NateWantsToBattle - Socioenvy (Official Music Video) 

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Fun Fact: Nate revealed in one of his livestreams that the very first noise you hear in the song, the small rising sound before the piano comes in, is Nate saying/yelling "Fuck" and it is so heavily processed that you can't hear it anymore.

You can really feel the emotions in this album. Absolutely a work of art!

I think part of the reason Nate's fans like his songs more now, is because of us being able to share those feelings..

This is my favorite song on the album. There's so much to it musical with the resolution/modulation. The lyrics are a message that rings true with so many artists. The emotions across the whole piece but especially during the second chorus just reflect so much from within

This whole album is just beautiful.

This song has a special place for me, the lyrics are so meaningful and the line 'dissociate and not come back' Ill always feel a connection with Nate because of that line...dissociation is hard but when you manage to see something that is better than what you have to deal with in the real world, you don't want to come back

one of my favorites off the album. the presence of regrets haunt this track, it's darkly beautiful

Lyrics to sing along: Wish I never fell into numbers Wish that I could dissipate my rage Wish I could unearth my thunder Artificial taste it holds my name Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come back Why do I come back? Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose Stay content with anything that’s mine Wish I weren’t results of regrets It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine So sick of waiting for an answer Staring at the sky in hopes it falls The sum of all my charts and failures I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all Wish I never fell into numbers Wish that I could dissipate my rage Wish I could unearth my thunder Artificial taste it holds my name Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come back

You might monetize your pain, but you also share it. And that is a precious gift for so many of us. Always remember that . We love you Nate ^.^

Can't listen to this song and not appreciate the ending notes that perfectly transition into Without a Cure in the album. The first few times listening, I thought the two were one long song. Phenomenal orchestration and arrangement

this song is quickly becoming my favorite on tlg. this music video had so many emotions all at once. wow.

Not often do songs resonate with me to such a degree that it brings me to tears but this was one of them that destroyed me. Amazing song!

This song is on a whole other level and it's incredible how much emotion can be felt in the vocals, music and the lyrics. Every single song just continues to blow me away

the fact this song is kind of a redux of What You Want is INSAAAAANE to me. It sounds so good, it really continues Nate's kind of overarching theme of self mythologizing and self reference in his material that I think a lot of artist want to do, but can't pull of quite this effectively. Nate is an amazing songwriter, an amazing vocalist, has an amazing mind for concepts, and this whole album just further proof of that. You'll always be one of my biggest inspirations, and in a world of white noise, one of my favorite sounds. Incredible work.

I need nate to see this so he can learn how incredible he is 😭. I think no one can understand how much i love nate. He litteraly saved my life, it's weird to say that a person that never seen you or even knew you existed saved you, but it's true and it's deeper that what i just explain in this massage. I had a lot of problem back then, if it wasn't to listen to his songs, i wouldn't wake up. I've lost the count but i think it's been 7 years i listen to his amazing songs, Honestly if i don't hear 1 of them the morning, my sadness and even sometimes my need to die stay in my mind . Idk how to explain how i feel when i hear his songs, i just feel safe and happy. This is not a joke, nate, thank you for saving my life. It's hard for me to say in details what i went trough but i hope some of you will understand what i meant and maybe even relate. Never mind, i'll always support him and i'll never leave the place i made myself with all the other fans that will stay till the end. Sry bad english xd

WELL MY ART PROJECT IS NOT MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS Edit - holy fucking shit… this is amazing

Nate I hope you see this and I'm gonna keep saying it regardless...you have kept me here and kept me from doing some really awful things. I need your music because it really does help me it keeps me centered and reminds me that I have to keep going. I have never related more to a song and this is perfect. Thank you for your tours, your time putting out your music and for everything you do without realizing that you're helping so many of us. Stay safe Nate, stay safe everyone.

