i thing uhhh 19999999999990000000000000000000000 deep feet? i know how to do rhymes too but im not a rapper lol but i have rhymes too :| hello you should eat a marshmello hey april walls you should eat a marshmello your like 6 9 or 99 0_0 i dont think so
This sh*t hits hard. I heard this years ago and it touched me in a way I've never felt. The art of music is f**kin' powerful. This song alone is one of the reasons why I love this guy so much.
This is what living with narcissistic parents or being the scapegoat in a narcissistic family feels like. Every time I hear this song, I just, way too accurate, this is too real. To anyone listening right now, just know that youre not alone and youre not crazy and you are enough. Honestly, if you need help, go get it. Just know, you are not broken beyond repair, if you dont feel safe around someone or even yourself, tell someone you trust, talk to a professional, go get help. Youre enough
User-sd I fully relate to this song too, I have always felt like I didn't belong with my family, I always tried to make my parents happy felt like a black sheep
Funny you say that I left my home 6 months ago due to abuse and my dad text me today and sent a picture of my grades that I didn't do too well in last year and just try to lecture me about being a man 😐
They loved us conditionally, if we didn’t project “perfect child vibes” they felt we were defective. They have a lot of healing they never did, and so they bleed on us, and now we are realizing this on our own. Our healing process is a threat to them because they could never do anything to heal themselves. In a way, they’re jealous but they also feel that we are abandoning them. And it’s so sad. I cut my mom off, and it’s been so hard dealing with it all. I miss her terribly. I’ve been grieving a relationship I know I’ll never have. And I’m jealous of my friends and other people who have healthy relationships with their parents. I can’t understand how that feels because I never got to experience it. And I think a lot of us are in the same boat. And damn am I sorry for those who are struggling. Keep healing and helping those that need to heal. Only we can save ourselves and each other. Stay strong and keep doing things that’ll make you happy.
Hey, I'm 15 and trying to help my family by making music. People in school don't support me because I'm indian. If you guys wanna check it out just search "k grip" and you'll find it. I can't work right now because of the virus, so things are not going that good right now. Thanks a lot for trying to understand, I'm very sorry if I was being annoying. Thanks a lot 🙏🖤
My fiance passed 2 weeks ago and I'm hurting so bad everyday, but I listen to this song and it helps me work through the pain!! RIP Chris, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Condolences, but God has a plan for what is going on in your life. There may be hardships but trust in the lord our god and all things are possible. This sad moment will eventually be you testimony to be shared. "And do not be weary or worry for the birds are fed and have been provided so you will be if you put faith in him alone. Can worrying add time to your life?" I'll leave you with this John 3:16. "For god so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." God loves and cares for you I will be praying for you and Chris.
I am so sorry, I can't even imagine the pain you must be going through. I'm not even dating someone at this point in my life but I've found someone that for reasons I can not explain I felt this urge to do everything I could do to protect her and get to know her. And the day after I asked her out she died in an accident on the way to the date. I had known her for less then 6 months and the pain is unimaginably bad. I dont think I could live with the loss you went through I am so sorry, I am praying for you
NF is so underrated he needs the world to know him. He is probably the only song writer in general that does not use curse words in his music and he is great at rapping
@@val7028 Nobody here to spread hate my guy, this is just facts. You ever go to a party or whatever and hear anybody playing NF? nah. Never said his music was bad, I think NF is good, but him being "underrated" is a poor statement. I'm trying to clarify that this isn't n the top charts anymore because party music is evolving. Nobody at a party or club gives a fuck about meaning in songs, they care more about feeling high off bass
Oni Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
I used to really struggel with depression and stuff and i still do, but lately i made sure i was seeing people, who make me feel better when i m with them, almost every day and if not at least text someone like this. It really helped me to feel way better. Dont know if anyone will see that, but if i hope it might be helpfull for someone. I know it might sound pretty obvious that being with people who make you feel better makes you feel better in general, but it took me a really long time to realise that it really helped me a lot.
@@kristinacoolkid2kid769 I mean, i obviusly can't tell you much really because i don't really know anyghing about you. If you should worry about that proably depends on if you feel better lately and don't cry as much anymore because of that. I guess that's propably not the case, juddging from what you wrote that propably isn't the case. It might be really helpfull for this question to figgure out why you don't cry as much anymore. For me personaly visiting a therapist really helped with that. Propably you could also try to talk about what you struggle witv someone(could really be anyone) or write it down.That can help with working through your problems. Just trying put in words what you feel can be really helpfull for understanding that stuff. And also you take time for thinking about it while you are doing something to keep you buissy to not fall too deep into it at the same time, if that makes sense. I really hope i could help someone with that. If you don't really want to do that stuff or just don't feel like it i understand that, belive me, i'v been there. You may just try it out though, i mean, what do you have to lose... propably it could really help you. I for my part can't say that i'm over all that stuff yet, but i just want to help someone else on their way.
