You just need to remember to learn from that. Love can be amazing and you want it. The thing is you don’’t need it. You earn someone’s love you don’t just suddenly have someone’s heart. The thing you do need is self love. The saying “self love is the best love” is honest in my opinion. If you don’t love yourself it is hard to generally love others. It will never matter who you love or who they are. When in love you can have many feeling maybe happiness, sadness etc. Love can sometimes be so bad to make you feel miserable. The best thing to do is if that person truly makes you feel that way then try to get over them. It takes time but is truly possible. I would say I will never be mad or upset at the people who have truly angered me and upset me. I learn from that and teach myself. uwu
i used to listen to this everyday, but i’m okay now. please, everyone don’t do it. It’s not worth it! all those people ruining your life are side characters. You’re the main character, so don’t let them ruin your adventure! if anyone needs someone to talk to ill be here :)
You know it’s bad when you’re sitting in your room in the dark sobbing with a hand over your mouth so no one will hear because if they did hear they would just say you’re over dramatic and overreacting
Lyrics: Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair there before me Despite myself I go and scream; "Hey! Don't do it, please" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest I was somewhat pissed; This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; I really thought that he may be the one But then he told me he was done" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then disappeared "Alright, today's the day" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here." For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know? "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me No way I could let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Everytime that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey! Don't do it, please." Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me, myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free
Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair there before me Despite myself I go and scream; "Hey Don't do it, please" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest I was somewhat pissed; This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; I really thought that he may be the one But then he told me he was done" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then disappeared "Alright, today's the day" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here." For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know? "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could Let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Every time that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey Don't do it, please." Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away so I can see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me, myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free
I don't wanna do this. I'm only 11 but... Why have I felt so damaged by some crappy old friends... My current ones.. I'm scared of being alone.. I just wanna take off this mask I have in front of them.. My teachers, there willing to help, so are my parents... I'm just to stubborn..
A positive thing about this song: It helps you realize, if not for this, but for something else, that sometimes, you’re more fortunate than you realize. And remember, no matter what, you are loved by someone in this world ❤️
I remember when I was heavily suicidal when I was ages 7- 12, I would attempt it everyday and idk what stopped me but I remember finding songs like this one but they had like 300 views max and I'm now 2 years clean from self harm and attempts and now that I'm looking back at these songs, I'm so confused how these songs didn't make me cry- like I'm 15 and listening to these songs made me cry but younger me would just sit there and listen
Hello, so I'm probably another stranger on the internet but please listen. I can see the amount of people who are hurt in some way or another. I'm hurt too and I feel it would be easier for you too share your pain with someone so if anybody needs anyone to talk to please reply and I'm always ready to talk. Doesn't matter where your from who you are what gender you are or what you're sad about. We are all humans and we all deserve to be loved. You are special and no one can tell you any different. You can do it you are brave, strong and beautiful. You are not a burden. Things will get better.
To everyone listening I want you to know you’re all so so so SO special and to not let anyone tell you anything else. You don’t need to have worth because you’re already perfect. Please just hold on and get some help, don’t cut, stay safe, and please....don’t commit, take care of yourself. **hugs** 🤚🏻👁👄👁🤚🏻 now go take on the world
It’s not life It’s just my mind My unstable brain. I don’t know how much more I can take This battle is getting harder and harder A cry for help A helping hand Eyes full of water It’s just to much Just ignore You will be fine But more days pass The cuts haven’t healed The wounds grown bigger Don’t show it You know your ok Stop Don’t cry I can’t I’ve never been ok Trying to run from my problems but the more I run the bigger they grow I can’t take it Happiness A emotion I would kill for Genuine happiness The pain The cuts The tears There to much Goodbye If This bear is not gone by July, you can keep it Stay strong And good luck I have gotten my helping hand. Thank you The helping hand dropped me in a depression hole Yeah I’m actually worse I’m cutting again. So yeah. If the bear is not gone by January you can keep it because I’ll be in a better place. Another update, although no one cares. I am still depressed. But now I know what’s wrong with me. I had undiagnosed ptsd, add, and bpd. Along with my undiagnosed depression and anxiety. I am doing bad, but I know I will get better. I won’t give up and I never will. I am so much more than I was back then, and I mean something to so many people.
Hey there. Remember too eat something and have a drink of water today. Clean yourself, change into some fresh clothes and have fun. Watch a funny RU-vid video, watch a film you love, hang out with friends/family. If you have done this I'm so proud of you. Even now for just deciding to live another day I'm so proud of you. There is still a light at the end of the tunnel and one day your gonna reach it. In fact, I know you're gonna reach it. You know you're gonna reach it. Just know I love you. You are amazing. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I know it's tough, but you will get through this. Well done. I'm so proud of you.
I don’t know if y’all care but the other day at my school therapist ( yes my school apparently has that ) and she told me that she thinks I’m special as important to her and that’s I think the first time anyone has told me that.
