Indeed! I have a lot of respect for people who have such talent for taking a long whatever and, without loss, condense it like this! I've A tendency to over explain, get sidetracked & go rant, etc. So I literally take something I could explain just as well with 10-15 words & make huge paragraphs (we're talkin' pages) which ironically causes the explanation to be far worse. Not to mention how people, especially the current generation (I'm 35, fossilized), say "Dang, that's an essay! I ain't readin' all that!" when they see anything beyond 20 words. So pretty much 95% of people will skip my stuff. I'm working to overcome that issue and, thank The LORD, I'm making progress!
NF you just don't know how much your music means to me. It speaks directly to the city with me. I've been clean since June 18, 2014 by the grace of God doing extremely well as far as that but at the age when you're trying to help your family and nothing seems to work, you feel like giving up. I play your albums over and over and over. The search is usually my go to, but I also love clouds and Hope a mansion and got sign up about that. It's like you're singing exactly how I feel. Thank you so much you are amazing.
The lyric video for NF's song "Hate Myself" explores themes of self-hatred and struggle with mental health, expressing the difficulty of helping others when one doesn't love oneself. The lyrics delve into feelings of hopelessness, longing for relief, and the constant battle with personal demons.
I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
There's one thing about NF I don't think anyone talks about. How he even WRITES these songs, NF has had to go through STUFF, in order to even be able to think about these types of songs... And that's what makes me love NF, is because he went through these stages by himself, and he was strong enough to keep his faith in Christianity. Unfortunately I wasn't strong like him, I did not keep my faith. But I'm proud of NF for pushing on through his own struggles even though it hurt so much.
It's easy to say it's easy when your living that easy side but what about us that's stuck in the dark what can you explain to me for me to understand i lived your side under 13 come on dudev
Thanks vortex, I felt like you were talking to me. Going through something right now. I'm lonely. Never thought I'd admit it until now. Go to bed tonight knowing you've awakened the fight in me by your words, my faith in humanity has awakened...
Here I am now. Late night alone as always. Missing what once was my family. May one day my soul find you again. Knowing I can’t have it leaves me torn like roses left with nothing but thorns
I can definitely relate to this I would listen to NF all day long and my parents don't see how much I've been through they say they know what's best for me but truthfully you are the one who knows you best they ain't you, you are yourself
God is so powerful he works through NF to let us know that His listening and watching and also letting us know that through Christ anything is possible
Man ...if you are depressed run from this song. ❤ You are a gift from God. You are so very loved. Hang on and never let go. Just hang on. ❤❤ A mom who prays for strongholds on you to be gone now. ❤ God loves you so very much. We are light...be rhe light for someone . Make it thru this. Get help and helo someone in your life that needs you A momma ❤️.
It’s hard though, it’s not easy to run from the bad thoughts. Your tired of living but scared to die. It’s hard to breathe, but it’s even harder to ask for help.
Well sometimes people run out of people to even ask for help from. The homeless, for starters. I know it is difficult to imagine but if you don't have family & friends that can or are willing to assist then it is whatever it is.
@@IsmelindaSantiago That sums it up perfectly. Tired of living, terrified of dying. You just wish you could have a moment where everything stopped moving, where the world stops spinning.
so unkind But with this music, I'll find my way To mend the damage of yesterday Let the rhythm take you to a better place Where pain and hurt can be erased Time for music to fill your empty hearts Let the melodies heal your broken parts I'll be your guide through the darkest night With this song, everything will be alright I may not be everything to you But I'll be the best friend you ever knew I'll make you smile, I'll make you see The beauty in life, the joy in being free So let the music wash over you Let it be your comfort, your strength, your truth I'll be here to catch you if you fall Together we'll rise above it all Time for music to fill your empty hearts Let it mend the damage, heal the scars This song is my gift to you, my friends May it bring you peace as the music never ends.
You took words I didn’t know could be put to my mind. I am sure there are many whom you have armed with a power of knowing, you know us. Thank you and Godspeed.
NF, u can't even imagine how much your music helps me going through hard times. You manage to rap about things that i couldn't explain to anyone, u have so much talent... Sometimes one of your tracks helps me out more than a talk to my therapist, just because you manage to voice the thoughts in my head. And so much emotion, packed in a three-minute track... u are unique, we love you❤#NFmusic
I fully understand. We've got to remind ourselves that God made a special just the way we are and just because the people around us in our house or in our life throw extra mental stuff on us we're just to the point we can't even carry our own stuff is difficult. You are awesome amazing and perfectly made and so am I sometimes I have to remind myself that over and over and over. Praying for you my friend.
NF You have saved me so many times with your music! I love you dude please come to Reno NV so I can see you perform!! I know I’d cry if I got to see you live I cry to your music a lot!! Keep being YOU!!🤍✨
It's not too late to be the person you want to be, and it's definitely not too late to become a better person than you are now. It's never too late for anything-even if things feel hopeless at times, keep going!