Well that was certainly sick AF

Dude this feels like it's shoulder to shoulder with one of my all time favorite bands like Anberlin, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance. You've grown so much in your craft over the past years ❤

This song will always be one of my favorites, This song is nothing but pure unbridled emotion. Nothing more, Nothing less. Amazing Work Nate, To Let Go is definitely your best work so far.

the scream will never not make me emotional

EVEN BETTER THE SECOND TIME

Wow, I don't even know what to say, this is an incredible "Halloween" song with its disturbing imagery and dark themes while also being in general a really incredible, moving song that I can sadly somewhat relate to. I also "wish I weren't obsessed with purpose". That I could "stay content with anything that's mine". Cause I'm also looking for my purpose in life and it feels like no matter what it'll never be enough, I'll never be satisfied. Even if I were to reach my goals what then? What comes next? Stagnation? That thought scares me. I also feel sometimes like "the results of regrets" specifically my own regrets, and yeah, sometimes it is "nauseating to say I'm fine." Idk if this is actually the case or not, but some of the lyrics kind of sound like they might be talking about your music career and youtube fame. Specifically "wish I never fell into numbers", "artificial taste it holds my name", and "the sum of all my charts and failures". I just want you to know though that it's alright, us loyal fans will be with you no matter what, so even though I know it's easier said than done, try not to worry too much about the number of views or numbers in general. Try not to worry about "charts and failures", just be true to yourself. There's a quote by Osho, "Let it all go, see what stays." I think that's really powerful and true, we shouldn't force ourselves to be something we're not. Friendship is a two-way street, we shouldn't always be the ones chasing after friends or loved ones, they should sometimes chase you. So um, yeah, sorry if this is kinda long, and I apologize if I'm mistaken about the lyrics or if this is awkward at all. But please don't force yourself to leap through hoops for the sake of fans. Try not to worry too much about numbers, just do what makes you happy, what you wanna do.

So many heartwrenching callbacks to Perfect By Design, as you find all the bends and cracks you couldn't see before.

This one and Forgotten are going to be playing on repeat for me for a long time! So good!

Honestly this is my favorite track on the album hands down. You can tell this came from a deep place within you and I feel ya.

Put it on loop, and it looks like a perfect loop.

1:59 What it feels like to sneeze on your period. I'm not going to apologise 😂

As if this wasn't already the most hard hitting song on the album, that had me crying for a good while, you get an absolutely incredible music video for it that so well visualizes what it was already conveying? I need a minute.

Shivers.

One of the creepiest music videos I've ever seen. Also I love that the video we see of you singing is the higher octave, really adds a lot of emotion to the video and song.

Nate...are you ok? Also this is perfect for spooky season.

Favourite song of the album! I've had this one playing a LOT since it came out, as each and every line of the song feels like it can apply to my own life, and it makes me feel like I'm not alone in what I'm going through. Thank you, Nate.

The way my jaw DROPPED. Holy shit. This was spectacular. Def one of my favs off the album. 💚

I felt this really deep... I'm glad I got to grow up with you Nate. ♡

Socioenvy and VIR@L are my faves on the album! Funny how they both kind of share the same message with being obsessed with numbers, ahah. I also really love the background vocals screaming in last chorus at the end of this song! And I can’t help but think the locations in this video look like liminal space and I’ve always had a fascination with them :o

I love this song so much. The whole album is beautiful.

Mmm a banger

Yes! My favorite song of the album has a music video! Thank you so much Nate!

This is one of the best music videos I've ever seen! The special effects are everything! I especially love the part where all those hands start coming out of the walls!

I literally so wish there was a 5 minute cut of this song.

bro.... I hope all of this albums vids go this hard

I love this song so much. Ive loved Nate's music since like...2016? Seeing him make songs like this one really hits hard. I hope hes okay /gen

If they’re gonna go this hard, I hope we get music videos for every song off this album. First To Let Go, now this?? Yes please!!! ❤❤❤❤

I love the imagery of this music video! Really reminiscent of Oxenfree and Little Nightmares two!

I don't quite know how you come up with these songs, but they are astounding. Either the speak to me or the lyrics say things that are on my mind. Not to mention that they are great to listen to.

the visuals of this music video added so much more significance to the song for me, it's definitely one of my favorites off the album! thank you for sharing this with us ❤️❤️

this deserves more veiws

This hits hard and I have been obsessed with it since it popped up on Spotify. I can't get it out of my head! Thank you for all the amazing music, Nate! 💚

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. This song hits home and it hits hard. Thank you for putting raw emotion to words and tunes in a way that allows others to look at it/listen to it and say, "Yes."

