Navigating the Dark Side of Awakening 

After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!

Nancy, this is a 'golden' teaching and counseling session. This will help SO many people in SO many ways. I was a counselor, healer, and hypnotist. There are so many that just need the reassurances that you have provided for them here. Not only that, you aren't 'selling' anything at the end. You are fulfilling your mission here with such beauty and grace!

You are courageous, I’ve been through dark nights of the soul. I worked through Ptsd i’m a military veteran, and I just wanna say to anyone who is walking through mental illness or PTSD on the spiritual path continue forward, knowing that you are courageous and loved and supported. Life will turn around incrementally in amazing ways. I love you all and Nancy Rebecca is absolutely a beautiful soul for doing this energy work on RU-vid for free. Amen.

I've had a few dark nights of the Soul, each one significantly moving me toward increased compassion for myself and ultimately self love. The last one was at age 40, single parent with 2 yr old twins, lost my home and job as Hospice social worker because I was too sick to work, barely functioning, always putting myself on the back burner - very codependent. Sobbing and pleading with God to please take over because my workaholism and denial of self weren't working anymore, as if they ever did! I was raised Catholic but definitely not a church goer, so calling on God felt absolutely desperate to me. Guidance came in all the small ways it does and here I am at 74 loving myself, having a spiritual practice, knowing now how to discern what's best for me and enjoying Life to the best of my abilities. Of course the story is longer, but perhaps someone can relate to the struggle and more importantly, to the hope that things can and will improve! Thank you Nancy Rebecca for encouraging us to share our experiences. ❤

I have found that walking in the woods is the best, quickest way to release emotional pain and doubt. I find a tree that I’m drawn to then set down and give all my grievances and resentments to the earth knowing mother earth can transmute this and use it as energy where needed. Then I offer reciprocal prayers of healing, wisdom, longevity, sovereignty, etc , to all of my surroundings , to our ancestors and future progeny, in the highest good for all and Mother earth. 🙏🏻❤️✨

Thank you, Nancy..... So relatable and so thankful that you're speaking about this. The last 2 years have been incredibly challenging for me. I experienced blue light moving over me during the November surge and boy, was I excited! It felt so good. It felt like some kind of a romance with spirit. Little did I know what the blue was going to reveal. All my dark dark dark shadows came up to say hi to me (which are not wrong I have come to realize because, I no longer judge my shadows). I felt like madwoman though. Smiling on some days, crying on most days and angry on the other days. At the peak of my career as a scientist at 35, I let my job go. Currently in a 9 year old marriage where the husband does not respect "housewives" and married me for my logical brain and not my intuitive heart..... Can't blame him, I've changed so both of us aren't wrong. Not sure where it's gonna go but I've stopped fighting it. I have finally learned what "surrender" really means. It means meeting spirit half-way and giving my hand and taking spirit's hands to become one with my soul. My marriage may recover or it may not - I no longer feel attached to outcomes. I feel neutral about it which feels like such a good place to be in. I have faith in what's coming and trust me, I've been feeling this faith only in the last two days after acknowledging and addressing my shadows. So, my two cents: acknowledge and address the existence of shadows: Jealousy, resentment, insecurity and all of those juicy dense MEAN GIRLS stuff. We are not wrong to have felt those feelings. They are just feelings. They are not "us". They came for a reason and they vanish when addressed with love by merging with us by the beauty of alchemy. Love to all, you've got this and we've got this 💪💕 Let's give love to all of our shadows (yours and mine) and allow quantum entanglement to do its thing 🌟

Spot on Nancy! Only yesterday did it break for me. I have been feeling very sad and in a place where I did think everyone is feeling these turnaround experiences and I have absolutely nothing. I’m normally deeply spiritual, but it has been a time of absence of input for me. Thank you so very much - I wish we could sit across the table from each other and have a cup of coffee and talk about this, Nancy thank you💜💜💜

🎉Nancy, before the eclipse was very promising for me. Great meditacions forgiving and forgetting. Now I feel blah, like a deflated balloon. It was like, so much was going to happen...😢 I am 77, I want to wake up before I go.

