*** NEW Dollar Tree Haul ***EMOTIONAL HAUL.. SHARING JOHNATHAN STORY…5/3/24 

So sorry for your loss. Grief is such a personal thing and no one has the right to decide how or how long another person handles it. ❤

Don't apologize!!!!!!

Tyfs🦋

Thank you for sharing Jonathan with us. I’ve been waiting to hear more about him but knew it had to be when you were ready to share. Sending love and prayers ❤

I'm sending you so much love. Thank you for sharing the details of your life with us 🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋

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Sending you hugs 🙏🏼❤️ thank you for sharing

It’s okay to cry Jay we love you❤🦋

Hola Jay Tfs my beautiful friend . You have been through so much in your life . But you still manage to bring joy to all of us . God will carry you & give you strength. Praying for you always . Love you 🦋🦋🦋💙💙💙

And thank you for sharing something so personal love you always ❤

Hello my friend. You answered your co-worker so well. Kudos to you for being the better person. The loss of a child is one of the worst things in life to go through. And you went through it twice. Stay strong. Love n miss you❤❤❤😊😊😊

I am sooo sorry as a mother I was crying with you. I’m sending you love and peace.

God bless you and that you share your most deepest thoughts i❤❤❤

Very pretty

Hi Jay love the 15 dollar s rabbit s love them keep on shopping have a nice day love you Patricia curry Danville VA 😊🎉🦋😍

My heart hurts for you. Thank you for sharing Jonathon. You are a beautiful soul.

That story was sotouching Jay thank you for sharing. Nice to see you ❤❤❤❤❤. I sm going through some tuff times medically right now. Glad to have caught this one from you ❤❤❤❤❤ Bless you my dear. God is always there to giide you .

Hola 👋 Blessings beautiful lady. Stay strong. Joel is with you always.

Hugs ❤

Yeah, I hauled the massager and we are both Mari with the bun 😂…Great lol haul. I need to catch a flight to you and hug you ❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

Hola mama love ur haul

I hear you love live your life to the fullest and don’t give a F what anybody else says or think love how you wanna love and be how you wanna be

Thanks for sharing your story hun, i can imagine how hard it must be. Hugs hun🥰🦋

Nice dollar tree haul jay im so sorry that you lost two sons and wow i can't believe that lady daid that to you about Joel that was crazy stay strong jay you got this

Thanks for sharing

I send you a bug and kiss for you Jay you are your own person and we all understand you honey and our Joel is in peace and watching over you my love great little haul thanks for sharing lovev you honey 🦋🦋🦋❤️😘😘

Sending prayers for you 🙏 friend

lol me too girl when is our friend gonna be gone I’m 49 I’m over it!! lol but I think I started to go through it. I get hot flashes after hot flashes wake up and pulls the sweat and freeze headaches like you. I know I thought I would let you know that because like you said we’re all family here .. love you, Jay.

lol I had someone else say that me too that we are both Maris with the buns. Mi vida am here crying with you. Thank you for sharing this I know how hard it is. I love you sooooo much ❤

Nice haul Jay , idk how it is to lose a child , god forbide , I lost my 1st. love my oldest daughters father he was murdered 39 yrs. ago & I think about him every day, he was only 22 yrs. old , my daughter lost her Dad , Jay it's ok to talk about Joel , I love hearing you're memories of both you're angels .

Lights have different settings . I liked the haul you showed today. I liked the birthday stuff. You have been through so much in life. It has made you stronger. Just keep the memories alive and hang in there. Sorry for your loss. God Bless you. When I make the Ramen noodles, I add very little cumin, that’s optional. I add cumin to the water before placing the noodles in the microwave with the freeze dry veggies. I do not add the bouillon that comes with it. I add sodium free bouillon. I stir everything together and place in microwave. I stir and drain then I add chicken broccoli, cheese. Melt cheese in microwave. I add rotisserie chicken broccoli and cheese, pimentos optional. I melt the cheese in the microwave. It really taste good. Enjoy.

Oh my goodness I was crying with you, I wanted to reach through and give you un abrazo bien fuerte 😢 I am so sorry, I can’t begin to imagine. You’re such a strong woman. If you need to cry, you cry! You will be in me and my husband’s prayers🙏 which coincidentally his name is Jonathan ❤️ XOXO…

I'm crying right along with you beautiful J!!! I'm so sorry for your loss, people can be so judgemental an cruel, Thank you for sharing, God Bless you an your beautiful family!!🙏💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋💙

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You are never boring sweetheart!!! If you need to cry, scream and shout, you do it!! To hell with other people's telling you how you should feel!! When they can crap gold or walk on water, then MAYBE they can have an opinion!! Until then, you be you!! Love to you and your family, GOD bless!!

