My Son Didn't Want to be Born; Pre Birth Memory and Near Death Experience 

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that makes sense

Same here!!!! I always have said "I want to go home" and miss "home" terribly.

"Why Do You Reject? You once made a covenant with the Creator, before you came to the earth Saying you wished to be found when Dafa would spread Yet now when the truth is shared you reject it How many the persecutor’s lies have misled May good people not fall for the propaganda The path we follow is guided by the divine To save lives is our sacred pledge On the eve of disaster we must race against time To save lives, we will brave the ridicule To save lives, we will brave the brutality My heart will not rest until all have found the Way My heart will not rest until all have been saved Summer of 2013" Master Li Hongzhi (Hong Yin IV, from Falun Dafa teachings)

I feel the same as you.

No doubt your (arm) will be twisted to come back here again! And… again!

You want to not want? Truth be told here is heaven, like everywhere els. And once you ll be dead you will cry: oh please let me try again i had no idea who i was. All is love all is light all is god all is all right.

Same

Same here. My 86 y/o mother died of leukemia…just a couple of months after being diagnosed and starting “treatment”. She had such a hard life but was such a soft soul. She often said how she didn’t want to be in this world & that she wanted to be with her son (she lost an 18 month old just before I was born) She felt she didn’t belong in this world as people were cold and careless. I hope she is now a happy soul and with her loved ones.

It’s so exhausting it nearly kills most people

Really feel that xx

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yea lots on this generation

I’m 42 and would love to manifest an exit window but for some reason I can’t . Feeling physically unwell all the time and lacking resources to get help is incredibly frustrating mentally and emotionally so I’m very much a well rounded mess and I know it won’t get better with age. FML 🤦🏼‍♀️

​@@carolinelaronda4523ikr!! Feel same way😢

How did you volunteered though??

No one has it easy here. Our struggles are our own. These are important. We move thru them with experience. And more challenges come. We move forward. We do our homework. The key is to embrace it and become yourself.

wOW, THAT IS A WAY I WANT TO THINK, WE KEEP FORGETTTING THAT , JUST LIVE AND BE CONTENT THAT WE GOT THIS CHANCE , NOT COMPLAIN..

I agree. We learn so much down here.

White male, I bet. Lmao

Thats easy to say when you dont have constant pain. I didnt want to be born either. I sure wish my mother could have gotten an abortion. If I could go back I would not come here. I sure wish religioys people didnt try to control the lives of others (aka Right to Life bs) How bout "Right to Not Incarnate Onto This Crappy Planet with Crappy People." Right to Lifers are not protecting any soul. They are just meddling. They need to mind their own effing business.

Well, some people choose an easier life than others. I'd rather not be here and experience these things again, and i'm only 37. I'm a medium and the spirits guiding me told me it will get a lot worse. Turns out i was a bad person in previous life and all these things happening now are the consequences. And i chose for these things to happen

I cried out to God the same way..and I was told we are here " to learn to love".

You should check out the book called The Healing Code by Dr. Alexander Loyd and Ben Johnson. He talks about a healing technique that he discovered that actually works and has other information on his website. You just have to believe and put in the work. 🙏 💕

​@@kalynnmallorywill gladly check it out! Thank-you ❤

I can truly relate to you. I’m only 35 but I’ve felt like this since a kid.

@@NaLege Same ❣️

This is so relatable. I told someone about this some time ago. I have this feeling of "I want to go home", and they were like, you are home (cause it was at my place of residence) and that's what I told them about the feeling. I don't feel like this life is home. I also don't want to commit suicide, I just couldn't bring myself to do that, I tried a few times many years ago, and I'm glad I'm still experiencing this life, but I still feel like this isn't home. :/

I’ve said that as well.

29:33 yes why do people make the earth experience so unpleasant?

Maybe you are a starseed

@@seffard - Maybe. I guess I should read more. This world is much more magical than I thought.

so interesting

Wow!!! Same🥺🥺🥺

DITTO!

It's cause this place sucks 😅

She's just peddling her book

Me too ,I've got a strong feeling I was forced here ,this is pure tyranny.

your mothers forced you, when they got pregnant. And probably you'll do the same to someone else. But it won't be your fault if your child doesn't want to be here, right? 😂

I think we did choose it. We just changed our mind when we saw the chaos, but by then it was too late

​@@sublitaI'm childfree and fixed. No one will be forced here because of me.

