Mysta Breaks Down Crying and Opens Up About His Feelings 

I feel so bad for mysta.. he doesnt deserve any of the shit he gets, hes human too, its okay for him to cry, he didint hurt us, real mystakes dont shame on him for crying like a normal person. Just because he cries doesnt mean hes emotional or hes doing that to hurt us, hes literally the one whos hurt, he deserves more love. I wish him lots of love, safety and support in whatever he does in the future. Fuck the people who hates on mysta for being human

Stop 👏 telling 👏 men 👏 that 👏 they 👏 shouldn't 👏 show 👏 emotions 👏

I stayed up last night just to cry to this scene tbh 😭

Just hearing any member in Nijisanji crying fucking hurts bro. The tears honestly make me realize how fast time has gone. We will love Mysta, and continue to support him, even after his graduation. Luxiem will always be 5! ❤🧡💛💙💜

The way he said “i dont want to hurt people” just ache me. I love mysta with all my heart

I fucking hate that he had to hurt because of such immature people. I really hope he starts to heal once he graduates. He'll be missed like crazy of course, but he also deserves so much better than what he was dealt.

man, this shit reminds me of the stereotype that "men can't/shouldn't cry" like. He is human too. He should freely show his real emotions. He doesn't deserve people shitting on him for doing a human thing.

you don't always have to stay strong. even though i say this i feel like most of us are like mysta

Damn so sad but i wanna say somthin mysta...its just my opinion but... if you cry and someone cries along, it's not a bad thing, we just appreciate you sharing your feelings, ...... someone might, but most of them are never upset by you, just thank you for telling us this. I respect it if it's your way to calm down, but revealing it doesn't hurt us. Its okay. ..... gosh i just thank u so much mysta it was great to watch ur streams and have fun... we'll miss u a lot

I almost teared up in public watching this

Really hope he'll find more self acceptance and peace after graduation. Crying is completely normal and it's nothing to be ashamed of. Crying is a natural reaction when you feel really sad, or really happy, and it's also normal for someone to cry for/with you. It's because they care, not because they're burdened. Sadly being a public figure, there's people that will make drama and be hateful to every little thing you do- and of course if Mysta doesn't want to deal with the negative reactions then it's fair he doesn't want to get emotional on stream. But I hope he'll understand one day that he isn't a burden for feeling things, for being emotional or vulnerable at times, and people crying with him isn't because they're hurt or burdened it's because a lot of people actually have sympathy. It can be good to cry and let it all out.

It hurts hearing this, I'm still praying that Mysta will still be safe in his future journeys without us.

"I don't want to hurt people" "I don't want to be a burden" this is just too real man...I feel the same way sometimes. I know he may never read this message, but I just wanna say...I hear you Mysta, I truly do. I may have never watched your streams, but I was there for your graduation. I wish you the best🧡🦊

God, why do some people out there have to be so freaking stupid or insensitive? This man needs a genuine, loving hug. I hope he gets more of that in his life now that he's graduated.

My heart breaks hearing this bro...😭

Dang this is sad bro

i don't always watch mysta's stream on real time since i live on the other side of the world but last night was my first time watching his stream from start to finish, i'll miss mysta so much :(( but i wish him the best and hopefully he finds happiness in the real world

Relatable but for me, i just distant myself from people even the people I'm comfortable with i still put a wall between us cuz I don't wanna burdened them or even hurt them from my opinions so i kept all my opinions and emotion myself

I remember feeling like this at one point in my life. I hope he finds all the happiness he gave us and more in the future. He really deserves that. And he needs to realize, its ok to hurt people, because we all think its all we are, when its only one aspect of being human. He has also made people happy. A lot. I hope he knows that.

Damn this is too relatable...😢 I'm gonna miss him... 🥺😭

HELD A TEAR FOR THIS ONGGGG. People often overlooked just how sweet he is and behind this mysta persona, he’s really just another guy, another person like all of us. I really genuinely hope he finds the peace he deserves after this graduation 🧡

bro I broke down with him during stream 😭😭 I really wish he realizes theres so many Mystakes who love him for who he is. I really want him to look at himself through our eyes:( I hope he heals and realizes being emotional is normal

words cant explain how much i want to give him a hug ;-;

Crying is actually not a bad thing! I often have trouble crying, even when I'm sad and I want to cry. So sometimes, when I'm really stressed out and I need a good cry to relieve all of that stress and feel better, I go out of my way to watch something sad. So even though I obviously don't want Mysta to be sad and I want him to have the best life he can have, I also hope he can realize one day that crying and making people cry because of that, is not an entirely bad thing and can help people too 🧡

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MYSTAAAAAA ok im overexaggerating, if it makes him happy then it makes me happy, but im still sad hes gonna leave huhuhu:(

Mysta was the one of my favorite vtuber to watch when I'm so down, but today we must be brave not to cry saying goodbyes and smile saying you deserve it.

