No joke this song spoke too me and made me change my life. I'm 7 months clean and sober, working and really devoting my life too God. Thank you Nate thank you so much for putting our music that really speaks too my soul. Be blessed 🙂
Agreed, scripture tells us we are Dead in our sin. Through Faith alone in our King Christ Jesus the Holy Spirit comes to give life to us turning into new creatures.
Literally just found this guy this morning. Already gone through a dozen songs and each one is a masterpiece. Such insightful and powerful lyrics, coming from raw emotions and truth. This is legendary. Music like this that resonates with a broken soul is such an amazing reprieve.
There will be people who say you aren't a real fan, that they've been listening since 2010. Ignore them. Or give them this quote "Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!" -NF
Jesus will do it ! Jesus loves you all come to him John 3:16 “ For God so loves the world that he sent his one and only son that whoever shall believe in him shall not perish but have enteral life” - world meaning the people is whom he loves. Jesus loves you so much that he died on the cross and he was sinless but took upon our mistakes, iniquities and sins, so that you may truly live through him. start now by simply believing and having trust and faith in him. Find a bible based church who believes that Jesus is Lord
I can't believe how such a small amount of people know about NF... Every chance I get I let people know about his music.... I think he deserves way more for the amazing, and heartfelt music he gives us.... Love everyone who supports him ♥️
@@saz1727 ig you are one of the ones he wrote therapy session for..... I've been listening to his music for 7 years it just touched me when I felt I had nothing, and was so tired of everything. The first song of his I heard was on a radio while walking on a yard, and it was the I'll keep on song.... I didn't know who he was but I kept asking if people knew him by the short lyrics I would sing.
the album has 20 titles like thats serious work. but yeah 15 new records if your not including interlude and the 4 weve already seen. but good lord this man doesnt have a bad song
@Uneziness for real. like believe me he has some 5/10 songs but NOT A SINGLE SONG THIS MAN HAS MADE goes below the average line. every song is a par or better. 80% of his music beats the best 10% of every other artists music
If you ever get to read this Nate, yours aren’t empty words. No other song has made me feel like someone understood me. You’re not alone brother. Thanks for being so honest.
he can make a rap song that is real emotion and without showing his anger with slurs and cussing, he can express it all through his voice and his words. its amazing.
Whewwww.. I’ve been outside on the porch chillin and listening to NF, and while this song has been playing, I felt the Holy Spirit here with me. I’ve been staring at this tree that has lost its leaves, and as I was reminded of a post I’d earlier seen on Facebook, I was thinking about how the tree is not dead, just going through changes, and it will grow again and the leaves will come back, but new. As I thought the word change, the lyrics of this song mirrored my thoughts, and I felt the presence of God all over. And then I seen a comment referencing the lyric mentioning suicide and talking to God, and again, the Holy Spirit surrounded me in a wave. I will always love your music, man. And I’m so thankful for it, and for God working through people. Music and poetry have always been a lifeline for me, and now that I have Christ I’ve learned to rely on God and to feel the music instead of looking for it to save me. I do want to thank you again, and I pray the Lord always makes known to you His everlasting love. WOOO!🙌🏼♥️💯
@@warrenayres200 Bruh, it's better than anything that you could create, and all he can write? I thought it was beautiful, don't be all negative down here, I think you should get out.
@@warrenayres200 omg a person that doesn't get salty when they are being criticised and instead answers in a repsctful manner. I thought the species had gone extinct on youtube. Respect bro
I remember I first discovered NF back in 2019 and loved every song. I relate to a lot of his music due to my own childhood but this song is special. I’m not religious but this is the first time I’ve ever felt a connection to a god. Whatever you choose in the future, weather you rap until your 83 or stop soon, thank you. You truly helped me though the rough times in my life and connected me to things I never thought I’d be connected to before; A community of people who are like me, god, you. I don’t idolize idols but you’re the best man!
Ayla Thompson Real talk. I was listening to his song Nate. My wife said play it again. So I play it again, and she just starts crying. Saying he was talking to her and she’s tired of trying to always be so strong. I’ve never seen my wife cry like that. It was... well... it was Real.
Ayla Thompson Keep your head up. I’m sure you’re an amazing person. And remember sometimes real strength is facing and acknowledging your problems and hang ups instead of hiding them from yourself.
