Neptune in the 12th Twelfth House 

This video made me emotional around 12:03. Neptune in 12th here conjunct my Aquarius ascendant. I remember being young and being mistreated by my classmate one time and it was my first brush with an adversary. My mom tried to console me but I was inconsolable. I vividly remember being so upset and hating this harsh world in the moment and how someone could be so mean and rough to me. Also sun in Cancer here

Omg this is the best explanation of this placement I’ve ever heard. It also clarifies WH vs. Placidus for me. 🤯 wow. Thank you so much 🙏🏻❤

Neptune in 12th house conjunct Capricorn ASC here. Yes to all of this. I’ve always felt like an exposed nerve - noticing and feeling sensitive to everything. My first 🍄 trip was just me bawling. Mourning the difficult and painful experience that is life on earth. Dark night of the soul things

Thank you for the video. I want to tell my story (sorry for my English, it's not my native language). I have Naptune (+ Saturn + Uranus) in Capricorn 12th house. They make a square with my Moon in 3rd house. From my childhood I never had any spiritual experience. Noone in my family did anything spiritual at all. I was raised to believe I'm a "normal" person without any spiritual power. I loved story books, imagination and arts, but noone ever told that I had talent. My childhood friend and I used to go to a same art class, and only she was praised by teacher. Just like I believed I didn't have spiritual power and art talent, I believed I didn't have sympathetic ability. Because whenever I saw people suffering, I always confused "why do they have to suffer?" I couldn't understand that negative emotion. My classmate ignored me, but I didn't even realize that I was ignored until later when I grew up. After I grew up and step into society, I realized I was not "common" at all. Many people don't have lucid dreams as often as me. Many people don't see human as "natural good" as me. It's easy for most of human to hurt others. That's when I know I was not "naive" or was not "a good person", but I was self-deception through whole of my childhood (and it was worse at that time that no one, even my parent, ever correct my thought). My friend even blamed me because I expected "too much" about human. They said something like "you thought you was a saint but actually you were selfish and couldn't feel empathetic for human". Actually I think what they said is true. I was never taught about human in my childhood, only for when I grew up I had to face them with my childish vision. I know I’m not a victim, but I do actually feel like one. And I hate that feeling of helpness. However knowing this doesn't help. At least it doesn't help to solve my problem in few days. I was traumatized by human’s bad behavior, but I slowly become one of them. I used to help everyone in need without thinking or calculating, but now I always have the thought “why do I need to help them? They’re fine without me. They live even better than me. I can’t even know how to live in this society.” Also when I grew up I realized I could understand spiritual things very fast, just like they were my knowledge from my soul. But I still can't see "anything", so I always confuse if I did only hallucinate and I just wanted to find a way to escape from reality, a belief to release myself from the pain of existence? Sometimes I felt so much pain in my chest and my head that I didn’t even know if it’s a physical illness or it’s caused by mental illness. Recently I started to heal, but the process is super slow. And wound and trauma still cause obstacles in my daily life. I still search for place where I belong, or at least a conversation where noone judges my craziness.

Never have I ever encountered such a brilliant AND sincerely empathic understanding of the 12th house... Thank you for sharing your deep knowledge with us! This info is SO therapeutic for someone who has spend their whole life through the subconscious lense of the 12th.. Also.. did I understand correctly that what we sacrifice here is FOR the planets that find themselves here and not the planets alone? (I mean.. for example I have Mercury conjunct Neptune and Uranus here. Does this mean I would eventually have to sacrifice my sanity, or it means that I'd be willing to sacrifice a lot in order to have a peace of mind? Most astrologers go with the darker take on this, but your video made me wonder if it's not the 2nd option... THANK YOU!)

that was amazing, thanks!

Neptune in 12th ❤️

I have Neptune in my 12th house in Capricorn conjunct Uranus, Lilith & north node in the 12th, conjunct my ASC. I am a Cancer Sun, Leo Moon, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter. Venus Virgo. Chiron in Cancer. All in the seventh house. My Planets in Leo are square to my Pluto in Scorpio conjunct my MC. I have Saturn in Aquarius in the 1st house (miraculously not in opposition to any of my Leo planets). I am highly intuitive and sensitive. Have always had wildly vivid dreams. I am an astrologer and yoga teacher. I am spiritual and creative. I have struggled with addiction, anxiety and self-undoing in the past. I was the scapegoat of my nuclear family, who projected their feelings on to me. I nearly OD’d from drugs and psychedelics. I came through that fire with a lot of self-work. I have worked hard and continue to do the work. I use my connection for good, I have a great capacity to love and forgive. I feel am here to heal others and do so, sometimes with my energy. I am here to help people clear their karma by making their shadows conscious. Thank you for this video! 💗🙏🏼✨

Very helpful, I also have Venus and Ketu sitting with Neptune in the 12th and what you shared was very interesting…

I have Neptune at 1degree of Aquarius in the 12th house sextile Chiron in Sagittarius in the tenth. Travel has related to my sense of escape and emotional creativity

Thank you for these videos. Do you ever make videos on current transits? Can you do a series on retrograde planets through the houses and nodes through the houses?

Watching here. Thanks.

Pisces Sun 3rd, Sag Neptune 12th.. Cap rising/moon - I find I put a lot of work into dreams and a lot of dreams into work. It doesn't seem like a common thing to me, most people seem to put efforts into one or the other.

Neptune in 12 house is karmic pattern as whatever I do outside force is grounding me every day. I feel not visible and not needed.I existing only for my lovely sons 6 and 8 both in opposition to my Gemini Sun so Saggitarious boys they choose me and it's pleasure to cope with that. So I am mummy and daddy I am doing every day housewife stuff with nurturing in principle .I recognized pattern as I always finding astrology in every life but this time have to use knowledge for my sons to help them understand world as deep as possible my father was absent as alcohol was first need but I wanted only relationship but felt like I am not wanted. So in this life I started study astrology since 2014 but it was moment of deja vu but with different life scenario and different people . God is your motivation. So every one have different unique version of God . Earth likes grounding to the core of your motivation sometimes it hard process need more than one life. Sorry every religion is nursery with level spiritual understanding. I am bankruptcy with excellent astrology maybe next life will more easy now I am lonely outside from society . This society is young. Thanks for teaching.

Cool graphics material to express the points in this video. Agree, Neptune is elusive but in mundane terms and transits, has more to do with the collective consciousness, getting caught up in groupthink, understanding history and the ways its manifesting, more than personal histories. Its a generational planet, not a personal one. There is nebulousness about this planet that doesn't do well interpretively quickly. There is mistaken overlap between pisces, Neptune and the 12th house which don't have the relationship that many astrologers assume by default and in the interest of simplifying. Many significations of Jupiter were lifted and applied to Neptune but actually belong with Jupiter. And show themselves to belong with Jupiter in Jupiter transits. Not Neptune transits.

I have a question.. what would it mean to have both jupiter (the expander) and saturn (the restricter) in the same sign/conjunct? I have a hard time putting the two together.