By the time this moment went up I had to sleep at the time, but hearing him trying to mask his emotions because he got berated by having them is the most fucked up moment I hear, the first time I heard it broke me, after months of trying to cry, because I feel hurt, I feel pissed of real bad because of him having human emotions, he never deserved such fucked up views, it's going to take a while but I does not make less of him as a person, and if some people have issues on having them, that's their fucking problem, not his. Sorry I rambled out but, it needs to be said, Mysta, Mysta, thank you for being you again, and keep being you, always.

I know it’s hard to like talk about emotions and cry, but like everything he said is how I feel on a daily basis. I love Mysta for being able to open up and say how he feels. 🧡🦊

I wanna give this man a hug so bad

man he's such a mood 🥺 I remember I really vibed with him early on because he doesn't say nice things often. I also get really uncomfortable or anxious when people are too positive so kinda understand why he's this way. I for sure don't want my loved ones to experience all the negative feelings I felt once so I always try to prioritise their happiness and try to be positive for them. Learning to love yourself and reciprocate the love others give can be really really hard sometimes, he'll get there one day, I'm sure 🧡

I can’t believe he’s worried about us mystakes being hurt when it seems like he’s hurting the most from this 🙁🙁 I love him sm he deserves everything. He should be able to cry and show emotion freely on his own part because it’s okay. I really hope he is able to relax after he graduates. I hope the best for him 🫶

It hurts hearing him speak about this but for me the part that hurts most is that the second he stared to cry so did I and when he tried to stop I also tried to stop, the part that really hurts is that Mysta, the things he’s saying about his life and his emotions that’s exactly how I am with them that’s why it hurts so much

i wanted to hug him so bad during that stream...

i was there for this moment and i made me cry hearing how hurt Mysta is, i hate that he feels so negatively about himself and i hope one day he'll realise why hes so love, in his next chapter i know he'll be much more free and comfortable, we all respect his decision to graduate and we're proud of him to do so

Before Nijisanji I didn't think I'd see myself in anyone ever, so seeing him talk about becoming "emotionless" over time hits home. It's really sad Mysta is dealing with it too :

"I don't want to burden people with my feelings" is exactly the same reason i don't open up if im sad.

I just wanna hug him and say its okay to cry. And that we are crying too because we care about him

I LITERALLY CRIED SO MUCH DURING THIS STREAM ESPECIALLY THIS PART, I WISH THAT HE COULD SEE HIMSELF AS WORTHY. WHEN HE CRIES I DONT FEEL HURT I DONT THINK ANY MYSTAKES DO. I FEEL A WEIRD SENSE OF COMFORT IDK ITS JUST NO ONE COMES TO ME FOR COMFORT SO MYSTA CRYING OBVIOUSLY MAKES ME CRY BUT IM HAPPY THAT HE'S AT LEAST A BIT OPEN ABOUT HIS REAL FEELINGS TO US. AND I HATE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE SHITTED ON HIM FOR JUST BEING A REGULER STREAMER OR JUST A HUMAN IN GENERAL OF BEING OPEN ABOUT HIS FEELINGS AND HIS LIFE. I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH THAT I ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR HIM. I FEEL UPSET AND SAD ABOUT HIM LEAVING BUT ITS FOR THE BEST, I'LL RESPECT HIS DECISIONS AND CHOICES. ALL OF US HAVE TOO (Sorry I just needed to at least say something, im sorry if any of you dislike any of my opinions and thought, if you do just ignore this and keep going with your day)

I hope he feels better.. even though I couldn’t make it to his last stream and didn’t watch him as much, he was still my first every vtuber I watched when I came into the vtuber community :(( we will miss him

That's actually terribly relatable, I know exactly what he means by "otherwise people around me start to get hurt".