*FINALLY...I hear someone push back on the rhetoric that "we chose this life." I know I didn't.* Yep. The old "blame the victim" claptrap.

My first husband died in a car accident when he was 23, forty years ago now. Must have been a few weeks later, and I was desperate for something, some sign, some comfort, and I asked for it too. All of a sudden I felt like I was being wrapped in warmth, like being wrapped in huge bear hug. And it harked back to an experience we'd had while he was still alive too, getting out of the car behind some dunes while on holiday, only to be enveloped in silence and a thick blanket of summer heat. The experience helped a little at the time, but I was much too sceptical back then. Looking back I can see more clearly the efforts from beyond that were made to help me through that time

That’s beautiful. :) a very special experience. As someone who has nursed many patients at the end of life, and I also was unable to see my best friend before she passed and it hurt, but I have found that the person who is dying has so much to deal with, they are the ones saying goodbye to everything and it just gets way too much having to say goodbye to their loved ones. They want them to remember them well and it’s a private and intimate as well as scary time for people. You will meet again❤

This comment brings tears to my eyes. This world can be so so difficult and tenacity is underrated. Like climbing a mountain, learn how you are equipped (anointed to be you), get prepared for the task at hand and put one step in front of the other.

hey thanks means a lot, touched me

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@techguy9218 I'm 74 and ready to go home when it's my time

I had similar experiences growing up brother...my friendly advice would be to listen to your heart and see what you're drawn to...what is something that you would enjoy and/or find fulfilling in life that you could possibly get paid to do. Life is a marathon, not a race, don't feel too pressured to figure anything out too quickly. I hope you're still doing well and continue to do well. When the bad times rear their ugly head again, remember that they will pass and good days will come again. Trust in God, have faith, always.

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Me too. I was nine days overdue and came into this world blue/purple in color. Now I know why. Life has not been easy at all.

I'm so sorry for all the heartache you endured. My heart aches reading your story. But I'm so happy for this beautiful turn of events

@@kimberliana5111 bless your heart for writing that. I’m finally feeling happy. Feels good. God bless. M

At least u weren’t forced to come. 🤔 Her saying her son was forced is kind of upsetting

@@msovaz77 But I was forced to come. I was snatched from the place I was because I needed a lesson . I was sent to Earth School to learn a lesson, and I have learned it the hard way.

You can still feel in the non-existence (home)? It's so exhausting feeling, having emotions.

@@juliebarks3195 why did you need the lesson?

​@@msovaz77I was forced. My spirit huide told me "It is time for you to go now." Aka incarnate now. I did not want to, but I knew I had no choice. It was like being made to walk the plank.

How do you know it will be soon ? May i ask what you think your purpose was? İ am looking for my own and try to find it through others... /try to understand what a purpose can be... god bless

would love to know about your purpose as well. I'm so unimpressed with this corny ass realm and our dipshit creator.

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@@MrMidaire Hi, sure, I will try to write it as best as I can. To the first question, I actually don’t quite know how I know. It is this intense feeling, like a countdown from a ‘challenging work abroad’, I am almost finishing and preparing for the return. That is why I am so excited. Hope I haven’t disappointed you with my answer. I find it uneasy to name the purpose some meaningful way, so I thought to describe it. I felt it, but I didn’t understand it. I was doing all sorts of meditations, trying to follow exactly, and was looking for something visible or something which makes sense. Then I was getting glimpses of experiences which didn’t make sense for some years. After some time I stopped looking out there and and I started to look within, trying to realise what is real and what is not, then in one meditation I felt like I knew what I supposed to do. It started with the urge to ask all the (divine/pure/…..) beings and ask them to help to all beings on Earth to remember what we are and to realise what we are actually doing. Then in the meditation I when I was asking to help us, I suddenly (in my mind) flew above the sky and in that fast travel my body also changed into very large, shiny being and my arms stretched. As they stretched, I realised I am touching another just like me very large beings on both sides, our hands were touching other beings (like crossing chains) which were creating a net over the Earth. I could see that there were so many of us making the net and it felt like we are somehow healing people’s minds and hearts and people are starting to realise the illusion we live in. So, I think the purpose is something so called ‘lifting the veil’ or maybe something similar. My partner knows about my ‘unusual’ experiences and several of them he experienced too through our time living together. He is in strong denial and when I wanted to talk about the experiences, he gets cross and said that he can’t remember any of it. He sees this ‘work’ I do in the meditations as a nonsense (and I think many people still do), and that is all alright 😊. Thank you for your wish. God bless you too.