The last 18mths to 2yrs have been very dark. Despite harder times in my life when my sister was ill for 6yrs & passed @ age 38, my husband left during that 6yrs, my children left home due to the breakup. I went from a family of 4 to in my own, then nursed my sister prior to her passing as she also had an 11mth old child when she passed. So things were deeply sad in my life. That was 25yrs ago. This darkness was different. My relationships felt like anchors holding me in old patterns. Felt like I was caged, till I finally faced my shadows & recognised that I had in fact created the cages (roles & conditioning) myself and that I am creator energy and I can smash the cages & fly freely, rediscover my spirit, my light, my life force. As I step away from the conditioning and keep awakening, more & more consciousness becomes available and more light is with me, in me, shining through me. Early days, but life is so much brighter and less burdened. However dark, I found telling myself the truth, gave me the clarity to be in my light.🎆

Thank you, Nancy, for giving “the full picture” - awakening is “love and light” but also “heavy and dark” at times! But there is always support from our own soul and so many unseen beings of light that surround us, just waiting for us to ask for assistance!

Thank you so much for this video (and all your videos!) Nancy Rebecca. I'm a sensitive soul who has recently come into my spirituality a lot more. I felt amazing before the eclipse and afterward I got really sick and have felt shadowy and depressed. It is reassuring to hear I'm not the only one. May we heal and embrace our full light as a collective 💗♥️🌈⭐

Love and Gratitude Nancy! This morning I tuned in with my higher self and saw a picture of a locked leather box with a thick chain wrapped around it. I turned on youtube and your channel was the first one on my home page. Thank you so much for your helpful insights and guidance. Aloha from Maui

I listen to my breath deeply like it's the only sound I want to hear. Loving kindness gentle journeys ❤❤❤❤

Thank you! I felt really anchored into part about the cave. I have been writing some songs recently as a part of my healing journey. The lyrics to the most recent song are “See here How could you do it You have tread on sacred ground You put a stone around your neck A soul eclipsed by a sin So quit your messing around See here How could you do it Was your desire to feel so great that Now You have tread on sacred ground The stone is dragging us down Why didn’t you leave it alone Left a soul eclipsed by a sin Quit dragging that stone around here When you left me gathering my pieces, I keep on gathering the pieces you were putting on that stone See here It’s Dragging us all down, the heavy stone that was taken when you tread on sacred ground With a soul eclipsed by a sin You were messing with a Dragon arising from her cave. Unleash her pain….. in a fire of transmutation. And She is gathering the pieces; she is gathering our pieces; we will be gathering our pieces and releasing all of the stones. “ The purpose of the song is to call out certain traumatizing things in my life and the world; taking back our power.

This video, these comments, all of you beautiful humans here, thank you thank you thank you. You name the things with words and you set them free ❤

I'm all of a sudden again confronted with my own ancestral lines, specifically regarding my mother who passed away 42 years ago. And just now receive a message from my sister in law telling me things that came to the surface regarding my husband who passed away 11 years ago under very difficult circumstances. And on top got this morning a new module from my spiritual course, subject: ancestral lines. So....that is the subject for the coming weeks ... I feel that this is connected with the eclipse, things are surfacing and are asking for healing ❤

I was depressed and certainly out of my body. I did some expressive art therapy (and talk therapy) to open myself up. I didn’t see this as spiritual work at the time, but I do see now how much more in tune I am with spirit. Working on growing & learning to work with my spirit 🙏🌹🙏🌹🙏 Nancy. - randi

I had a big long dark period and knew if I just held on that there was a reason for me to be here still. There are times that get so heavy. If you are going through alot just keep trying, keep praying, asking for help, following your gut to help you through it. Try to take care of yourself and tell yourself you did something right every day, even if its a small thing you were able to do. Thank you for posting this, Nancy! I did so much work but learned more from you. The grounding and sourcing really helped me too. I like to practice reiki as i walk in nature. We do all need each other! Peace and blessings ❤❤❤may all beings have happiness and the causes of happiness.