I wanna hug him so badddd T-T

I don't know this Mysta person but the fact that he cried and explained his feelings, it's just painful to hear. It makes me cry. I feel so bad for him, he deserved better. No one should hate on someone else for being emotional, you should be able to express your feelings, not hold it in. Everyone deserves a shoulder to cry on.

the bgm the topic...... it's so sad it gets me cry so hard

mysta….. 😿

Being in this stream made me cry so much

Hi Mysta (if you ever see this) and Mystakes. I feel this a lot myself. Whenever I am sad about something, I try to push it aside until I can have a moment to myself to cry and feel sad. Although, I sometimes have a hard time holding back and my friends and family notice when I am upset about something. However, sometimes sharing your feelings to someone else can help take some of the hurt away. Humans as a society have learned empathy to deal with our problems. I remember not too long ago, when I heard about your graduation, and it hurt. I was really sad about it, to the point where I couldn't do my job because I was having so much anxiety. It wasn't until I sat with my mom and sobbed into her arms about it that I started to feel better. She has no idea what Vtubers even are, but she was there for me when I was feeling upset because that's how she is. I don't want that story to come off as a guilt trip. I just want you to know that it's okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry, it's okay to be annoyed. What is not okay is shaming others for having these feelings. And to those people who shamed you, I feel bad for them because they probably have a lot of problems. You're a fantastic streamer, online personality, etc. I hope you thrive wherever you go next.

This is like one month's ago... But I still cried from this day.. The part where mysta don't want to burden people is just like me like mystakes.. I just hold it even tho my friends is shaming me.. It makes me feel like a burden.. I hope mysta will get better soon.🧡

Awwww I know so many guys that dont wanna hurt ppl and afraid of hurting someone. You remind me so much of someone i once knew this is so sad T^T

He doesn’t realize that his feelings don’t burden us, the thing that hurts us is the bad people who treat him that way and tell him not to show feelings

We might won't cry for those who shed tears, but we always cry for those who hold it back.

I hope the rest of lexium sees this conforts him. He needs this, I don't want him to be alone.

"I don't wanna hurt people man" If that isn't relatable- I'm gonna miss this goof, he was the main reason I found Nijisanji and even tho I wasn't very active on his streams I loved what he did and how much joy he'd bring to everyone around him

even though i am not that BIG fan for mysta and i dont know alot...when i saw this i actually cried...i really felt like he is a REALLY pure person and he really deserves the best, i juat hope he is happy in his life💗.

I can feel what mysta feels...im praying for him to have a happy life with his family and friends 🧡🧡 you will always be my favorite NIJIEN vtuber mysta, i heart you 🫂

MYSTA 🥹🥹🥹🥹

2:42 😢😢😢 MYSTAI 🥺💛🧡 i miss you It's okay. Your happiness is mine. The sad feeling of my narcissist Therefore Don't cry. 🧸🎧🎶

He just described what it's like being "the funny friend". Always trying to crack jokes, trying to keep the mood light and funny, never showing other people your emotional side which makes them think you don't need comforting and shit. But as soon as you even shed a tear, you get so much shit for it which makes you bottle up all of your emotions. There will always be people who will say "its okay to cry" and whatnot but as soon as you do, nobody wants to hear about it. You hide that part of yourself away from everyone so all they see is your "goofy" side. I've been in his shoes before, the only difference being that it was people who I thought were my friends giving me shit. That was only about 3 people, I couldn't imagine how it feels for hundreds of people telling you horrible things. It takes a massive toll on you. My experience happened all the way back in 2020 and I'm still recovering from the emotional abuse caused by it. I know this is probably jumbled and hard to read but if anyone reading this is currently going through something similar, you are not alone. I don't have much advice to give. Just know that people understand what you are feeling.

Though he has graduated we will always support him and if someone says different they are wrong... Men, no matter what, should be allowed to show their feelings and the shit they get is absolutely ridiculous.

I hope Mysta can open up more and express his feelings better, and that he realizes he's not a burden to anyone 🧡. This also hit way to close to fucking home, really wish the best for this man.

I wish people would let guys cry, they are allowed too. It’s not immature or “unmanly” it’s okay. Let men cry. Let them show emotion.

1:35 baby no, if you need to talk- omg my poor baby fox

This hurts, still It hurts......

I'm sorry to hear that Mysta. It really is hard for guys.

Im literally holding back my tears cause Im in public rn😭

I just wanna hug him honestly.. I just feel bad ?