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Hi, thank you for your kind message and well wishes. I appreciate your sentiment for happiness, prosperity, love, and peace in the world 🌏. May I ask about one of your sentences? It is: “I would love us to be good friends in honesty and in trust so as time goes on it will bring something great for us in the future, hope you don't mind?” Of course, I don’t mind, but I don’t understand what it means and how that would work for you? I am sorry for being clumsy. Thank you.

Appreciate your comment. You're right wanting to go home is not the same as wanting to die. Take good care ♥️

So sorry you lost your little girl. But that must have been a deeply healing dream. I'm glad she came back to you....wishing you peace and comfort.

I was 47 when I first heard that voice. So peaceful. Direct. Confident and assuring. Made me turn around ( no one there) and say, we’ll that can’t be. That’s not what I expected. But I Knew!!

@@sharonthompson8406 I’m glad to learn you have heard it too, because until I watched this video I didn’t know of anyone else this happened to. I messaged Margot about it to connect with someone for reassurance that it was indeed the voice of God, but she just suggested I buy her book 🤷‍♀️ even spiritual gifts come with a price tag in this world

Thank you for sharing!

I have to be alone a lot in nature to try and ground myself literally to the earth yet I feel like I need to be in the world to reach people I’m exhausted

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same here, i need to be alone with my dog more than with other people lol

​@@Michele-f5p I just make it a habit to talk to someone outside while I am out grounding myself. It helps keep me from the urge to live all on the inside of myself.

How's your mental health? If you don't have any major mental health issue, perhaps you can procure some psychedelic medicine so you may be able to move foward. You may possibly see or feel your son under the medicine and communicate with him.

I'm sure if he can communicate with you he'll want you to move on from your heartache and live.

If I lost one of my beautiful sons I think i would die of pure grief xx

I understand… It’s a club none of us want to belong to but we need to keep waking up, living the day and giving gratitude for God’s love for us and for all our loved ones each night. Know our sons are home, loved and happy as we will be…in God’s time 💕

I am so sorry for your lost. I can't imagine how you feel. Thinking it may be helpful to find other parents dealing with the loss of a child. Support, support, support... May you find peace.

R ~ maybe I get tired of being slapped . . . Out of the line .

You know! 💯🤍 But in a way, those of us who watched this, did in a way, for a bit. 💗

Thank you so much for sharing your experience! I am so glad this video spoke to you!

i want to go home too.

@@landonmatthewtalk to us we care at least I know I do …..you have overwhelming pain ? Emotionally ?

I feel the same way🥺 Sending You Strength Love And Light💛💛

What a joyful spitfire you are, & brave & humble. We totally need you here at this time.

I can certainly relate. The only thing I truly care about is fulfilling my divine purpose, but I don’t know what it is.

@@utareid4231 Please read my reply to this comment ... because I'm beginning to wonder if we actually need to know .... because it could be for the hidden impact that we have on someone else .. or several others ... but I believe that God knows ... & I mean 'God' by whatever name you give to our greater, all-powerful creator ... :)

I can relate to you! When a senior in1969 I & another girl were voted most off on a cloud. Our class photographer took a picture of us up on monkeybars looking up at a cloud! Always super sensitive & looking out the window!❤

My husband left me when I got very sick 4 months ago. I know that feeling.

Wow, she described me to a T in talking about the spirit dominant people! I recall in my childhood, a deep yearning to go home. I couldn't understand how people could be so flippant about judging others for shallow things like what clothes they wear, and be so callous as to how they treat the environment and so inconsiderate as to ignore homeless people, and things of that nature. Fast forward to high school, and I was running away, experimenting with drugs, really drawing inward and had lots of suicidal ideology because I never wanted to be here. Now I am much more grounded. I have a master's degree and have taught special education for 16 years. I have a son who is my entire world, and my passions for the past 25 years have been rock climbing and yoga. I can spend a week at a silent retreat and every time, I wish I could stay another few weeks at least. I love going inward, being in nature, and seeing the divine in all of God's creatures. In my profession, I think of the Bible quote, "That which ye do for the least of my brethren, ye do unto me." And yes she is right, we need all the other dominant personality types to balance us!