The past few months have been quite difficult. It all feels very dark, trance-like, as if one doesn't belong to a world out of control, accompanied by the feeling of wanting to be anywhere but here. I always tell myself, that there are those that have more a difficult journey, are cannon fodder, pawns in someone else's senseless war or caught in some migratory flow in search of a better life. I've tried to find sense in it all to no avail. Going for long walks and offering it all up to the wind helps get me to let go and gets me through to the next day. Blessings to all fellow cosmic travellers. 🙏

Nancy, thank you for shining the light on the darkness. I have felt lots of up and down energy and emotions lately. I am very grateful that you share with all of us. I’m 63 and I’m so grateful to be here. We must be gentle with ourself and be in the now. Love and light to all the beautiful souls out there holding the light and fighting the good fight 💛

Thank you Nancy for your so loving and helpful informations. On the day of the solar eclipse I suddenly felt sick and had to vomit, I could not eat for 3 days. During that time I felt deep fear for my body but also clarity and commitment to stop certain old behaviors and try something new. It was like a reset. Now I feel much better, lighter, more in the flow, and able to make decisions. Fascinating! I’m so thankful for being in this group together and for your guidance. ❤

Thank you Nancy Rebecca! Yes, I have been through that dark night a few times now. As someone who has apparently taken on clearing negativity on this planet, I have learned to ground myself regularly. I can't express just how important it is to get outside! Early morning and later evening are wonderful times to be outside, and it is greatly uplifting to our souls to do so. Sun gazing is a healing modality that is very simple, and of great benefit to everyone.

Been through one or two dark nights of the soul, and by nights I mean years, but taking responsibility for all my dark, asking Prime Creator(out loud)for help while turning my face to the sun mentally has really turned this ship around, and I can be wholly of service to myself, not just others.

This is a very important 25 minutes. Needed. Appreciated. ⚘

Thank you 🙏 I love your beautiful healing energy , I resonate with you, I’m a energy healer at the Magdalene wellness in Glastonbury and it has taken me since 2016 to truly listen to my heart for what she wants for my souls journey, I’m living my heaven on earth as a healthy 55 year old, after clearing out my dark ❤️🌹🙏 Thank you for your help/ teachings Much love from Glastonbury Uk 💜

When I first began to meditate many years ago, I first went through a "honeymoon" period where I felt like I was walking on clouds. Shortly afterward, a lot of old mental stuff started coming to the surface which made me feel uncomfortable and was difficult to deal with. I hadn't been aware of all this dark mental energy. We all carry some darkness and when we begin to awaken, it is like switching on a light in a dark room. It was always there but now we are aware of it. To be free, this stagnant energy needs to surface and come to the light to be transformed. It can be uncomfortable but it helps to be aware that this is a natural part of transformation. My own experience is that these old energies continue to come forward like energy moving in a spiral. Each time we move up the spiral, it is more and more subtle.

Thank you. Love the explanation of what you see. As a teen I went through 4 yrs of depression. The day after I started medication I woke to feel/see a huge ball of yellow energy swirling outside my body (didn't know it was my solar plexus). Again in 2006 I went into a trauma induced funk. I was reading a Sylvia Browne book explaining the "other side" and suddenly felt like I got hit in the solar plexus. I came to realize that my soul, at some point, exited but felt safe enough to come back. I begin a spiritual journey then. That dark cloud you speak of came around last year, but I have a good acupuncturist and she helped dissipate the energy. Since 2017 I've dealt with one crisis after another beginning with the loss of my Mom, my protector, spiritual guru, and friend. It all came to a head the other day when someone triggered me with an innocent question. I realized I hadn't made the time to grieve my Mom so I'm doing that now. Time to let go! 🙂

Yes, I go through something like a shamanic underworld associated with Crohn's disease. My gut shuts down, can't eat, belly cramping and then purging. I'm totally disengaged with life or the desire to live. When I come out of it I am again uplifted by the light, which other than these bouts, that seem to come almost every other week now, I feel my spirit and deep connection with God.

Beautiful video and Beautiful community comments. Bless you all ❤

I'm beautiful. The world is beautiful. God is beautiful.

