NF How Could You Leave Us Instrumental with hook 

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Why?! (Intro) How could you leave so unexpected? We waited... We waited for you... But you just left us.. We needed you.. I needed you... Most of the time it hits, my mind won't let me stay there.. Trying to comprehend this causes my body to just lay there... I hate this topic; I no longer wanna write about it.. These words are toxic; I no longer wanna cry about it... Falling up and down these steps; going through all the stages.. Yeah, I'm letting it all out but I didn't want to make this! I waited and I waited for what felt like an eternity For you to wake up and call me to tell me that you'll return to me! I denied it was real, no matter how much I saw! And as the anger rose, I could feel my petals fall! I asked to give my life so you could come back to us all! All while trapped in this hole, surrounded by these walls! Now I'm stuck in this cage because my mind just won't accept it! Especially because I wasn't there to feel your last breath! I truly do regret us not getting to watch the sunset! No matter how much it's said, I just can't accept your.... (Hook) Why would you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! How could you leave us here?! How could you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! You were my support and I was yours; we were warriors.. It was me and you against the world, baby girl; it was glorious... Nothing stood between us and everyone could see it.. Not even this will, Darling.. Always and foreve, guarantee it... But even though I'm prepared to go through Hell for you, My loved ones here could see I'm pushing and just want me to pull through... Nothing here is right anymore; I don't care that life goes on! Being here physically should be enough because my mind is gone! This life is like a ferris wheel we never got to go on.. A hundred miles an hour but I am unable to just fly off Without seeing all the faces, all the pain, and the shame That it would leave down here.. so I'm calling out your name! Monica, answer me! I've never fought this hard! These wounds will never heal no matter how much they've scarred! I still feel the glass! Every last fucking shard! Especially when I go to meet you inside of a graveyard... (Hook) People go through shit like this everyday.. So with that kind of logic, then I should be ok... Life should find a way for me to get through these dark days Because everybody says it.. now I'm no longer in a daze! I'm just kidding, I'm just playing; I'm still deep within these flames.. I set my past on fire and now my future is ablaze... I'm stuck in the middle just waiting for your embrace.. I know you'll come for me, babe.. because of you, I have faith! Our love has the strength but my body's feeling weak.. The same way you felt! But at least you got to leave! Why did you leave and allow us all to grieve? Why did you achieve eternal peace without me? Why am I so selfish and won't just let you go and fly? Why am I still here? Why couldn't I have died? Why am I still here trying to ask you why? Answer me, baby! I'm dying to know (why?!) (Hook)

comee baby boy ..come see daddy , everytime daddy sees you u make me happy, daddy sad daddy just wants to cry, daddy hasn't seen u ina long long time, but daddy swears this will all end , it will all go away , n you will be in daddys arms again one day Daddy remembers when u were just a little baby, holding u all the time ..even though daddy wasn't ready , to busy actin like he was a heavy, didn't spend anytime with u n mommy, daddy was to busy making money, daddy had no heart , daddy didn't really care . Daddy went away , daddy went to jail, every night daddy cried in his cell, bad daddy I know Benny bad daddy, but i promise u daddys ready! Mommy may be mean to daddy , call daddy names , make daddy real unhappy, but daddy stays strong , daddy carries a picture of u all day long , ur beside daddys heart , where ever daddy is, The only the way daddy made it threw jail, daddy had a picture of u n mommy in his cell, daddy went through 16months without you, it was hard on daddy , n thats tha truth ....., daddy never ment to hurt you or mommy , daddy tried really hard to make mommy love daddy , but mommy wasnt ready , mommy shed to many tears , cuz daddy hurt mommy for to many years , but thats ok cuz daddy is still here ,daddy never leave , daddy will never go away , daddy will be by yourside each and everyday , daddy will walk threw life with you , daddy will hold your hand , even if you fight with daddy , daddy will understand , but dady will never let go of your hand , daddy will hold you every day if he can , cuz nomatter what your daddys lil man , daddys lil baby boy to thee end ! lets go back into a lil history, when daddy was with mommy , n you were in mommies tummy, daddy used to read you stories , daddy used to talk to you , i remember when u kicked for daddy , daddy had a smile , daddy was real happy ... daddy remembers when you came out , you were cryn real loud , but as soon as daddy held yew , u stopped cryin , daddys eyes were just waterin , daddys most proud moment ! daddy shed to many tears , over tha years, had to many fears , but its ok my my lil man , daddy will be the best father he can xox DADDY loves you benson, every time i think of you i always shed a tear becuase your on daddys mind everyday every second , your daddys precious ...daddy wrote this song for you baby boy cuz this is how daddy really feels . i dont care what mommy says ill always be there for you baby boy if not in person but always in your heart .....your in daddys heart everywhere i go :) ..... i also hope this reaches out to alot of hearts , this was for my son but also to every GOOD father out there that is going through the same thing ONE LOVE