I stayed up until morning to watch this stream😭 i cried sm at this, its okay to cry Mysta🧡

BRO THE URGE TO JUMP IN THE SCREEN TO HUG HIM

Side rant: People shouldn’t tell other people or just men that they shouldn’t show emotions…it’s perfectly normal to cry and not crying is supposed to be healthy. Mysta feels that he hurts people by crying and just that he hurts people and it’s relatable. He isn’t alone and people are messed up. We have to normalize this so people stop doing this or they can even hurt themselves thinking that it’s alright when it’s not. He shouldn’t feel upset about crying, no one should because your human and it can’t be helped. You don’t always have to be strong. To Mysta and people who relate, I hope u know that it’s okay to cry, fall apart, or be strong when your not because sometimes the only way to heal is to fall apart. I’m with u guys in the same band wagon. Sending all my love and I’ll keep supporting even after he graduates or if he did already. And sorry this was long 🧡💛🧡

This makes me want to send Mysta many virtual hugs. I think crying is ok, it’s just a way to let emotions out. It helps a lot sometimes

I only recently discovered Nijisanji, and although I never watched a stream of Mysta’s I still manage to miss him. When I look at his old streams and collabs, I wish I could’ve been there along with everyone else on the journey. I love his energy and I respect that he has chosen what he wants instead of continuing down this path when it doesn’t truly make him happiest. I wish him well.

Owh poor mysta , he's never hurt us he makes us so so happy , we're so proud of him ❤️❤️🙏

Even when on twitter and streams he address hater like a chad. In the end the one who followed him know that Mysta is not a fucking stone that doesn't care about anything but content. Man really is genius content creator and I respect him a lot. Thanks for the memories Mysta. You held well, you did your best. Good luck on your future endeavour. I wish you success. Big enough so we can see you again if you stick in this industry

of course sometimes you cant stop yourself from crying, but I think it is acutally really beautiful to have someone cry in your presence, especially if someone lets their walls down to you on purpose. of course Mystas case it is not the usual meaning in private, it is very public (making for lots of kind and...less kind responses), but even if someone cries in front of me and I feel bad for them and want to comfort them, take away what is hurting them, at the same time it is beautiful to me because it is an unfiltered kind of emotion(al expression), that allows for deeper connection if you let it. it is just such a true moment of human-ness that I just dont understand anyone that is unkind to someone who is crying. and if someone has emotions that just need out and you as the other person are not in the headspace to react to that (or watch it), you can always just say that, that you yourself have depleted batteries or whatever it is and excuse yourself from the situation (or just stop watching). it really can be that simple

mysta is such a sweetheart, he has every right to cry and he shouldn't feel as if he's not allowed to. Its hard for some people to let out things, because of what people have told them in the past. But it doesn't make him annoying for allowing himself to open up his feelings. Its terrible people have told him otherwise, life really isnt fair but its more the people you've met that don't make it easier. I hope for so much happiness for him. He's one of my main comfort streamers

I love the all the support of the community

I'm just glad he's in a better place now.

Mysta is like me when I feel sad and hurt man.. I too, tried to be as secret as possible when I cry cuz I don't want ppl to see me cry and start to get annoyed. Even my family sometime tell me that so I understand how he felt. Mysta, he maybe a fun guy on the outside but down there, he can be sad, vulnerable, and discouraged too. He's a human after all. If I can tell him in person, all I want to say is thank you for sharing your feelings and give us so much hope, advices, and fun times. I appreciate it a lot. And I wish you healthy, happy, and success in the future. Now, I know some people can't understand how hard it is to be a Vtuber. I hope seeing this can change their mindset. Anyways, thank you for sharing the clip 💕

This made me tear upp. Seeing him leave Is honestly the saddest part of my life and watching him and luxiem was making my day and seeing him cry shatters my heart I'm gonna miss this amazing human being sooo much luxiem will always and I mean always will be five ❤🧡💛💙💜

This is my first time seeing this streamer and I have to say am shocked …. I .. he described how I basically grew up, my childhood ….. man , people being weirded out by my strong feelings and then forcing myself to always bury them …. I feel his pain …. I wish him well and I hope he’s alright

I’m really gonna miss him and all his relatable advice and stuff his laugh his breakdowns fuck I’m crying too man 😣

When he said “ I don’t want them to “ and he made that sound made me tear up..

We love you so much Mysta. Wishing you the best in life and thank you for giving us a great memory all this years….

Mysta is very precious, he may say he has a cold and emotionless exterior.. but I think we all knew already how kind, compassionate and caring he is, and the evidence is all in the interactions he has had with the other livers and moments on stream as well. Seeing how he is always concerned about being careful not to hurt anyone or not make anyone feel burdened... but instead he would hurt himself in the process, and overburden himself, is very painful to witness.. I hope he knows that we are all hurt when he is, because we care about him, and only want him to be happy. He didnt deserve such treatment after opening himself that time, but I hope that from the beginning and now, and even the future, he knows that we wish for him to live well, and happy.