Thank you Nancy for addressing this topic. I started in my process about 30 plus years ago and mistakenly thought the ‘dark night of the Soul’ experiences happened just once. Well, folks who are reading this, it is a step in the awakening process that will repeat itself . The great news is that as you navigate through one experience, you are ascending, meaning you are literally recreating yourself energetically. Plus you are learning new skills of navigation. Therefore, when the next level of awakening occurs, you are a different person, with newer and better skills than ever before. And so the cycle goes! So what appears as a ‘repeat’, is actually YOU (Soul) taking you up to the next level that your Soul has determined that you are ready for. You are never not where you are exactly where you are supposed to be, regardless of your Ego’s (mis)interpretation of it. Blessings to all of us!

Thank you Nancy, you literally bring light to all of us. I did not know that the ascension of light from Earth could have that kind of effect on us. Now I understand a bit more why there are some days when everything feels so incredibly heavy and dark.

Thank you for underscoring this awareness Nancy. We're in a time where so many are facing dark nights of the soul on our journey's to Awakening. I have faced these many times on many levels, some which brought me to my knees. Hindsight is a great teacher and for me, getting out the other side gave me the opportunity to see with much more clarity, the "why" of them. I expanded and evolved each time and I learned to feel gratitude, even if just for the lesson at times. Nothing is a coincidence and knowing "this too shall pass" is very comforting and we are much stronger than we often realize as well. We are definitely not alone.

Thanks Nancy, encouraging each of us who may feel that there is so much light and doesn’t seem to change the progress of inner light. Dark that can be faced in a way that starts from as much joy and peace that can be mustered and “walk” gentle in that light to the dark has been one way that I found to face the grief of family losses and conflicts. If thaw thread of joy can spread I feel much more light and the dark begins to “evaporate .” I see and feel joy by remembering children giggling and playing. This believe change happens- when it happens. Be well ❤

How lovely is your service of connecting those to their spirits who didn’t even know they had one! Wow!

In my life I have always felt the need to be creative. This helps me if I am going through a dark time. Getting away from the hum drum of life even for a short time really helps. I'm particulary drawn to gardening, the physical exertion along with the creative side seems to bring balance, time flies by, and leaves me in a peaceful state. Most people go through dark times in their lives, no one is alone in these experiences.

I definitely went thru a dark night of the soul and I can tell you I feel WAY better on the other side! I feel a freedom That I didn't know was possible. It doesn't mean to say everyday is perfect, but I'm definitely in a better place. Hang in there!!

Dark Night of the Soul. So great how you describe PTSD.

Many thanks to you & the powerful work you do. Oh yes I had a very loud explosion of verbal & shouting that frightened & shocked the gentle souls I share a house with, not that it was directed at anyone . It was directed at my bank. Still for a peaceful Healer I shocked myself & it took me a week almost a week to recover from it as it reverberated throughout my body. I did think that there were dark corners of my being that harboured darkness that was ancient & I had just popped away in a box. Obviously a good time to spiritual spring clean & stop being shocked.

I’ve had the locked box and dreams about breaking it open ❤🎉🌞 I used to have the separation defense of hovering away and I worked on it with a PTSD therapist ❤and have found that I stay in my body now. I also do yoga and meditation to stay processing and connected ❤

Nice dragon fly, Nancy. 🐲

thank you Nancy…..so beautiful

Thank you Nancy. I'm pretty sure through out my life I've experienced all five states you described and more than once. I've had some "aha" moments while alone working in the garden where I saw, felt the box in which I was living and something in me said "no more". What has been extremely helpful was sitting with an energy worker who opened up a place on the top of my head and energy, life poured in all the way down to my toes. She said "wow, you were really ready". And, It's helpful to talk and be with others even if we don't talk about the problem. Being reminded we're not alone in our journey means so much especially when it may feel otherwise.

Nancy, thank you. I resonated with many of the points you made and then went to your Blue Light Meditation which was amazing. I have saved it and intend to do it every day. Recently was able to spend 12 days at a beach apartment and looked at that beautiful water of so many shades of blue, crystal like reflections every day. It called to my soul, I can use this to help envisage lapis blue plus I have a piece of blue Sodalite crystal under my pillow. Much love ❤️ and gratitude from New Zealand

Thank you for sharing this, Nancy. I’ve been experiencing dark (and lonely!) energies in my journey lately. It’s very heavy.

