CHMNEY - GreatAwakening _ i blame myself too much im growing tired of it i was born in hell theres nothing i can do about it i go out for a suicide drive but end up coming back way more alive like what? - i think that im just built different i dont like to rap about things that you mention all the pills that killed a whole generation im connected with god and im here to change the system - i loved so hard that it turned into hate i ripped myself in half and slapped him in the face all those things that you went through dont have to come to this all the pain that you got was the pain that you give - so show the world how strong you really is let the love consume you and save you from this sinking ship so show the world how strong you really is let the love consume you and save you from this misery -