(Hook) Dad where yu at? You watching over me in the different country? You left me when I was born I was really torn. Now you come back 13 years later With two other children Whata fuckin' player My mum yeah she's disabled. It took her a while to restable Dad how could you leave us? Now you're with another women that I barely kno. A lady was sitting in the corner watching me while takin notes Don't you get it Dad? Or should I even call you that? Only just 12 A shit load of lines On my arm, cause that how I cry. People leave me over and over It makes me not wanna be sober

It's hard to live life without being loved, being so vulnerable, feeling so fucked up, everyone around doubted me, abused my feelings inside, I smile but I hide inside my mind and cry, Daddy was a hero until I was touched, how could you hurt me so much? I'm so emotionally fucked. I looked up to you. Weren't you proud? You were so ashamed of me. What was that about? I was an honor student, you were never there to praise me, you kept your distance since I knew you, breaking me on a daily. I made sure you didn't see my pain, I dealt with it on my own no matter how it drove me insane, I let you claim your thrown, while I was your slave for your guilt that you turned on me, I felt so helplessly addicted to the misery. Failing you was biggest fear, your punishments left me in tears, man I wish you were here.. Pain was the only thing I owned, I wasn't enough for you to help me down on the road. The road when I was begging for change, I wanted to fix my life, I remember that day like it was yesterday night, in the cold dark rain, praying to God you'd come save me but in the end Dad you only fucking played me, I was fooling myself to think you'd wouldn't stay away, I use to say, "I want to be like him one day." My minds changed now, I'm grown up and different, you wouldn't recognize or understand what you've been missing, Maybe you were right, I was nothing from the start, that's why you tore me apart, and continuously broke my heart. And I ate myself inside, and drank myself to death, gave up, overdosed and was addicted to crystal meth, but now I'm 26 years old, I made it on my own, so now I am ready to let the truth unfold. I was just a kid, I needed you. I said I was just a kid and I fucking needed you. I'm grown up now and I've been really missing you. But how could I miss someone who left when I was being difficult? Never took the time to even wipe my own tears. Never smiled at me and helped me face my fears, or chased the bad dreams that I had at night, I just want you to be a part of my life, I don't want to stay mad and live like this forever, I want us to be united and be strong together. It took me a long time to want to forgive all the things you did, I always wanted to know why you did what you did, I can't live my life feeling so lost, I just wanna know, why are you gone?!

come on! there are 31 people who have commented on this. give this poor guy some more attention! CrystalMzRandom. He more than deserves it.

(Hook) I cant take it with these couples that I see They make it looks so simple but I know it’s not easy For me I couldn’t breath We rushed into knowin that we weren’t ready It’s not a pleasant place to be Now my hearts racin All these things I’m facin I wish I could erase it I find myself pacin back n forth Wondering where I’ll be in twenty, thirty years or more Contemplating to myself what do I have to live for Some times I look back at the pictures that we took back then We look so happy but reality was kickin in I wonder if you really cared, where we would’ve been I thought you were a ten I was mistaken I got to know you And I found out who you really were I never thought that all these problems ever would occur Eventually all these memories will be a blur Was this really what I wanted I’m not really sure (Hook) Maybe if I drink, all the pain will go away I wanna forget, but I struggle with it every day I suppose I hope you’re doing great I guess I wish you the best The less that I think about it, sooner I can reassess This entire mess Will we still be friends It really depends Can I stand to look at you knowin how it ends Would it be worth it if we tried to work it out again When I see my son It’s like I look into your eyes All the times I cried feeling hopeless inside I wanna say we tried but I know you wanted this You were fakin for our last kiss I know some times it’s a hit n miss I feel depressed When I think about where we left off Was it really hard to take a moment just to talk Why do I have to feel this way right now I’m still in shock All the pain you brought (Hook)

Absolutely amazing.