Being aware of the energy and the chiron conjunction to the Solar Eclipse and that to follow was for me being prepared. Knowing the energy I am working with In meditation, in the sleepless nights paying attention to what is coming up from deep within. I Embrace it, Felt it, learned from it and let it go. Happy for this experience. I got out in the yard, spring time and landscaping, digging the earth, replanting and planting new trees and shrubs with connecting to Earth. I was taken to being so present in the moment like slow motion. It was healing and I had the real me explode to smiles beyound with gratitude. Freedom!

Was on my way for a few years then I lost my 21 year old son in 2021 & I now know my purpose. My shadows (thus far) and I have hope. I have received my inner light & wisdom. I’ve been helping others on their journey & it is beautiful.

WOW….feeling the energy of your dragonfly pin! The dragonfly for me has always been all about discovery and enlightenment. I have been on a journey to transform some energies in my field. The process of discovery and working through it is key…”the times they are a changing”❤Thanks Nancy for always grounding down the issues we need to focus on and giving us ideas on how to understand and deal with them.😊

I think I was using disassociating as a way to cope with abuse. I was sort of being haunted by specific incidents, usually violent or otherwise abusive, but they were in a dream like state - the memories were fuzzy, not clear . Often, I was looking at me going through it and wasn't sure if it had really happened. So it makes sense that my spirit moved outside of my body to cope. Got a restraining order and got him out. Some healing for me and kids. I have released so much, but still have so far to go!

This video is such a gift, thank you Nancy. For me, i pause, breathe and listen to my body. It brings me back into the present, which brings my spirit into play, and dark as it may be, it no longer feels impossible to look at and I am no longer lost in it.

Bless you Nancy for being. ❤For those who resonate, one of my tools has been to listen to high vibration music and mantras. ❤

Thank you again Nancy for your spot on videos. I had a similar “down on my knees” “dark night of the soul” experience really struggling with who I was and my purpose in life. This was after retiring, losing my father, separating from a sibling over estate issues, daughter moving out and many more “what the heck am I doing here” moments. Spirit did come to me one night with a profound experience of loving kindness and compassion, reminding me I wasn’t alone and that I have the “I AM” light within me. I’m now on my spiritual expansion journey with the knowledge that I am not alone and very loved. Only wish I woke to this knowing much earlier in life as I am now 70 years wise 😊.

Messages come to me through YT. A video in the top spot means it is directly for me. Second spot is something of interest or something I can help with. Third will have a commenter that I can support. This was top spot. I am just coming out of a very bad 32 hours, feeling like I can't keep doing THIS. Only one of the five resonated and that, quite weakly. It might be the locked box option, but I feel like Im inside it. Like I'm cocooned or mummified. A great deal of the time I feel like I'm ready to burst, like I am moments away from liftoff 🎉🎉🎉

thank you. I love you

Thank you! This makes so much sense for me.

Really nice. Made a lot of sense. Thank you!!

Thank you Nancy!! Devine timing! Had a really scary dream that I was both myself and a big bad scary demon who could do really awful things. Woke with my stomach clenching in fear. I think this is fear leaving me, being embodied and purged. I know the pure spirit I actually am is surfacing. Your video really helped validate my experience. Blessings to you and all who read this.

Thank you so much Nancy, you are always so on point.....thank you for sharing your spiritual wisdom and love so freely.....sending you love back ❤

Dear Nancy, thank you so much for this generous sharing. I’m so very grateful to spend that time to connect with the Earth while I connect with the cosmos. Thank you for the reminder and the other tools you gave here.

Thank you 🙏

💜 Thankyou Nancy 💓 You are One Beautiful Human 🩵 Gratitude Abounds 💖

Thank you Nancy Rebecca. ❤

Yes Nancy, I am watching such serious darkness playing out in my family. I am very surprised to feel exhausted by their shadowy energy because of all the work I’ve done. But, it did compress my light and brought on PTSD old coping mechanisms of unhealthy patterns, that I’ve been working on consistently all for the better this year. But, in the past 2 weeks with Chiron and the eclipse energy other stuff ‘s coming up and it all old stuck energy. Thank Nancy for your wisdom and book recommendation. I do ground daily which really helps and I thank you for the gift of your meditations.