Hey sweetie nice haul my eyes r with tears sorry to hear what u went through with ur son Jonathon people gets me mad when they say stuff like that to let ur kids go and stuff till u lose one then don’t tell anyone to move on my aunt lost a son by a cop and she says it all the time when u lose one of ur kids them we’ll see if u going to say let them move on his name was Derek he has just turn 18 in August same year couple day before Christmas that’s when my cousin died but it still hurts her and she keeps her sons name alive well u don’t have to feel sorry u cry if u want u have a great blessed day

I really wish People would learn to zip it sometimes. You have not and are not doing anything wrong by keeping Joel's memories alive along with Jonathan's. Keep doing you ma. Love you xoxo 🦋💚😘

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Dehydration can cause a headache.

Jay thank you for sharing your story of Jonathan..you are an amazing person God bless you and your family ❤

Hola Nena, let me just say some people that never lost a child have the nerve to tell us how to grieve for our lost children. Someone also told me the same stupid thing that ignorant co-worker told you. The response you had for her was perfect. I will grieve for my daughter until the day I die and meet her in heaven. Thank you for sharing your Jonathan with us, you make us feel like family. Dios te bendiga. 💙🦋💚💗

U look beautiful ❤

Big hugs,beautiful. Joel is at peace.She had no right to tell you that. We all grieve in our own way in our own timeframe.I believe it's our responsibility to talk about our loved ones and keep them alive through memories. 🦋💙🦋

👋 hi Jay I'm sorry ❤❤❤ it's hard 2 lost love one's 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤❤🦋 🦋 🦋 🦋 🦋 🦋 🦋

For people who cannot understand why someone grieves for so long, they need to understand that they are privileged to not understand what that feels like. It is a privilege to never have gone through that kind of pain and here, you went through it twice. I’m so so so sorry that people can be that nasty and insensitive. I’m hugging you with my thoughts and sending you so much love ✌🏼💖🙂🙏🏻🌈🕊️🦋

love 💕, light and blessings Jay you have a beautiful spirit.. much hugs 🤗.. keep smiling and hauling 🛍️.. 🛍️💙🦋 Your son Joel, Jonathan 🕊️is always with you in spirit 🦋. keep saying his name.. keep him alive!

I'm so sorry for your loss. You are a strong woman.

Hello Jay don’t ever say that you are sorry we are here for you and it’s ok to cry I personally think it’s all the love that you feel for you’re kids and I just want to let you know that Joel and Jonathan and you’re mom they are together in heaven and they are happy and I’m also positive and sure that they are so proud of you ❤❤❤

I’m so sorry mama! I was crying with you! I know you gone thru a lot..that’s right mama… nobody could judge you if they aren’t in your shoes…you keep keeping Joel’s memory alive! #TeamJoel❤️🙏🦋❤️

You can cry and think of your son when ever you want to. I miscarried three. You do you. God bless.

Thanks for sharing! I really like the items you found whether big or small. Never feel that you have to explain yourself to anyone or apologize for your emotions or the way you grieve. It’s better to talk about things than to keep them on the inside because it will make you feel better getting it out. You are Braver and Stronger Than You Know.❤ I Love You Jay and I Pray For Your Strength Always!❤🙏🏾🦋

God bless you ❤️ don't ever be sorry for being real you are an incredible woman to share your pain with us 💗 I thank you for allowing me the honor to experience this with you 💝 our children is an incredible gift from God and he loved us so much to bestow that upon us❤ the loss of a child is devastating to say the least. I am truly grateful for the time you take and the energy you share with each and every video. God bless you Jay keep being who you are ❤❤❤

Thanks. When you cry I usually cry with you. Sorry 😊❤

I’m so sorry for your losses. I cannot imagine what that pain is and the heartbreak. Don’t ever feel sorry for being sad and giving us your experiences and thoughts of the losses of your babies. No one has the right to tell you when to stop grieving. For those who are hateful, shame on you!!! I loved your haul and those precious bunny’s are adorable I love the story behind why you bought it.

Tyfs❤🙏🏼🫶🏼❤

I'm so sorry for your loss sweetie. I don't judge you in any way. You're a very courageous and spiritual person. Your heart makes you feel the way you feel, don't change for who you are. You're a beautiful person in every way for who you are to yourself and your beautiful family. I myself take your inspiration to heart. God Bless you and your beautiful family. ❤

You can cry with us anytime. ❤‍🩹❤

Anything you want to share I would love to hear about it. 🥰 Even period information. 😂 It’s okay to cry, crying is part of a healing process, so you just let it all out. 🩵