I hate that I understand this but I love that you nailed everything. Thank you so much Nate! Literally standing still waiting for you to come back to Chicago for a 3rd time.

Deff my favorite song from the new album, fantastic work as always Nate.

This was amazing. It still makes me have the feels. No matter wut happens Nate. We love u. I could honestly put this on loop.

I love this song so much, and I'm really interest in this new story route that the live action music video appears to be following. Thank you Nate, we love you.

Finally found the time to check out the new album, and holy shit, what a way to start it off

This video is straight up unsettling, I love it!

I’m a sucker for song transitions & this song into the next has such a good transition, makes me want to listen to the whole album again and again, well done Nate!

how did i miss a new album release D: hhh i feel this song so badly. Thank you once again for blessing our ears, heart and soul.

Nate sings not just from the heart but from the soul.

Nate's music videos are some of the most artistically unique out there.

Officially, my favourite music video. So good.

in terms of videos for these songs, this one is easily my favorite. a MASSIVE step up from the V1R@L video the artistry at play here matches the tone of the song perfectly. that geyser of blood was insanely cool 🙏

This song gives Sleep Token vibes, love it!

This one of my favorite of this album 😭😭 so powerfull ❤

I’m in love with the thumbnail

Wow. Just wow ❤❤❤

"Artificial taste that holds my name" always reminds me of Prince changing his name - the name he'd been born with - to protest how much it had been twisted and packaged into a brand by record labels.

This is just such a fulfilling, rich collection of songs

I hope the remaining 5 songs get videos too. I've loved the ones that have been made so far

You always smash it out of the park man!

Damn... I really wish I checked this out when I first got the notification a few days ago, I happened to be busy at the time and forgot. HOLY SHIT. THIS GOES SO HARD. And it surprised me, I wasn't sure if it was going to turn into heavy rock at the end or not, but it did and I got blown away. That made the themes and emotions of this song hit so hard, executed so well... I love this song, I know I'll be coming back to this one for sure. It sounds different from your usual stuff but still like you, and just... wow. I'm gonna repeat myself if I keep going on. Great stuff, Nate. Hella relatable too. I can't wait to hear the rest of the album.

i want more of this

Great to see Nate still making music after all this time. This song is great!

Been here since the first FNaF song and stuck around to see you now!! Love your music and can't wait to hear what you do next!

this is amazing

I am loving this album.

I just love how this song presents itself So good keep up the great work

Will I take any opportunity to share this song with everyone I know ? Yes. 100%

A new day a new banger🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

Words legitimately cannot express how much of a banger this song is! genuinely one of my favourite tracks from the TLG album, alongside A Lesson in Grief and Let the Floodgates Open. This whole album in and of itself is incredible! Absolutely one of *the* best albums of all time, and the music videos only add to it! :]

You did incredible on this. It really spoke to me.

This is so cool! Love this song 🔥❤️

Another emotional banger loving the new music

God all the songs in this album has hit so fucking hard for me and honestly it’s absolutely amazing to hear Nate’s emotions in theses songs!

NAAAAH THIS IS INSANE, BANGER SONG, BANGER VIDEO

So many Nate lyrics hit hard, but few (if any) hit as hard as the ones in this song. The haunting visuals also fit so well

Oh my god you gave me goosebumps Nate. Keep up the good work

OMG THIS IS SO GOOD😫😫😫💗💗

this song is my obsession omg beautiful nate

Bro, im not scared of the video, im just scared of the song, that scream, sent chills up my spine

I have a feeling this will be my favorite song of yours now.

Nel prro,si me encanto esta cancion,al principio es tan sad,pero ahora están god esta musica

This is hiw i felt in the past, hearing this really hits home. Hope you're doing ok, man.

This song seems to hit harder every time I listen to it!

Very intriguing song Nate good job dude.

nothing short of pure talent!

Wow great video

Cool song 🔥

I didn't expect what I saw with this video and holy shit it blew me away! This is such a strong emotional song and the what you did with it was insane! 🔥🔥🔥🔥