Thank you, Nancy! Yes, feeling some things that seem to have been stirred up by the solar eclipse. Lots of light codes came in - along with joy and ebullience. Now seeing the shadows coming up for release, in myself and others, as heavyiness, sadness, pain. Thank you so much for your compassionate, helpful information for all. Much love. 💙

Great video Nancy, thank you! I feel like much of my life has been a dark night. I have processed a great deal of pain and grief. I am lucky though as I have almost always felt a deep connection to my Higher guidance through my dreams and constant synchronisities, especially over the last several years. I have been writing my dreams down for years and found so many messages & dreams that came true. I also meditate daily with a healing frequency meditation, which I believe has helped me a great deal. I really enjoy your videos, Nancy, and resonate deeply with most of what you present. Thank you! Much Love! 💜💚🤗 One more thing that has totally opened up my healing journey is astrology. I have my Natal chart & I have been exploring it for years. Very revealing! 💕

About 14 years ago I had a very difficult family situation that drove me to search in a different direction. I've been a spiritual person most of my life, but I still couldn't find peace and solace. I started reading books written by Vernon Howard, currently sold through New Life Foundation in Arizona. Tremendously helpful and bursting with practical advice. From his books I learned of other works from spiritual mystics such as St. John of the Cross, Meister Eckhart, Lao-Tzu's Tao and others. I only read Eckhart Tolle's book recently, but it is powerful and agrees very well with the other information I picked up. The upside is that my family situation changed dramatically as I changed and grew. I am content, at peace, and enjoying life more now than ever before. Don't give up. Difficult situations can be just the push you need to discover the peace that's within you.

My dark night of the soul lead me down the path of self destruction both in my mental state feeling like i have no purpose no path no reason to live. That lead down the road of getting hooked on hard drugs to numb the nothingness i believed i was. Over time little things like a single flower growing through a crack in the asphalt, an ant moving dirt around to build a space to live, birds tending to their newly hatched chicks. I began to see the beauty in the smallest possible places. From there over a span of time I realized that these little moments of beauty are all around us in the most impossible places. Once I started seeing these little moments of beauty I began to focus on purely those. Connecting with them slowly began for me to see that not only is that outside of me but that little moments of beauty are in me too. I was a reflection of that beauty. I believe its incredibly easy to get stuck in our minds and that disconnects us from our beauty within. That realization was the ignition point for my healing and transformation. It doesn’t have to be a grand event to find that path, its in being present finding it first in the smallest imaginable places That was 4 years ago and have been sober since. Never thought i would be happy and present. It is possible just have to be willing to accept the beauty

Some great sharing here in my own life I feel better with regular meditation and exercise that can be simply walking in nature with a deep appreciation catching the thought process before it spirals in the am Esther Hicks book - Ask and you shall receive - was really helpful. Thank you Nancy for all you are doing ❤

This is spot on for me. I meditate daily but find I feel so disconnected and blah. I'm not finding joy and struggle daily to trudge through the tasks of life. I don't feel suicidal but I definitely don't care if I was to die. You know me well so any suggestions will be acted upon to help push toward a better emotional place ❤

Omgosh! This came up at the most crucial time for me as I work through my own shadows and as an energy/spiritual healer, I help others. 🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so much, Nancy. I have felt confusing dark feelings coming in recently. This talk helps me so much, a) because I now know I’m not alone, and b)I now feel that I have tools to help me clear my field

Thank you for this! No one seems to talk about it. This started happening for me 4 years ago!!! Night terrors and vertigo beyond anything I have ever experienced! After going around in circles with doctors, therapists, hypnosis, spiritual work, etc, I have just resigned myself to it, and if I am to know; then it will be revealed to me. ❤

Suffering sucks! Its been 4 years and im still fighting. Some days are better then others but apparently i have a hard frickin head and cant get the lesson learned, lol. Thank you, you give me hope❤

Wonderful thank you so much. Really have felt under a cloud recently. Thank you for the upliftment

Thank you, Nancy. I love this, and your insight ‘illuminates’ so much in such a practical way. I’m feeling greater clarity and I took notes! I am grateful for all you do! ❤❤

I was out of my body... Thé reason was I hadn't accepted this incarnation... Just wanted tongi back UP there with my cluster. So I was connected "up there"... But disconnected from earth...