I literally cried every single day for 8 months straight before... there wasn’t a 24 hour period in those 8 months that I didn’t Cry... after getting in a relationship I was “enjoying” I had my first week without crying... but eventually the emotions came back & happiness wasn’t as fulfilling, pain was more my norm
@@chriswritter3100 wait is this what I'm experiencing? I don't think I'm depressed, but i literally create negative scenarios in my mind and led myself to cry so often. For no reason and I've been trying to figure out why I put myself through negative thinking.
this song all about self realization, taking accountability and doing your best to commit to changing. i’ve never seen someone pull words out of my mind so perfectly
“See, all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don’t want freedom to find me Mention that name and everybody riots” I’m autistic, have ADHD and have PTSD. Meltdowns and low periods can be pretty rough. Your music has impacted my life tremendously. Your lyrics help me process the shit that I need someone else to say out loud. Your lyrics are raw and they are honest and they are so ridiculously relatable. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🙏🏼
touched my heart bro. Gone through a lot myself in terms of mental health and NF just seems to always give a breath of fresh air when you listen closely to his music
@@tofootball298 yeah I feel you bro since COVID developed anxiety and depression symptoms and struggle a lot with adhd bro he helps me realise I’m not on my own
Never related more to anything than I did the line “Everyone thinks I’m a great guy, but I don’t believe it so I think I’m a great liar.” That one really hit hard.
I was about to write about it man. Respected doctor and teacher, loved by patients, admired by my older colleagues. But I have never felt shittier in my whole life. Salute man. It's heavy out here.
That's why NF is great. He doesn't do this for the fame. His lyrics are how he feels about himself and it's the workings of his mind. He's one of the most relatable artists I've ever heard. It scares me he's as crazy as I am because my mind is not a safe place to be...
"Last year I felt suicidal- this year I might do something like talking to God!" Legit my feelings, if you say the lyrics whenever you're feeling depressed they help, whenever you hear the lyrics you instantly go back in time to when you were small almost like a music video then you go through all the happy moments of your life, then through the sad moments, then you go through present moments. We all stand as a family under God's oath we are worth saving no matter the circumstances. You just have to find your inner light. Then the path will grow bright, for it is your blinding moment. And a message to anyone who has suicidal thoughts, hang in there. We're not letting up on you.
Relatable. I know this was 6 months ago but I honestly hope you’re still holding strong. Suicidal thoughts can be tormenting, speaking from experience. Please stay strong.
Crazy af how these songs find you again when you really need them, my wife and I of almost 4 years are splitting up, and I do kinda feel like I'm holding on to something that just can't be
You'll get through it. Remember the perspective of time. 10 years ago, you could have never imagined the life you're living right now. And 10 years from now, you'll be in a much different place, for better or worse. That is the unchangeable factor. Pain is temporary, but man it hurts.
@@jimmy9672 absolutely so hes very intelligent, even his wordplay had foreshadowing- The Search includes a line detailing "I'm looking for tha map to Hope, ya seen it?" Puns aside, he's one of the most relatable 'modern' rappers I've come to find, with a few others
NF do you know why I love you? because your songs tell me about my inner voice and the pain inside me.i'll be your fan for the rest of my life. Life is painful, I can't stand it anymore, I love you NF!
“Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more” Never had a lyric hit me so hard. NF you never fail to encourage me.
Prayers for all who thought of suicide or are going through it now. Talk with God, He is waiting to hear from you. Knock on His door and He will open it for you. Believe, Trust, have Faith in Him because you can't move forward without Him in your live and heart. God bless you all! NF, stay blessed always and love this new album like all others.....still listen to your very first songs.....
Darshan I doubt you would tell Nate in front of his face to enjoy chatting with his imaginary friend. Jesus still loves you though regardless of your opinion on Him. God bless man
Nf is truly a Rapper that I can relate to. When I want to get away from the world, I just put those earphones in and get lost in his music. Bro Nate keep making music that have an impact, "this is your calling".
@@12lbbluefish3 honestly you missed the point of the comment. A person as great as NF can have fire for music and beautiful, endearing, truth in his lyrics. Honestly the music is fire because every beat is perfect for what the track is about. That is what is fire about it. The lyrics don't add to the music though. The music adds to the lyrics honestly because the lyrics take anyone to a place they can escape to.
I thought he was talking about No Name since this song hadn't been released when the search was released but maybe this was the song he was referring to.