How could you leave so unexpected? We waited, we waited for you, But you just left us We needed you, I needed you Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah Welcome to the bottom of hell They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell Into my pillowcases, say you coming to get us Then call a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes I don't get it, mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow? I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is no But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til them pills kill you I know you've gone but I can still feel you Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh, hey I got this picture in my room and it kills me But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing Now a relationship is something we will never have Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had? You should've been there when I graduated Told me you love me and congratulations Instead you left us at the window waiting Where you at mom? We're too young to understand where you at, huh? Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing What you don't realise and what you not grasping That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand I ain't gon' say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes If you really cared for me, then where you at then? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh, hey Our last conversation. You and I sat in the living room Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to You started crying, telling me, "This isn't you." Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune You took them pills for the last time, didn't you? They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you It took everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful I wish you were here, mama, but every time I picture you All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you They found you on the floor, I could tell you felt hollow Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you're still watching, why..? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh, hey [Sobbing] Sometimes I think about like- Sometimes I think about things like, you know, when I'd have kids and like You won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that. I'll never get to see you again. Sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here. I mean you should have been there for us, you should have been here. Them pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here

Amazing.

I been looking for for chorus for awhile now it's perfect for my cover im gonna do

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soy feliz,yo te lo prometí,que lo iba a hacer aunque tú no estuvieras aquí,pero es difícil aceptar que te tuve que perder,tú sonrisa cuando cierro los ojos la puedo ver,te prometí muchas cosas te prometo cuidarte,pero tu camino tenía un destino yo voy amarte,para siempre,en la casa un gran vacío se siente,estuviste ahí al lado de mi madre cuando yo estaba en su vientre

good job

Thanks!

Time to write about my girl who broke up with my, just me and my insecurities being left.

(Intro)How could you leave us so unexpected? We were waiting, we were waiting For you but you just left us We needed you, I needed you (Verse One) they say hell is a prison let me out of my sell tell me what were you thinking when you decided to tell that’s right i heard the story you ratted on some nigga he was part of a gang came after you, pull the trigger with just a leg and a half you was paralyzed for life laid on you back all day you didn’t have a life your kids wanted you to play but you were to lazy to get up now are you proud of me Dad you have a anger having deadbeat son how’s my sister? she’s doing just fine i’m taking care of her Dad i wish you could see how time turns a beautiful baby, into a beautiful teen into a beautiful woman, oh yea, she’s 15 i see her in school, she’s getting good grades you should be proud of her man, she was perfectly raised but not by you, her mother, that’s who did it if you had took care of yourself, you’d be here but you didn’t (Chorus) Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh, hey

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Do mansion like this by NF

To much time im reading paper trails waited for years ive seen the future now seasons change no message im seeing reepers now hard to say i aint got feelings damn mother nature takes it course to much damage my hearts riding in a hurse the wheels turning no feedback no calls the pains not hurting so numb from the avoidance no pressure no time for a hint list i got a vision you left all dust in the memories i went distant youve slept , tears fell we taking showers no towel the time dried us How ? The person that brought you into this world becomes the stranger we all get afraid of

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Tell me how you close the book like the storys just ending im kinda lost cause in the end you slamed the door and said lets end this

why I need you don't need you anymore because so damn hard listen to me huh huh huh somebody want to love right now hmm hmm yeah I know is always her but not me aye yeah how you could leave us wait hold up I didn't learn my lesson yet but now stay strong too no more lies and fight and more fussing these days and talking back is not good for her don't how you could leave us wait I was crying over the end my storyline

im about to make a cover what do i tag in the video??

