“People can have lovers. They can have friends. They can be together. But when you think about it, you’ll see that originally, we’re alone.” - Nana Osaki
Every time I hear the ''Hey Nana....'' introduction, I really feel like crying. I don't think there is an anime that makes me feel as nostalgic as this one.
No, that was at the end of the episodes, I think. I'm pretty sure. Whichever it is, I feel you. I liked Osaki Nana (punk) over Komatsu Nana (girly?). Nana O. was cool. I hated how Nana K. was "in love with love", but I can also kind of understand why she was. Oh no! Sorry I rambled. LOL.
Chrissy710 lol yeah everytime I hear that line my heart hurts, especially because I went through a really similar dramatic friendship with one of my best friends lol and he actually was the one that showed nana to me
@@allenliew1028 you are wrong. Nana is one of the most popular and important manga in Japan. Moreover, in one year, Nana overcame One piece. Nana sold 43 millions.
Honestly, when I finished watching Nana I was super frustrated with Hachi but as I slowly realised that in reality if anyone were to be in her position, most of them would too sacrifice "losing" a love one for a better life for their child. I think it also applies to Nana which sacrificed "losing" Hachi for her being a successful singer.
i hated hachi so much then i realized it’s cause i saw myself in her and i started understanding her character was well done and what she did was the logical choice
better life? bruh are you for real? it is the most naive and idiotic thing to believe that just because someone is the biological parent, forcing to live with them together is the "best and ideal choice for the child"....that is just dumb brainwashing people did on humans in order to control them in a certain way....it is also to put "women in their place"...because in societies where a women thinks she has to stay with the father no matter what "for their childs sake", usually there is still underlying or very obvious misoginy in their system....so a woman who is not with the dude who made her pregnant is "worthless" and children who are without the biological parents and ESPECIALLY a father have a hard time being "accepted" properly...i was born in a very forward country that was one of the birthplaces of psychology and pedagogy (germany) where a woman was the first ever "bundeskanzler" and was at the same time raised with the views from turkish/muslim community....so i know both sides....and i feel like i am in a grey zone (where i feel very comfortable)....i also grew up only surrounded by toxic ass attitude and shit about women and children and marriage....my own family is dysfunctional, every marriage of my relatives is dysfunctional and the only reason why i as a child knew it was all wrong was because i saw families where they did it properly....the unconditional love thing and self-reflection, respect etc thing....between couple and the parents and kids...obviously they fought and had issues, but there was no gaslighting or shit like in the my family/relatives and the people in this community....my own mother put the heavy burden of "i am with him for your sake, because you are girls" on me since i was 8....she was the one who could not live with a ruined reputation...i was a child that didn't give a fuck about anyone else but valued myself first, but i was forced to live between a toxic couple because of this fucked up idea that "it was the best for me and my sibling"....i would have wished for my mom the be happy instead, even if divorced an my narcissistic father to realise that he really can loose people he thinks he owns because "he made them" and "is married by law to them" if he is a bastard and learn from the consequences or just fuck off if he doesn't want to....sure in a sense i didn't face issues a child from divorced parents has, but for what price? this dude actually in the manga raped her and that is why she is pregnant (it was not really properly shown in the anime, but if you watch properly she was put in a tough spot and pressured into it)...he is a narcissistic almost socipathic bastard as well.....he doens`t give a fuck about his children really and mostly just gives them all money and thinks he fulfilled his duty that way and is satisfied knowing he "owns her finally" while he goes around having affairs and what not....as the child in such a family, you think you would be happy? those children were brought into the world through twisted ways and grew up in a twisted environment....she could have been still with her true love and i am sure if they talked it out he would have accepted the children as his own may be and she would have had a happy life and given the kids a more healthy environment.....seeing two caretakers who are happy and full of love....or even as a single mother...she would don't have been alone...she had so many people (that after choosing to run away and be with him instead who was the "easiest path" she lost) who would have helped and would even have found new ones surely....it just rubs me the wrong way when people don't understand the magnitude of the sentence "for the children" and especially the selfishness, the subjectiveness, the pressure and cowardice that sentence usually hides....did the child ask for it? pshhh
@@oofoofers i was havign insomnia dude...i needed to let out stress in ways that would not wake up the people in the house at 3 am so you just served a great opportunity to vent hahahah
"You know Hachi, our life depends only on ourselves... I'm still convinced about this. But I've also learnt to accept that people don't all become as strong, and it made me kinder than before."