This is so sad, i hate what he does to himself. This isnt fair :( He's human, he has the right to feel sad and cry. Its unfair of what his past made him grow with, those people are terrible. I wish he knew that he doesnt have to "take responsibility" of his own human emotions and what it does to others, it doesn't matter what others think, you should feel whatever you want to feel. He was and still is at the moment, in a great place. BETTER then what he had to go through in the past, I hope things change and get better in the future after he leaves :((

NOO MYSTAAAA. HOW ARE PEOPLE STILL SAYING SHIT TO HIM IN THIS STATE DO PEOPLE NOT HAVE HEARTS?

He's a real person with real feelings and emotions, just like anyone else. I'm so glad that he escaped the toxic idol culture. He's better off without it IMO. I wish him the best and that he goes far with his dreams.

I feel so sad for Mysta!everyone should feel like they are safe and show emotion.Everyone should be able to show emotions even if they are happy or sad.Pls take care of yourself and others.always remember that you are worth it

I love him sm I wish he didn't experience all of that and I wish he could express himself whenever he wants. Being emotional is smth i struggle with a lot and I understand how it must have felt for him to be told not to be emotional but I hope he can live without worrying about burening others 😭

Personally when someone feels vulnerable and safe enough to cry in front of me, I cherish that, it's ok to not be ok, you're not a burden Mysta. Immature people feel uncomfortable with real emotions and they don't know how to deal with it but mature people will always see it as sth worth protecting, you're allowed to feel what you feel, you're not a burden and people who love and cherish you will always do their best to be there for you because they want to be, because knowing you're ok or at least that they can be there for you when you're not is more important to them than anything. Emotions can get overwhelming for people, but that doesn't mean you're hurting them or that they can't deal with it, people grow Mysta, you do too, don't let your past define your present, trust in those around you who tell you that you are loved and that they're there for you, let yourself feel what you feel you're going to be a lot happier when you learn to accept the parts of you that you've abandoned then you won't have to hide anymore

At that moment, I realized that a real person was hiding behind it...

i relate to this a little too much, he deserves good things & to be emotional if he wants to

I feel bad for him. He gets so much bullshit but he’s such a nice person. He should be able to cry, but he shouldn’t have to apologize, because he didn’t do anything wrong. I feel like this graduation is the best for him. I wish him all of the best whenever he is gone. We love you Mysta!! Thank you for everything 🧡

This makes me happy that he’s graduating, yeah I’m sad, I’m upset that he won’t be around anymore but I’m absolutely happy that he won’t have to deal with this anymore. Boy oh boy does this hit close to home. I don’t normally cry with stuff like this but I felt this in my very soul. He says he doesn’t want to make others cry with his troubles but I personally think it shows how others care and that they’ll be there through the good and the bad, of course we aren’t his friends but we’re his viewers and the least we could do is care for the very person who put his blood sweat and tears into the work he’s created for us.

i dont watch or know him but.. damn man i hope he knows that there are so many people who don't mind and appreciate him as he is 😭🙏 love you man just be yourself and remember you don't always have to be perfect❤

Crying hearing Mysta telling about himself was one of the things that made me create a connection with him very fast. I wish he knew that crying is not a bad thing, and him making us cry doesn't mean he's hurting us.

i broke down with him too but i hope he knows it wasn’t because he hurt me, but because i love him

poor mysta I hope he will find peace within himself, everyone be strong for mysta!

Crying rn 😭it hurts to see him like that I hope he’s better in the future

Mysta cry as much as you want. No judgement. Let your emotions out. Crying is a beautiful healthy reaction if you're dealing with strife and frustrations.

I wish I could tell him that he has made many people including me laugh a lot😭😭 crying is ok, we all cry for different reasons, I legit cry for every thing💀 but I’m ok with it because crying is a way for me to express how I feel wether that’s happiness or sadness❤ Mysta if you ever see this I hope you know that we all love u very much and even tho I haven’t been here for long, I feel in love with u (platonic) you made me laugh a lot🥰 I love I forever and ever, I hope one day u won’t feel burdened or think that you have to be the one that’s emotionless, like a stone. There’s nth wrong with crying, we all feel over whelmed crying or seeing others crying wondering what should I do, but yk sometimes u don’t have to do anything at all just sit there and be with them, if it’s online just listening/reading to what they’ve said is ok. I hope no one feels like they have to be the one that shouldn’t show emotions❤️ take care, sorry for the late happy graduation, we will always support u and what undo in the future just pls be safe and well❤️❤️❤️