NF - Hate Myself - Reaction - Great style on this one, folks! 

Karol is an amazing example of courage, I love that you did this for him ❤

If they aren't already on your NF list please add Change, Nate, and I Miss the Days. I believe you would like all three and I know many others, including myself, would love to see you experience them for the first time. Stay safe and God Bless!

Sometimes it’s hard to help others when you feel a particular way about yourself, for those who do continue to help others regardless of how they may feel/what they maybe going through at the time, in the back of some of their minds is the thought “I’ll always be there for you when you need me” while also “the people I’ve always been there for are not always there for me”… in my opinion and personally experience “ I want to be there for the people I care about/hold dear to me, but where are they when I’m at my lowest. Something that have always been in the back of my mind is that I’ll be here as long as the other person feel that im needed, and when I’m I’m no longer needed, I tend to go back to the a dark place (meaning I’m alone with my own thoughts). There’s a lot of people I wish I could help, but at the same time it’s also hard when I feel a particular way about myself… Edit: also this is my third time one your channel, I watched your reaction to the Linkin Park and Linkin Park will always have/be a special part of me then I seen you did an reaction to NF

NF is Legendary.

NF- I miss the day!!!

NF- I miss the days ..🔥🔥

Hey Chris, love NF a lot and really enjoyed the reaction as usual. For me, I have to be careful to take his music in limited doses as he is so relatable that I can start feeling sorry for myself and that’s not good…. Thanks for this Chris, and for being a strong and good example to me.

I love this song. Holds me like a mother when im down. As always great reaction and i appreciate your inputs on things they really do help me some, don't comment on your videos often but thanks sir. What you say about forgiving yourself. 😊

Love this song❤❤ Great reaction. This one gets me every time😢

Thank you for your commentary. You really touched me and spoke to my spirit. Thanks Larry.

Hello there! Great reaction. Blessings to all❤

Love this guy!

So good

🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯, well said, we are worth it!

Thank you so much for this reaction Chris. This is probably my favorite NF's song. He is a freaking genius man... those lyrics are too relatable... he is literally rapping about what's in my head every single day. I think the chorus is him talking to his "happier version". To me it's kinda like he is saying sorry for giving up but he can't help because he hates himself. "Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me" - It's not a guest anymore... it literally moved in with me. "But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief" - now this line rigtht here is a masterpiece... it's so true... I don't wanna die. Life really is beautiful, but my mental illness is not allowing me to see it. Even now I got friends that I'd give my life for, I'm going to therapy for almost a year, I'm kinda successful with my business. It only takes minutes to destroy all that with one stupid voice that is screaming in my head (you're worthless... why are you still trying... you're not enough... do a favor to this world and end your pathetic life already) "What is success when hope has left you" - yeah... as I said, I never believed in myself. My entire life I've been told that I'm worthless piece of trash. I always wanted to prove them wrong and I sure did many times. I even made my dream of running my own business came true. Guess I can say I made it... but now what? I thought that it's gonna make me happy, I thought that's what I need to finally believe in myself. Yeah... right... nice try! "I walk through the ashes of my passions..." - my passions... man... I'm forced to look at the ashes of my passion every freaking day. I used to love working on my cars, modify it, make it look better, drive it to many different car shows and events. That was my escape from reality, from all this pain and problems, that's what used to make me happy no matter what. After many years I was lucky enough to find and purchase my all time dream car. It's sitting in my shop/garage for more than two years now on flat tires, covered in dust and torn apart waiting for me to finally finish it but I just can't... I even thought about selling it because I can't stand watching my dream sipping through my fingers. It's messed up how something that once was my escape is now causing so much pain. Bruh, I could talk about every single line in this track for hours. This song describes what I couldn't put into words myself and that's why I love it so much. I'm sorry for being a broken record again, but I want everybody to know that YOU, my friend, literally saved my life and made it worth fighting. Normally, I'd probably apologize you for getting emotional again but this time I don't even care... I just freaking love you my friend! And I mean it! And after reading my letter that was inside of the package I sent you, you already know that you're SO MUCH MORE than a friend to me. You're the only father figure I had and you'll always be like a dad to me. Thank you so very much "Dad". P.S. It's nice to see you like the Nova 😊

I completely understand what's said around 10:39. I still struggle with it constantly. I'm always behind on rent, my bills, and I owe well over $10k in debt, that if I don't pay off, I'm completely boned. But as soon as I get to work, I realize its not just about me. Everyone else could be going through stuff even worse, and it makes me realize I need to do better, so I can help the people who are in my place of trying, but being unable to make it out of the situation they're in. Even if I can't make it in life, and i do reach that point where I realize I just need to off myself, I want to make sure that I'm at least bettering all the lives around me in some sense. I learned I can't just be done, as my pain spreads to them. But I can try to reduce their others pains, so when mine happens, it's way less. They see that I did what I could for them, and I hope they understand I don't want to hurt them, I've just never been comfortable living. I want to get them all comfortable, even if I'm gone through the process.

Love the reaction!!! If you'd want any other reaction recommendations, Idk if you have already but any of Noah Kahan's stick season album or the stick season we'll all be here forever (the extended version) has a lot of great songs! (some of my favorites are stick season, orange juice, no complaints, your needs my needs, dial drunk, or the view between villages) love your channel ❤️

Richmen north of richmond by oliver anthony. Gods eyes by dax. Posted links a bunch of times. You'll like both

Would love to see you react to NF - Intro 3

Enjoyed the reaction once again! I suggest you listen to Everything I Do by Eminem on his unreleased album, King Mathers. He's in a very tight position in that song, and it's a very beautiful song.

Can’t wait for Joyner Lucas Just like you reaction

Can’t wait for Eminem not alike reaction

Twisted by Skylsr grey ft eminem and yelawolf please

There is no worse Tyrant than you to yourself. That’s why I like Jordan Petersons rule - Treat Yourself Like Someone You Are Responsible for Helping. I put everyone above me and treat myself like 💩 unfortunately. 😢 I asked God for help and he answered, but unfortunately I went back and I’m where I started. The warm embrace of an Opiate/Opioid is so hard to escape. 😢 Especially when you are chronically sick and Opiates/Opioids are just part of the program. You escape and then you need them again and like I said you find yourself back on the Wagon that you didn’t want to get back on. I’m not asking for pity or sympathy, a little empathy is ok.