🌈✨💕Letra 🌈✨💕 Cuando a la azotea yo subí Ya estaba lista, hasta que ví A una chica con trenzas, tal y como yo, y sin querer, de mi boca salió "Detente por favor " Yo dijes esas palabras sin pensar Más no me importa , me da igual Me da algo de coraje en mi interior Que alguien llegará alguien que yo La chica de las trenzas me contó Una frecuente situación "Yo pensé que el sería mi amor, y aunque intentara, fracasó" ¡No puede ser ¡Cómo te atreves a creer ! Que tales pequeñeces ameriten que aquí estés ! ¿Me dices que por perder algo tan triste estás? ¡Que suerte tienes, pues no te han robado jamás! "Después de hablar me siento mucho mejor " La chica de las trenzas dijo y se esfumó "Pues hoy parece que lo haré por fin " Yo pensaba, hasta que ví A una chica pequeña, tal como yo, Y sin querer, mi voz le llamó La chica tan pequeña me contó Cuán sola estaba en su salón "Todos me acosan sin piedad, Para mi no hay lugar" ¡No puede ser! ¡Cómo te atreves a creer que tales pequeñeces ameriten que aquí estés! ¿No puedes ver que hay una familia en tu hogar Y siempre con la cena te esperan al llegar? "De tanto platicar, ahora hambre me dio " La chica tan pequeña dijo y se esfumó Y fue así que a varias conocí A todas las oí, las hice desistir Más yo sólo me perdí, Pues no hubo nadien que pudiera escucharme a mi ＊*♩✧♪●♩○♬☆♩✧♪●♩○♬☆♩✧♪●♩○♬☆ Encontré, por fin, el día de hoy Alguien que ha visto lo que yo A pesar de lo que ella vivió, Su abrigo era como el sol "Lo único que quiero es borrar Estas heridas sin igual, Que solo parecen aumentar Cada que vuelvo a mi hogar " Yo dije estas palabras sin pensar, Más no me importa, me da igual Aun así, le dije lo que yo Aunque quiera, no acepto en mi interior "No lo hagas, por favor" ¡Qué puedo hacer! ¡A esta chica no la detendré! ¡Pues de eso ya no creo el derecho tener! Entiende que no aguanto a ti mirarte más, ¡Pues recuerdas que este dolor no sanará! "Entonces, de aquí por ahora me voy" Miro hacia abajo y después se esfumó Por fin, nadien me puede estorbar Sola estoy, ya nadien hay Nadien que me vaya a frenar, Nadien que a mi me vaya a hablar "Mi abrigo como el sol yo me quité, Y las trenzas me solté Esta chica, tan pequeña que es Saltará en un dos por tres- ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: ♩✧♪●♩○♬☆♩✧♪●♩○♬☆♩✧♪●♩○♬☆＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊ Pd:se que el video ya tiene la letra pero ay algunas personas que la buscan aveses haci y eso fin espero que la usen ✨💕🌈💕✨🌈
this is what i think, there's a lot of voices in her head telling her to jump every day telling her she isn't worth anything, but she stops herself and go's back but she realises, she cant stop these voices so she end up stopping them her self by jumping, i say this because at the end she says, "Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free" we fallow her thru what she has to deal with everyday, she could only stop herself for so long before giving in to the voices and jumping, so she can finally be free from all of this hate and pain she knows she is loved by so many people, but she want to stop all the voices and jumps if you suffer from things like this don't jump of, seek help instead, we all are loved by so many, but we lissent to this song because we feel the same way i hope someone gets what i'm trying to say- if you need a friend to talk to i'm here
Lyrics: Just as I was about to take my shoes, off of the rooftop there I see a girl with braided hair here before me despite myself I go and scream, "Hey, don't do it..Please!" "Oh wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way!" "To be honest I was somewhat pissed, this was a opportunity missed, the girl with braided hair told me her woes, "Your probably heard it all before, I really thought he might be the one, but then he told me he was done." "For God's sake please! Are you serious I just can't believe, that for some stupid reason you got here before me! Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? Your lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!" "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then disappeared. Alright today's the day or so I thought, just as I took both of my shoes off, there was another girl short as can be, despite myself I go and scream, The petite girl told me her woes, "You probably heard it all before, everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here..." "For God's sake please! Are you serious I just can't believe! That for some stupid reason you got here before me! 'Cause even so! Your still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know?" ''I'm hungry'' The girl said as she shed a tear, the girl short as can be then disappeared. And like that there was someone everyday, I listened to their tale, I made them turn away. And yet there was no one whom could do this for me no way I could let out all this pain. For the very first time there I see, someone with the same pains as me, having done this time and time again, she wore a yellow cardigan. "I just want to stop the scars that grow, every time that I go home, that's why I came up here instead." That's what the girl in the cardigan said. Wow wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way, but in the moment I just screamed something that I did not believe, "Hey don't do it please!" Ah what to do? I can't stop this girl oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten of more than I can chew! But even so please just go way so I can see! Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!" I guess today is just not my day. She looked away from me and then she disappeared. There's no one here today, I guess it's time. It's just me myself and I, there's no one who can interfere, no one to get in my way here. Taking off my yellow cardigan. Watching my braid all come undone, this petite girl short as can be is going to jump now and be free.
this is irrelevant to the song and video in general, but there was an ad before this and it was about petsmart. there was a small white fluffy poodle in the video, and the woman at the end of the video was like "did you know that petsmart [blah blah blah, i forgot]" as if she was asking the dog. the dog looked towards the camera and he looked like he was in p a i n, i tell you. he was like "get me out of here, please." 😭✋️
You sit a top of a roof as you humm this song just as you get to the end of the first part you hear a voice "hey don't do it please" you turn your head to see who's behind you. You look no one's there... you climb back to the other side. Your feet hit the ground .as you walk away you turn around one last time and see. An array of your favorite anime characters. Your eyes widen they all smile at you then disappear. You smile to your self. "Thank you all" you say in a quiet voice and leave the roof top.
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