Yeah i think its really kinda funny how we lie and say well turn a new page but some people more than evil and they just stay the same a love is kinda simple to em to they lie and parade with every other guy round like that shit is okay and they dont ever seem to see the damage that itll do she broke me once felt abused and so used im not sure what i expected from you so for now im on my knees and im back in the pews praying to someone im not sure if hes real or fake but with my past and all the problems grandpa passing away a lot things start coming in the back of my brain and with these beats brings me closer to a pastier in ways im not gonna say im better than the people you know ive done drugs cut myself even cry on the floor but when emotions start racing dont go asking for more cause when i die ill be forgotten drugs are things to explore i wish that i could just be happy for a day in my life but everyday when i wake up so much darker than night and im not sure what i wanted took her into my life and now i feel like im dying walking down to the light and when i die dont sit there and say that your sad cause you've been waiting for this moment you could say that i passed you wont even fucking tell me other thoughts that you had but still i open up and tell you things that ive never said and then you look and me like im crazy you stay quiet instead and i can see that you got problems but all demons at one point were all blessed

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You gave up on me Before the age of 3 Made me believe It was my fault as we watched him leave

I just came from a video saying Namjoon and Jungkook has a girlfriend 😟 Jungkook was my first bias.. and I feel so bad because idk if he has one or not.. so i changed to Namjoon.. and then i saw a video that said he has a girlfriend. Idk what to beleive anymore 😢

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Is it NF singing on the hook cause if so then I kind of wish the whole song also had only that kind of singing in it

Yo I dont know what it's like to be addicted to pills but I do know what it's like to be witness it kills wish he told me he love me I know this isnt real I think if you when I sit in that car and I yell yeah. Are you in the bottom of hell or up there heaven I wish I could tell. Are you proud of me? I dont remember you well as i sit in this stupid fucking car and yell into the steering wheel dream of you comming to get me and i wake up and start to cry i dont know how to feel i went to therepy with kids i dont even know some talking to us while taking taking notes. I dont get it pops dont you wanna see your baby's grow I guess drinking more important while you drove into a pole. I know you did it did you? Drove drunk and fucking killed you. I know you're gone but I can still feel you... Why would you leave us Why would you leave us here Me and my brother I thought you loved us..oh yeah.. I Have these pictures of my dad and it kills me I dont want a picture of my dad I need the real thing now our relationship is something we will never have I cant belive I lost something v that I never had. You could he there when I graduate. Tell me you love me and congratulate me but I'm stuck inside that car waiting where you at pa we were to young to understand where you at huh. The booze and drugs had your mind captive swerving in your car till you turned and crashed it. I make jokes but I'm not laughing. And you dont know or didint grasp that I was just a baby didnt understand I ain't say that I forgive cuz that hasn't happened. Thought I would feel better if time passed but If you really cared for us where you at then... Why would you leave us Why would you leave us here Me and my brother I thought you loved us oh....yeah Never had a conversation Cant even remember you mom showed me songs and raps you would listen to I almost cried realizing I'm just like you. But instead of all the stupid drugs and drinking booze. I feel depressed thinking about your funeral so sad I cant even look up to you. I wish you were here papa but everytime I picture all I feel is pain I hate that cant remember you. They found you on the street i bet that you felt hollow crashing through your car with some pills and beer bottles. Crashing through your car fucking pills and beer bottles dont know if you here me or not but if you can see me why! Why would you leave us Why would you leave us here My brother and mother I thought that you loved her ....and me

Why?! (Intro) How could you leave so unexpected? We waited... We waited for you... But you just left us.. We needed you.. I needed you... Most of the time it hits, my mind won't let me stay there.. Trying to comprehend this causes my body to just lay there... I hate this topic; I no longer wanna write about it.. These words are toxic; I no longer wanna cry about it... Falling up and down these steps; going through all the stages.. Yeah, I'm letting it all out but I didn't want to make this! I waited and I waited for what felt like an eternity For you to wake up and call me to tell me that you'll return to me! I denied it was real, no matter how much I saw! And as the anger rose, I could feel my petals fall! I asked to give my life so you could come back to us all! All while trapped in this hole, surrounded by these walls! Now I'm stuck in this cage because my mind just won't accept it! Especially because I wasn't there to feel your last breath! I truly do regret us not getting to watch the sunset! No matter how much it's said, I just can't accept your.... (Hook) Why would you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! How could you leave us here?! How could you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! You were my support and I was yours; we were warriors.. It was me and you against the world, baby girl; it was glorious... Nothing stood between us and everyone could see it.. Not even this will, Darling.. Always and foreve, guarantee it... But even though I'm prepared to go through Hell for you, My loved ones here could see I'm pushing and just want me to pull through... Nothing here is right anymore; I don't care that life goes on! Being here physically should be enough because my mind is gone! This life is like a ferris wheel we never got to go on.. A hundred miles an hour but I am unable to just fly off Without seeing all the faces, all the pain, and the shame That it would leave down here.. so I'm calling out your name! Monica, answer me! I've never fought this hard! These wounds will never heal no matter how much they've scarred! I still feel the glass! Every last fucking shard! Especially when I go to meet you inside of a graveyard... (Hook) People go through shit like this everyday.. So with that kind of logic, then I should be ok... Life should find a way for me to get through these dark days Because everybody says it.. now I'm no longer in a daze! I'm just kidding, I'm just playing; I'm still deep within these flames.. I set my past on fire and now my future is ablaze... I'm stuck in the middle just waiting for your embrace.. I know you'll come for me, babe.. because of you, I have faith! Our love has the strength but my body's feeling weak.. The same way you felt! But at least you got to leave! Why did you leave and allow us all to grieve? Why did you achieve eternal peace without me? Why am I so selfish and won't just let you go and fly? Why am I still here? Why couldn't I have died? Why am I still here trying to ask you why? Answer me, baby! I'm dying to know (why?!) (Hook)

