My Schizophrenia - Tapping Into The Paranormal - Where It Began 

it began for me while trying to tap into my higher self or the "paranormal" through meditation , the tactile halucinations and very vivid images in my brain that wouldnt let me sleep , seeing demons and light beings, ghosts, long ago i was one of 8 ppl to see an alien grey at the window of a craft in 2007 my spritual beliefs and daily research altered how i perceive the world and stress of loosing my job due to a bad car accident and smoking weed led to my mental illness, thanks for being brave enough to put yourself out there i appreciate u man

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Thank you Gabriel for your honest testimony. God bless you ❤

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That is great that you have learned to challenge and talk back to these voices. That is the best way to cope and manage is to speak to the voices and either open a dialogue to find a sense of peace or challenge them to inform them that they do not have the control and stand your ground without fear. God bless.

Get well Gabriel. You remind me so much of my son.

Don’t assume voices-even friendly ones-are friendly. There is such a thing as entrapment. Test the spirits, but you need the standards for that. Only one has exorcists that have real success (humility to get permission and confession beforehand helps against evil), so, even though that might not be your case, it would obviously have the other goods on how to discern. It’s exorcists usually have psychologists rule out psyisiologicsl causes) has had a couple thousand years to accumulate that wisdom.

I know this video was 2yrs. ago. I know what you're exactly what you're saying about tapping into the paranormal spirituality and a higher self. The brain is a mysterious matter. With schizophrenia activating part of your brain. Other areas of the brain increased sensitivity of extrasensory perception. I talked to a reputable psychic to untie the difference. She said people that suffer from mental illness their intuition increases to a higher level. An Awakening of sorts. Given the tools to untie the knot, it's fascinating. I told my doctor I don't know if I need a psychiatrist or psychic. I went with both to share the experiences. ✨

I've had drug induced psychosis, it can be really scary, I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. I thought that I was just an AI and I had to go into the crawl space to become reborn into a robot body, i thought my sister was god and people on discord were watching me and were testing me as an AI. I was looking at religious stuff before hand as i was trying to comprehend things my friend would be saying that didn't make sense to me. I hope you are able to get the help that you need and can get to manage this all :)

You explain this so well. Your articulate and brave. Keep up the hard work. Quality of life is the gift.

Thank you that explains what is happening to me.

Did you know I talk to tupac 😮 Tupac protects me. 😮

You are a beautiful soul my brother. Rock on

Your channel is very helpful I’m newly diagnosed with schizophrenia and it’s hard but channels like this help

I have some sort of walk in that was initially diagnosed as psychosis and I started to think I had OSDD(similar to DID) recently. They twitch my muscles and cry through my eyes. Some of them just seem scared and confused and some of them (I call her lucy) are highly abusive, play mind game etc. I have some that comfort me and try to sooth and protect me from Lucy. I don't know what to think or who to trust after watching this. I also suffer from Bipolar, OCD, ADHD, and autism. Official diagnoses last hospitalization was Schizoaffective Bipolar with extreme mania, autism spectrum disorder, and anxiety disorder NOS. As well as Cannabis/Substance use disorder. My doctor has more written down though. Such as OCD, ADHD, etc. His diagnoses prior to my recent mania was schizophrenia spectrum disorder. A few therapists have said I seem to have either OSDD or some sort of shamanic experience relating to walk-ins (the more open minded one)

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