I'm glad this resonated with you. The whole theory changed my life for the better.

I definitely teared up!

Thank you! If we could all 'see' each other. See if someone is struggling but putting on a brave face.

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 too kind for the invite to connect. Would love to connect, friends and supporters. I'm in Indiana. I move a lot. Hopefully to Carmel Indiana next June. Hope all is well. Stay blessed 💜

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 it's a fine state, not much to get excited about though. A lot of corn and soy beans haha. I've lived here my whole life. Hoping to one day escape to something a little less farm.. I'm 42 years old now, so I've been hanging around here for the whole 42 years! If you get back out here you'll have to let me know, maybe we could meet in real life. Grab a coffee.

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i had the same thing, as a toddler, I was always tired and complaining about being tired and to this day at age 38 I still feel like this. I’m so tired of the same old thing. I almost want to leave this earth and kill myself just because I don’t know what else I can do to resonate with my soul. My soul purpose is to bring back matriarchy and awareness of matriarchal cultures (i am pretty sure) but i’m tired of fighting phrases like “brotherhood of white” and turning into “people of light”, or trying to point out questioning of praying to kings , kingdoms and men instead of queens, queendoms, the mother-father God,😮

Fascinating!

@@matriarchalprayerproject I just subscribed to your channel. I throughly agree with and believe in the Matriarchy as well ✨

yes

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You and me both!

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Hi, I'm from Australia.

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me too!!! thank you for being so honest melissa. It is soooo good to listen to honesty. I have a mound of laundry at home, its enormous! I felt so relieved after hearing why it is like that. Understanding brings so much love.

What a great example and wonderful way to live. If only more of us followed this we could all make the world a nicer place to be. God bless 🕊.

A dreamer! A note I had on a report card from a teacher in elementary school!

??? How about be child free if you want, have kids if you want. Free will my friend.

It’s not always the case. I heard this a few times as well.

In other words we make it up as we go. I would think God would be consistent.

That was my very first thought as well. I thought, that sounds pretty suss. I've heard of such a thing as the 8th sphere. But then the more I thought about it, I actually think that prior to coming here the fully awake version of ourselves makes the choice to be human, and then when we entered the levels of forgetfulness and illusion, we sometimes change our minds in a childlike way. Kind of like climbing the diving board and walking to the end of it and deciding. We don't want to dive in. But prior to deciding that we want the experience of being human and to learn all the wonderful lessons that there are to be learned, we set it up with our spirit guides that they will not allow us to change our minds, once we get to the end of the diving board per se. I do not at all believe that there is a deity called God. I believe that the entire universe is a gestalt made of gestalts made of gestaltss made of gestalts. Each gestalt is a whole consciousness made up of many, which are made up of many. Another way of explaining it. So anyway, I do not believe in God whatsoever. But once we begin to enter the human experience, that is how many of us explain the voice we hear in our head that is coaching us, or the presents that tells us we've got to go back. What I really think is that we set that up for ourselves before deciding to climb the diving board. We have our higher self, our gestalt consciousness if you will, or perhaps our collective if we come from the Pleiades or whatnot, tell us to dive into the water. I'm using speech to text and repeating myself and probably creating some very long run on sentences, but hopefully that makes sense. Because I thought exactly what you thought, and then I gave it a lot of thought, and that is my theory haha.

I'm not a fan of doing things just to change the way others see me. Especially when those others are serving two masters.

I can really relate to your comment. I'm kinda like you, except I'm not a writer. But more in the way of how you relate to your experience with this reality. Thank you for your input.

@@woodcutterdave7835I feel the same way! ✨

Same here xx

@@Dcs.234 sorry 😢. We have a mission and have to fulfill it ❤️‍🩹

@Key-Key444 it is quite horrible, but it has the beauty along with the nightmare which makes it bearable.

@@truthseeker5941 well I’m glad you’re seeing ‘some’ light. Some of us get here and don’t make it as far as we have so far. I pray that we all get to see the beauty in it all before we get back home. ❤️

@@Key-Key444 You have to make it happen for yourself and enjoy the natural beauty along the way.

I'm sorry 😢

Wanna be friends 🤣😁😍 I could have written his comment! I feel you, I see you, I hear you, I am you. ❤, Dana

@@danadaurey24 I know, right! 🤣😍💯❤ I definitely can relate.