Nate I doubt you’ll ever see this but in the off chance you do I need you to know how much you’ve touched my life. I’ve been struggling with alcoholism for 20 years (half my life). You wrote this song about me, I swear you did. Thanks to God, AA and you I’m 7 months sober and getting better every day. I’m really starting to get my shit together finally. Fought the change hard but needed it desperately. You’re saving lives and inspiring people. I love you man. You have no idea how you’ve touched my life. Thank you
Grammys are bullcrap. Sell his soul for a gold rewards. No way, just do what he's doing helping himself through music and be glad we get to enjoy his journey
Fuck Grammys. NF guides people with music, he helped many people including me turn their life around and people care more about some stupid fake gold statue than saving lives?
My ex showed me NF and I didn't think he was good until... we broke up and I saw the song "When i grow up" and that was the one we listened to the most so i looked at some of his songs and now I love him. You are absolutely wonder NF!! Love all of your songs. And thank you Conner for showing me this awesome artist. Love you still
The Best Rapper You Never Heard Of hey, i apologize for self promoting, but do you think u can take a listen to my new cypher/remix, it’d be greatly appreciated and if i’m bothering you by asking i’m deeply sorry ❤️🙏🏽
Lyrics: Yeah, look I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose I swear I'm tryna get it together Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit [Chorus] Runnin' from change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want change [Verse 2] Yeah, I don't like new things Got a lot of mood swings Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? I don't wanna hear what you think Yeah, tossin' in my sleep Every night feel like two weeks Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better Can't help it, that's just me Lies, that's me avoidin' the change Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute I need change Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar Change It somethin' that I know I should do I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room [Chorus] Lookin' for change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want- [Verse 3] I need a moment of silence I don't like change, but I'll try it I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do Why are they always defiant? See, all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don't want freedom to find me Mention a name and everybody riots (Change) Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals They keep on workin', but I know Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change) I'm tryna be on their side though Should I feel comfortable? I don't Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more [Chorus] I'm lookin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy) I just want, I just want change Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Ayy) I'm searchin' for change (Ayy) I'm lookin' for, yeah I just want, I just want change
You are my therapist for the things I don’t like talking about with people but your music is beautiful and I love it because your music helps me get through those things I don’t like talking about. Thank you Nate.
@@RealGreekYogurt Good point, also I was only 30 seconds into the song when I wrote the comments and that was the lyric that I actually listened to LOL
I remember listening to him when everyone was like who is Nf? Or people calling him trash but look at him now, I started listening to him about 4 months after mansion came out
Today, I have a new favorite hip hop artist-NF. This man has so many levels of pathos to his music that, honestly, no one even compares-and he shares his music without a single cuss word-unbelievable!
[Verse 1] Yeah, look I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose I swear I'm tryna get it together Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit [Chorus] Runnin' from change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want change [Verse 2] Yeah, I don't like new things Got a lot of mood swings Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? I don't wanna hear what you think Yeah, tossin' in my sleep Every night feel like two weeks Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better Can't help it, that's just me Lies, that's me avoidin' the change Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute I need change Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar Change It somethin' that I know I should do I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room [Chorus] Lookin' for change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want- [Verse 3] I need a moment of silence I don't like change, but I'll try it I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do Why are they always defiant? See, all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don't want freedom to find me Mention a name and everybody riots (Change) Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals They keep on workin', but I know Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change) I'm tryna be on their side though Should I feel comfortable? I don't Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more [Chorus] I'm lookin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy) I just want, I just want change Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Ayy) I'm searchin' for change (Ayy) I'm lookin' for, yeah I just want, I just want change P.S NF is a legend❤
Wild how someone u never met can take the words and emotions rt out of someone's mouth and soul.... This is definitely and underrated gifted brother rt here... Takes a "real tough" guy to out himself out to the world like this!! #MuchRespect..
I'm bipolar and when I'm feeling down or going through something, or really just any time, I listen to NF. His lyrics make me feel less alone in what I'm going through and inspire me at the same time. It's so refreshing to hear someone talk about their issues and how they are coping with them and what they are doing to change them. I'm so thankful I found NF and I'm happy I get to hear him grow too. Thanks man!
How are you doing now? That is so difficult to deal with especially cuz nobody understands what ur going thru. Feeling so all the time alone might be the worst part so know someone does care. I dont know u but I know I wish I could help.
I love every title of every song... I can't go wrong..... When playing Nates ones Best songs all along... Thankyou Nate Hope you get your success you so deserve