Its so good to hear this Rebecca. I have certainly been feeling this way lately so its good to know im not alone and have work to do. Bless you 🙏💕

Thank you for this wonderful information you are passing on to us all. I’ve been having weird dreams and random ‘stuff’ coming up from my past ( I know it’s being cleared) I’ve felt angry, sad, tearful and now have sinus and chest infection ( as you would say in the US) go figure 😂😘 I even thought maybe I’m going home because I shouldn’t be feeling like this. You have just given me clarity. Bless your heart 💗💗💗

Blessings Nancy, I'm feeling cranky for sure 🥴. What I've noticed is that people around me are very negative and projecting that energy. The journey must be honored with each individual ❤ and not judged! This is a mantra I'm committed to! 👍🥰.

Thank you for doing this video Nancy. It is so helpful, I have been feeling like this the last 2 weeks. It's helpful to see I am not alone in this ❤

Thank you for your generous soul..

Thank you for all you do❤❤❤

Thank you for this! While I've battled depression most of my life, in the last year or so I finally have been feeling pretty darn happy overall. But in the last week I've felt the heaviness come back. I was walking on the beach with my husband and said I just feel like crying, and I have no reason to. The last few days I've felt so sad and lost and depressed, but my external life is actually great, so it made no sense. This was so helpful. I do find I'm very resistant to putting my feet on the ground when I meditate. I want to curl up on the sofa. I know I've not been in my body much. And I gave up meditating pretty much. Did your first grounding tree meditation. It was good, but hard to stay focused. I'll keep trying

Have worked for the past 2 years on childhood traumas. Incesting father, narcissistic mother. From a soul perspective understanding personal work of cleaning up karmic relationships. From a personal individual perspective, I was an anxious child/adult/now elder. Although I had a thriving healing practice for 40+ years it was always a challenge to put myself out there, as most of my work was channeled. And feeling an overwhelming responsibility to my clients. In the last decades have suffered with health, wealth, and surrender. Now feeling that the deep dive of the last few years has prepared me to move forward again. In a different unknown way as I have changed, and everything around me has changed. I have a solid practice of grounding, meditation, sollfegio, hemi synch, and seeking out those only of like mind. Because only deep soul connected relationships nurture me. I have sacrificed many personal relationships because it is nnot in me to be superficial.

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❤ thank you Nancy

I have had several ‘dark night of the soul’ in my life. But recently have been dealing with constant ringing in my ears. I’ve had this for several years but since the eclipse the sound is much louder and pulsing. Along with intense headaches off and on. I’ve become more isolated because of it. Definitely feeling like a dark soul moment but am not sure of the the purpose and meaning of this happening to me at this time.

Oh, I read that book!! It’s profound. X

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Love you 😊thank you dear soul ❤

Thank you as always

Thank you!💜

Thank you so much. The grouchy, touchy came out and I was asking what had caused it because I don't like feeling that. I had to sit with it and I knew what had been brought up. Let it go last night and today is better. I know the program and bias so can tell myself the truth instead.

Thank you so much Nancy, you put out so many amazing and helpful videos.

Thank you🌷

Thank you💖

i believe im right on target feeling darkness .but enlighten me please

Blessings Nancy 💎💙🌀💦💙

Lovely video 💙💎

This video and subject brought up so much emotions. When I go through rough soul moments, I've learned to give myself permission to step back or withdraw for a while. It's okay to take time out for myself and do absolutely nothing. It's okay to feel. It's okay to feel lost or confuse. I do my best to not make those moments time to judge myself. "I should have my sh*t) together." ... Really, there's no "should" here or anywhere. At that moment, I am hurting and I give myself permission to hurt. Experience(s) has shown me that no matter how long and dark the tunnel, there is always, always an end, a light at the end. Just because I can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there. I give myself time and trust the darkness will soon be left behind. Hope isn't a cop-out, it is my constant companion.

Nancy, how will people with dementia be affected by the eclipse, the rising energy? Will there be healing for some? Thank you for sharing. ❤❤❤