@@MishiaEatingUnicorn I feel that. I honestly don't remember when I first I watched Nana (I wanna say 2015), but I've revisited the whole thing since then a couple times over and boy, it hits like a freight train every time, even when you know it's coming. Such a beautifully crafted story!
The moments when Nana hears Takumi say he'll take care of the child at the end of ep 31 and when Nobu is crying next to Nana's bed at the end of ep 32 are perhaps the two most emotionally powerful moments I've ever experienced from a piece of fiction
@@patrickmalone3665 yeah he is a conflicting character and I can both hate and on the other side be glad that he took care of Nana and satsuki, but the way he achieved this was infuriating
The Hachiko's empty room haunts me. I was in the same situation like Nana Osaki, being left alone in an empty apartment but full of memories. I can never forget the day I opened the door and saw all of my roommate's stuff were gone. It was kind of like losing half of my life.
I have similar situation but not a roommate but a neighbor. They were so kind and everytime they cooked something delicious they always brought something for me when they need to move out because they sell the house i was so sad. Now, they demolish the house and it became an empty lot. But really so sad to hear your story.
The problem is that we understand how much people are important for us only when we lose them. Normally we take them for granted, but we forget that others have their own lives, that often take different paths from our. We have to make each day matter, because we don't know for how long they'll stay with us.
It happened with my best friend, we didn't live together but shitty things happened. It still hurts like hell scrolling down to that conversation and not being able to see his profile picture or his name in my contacts. Just a number without a profile picture and our last interaction. Four long messages. I still feel like a part of me is missing. I feel so lonely without him. Even if i aprecciate every moment with him. I wish i could see him again. I wish i could turn back time and make things right, now that i look back on it and i understand what i did wrong.
_"Every year around Christmas time I pray for a miracle. Not that I believe in angels or Santa Claus but it's the night that Nana and Ren first met."_ Listening to this on christmas got me like 😢
Hey Hachi... no matter how many times, or how often people hurt each other, loving someone is never a waste. That love letter you left me I still cherish it.
this anime broke my heart in a lot of tiny little pieces. damn it started simple and happy but then, it brought me to the reallity of this whole life, this World and how humans are...
same,this was my second anime i wached and it had a very big impact on me,this teach me that life can be cruel and we can't control all...things happend and we have to accept it....i was crying so fucking bad.Nana will always be a part of my heart caz.this anime teach me shg important
I heard somewhere that writing Nana was beginning to depress the author which I don't know if it's true or not, but I wouldn't be opposed to a reboot with an alternate happy ending lol
@@BarneysPlayhouse Yes you did haha. I came back to search for songs because I finished reading the manga and I need this. I grew up with Paradise Kiss and Nana.
Ai Yazawa's storytelling was masterful in Nana. But it took her years of work to achieve this perfection, Paradise Kiss was great, also Gokinjo Monogatari, relly great stuff there and you can see a lot of Nana in her past works. She took small pieces from all her stories and put them in Nana. It's too sad such a huge project was never completed.
What can I say? Nana was a great anime , with normal people with normal and complicate life . Love, regrets, sadness, friendship ..I have learn some things ..one of them think twaise before take a decision and never trast so easy in people ..they are not what they seams. And ofcourse keep thouse who loves you close :)
this song is very emotional, they always end the episode with something sad happening and then slowly transition to playing this very sad tone of music, can't help but to also feel sad for NANA
I was 12 years old when i watched it I'm now 25 a French teacher with my own car and a great loyal loving boyfriend but My love for Nana would never end and could never be forgotten I'll always come back to her in my lowest period of time ❤
Nana broke my heart fifteen years ago and it still makes me sad. And I'm telling you, I'm actually considering going back to Wattpad after all those years and writing an unofficial, slightly less painful (maybe even happy end) sequel. Otherwise my soul won't rest in peace.