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I think if we gave the whole world psilocybin mushrooms at the same time they would all finally understand love and oneness ❤

I find it helpful to accept that we are Spirit Dominant. We are sensitive beings.

God bless you my friend!

@@LoveCoveredLifePodcast 😍

God bless you! Thanks for being so beautiful ❤

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I'm glad you had a chance to see this interview.

Amazing! Thank you for sharing your experience with your son!

blessings!!

Thanks for sharing, Shilldren are Spirit Guides fresh off the boat. WE were taught doctrines lopsidedly and arbitrarily by Dr. Loo, Cherish your son, kindly keep him safe! Take Care!

@@WonderlustThing Perhaps… Unless that is part of the information that is simply unknowable to humans🤔If known, how would we live differently? What would change for you?

I'm in agreement with your last statement. Something is really sus about this whole thing. I remember being a very small child and I felt spiritually exhausted and like I've done this thing called "living" countless times already and I was over it.

​@@klake4773same here, I've felt this my whole life too! I'm amazed at how many people have this knowing in the comments wow. I feel really motivated to figure it out and quick so I can go back- I want to be with my loved ones- my mom and husband are waiting on me- here recently they are all I can hear and feel! I just don't want to be here anymore.

I also have a pre birth memory, I can even remember being born, looking up at everyone trying to speak but only cries came out. I remember thought of "might as well enjoy the ride".... I'm not crazy I swear it's real memories!

I’m listening!

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Hi Christopher. I am in the UK. Trust & Honesty is something very important to me. I normally look into a person's eyes I know 😁 I also cannot lie ...which got me into trouble in a sales job when I did not believe in the product 😁 Thank you for saying Hi 🙋‍♀️

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Is this a psychriatic cold call?

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Hi again from the UK. It is 23.35 pm but I have trouble sleeping. My mind just does not stop working! Can I ask you why you used Honesty and Trust in your text, that means so much to me 🙏 don't worry I am not religious ( as in what we call religion) but I speak from the Heart and Soul , not from the mind. I only used these exact 2 words last Friday, comforting a Lady I know. My exact words in my text:..... I know how disappointed you must have been in her , as Honesty and Trust is important to you.....! And now you use these exact words. I do not think anyone has ever use in a conversation, only me 😁😁😁 Not sure what time it is in California but enjoy the rest of your day / or night and thank you again for your message 💛

@@dr.christopherjohnson935 Hi Christopher, I fully understand that you chose to have no friends when Trust & Honesty is important to you. Sadly this world can be a lonely one if you have standards I am lucky to have ** my tribe 😁** of like-minded people, very lucky ! The group is small but I like it that way ( my choice) as every one of my friends has my full Trust. I am able to read people's truth in their eyes ( window to their soul) can pick up on **fake** people these days, so as I said, the group is not large but beautiful people. What keeps you from not trying? You have to have Faith I guess. You have so much to give, I know that because of what you wrote to me . Do not be afraid to trust..... I promise you that there are lots of beautiful people out there. Just smile openly and you will be surprised. My life has not been easy and when I grew up there were a lot of obstacles I had to overcome. I always cared about everything and so was different, kids and young adults do like to bully those who are different but I learnd a lot!!!! I never gave up on unconditiinal Love and it has paid off in my beautiful friends I have . Let's talk some more another day. Glad you found me and glad I answered . I normally don't . I could not believe that you wrote Trust & Honesty, you are right, it ment to be. Good night from the UK

He’ll be okay.

Very good points.

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Also that some choose to come here to good loving families. Knowing the happy lives they will live will contribute to raising the earths vibration. Others of us choose a harder path so the lessons we learn help to raise the earths evolution.

I agree! I think part of our learning experience here is to find inspiration and live in the flow. I haven’t figured it out yet 😂

@@fuzzyd888 🙌me too, my first question upon returning is 'how do I get one of those lives?'😂 And I'd like access to Dimash, Dolly and Taylor's journey to this life, all their previous lives to see how they worked their way into being able to create such fulfilling lives....and even better if possible would be to receive their counsel!! fingers crossed!

I'm glad!

I think we aren’t forced but it’s like agreeing to a challenge and then being in the middle of it and realizing it’s so difficult

My wee boy said the same. He missed his other family. He said he died, he misses them.

My grandson has told me (3) he saw me before he was born. That's why he came, because of me!??.