V endetta wtf is wrong with you people go through stuff with there parents people kill them selfs from stuff like this. People relate to this song. You can never relate to much because you probably had everything with your parents. So stfu.
@@surinders965 don't do it, keep doing what u enjoy and life will go ur way. Of course still do work and have a job but dont do it. Life will slip away if u even think about it. Trust me.
“No but at least you’re happy” that hit hard. Thank you guys for 1.2k likes. I hope you all are doing well. Stay safe and I’m always here if you need someone.
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone. They didn't notice how attractive you were. They didn't notice how sweet you actually are. They ingested notice how you actually try to make other people smile. They gave notice of your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes They did notice all of your flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them
lol the song is about how nate treated himself, and btw the only one who can make a difference is urself so u dont gotta focus on the ones that call u out
it’s obvious you’re not any older than 15, and NF is nowhere close to be a legend. he actually really hasn’t impacted the genre of Hip Hop much, so your kids probably will never even know his name
I remembering telling my friends about NF 3 years ago because I was so obsessed with him and his music but my friends always shut me down or have never heard of him.. 3 years later he just blew right up and everyone’s on his train. Couldn’t be happier for him because he deserves it!! Where ya OG fans at?!!!
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down Thnx me later visit my channeland subscribe it
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Hallelujah......I was homeless, got into drugs, went into prisons, then i got to know Jesus, He changed my life.. Now i have a home, a wife, a lovely daughter and a new identity... A child of God.
To everyone here: We are almost all depressed. We are almost all broken. We, most of all, believe we are alone. We believe no one understands us. And yes. None of us have walked the exact same path, had our hearts shattered into the same amount of pieces. But you are not alone. We may not understand your situation, but no matter how many pieces your heart is in, we understand the pain. Stay strong so that we may as well.
DJ Antisocial This made me want to cry ( I can’t cry anymore) and thank you for this I’d bet that someone out there needed to here Thant more than anything.
But that doesn't make you a failure. It happens, you're still amazing and loved. You aren't worthless, nor a burden, or a problem needing to be fixed. You're stronger than you know, you're kind just hurt. One day at a time it gets better. I promise
@@Zaminyx the reason people like Albert Einstein exist is because they have abnormally high IQ (I know Einstein is dead, i just used him as a reference for a smart person)
[Chorus] Feels like I'm on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 1] Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but [Chorus] It's like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 2] Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like everytime I talk to you you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I give it all to you [Chorus] It's like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down [Verse 3] Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually I bet that we Could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down [Outro] I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
To anyone who wish their parent could listen to this and change, unfortunately life aint working that way , we cant ask people to change the way they have been teach to be, BUT, u can understand the mistake the people before us did, and making sure we can avoid them for next generation, life aint easy and never have been, best thing we can, its to believe in our self and give ourself some love !
KINGDOM SONGWRITING I speak this as a Sophomore majoring in Business and Music. You are small in numbers, but I have heard what you can do. Keep it up. Your music is real like NF’s, albeit with different visions and purposes. Blessings to you.
Thank you for the encouragement. I know being honest isn't as IN right now but that's the only thing I know how to write. So thank you for the encouragement, it's taken to heart. Blessings to you too, and blessings for your degree! :)
People Always Assume they Know what’s going on in your head and what your going through but they don’t. They Truly know nothing about you.. All they know is what they hear and what they hear is what you say. Sometimes I just wish I had that one person to be there for me throughout everything like I am for them. That doesn’t mean I want them to understand what I’m going through.. it just means I want them to be there for me when things get tough
I use to do that till i found the one but like i twll people. People loves thats family friends and there a perfect one out there. You just got to give it time a fine the right one.
This song has hard when your mom calls you a disappointment and she says ‘where did my little girl go who had good grades and a clean room’ I’m right here I’m trying my best though.
My parents said the same thing but before that I was in a school that said I was going to make it in the next grade and my parents let me go to a new school but after that I’m going to the school I was hoping for and now my new teacherSays you need to catch up or else you’re not going to make it to the next grade but it makes no sense considering my last school said that I was going to make it the school that I’m in is so depressing and I was thinking about killing myself but I didn’t because NF song save me all the time so whoever struggling out there have a blessed day and stay strong🥺🥺🥺
Man .... I respect nf because he stands for something better .... he's not like the others .... he doesn't always talk about banging women and drinking and money and cars .... he talks about what's real..
Colton Corbin he never talks bout that stuff. It's because he doesn't care about women or the money. And he's against drugs and drinking and he's Christian so his music is different but amazing
Wake up Go to school Come back home and eat Study Go to sleep Cry for 1-2 hours thinking about all my insecurities and problems And then maybe sleep That's my schedule of each and every day rn.