+Anatsuii I felt the other way about it, when Nana broke the second glass for the pieces to be heart shaped, I understood that they will always take care of each other even with clumsiness and sorrow, which I find so beautiful :)
Gam Pray That's a beautiful way to see the thing, I didn't saw this but yep I think we can see that too For me it meant that it was the end of something and that nothing will be the same ever again and it hurt.. But when you think about it that's how life is, things will eventually change and that's how it is you can't do anything about it but you can cherish the past moment and try your best for the futur ones I was really younger than today so I think I didn't realize that at the time , I should rewatch it or read the manga maybe ~
Just finished the anime again after 10 years... The feelings left are even worse because I saw the anime in high school and now I'm 25. The way I interpreted the story is much much deeper and sad unfortunately.
wish i could watch this show for the first time again. This anime had me go through every emotion lol, it’s so well written it really feels real. i wish we could get the ending :( i miss hachi and nana
"nee nana" "hachiko" "osaki nana breaks strawberry cups" "komatsu nana stops going to the studio" Even tho she went back to studio , they also felt that thing will not be the same again Memories...
Lyrics (In English): I can't count the nights When I've hoped tomorrow won't come I've lost my dreams and my love Lashed by the rain I'm crying, crying, crying, crying… What do I need to do to be able to live as I am Without dressing myself up? I can't even believe in myself, so what should I believe in? The answer is so close that I can't see it I cry black tears I have nothing, I'm so sad Unable even to put it into words My whole body begins to ache I can't take being alone --------------------------------- At night I grew tired of crying And drew my face, yet it wasn't my face I need to stop hiding my weakness And putting on a smile… Is it the hardest thing in the world To live without dressing oneself up? If I could have something from you, I want something intangible I no longer need things that can break Even if I cry black tears and scream Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face And I'll come up against the same pain If those days are going to continue Then I want to go far away Even though I know it's selfish of me… ------------------------- I cry black tears I have nothing, I'm so sad Unable even to put it into words My whole body begins to ache Even if I cry black tears and scream Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face And I'll come up against the same pain If those days are going to continue Then I want to go far away Even though I know it's selfish of me…
Everytime I hear NANA's soundtrack I feel like someone's squeezing my heart, just like when I heard Hachi saying "Hey, Nana..." while watching the anime.
Watching Nana is kinda like watching a giant asteroid hurtling towards Earth. It starts off slow but you know shits eventually gonna go down. Then when its about to crash into Earth its like "Ohhhhh fffuck..." And then when it smashes into Earth its like "HOLLLLLYYY SHIT!....... AMAZING..."
I fucking love this anime.... it always makes my heart feel a certain way that no other anime has done. This anime seriously hits home and I can feel myself in their positions throughout the series... I watched this in high school and now I’m a corporate office employee, no matter how many years pass and what stage in my life I may be, this anime warms my heart and then breaks it every time. I love it Currently listening to this song in my earphone, crying to myself in my office lmao ❤️ her voice is so raw and beautiful, it suited Nana very much
"Nana,ti ricordi la prima volta che ci siamo incontrate? Dato che io sono un tipo che crede fermamente nel destino,penso che sia stato proprio il fato...ridi pure se vuoi"
My first anime ever and probably the one I'll keep rewatching until the end of time. It had a huge impact on my life. I cannot explain it. This story is not like the others and when I hear this song (and all the other ones) I feel a deep sadness inside me. This anime made me feel so much. It touches my soul. Nothing will ever be the same.
Pfffff there is no comparing Nana to Clannad, as much as I loved Clannad After Story, Nana is nothing short of a masterpiece, one of the best romances ever created.
Clannad is overrated. After story was alright, the ending was shit. It would have been much better if they made a different ending. I would even say that nana is a masterpiece, but I can't say that because it's not completed.
After I saw nana I got pretty much sensible, I used to be a person no as emotional as now. I can't describe how much I love nana and everyday I wake up and don't see an announced season 2 a part of me die. Sorry for my English.
Just finished the anime, I knew it was incomplete but goddamn it hurts so much to not see any continuation for an anime you love after a decade. I can also read the manga but it's also on hiatus. Such a shame because this is one of the best anime I've watched in a while. I really hope I see an ending for this someday!
animalruless YES! This anime is soo unique i never really seen an anime that doesn't have moe in it before xD and the english dub fits the characters! and yes hachi (Nana) has the same voice as barbie xD
animalruless Yes, It's really such an emotional anime and the music throughout the anime is just so well written. Unfortunately there isnt a second season cause the director got sick, but the story story does continue in the manga!