Anyone Reading This Right Now I Want You To Know You Are Loved And Appreciated Okay? Love Yourself, If You Don't Or Feel No One Really Does, Just Know That I Care And I Don't Know You But I Don't Have To, And Know That God Loves You Always Ups Or Downs He Does, No Matter What He Will Always Love You, Please Hang In There With What Ever It Is Your Facing Okay?, Please Fight Hard And Try To Be Happy Cuz You Matter For Real, I Understand Feeling Sad And Down, Angry And Even Hateful Towards Myself, But No Matter What Your Going Through God Loves You, He Sees You He Hears You, He Cries When Your Hurting He Feels What Your Feeling Cuz He Knows Your Hurting And Maybe Blaming Yourself Fot Things In Your Life, He Gets You More Than Anyone Really Cuz He Made You He Knew You Before You Were Born, Stay Strong You Are Truly Loved Beautiful People Reading This Right Now, I Wish You All Nothing But The Best And Happiest Moments To Come In Your Lifetime, Just Know Someone Cares, And If You Feel Not Just Know God Cares I Do Too! Love You❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
“But I don’t want to die, I just want relief.” MAN THAT HITS HARD! Let me tell you something… if you believe there is a God and an underworld then listen… murder is a sin… you will go to hell… and hell is still more messed up then this world and that’s crazy! If you kill yourself you just looking for more trouble and that’s a promise… I love y’all ok… don’t do something your going to regret…❤❤❤
Every time I hear the beat drop, it literally gives me goosebumps ❤ Suicide thought's come and go like a guest to me, I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief! Genius ❤❤
All your music touches a part of me a part of my soul...I feel you....❤absolutely love your music and how your not afraid to express it all in your verses...
Idk if you do the same in all your lyric vids but i love that you have the name, artist, and time at the top i also love how you did the lyrics themselves good job 👍
Awesome song can help. Music is a mental therapy. 2 get out how many people feel like this but we still keep fighting through the war of life ALONE FOR MORE THAN U KNOW 😢
"pray to god with my arms open..if this is it then i feel hopeless..and i eish i could help but its hard when i HATE MYSELF " i hate how much i relate to this....
I do hate myself my life sucks i never have felt love ever i have never blushed and i do not feel sad when someone dies and when a animal dies i get sad inside but i shove it away my life meaningless i have been broken by life💔💔
I feel like I cant tell any of my family members or friends how I feel, I always want to but then I remember that some of my siblings went through what im going through or worse and I dont want to tell them and look like im copying them. If I tell them they will think its fake because im the " Funny, Happy, Joking " person everyone thinks is the fun person. I am fun. But the fun friend / family member has feelings too, Its impossible to not cry once in life. It's really hard on me getting blamed for things by my friends and family and getting looked at with a disgusted look or being called mean words. I just wanted to make them proud for once you know? I Just feel like im not allowed to cry when people have more problems than me. And yes everyone can cry but I hate when I start crying, It makes me nervous and once I start crying it doesnt stop and I dont know why. Theres a very big pain in the middle of my chest whenever someone says I love you or says they hate me, When they say I love you I dont feel a lot of emotions. It's like im.. Numb. And when someone hates me as a joke I take it seriously because of PTSD and I guess trauma from not too long ago but I wanna stay strong for all of them. They are the reason I cry but they are also the reason im still here sitting down typing this paragraph in this dreadful world. I dont know what I should feel right now, I feel happy but I also feel bad. Im getting a lot of mixed emotions and the things ive been experiencing lately are: ------------------------------------ Tired eyes and body. Overwhelmed. Lack of emotion. Pain in my chest whenever I take a deep breathe. Self Conscious. Over thinking. ----------------------------------- Im sorry if I sound kind of dramatic right now. I have nothing else to do other than to stare at my screen thinking of how useless writing this is. Dont worry about me worry about yourself im a stranger on the internet and as they say, You cant love someone online. I dont think I can handle the change. Im just a kid. I have to deal with so many things and I cant complain which seems fair to me. I just have one problem... I cant love everyone all the time when I cant even love myself for 5 minutes
Therapy wont help, Its just a person being paid to listen to ur bullcrap for hours. One of the only ways that makes me stay here with civilization is dealing with it by myself. If hard though because I have to think of a way to deal with my own problems even though the only problem is myself. Sorry for venting. Have a nice day @@hehasthosesongs
If your family says you're worthless, you're not. Keep trying to strive forward and to openly express yourself of how you truly feel with those you love, trust, or a therapist, and to surround yourself with people who don't affect you negatively. Don't think of this as stupid or dramatic; I cannot fully understand you, but I get what you're at. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be funny. It's okay to be yourself, even if someone says you cannot be. No one should have control over how you act, feel, or behave, and you can create choices for yourself. Don't bottle up your emotions. It's unhealthy to not let them out. If you bottle them up, the thoughts and emotions will only linger, only worsening the situation. If your family tells you those things to intentionally emotionally hurt you, they've got serious issues to fix, because you shouldn't deal with that. You're a human. You have emotion. (I know this may not be much, but I hope this helps.) God be with you!
"What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy em like they goin' outta stock but it's not healthy" "Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me" "What is success when hope has left you?" "Diggin' through the trash for drugs"
I was supposed to meet NF once if I did and I saw him I would probably be the only 12 old kid that been depressed for 7 years I would probably be so happy with him for the first time
My friend always took anger out of me I am never been ever never lost my best friends and girlfriend My pain in my heart never like someone else after I defeated I lost everything I had now I'm alone and lost right now 😭
I’ve been through so much, My demons with trauma. Growing up i was continuously sa, I blamed myself i was only 8. It lasted for 4 years. I hated myself for it more and more and now i can finally say, Its not my fault!!
Hey listen to me… or in this case… read me! Bcs I know I don’t know you and you don’t know me but you said you try your best? Then that’s all that matters! Maybe there just jealous! Trust me when I say I can feel you here even to the point and body shame etc but maybe hating yourself is that big push you need to keep going! I’m rooting for you!
Life can extremely tough and I know for a fact. But if you know how much people do actually care for you if you stop being quiet and actually call out for help from love ones and friends and they'll understand your pain and help as possible.