You never gave up you keep listening to you hear and that's what happens in relationships and we love you it happen to my dad and mom let eachother down you are not the only one K you have people we are here for you 😮
" I wish I could say I'm proud". Such meaning in such a small sentence. Cuts deep . Keep up the good work man love your music. songs 🔥🔥🔥🔥 sorry forgot put "of my self" at the end
Lyrics~ Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down I let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did Was never tryna make an issue for you But I guess the more you thought about everything You were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it My hands are full, what else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess You want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you You're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down Yeah, I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah, I'm sorry That I let you down
Bro (this is nothing and ab you lol-) but I started crying even more when I saw your pfp. It’s the pfp one of my exes had when we started dating, and for most of the relationship- hah funny how things end up like this, huh?
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 1] Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment, doin' everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed, it's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever do Was never tryna make an issue for you, but I guess the more you Thought about everything you were never even wrong In the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you with my head down Lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back But you put a knife in it-my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but… [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 2] Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you, but you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yeah Let me guess, you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please, don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Le-le-let you down [Verse 3] Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Every time I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me, eventually, I bet that we Coulda made this work And prolly woulda figured things out But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times that didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke, let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy [Chorus] Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down [Outro] I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah, I'm sorry that I let you down
Bronzi Kid Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
sent this to my abusive adoptive mom after I moved out and I don't regret it I do hope she listened to it bc its exactly like how Nate said I was never heard or seen either that was five years ago I'm 22 now I've healed in some ways but the anger that frustration will always still be there no matter what it sucks but the best thing to do is just live like I should, be proud at how far I've come, and move on from the past I've listened to NF for six years his music has helped me in more ways than anything else has it was life support for me, now its my therapy
My mother was crazy and abusive and a psychopath. She always abused me and my siblings emotionally and physically, and somehow got away with it for years. The lyrics of this song hit way too close to home, because one day she would hurt us and the next she would call us (per custody agreement) and talk like it's fine. I was always told I was a failure and was heavily neglected, and when my dad, me, and my siblings moved away from her, I cut her off completely and graduated from highschool. I feel like I let her down even though I never did anything wrong, but am now happy that I don't have to worry about her existence ever again. This song helped me get through some of the worst of it, and now I can proudly sing it like an anthem song when it says the last verse. Thank you NF for this song, it helped more than you know
Individual Nova He’s not a christian rapper. He doesn’t label himself as that. He’s a rapper who’s christian which does not make him a christian rapper. His songs don’t talk only about God, his songs are for everybody, not only for christians. I just think that when labeling him like that people don’t understand how deep his music really goes. I, for example, also rap and compose and I’m a christian. But just because I mention something about God in some songs or I’ve got a song about him, that doesn’t make me a christian rapper. My thoughts go way deeper than that and they’re not only about me but society in general so yeah. That’s how I feel about it🙃
I just discovered NF after "the search" and now I'm here to hear all his stuff , he is very talented and he deserves more than half of the rappers out there...
OSM tricks Hi my name is Taktikal, I’m a depressed rapper who’s trying to improve on my sad rap music style. I made a new song, if you can check out my music and tell me if it’s good, I’d be eternally grateful❤️
Well you’ve finally found someone who you can actually listen to without any regrets you chose the right path to listen to him but you have a lot of music to catch up on
Welcome to the fandom, NF has lots of sad songs before "The Search" , I suggest "Lost in the Moment", " How could you leave us" , And especially "Remember This"
@@emmahenderson7655 seriously the only thing you can say is about someones profile pick -_- ,if you have nothing nice to say then shut your mouth ,idc if it's your opinion but it was kind of a *Rude* comment on something that really doesn't matter to me or them it what they had a choice to make about their profile pic
how are you gonna rate a video-less video? it's an image, his videos contain him doing violent and hostile things or other actors for his videos doing so, therefor your violence is gone and getting chased after police... if the videos went on, he 100% would be, and explain to me what being a "real rapper" means, and how he has meanings behind his songs and others don't, i don't think you're using the right words bud, but make sure to reply and explain to me, maybe i can understand
@@TheAngelArrow I never said that other rappers doesn't have meaning behind their songs I said personally to me that this rapper has meaning behind his song of course other rappers have meaning behind their song but this one specifically has meaning stop assuming things I didn't said.
It November 2023 and I lost count that how many times I've listened to this song and I still don't know how I cried so much that my nose bleed every time I listen to this song
the truth of how most feel about their lives! And makes me realize how many times i let my parents down and know i've never done one single thing to make them proud of me EVER!
Lyrics Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
So weird how in 2018 this was my favorite song...now in 2019 to now I've gone through hardships and adversity, the loss of my mom and my dog..I finally understand the lyrics. I wish I could've done something to prevent my mom getting sick with cancer and dying. :(
Wasn't your fault man... this world will take away the most important things from you to tear you down... you must stand back up and show this world that your stronger than that... keep pushing man.