I remember watching the Entire anime on netflix. So many late nights 2 or 3 yrs ago. on the last episode, this ending played I started crying. It was just so sad and the song made it even more sad. Brings back memories.
NANA always speaks to me and ALWAYS pulls me back from the brink when I am in an EXTREMELY DARK PLACE and especially when I feel like giving up and ending it all. NANA ALWAYS PULLS ME BACK! I do cry during some episodes. Especially on the inside.
okay let me ramble for a bit. so you know how its just two girls who have a bit of love problems. yeahits just cause its so painfully realistic and the characters are so real. and nana has such a personality that just touches me so much. it might be cause i feel a lot like her in some ways. but the way she is portrayed is so real and sad and its just such a chance that is happens. and the way she loves ren is so realistic. and the way hachi feels and thinks and what happens to her is just portrayed in such a good ay that it makes it so beautiful and horribly sad at the same time. thats why i cry when i watch. its beacause i can see it happening and be sad. but its also because it about two best friends that need eachother and the feeling that there is really one other person out there in this awful universe that you can trust in a different way than with anyone else. that there is one person that you can understand and that they can understasnd you. it also hurt to watch this just becaus eits between two girls so close. it just reminds me of things that i rather not. but at the same time its nice to watch. cause its that i can watch what i lost and just see it from an outside perspective. its somewhat like i never lost it. but thats why its sad. becasuse i dont have that anymore. but i love nana. i always will.
what the hell. this was a few episodes ago. now in on episode 21. i cried so much on episode 18. i really want someone to love me the same way that ren loves nana and nana loves ren. it was just so beautiful but so sad at the same time. i wish that i will have a friendship that nana and hachi has again. i once did have it. but what i was most afraid of happened. hahha is not even so long ago but im still whining. well i guess thats what happends when you trust someone. they leave. everybody leaves. well. its fine. i love nana so much. i started watching it like 24 hours ago. but i just love it so much. the bond between nana and hachi is truly so beautiful. i really hope it doesnt hurt so bad. i still have like 28 episodes left. i really hope nana and ren stays good. it will hurt too much to watch them break apart again. ohhh i really hope none of them die. then i would really not know what to do with myself. what if my bestfriend died. i hope she forgives me. i hope she talks to me again. i hope she still loves me like i love her. i wish i never let go of her hand. that i could just hold her forever and for always. but thats not my life works. hahha it will be fun to look back at all my rambling in later years. if i still live. i love writing my thoughts on random youtube videoes. i hope nobody i know sees this. well. i will probably be back to ramble more after some episodes. ohh and also right now i am crocheting a tapestry of just the word "NANA". but i just realized that it might be like the wrong way around. like mirrored i think it might be called. anyway. i will be back. dmmtm.
im on episode 24 now. i love all the songs. but i am really worried about whats gonna happen. i feel so bad for hachi. and i hateeeee takumi. he needs to shut up and leave. i just love shin so much tho. but someone needs to take care of him. he is fifteen yeah? i feel bad for him. but the things nana says about hachi when she meets up with yasu in the resturaunt. its so sad. but when nana was talking with ren, and he asked her to move in or something like that. im so worried. i dont want nana and hachi to stop living together. i think they need eachother. anyway. ill keep watching. ill be back.
i just watched episode 28. im so happy hachi broke it off with takumi. i really cant stand him. and he says such unsensetive things. ren is wayyyyy better. but im so glad hachi is with nobu now. he really is a good man. but im worried about misato and shin. what was that about misato not being her real name. and whats up with shin. im so worried. and nana and hachi i feel like are slowly dirfting apart. im so worried. and hachi said something about the bathtub not being there anymore. i really hope everything is going to be okay. im so afraid that nana and hachi will no longer be together. i honestly wish theyd just stay together forever. lovers or not they fit the best. but i still love nana and ren. and hachi and nobu. but i dont like the age gap between shin and reira. and hes just fifteen. its kinda nasty. i wish him all good. ahhh i just love NANA sooo much. sooo much more that myself. i wish that it never ends. and the best thing is that i have nooo idea about whats gonna happen. i usually spoil everything for myself when i watch other animes. but this time i have not. the only spoiler i know is about a pregnancy test. but i have no idea who or when. i just really hope that what takumi said on episode 28 will be foreshadowing. he just needs to take his trashy personality and leave everyone alone. i despise him to be honest. anyway. ill be back of course.