How could you leave us so unexpected? We were waiting, we were waiting For you but you just left us We needed you, I needed you Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah Welcome to the bottom of hell They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us Then call 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow? I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is no But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you I know you gone but I can still feel you Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh, Hey I got this picture in my room and it kills me But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing Now a relationship is something we won't ever have Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had? You shoulda been there when I graduated Told me you love me and congratulations Instead you left us at the window waiting Where you at mom? We're too young to understand where you at huh? Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing What you don't realise and what you not grasping That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand I ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't happened I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes If you really cared for me, then where you at then? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Hey Our last conversation, you and I sat in the living room Talking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen to You started crying, telling me this isn't you Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune You took them pills for the last time, didn't you? They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you It took everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching why Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Hey

Why?! (Intro) How could you leave so unexpected? We waited... We waited for you... But you just left us.. We needed you.. I needed you... Most of the time it hits, my mind won't let me stay there.. Trying to comprehend this causes my body to just lay there... I hate this topic; I no longer wanna write about it.. These words are toxic; I no longer wanna cry about it... Falling up and down these steps; going through all the stages.. Yeah, I'm letting it all out but I didn't want to make this! I waited and I waited for what felt like an eternity For you to wake up and call me to tell me that you'll return to me! I denied it was real, no matter how much I saw! And as the anger rose, I could feel my petals fall! I asked to give my life so you could come back to us all! All while trapped in this hole, surrounded by these walls! Now I'm stuck in this cage because my mind just won't accept it! Especially because I wasn't there to feel your last breath! I truly do regret us not getting to watch the sunset! No matter how much it's said, I just can't accept your.... (Hook) Why would you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! How could you leave us here?! How could you leave us?! Why would you leave us?! You were my support and I was yours; we were warriors.. It was me and you against the world, baby girl; it was glorious... Nothing stood between us and everyone could see it.. Not even this will, Darling.. Always and foreve, guarantee it... But even though I'm prepared to go through Hell for you, My loved ones here could see I'm pushing and just want me to pull through... Nothing here is right anymore; I don't care that life goes on! Being here physically should be enough because my mind is gone! This life is like a ferris wheel we never got to go on.. A hundred miles an hour but I am unable to just fly off Without seeing all the faces, all the pain, and the shame That it would leave down here.. so I'm calling out your name! Monica, answer me! I've never fought this hard! These wounds will never heal no matter how much they've scarred! I still feel the glass! Every last fucking shard! Especially when I go to meet you inside of a graveyard... (Hook) People go through shit like this everyday.. So with that kind of logic, then I should be ok... Life should find a way for me to get through these dark days Because everybody says it.. now I'm no longer in a daze! I'm just kidding, I'm just playing; I'm still deep within these flames.. I set my past on fire and now my future is ablaze... I'm stuck in the middle just waiting for your embrace.. I know you'll come for me, babe.. because of you, I have faith! Our love has the strength but my body's feeling weak.. The same way you felt! But at least you got to leave! Why did you leave and allow us all to grieve? Why did you achieve eternal peace without me? Why am I so selfish and won't just let you go and fly? Why am I still here? Why couldn't I have died? Why am I still here trying to ask you why? Answer me, baby! I'm dying to know (why?!) (Hook)