okkkkk im on the middle of episode 30 and like i just had to stop and come here and write. so now its nana talking you know. like from her point of view. and she says something like when shes with hachi she felt like falling in love for the first time. like what. how can these two not be in love. honestly im convinced they are. it might be a different kind of love. i know what it is. my bestfriend did too. me and her were basicly in love. she did confess to me. but was so young. anyway this is not about me and her. but the way nana and hachi is with eachother just keep reminding me of me and her. i do miss her very much. it becomes unberable at times. i wonder does she miss me like i miss her. does she think about me as much as i do. or was i simply just her childhood crush. was i no more. cause you were so much more to me. i miss you so much you know. anyway im rambling too much now ill start overthinking. anyway. ill be back when i feel like it. dmmtm.
what the fuck. what the actual fuck. i fucking hate takumi so sososososo much. i despise him. i just watched episode 31 and i cant stand this. why does he have to be such a bitch. im so worried for hachi. she deserbes so much better. and im worried for shin. i worder whats gonna happen with him. anywayyyyy ill be back as always.
I first watched NANA as 15-16 year old; and while I enjoyed it, I was still frustrated with the decisions many characters took at the time. Rewatching it now at almost 26 years old, I have a better understanding of the choices Hachi took, and that not everything can be seen through rosy lenses.... The chokehold this series has on me is unreal..
I remember watching Nana as a child, when I was around 8. 10 years on and I’ve probably re-watched it about 50 times since then and every time I feel the same emotions as I did as a child... Nana never gets old, it’s a classic.
it's been quite a long time since I listened to this song... and it still makes my heart acke, just like the first time. it's such a beautiful song!! I miss NANA so much!!!!
Since its almost christmas "Every year around Christmas time I pray for a miracle. Not that I believe in angels or Santa Claus but it's the night that Nana and Ren first met."
Ashita nante konai you ni to nagatta yoru kazoekirenai Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utaretamama Naiteru naiteru naiteru naiteru Kazari tsukenai de kono mama no watashi de ikiteyuku tame Nani ga hitsuyou Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no Kotae wa chikasugite mienai Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu da itami dashite Taerarenai hitori de wa Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egaita jubun ja nai jubun no kao Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa Tomeyou tomeyou tomeyou tomeyou Kazari tsukenaide ikiteyuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban Muzukashii koto? Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii Kowareru mono wa mou iranai Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakatte mo... Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu da itami dashite Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakatte mo...
listening to songs from nana take me back to the bittersweet feelings of this anime. They make me accepting of all the sadness and pain that comes with being a young woman in this unforgiving society. I grew up watching anime, but Nana is super important to me as a girl in my 20s...it taught me a lot.
Ashita nante konai you ni to nagatta yoru kazoekirenai Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utaretamama naiteru naiteru naiteru naiteru. Kazari tsukenai de kono mama no watashi de ikiteyuku tame Nani ga hitsuyou. Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo Shinjitara ii no Kotae wa chikasugite mienai. Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu da itami dashite Taerarenai hitori de wa. Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egai jibun ja nai jibun no kao Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa Yameyou yameyou yameyou yameyou. Kazari tsukenaide ikiteyuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban MUZUKASHII KOTO? Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii Kowareru mono wa mou iranai. Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakatte mo... Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu da itami dashite. Kuroi namida nagashisakendemo Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakatte mo...
Tsuchiya was like a real life Nana. Lots of hardships. Hope she is going well, as are her children. I used to sing this song at karaoke ever since I heard it some 13 years ago. So beautiful and heartbreaking.
I’m still hear this song and inmediately i feel so empty and nostalgic. This song makes me cry and remember the feelings when i watch Nana for the first time.
I wish I could watch Nana one more time and have the pleasure from not knowing what will happen...This anime was simply the best and I can highly recommend it. I really missed the characters - everyone was unique and real, they all had both pros and cons...
I've only now realised just how heartbreaking this song is after seeing a translation of the lyrics. And i read chapters 78 and 79 of the manga last night, so now I feel like my heart's shattering for Nana. It's devastating.
Em Bm CM7 Em Asu nante konai you ni to negatta Bm CM7 yoru, kazoekirenai Em Bm CM7 Yume mo ai mo nakushi, ame ni utareta Em Bm CM7 mama, naiteru, naiteru, naiteru... [Bridge 1] Em Ebaug Kazaritsukenaide kono mama no watashi G/D C#m7dim5 de ikite yuku tame CM7 D G Nani ga hitsuyou Em Ebaug Jibun sae shinjirezu, nani wo G/D C#m7dim5 shinjitara ii no CM7 A D B Kotae wa chikasugite mienai [Chorus 1] CM7 D Kuroi namida nagasu Em CM7 D Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute, Em kanashisugite CM7 D Em Kotoba ni sae nara nakute CM7 D Em Karadajuu ga itami dashite CM7 D Em Taerarenai, hitori de wa [little solo with chords going like pr eviously, CM7 - D - Em, and ends with a double Em] [Verse 2] Em Bm CM7 Em Yonaka ni nakitsukarete, egaita, jibun Bm CM7 ja nai jibun no kao Em Bm Yowasa wo kakushita mama, egao wo CM7 Em Bm tsukuru no wa yameyou, yameyou, CM7 yameyou... [Bridge 2] Em Ebaug Kazaritsukenaide ikite yuku koto wa G/D C#m7dim5 kono yo no ichiban CM7 D G Muzukashii koto? Em Ebaug G/D Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai C#m7dim5 mono ga ii CM7 A D B Kowareru mono ga mowo iranai [Chorus 2] CM7 D Em Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo CM7 D Em Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite CM7 D Em Onaji itami ni butsukaru CM7 D Em Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara CM7 D Em Tooku kiete shimaitai CM7 D Em Wagamama to wakattemo… [Chorus 1] CM7 D Kuroi namida nagasu Em CM7 D Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute, Em kanashisugite CM7 D Em Kotoba ni sae nara nakute CM7 D Em Karadajuu ga itami dashite CM7 D Em Taerarenai, hitori de wa [Chorus 2] CM7 D Em Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo CM7 D Em Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite CM7 D Em Onaji itami ni butsukaru CM7 D Em Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara CM7 D Em Tooku kiete shimaitai CM7 D Em Wagamama to wakattemo…
1:15 AM I was so sad when i finished this anime. Because i've really similar life to nana. My mom doesn't wanted me when i was only 5 years old. She left me because i've my father's face so she doesn't want to see. She tell this directly to my father. After that i was starting to live with my grandma. I remember i always cried in front of the phone waiting to maybe someone is calls me. I only 5 years old at that moment so i didn't know my parents number. In my life i've my own hachi. She is the only one that loves me for being me. People tend to scared of me. Because I wasn't a girl that smiles or even talk. I wasn't shy. I just don't want any other people to hurt me like how nana thinks. Every mom scene i cried so hard bc i know the feeling. In episode 46 nana understands that yasu's have prioritys like protect Ren. At that moment she understand all of the things isn't for her. Yasu is Ren's oldest friend and he need to think about him first. So she isn't that special, she is still only a stranger even what they live in past with that friend group. Hachi is the first one that love and think about her. No hachi doesn't think about her because of her "benefits" no it doesn't about she was FIRSTLY somebody's friend that met nana after. hachi was hachi. The special one. That her first finding. I know so many people ship them and think about they have sexual tension. This is the way that how i saw it . I'm bisexual too. So im not trying to wash them or something like that. Someday i will forgive my mom for what she did. If I can't forgive her i know my end will be like nana. You can't choose your family but you can choose your friends. Oyasumi nana, you will always be in my heart
“hey nana, you where so cool strutting your stuff like a stray cat, free and proud. but you always had that hurt in you that could never heal. me being me i thought that hurt was cool, not knowing how badly it hurt.”
Growing up can be terrifying, it depends on the way life goes on, but usually strong relationships end up like NANA because of adulthood responsabilities. Every one is an individual person, no matter how close to each other people are, we are still alone, and this is scary. I feel you, Nana.
