Told me that I would not grow up Like im doing fine im alright whats the hold up. No matter what you put me through im still focused . I'm am still in motion This quality does not control me. Forget the borrowing things from my homie . I'm gonna go get my own so when you need something you can hold it. everything is golden. If you want my number I will hit the pin like im bowling. Man these ten digits sure do carry a story
I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Yeah, I heard you said I ain't the type for you I don't regret it though, I learned from it They should have you locked up for all the time you stole from us Woo! Took you out when I had no money Only person that you ever cared about was you, that's why it's so funny You want somebody that'll keep you warm at night, then tell me, "Why you actin' cold to me?" You ain't the only one to blame no one The one that made you rich when I bought every lie you sold to me Yeah, I heard you threw away the pictures But you still got the memories of us, so I guess that don't really make a difference Flippin' through 'em in your head Got you texting me all hours in the night Yeah, you told me that you needed distance What's the deal with you? You say you want a man that keeps it real Then why you mad when I get real with you? You want someone to pay the bills for you Went from failin' you, now I feel for you, liar I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Look, let me guess, you wanna stay friends? Tellin' people that's how we been? Tellin' everybody, yeah that we was barely speakin' All this kinda funny, why'd you call me every day then? It's immaturity, you goin' off the deep end You just want somebody you can chill and get some drinks with, cool Then don't hit me on the weekend, Tellin' me you missed the way we talked and now I listen, yeah Why you playin' with my mind, huh? Why you playin' with my time, huh? Told me we should let it go and put it all behind us That's what I did, now you askin' me what I done, I was Waitin' for this day, I saw it comin' I think you just like attention, tryna tell me all your problems I got issues of my own, I ain't got time for all this drama You told me that you don't really wanna talk, then why you callin', huh? I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? How you gonna lie, how you gonna lie like that? Baby, how you gonna lie, how you gonna lie like that? How you gonna lie, baby, how you gonna lie like that? No, no, how you gonna lie like that? I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type (Baby, how you gonna lie like that?) If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? (Tell me how you went to lie like that?) You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Tell me how you went to lie like that? Tell me how you went to lie like-?
Don't give me a reason. You treat me like dirt . Now I have to go and clean it. You dont listen to my words. You dont want to see me. You really hurt me . Turned dirt to mud is what you did with my love and trust You cheated on me And won't come home. I know when you leave Yeah your leaving me alone. I feel it in my soul . In my heart you put a hole. But you called me this morning And told me you would come home. But im still sitting here alone. In my room thinking oh All you did was lie to me No i was not fighting it I cried in your arms I didn't give you my heart you stole it from me. Now my soul is empty. The jokes are getting old We should both move on and forget it. You dont need me . You dont believe in me Told me you weren't leaving me. I sold my soul for you I told you over and over I wanted it to work and it was perfect . Now im learning how to move and not get attached Attached to love But is love is a drug And things get ugly You stopped trying. I still haven't given up .
My mind is puzzled My life is troubled My eyes are bulging My wife dont love me. We fight. For nothing The lies are ugly The time is ticking my mind is cluttered .. If you know me you know im not a bible thumper . Im crying because you lied and told me you love me. Im not buying lies so can i just trade you a rhyme for your number . Heartless right the Heartless life's what you wanted .. The pain is sharp Im thinking it might get bloody Showed you my heart. Why did you have to take it from me. I gave you every thing that you wanted. Told you i would not give up even if things get ugly. From the beginning i knew you were my type of woman Its my life People dont like me trying to love it.your acting like its a surprise thats coming. Im not these other rappers aint nobody out here writing for me .
I cant do anything right I dont think I will miss this life. I dont feel well . Need something to help help me clear my mind. It all just seems like to much to say at one time. I lied when I promised you I wouldnt cry. Why you always hanging out with dudes i don't like. You Told me it was true and you lied. bashing my head stabbing my throat. I'm actually dead . I'm glad that you know . I walked through hell and even down the wrong side of the road. But nothing was better than holding your hand to keep you close. You need A man to give you hope Sit with you through all of the pain The darkest of days It's like my heart is locked in a cage Why do I keep living life isnt the same I never
I will die lonely. Dont need anyone Trying to control me My feelings are hurt If you wanted me we would have made it work. All of this pain just hurts. It doesnt go away . Its gets worse. It Happens Every time i think of her. Now it looks like she is just someone that i hurt. Now i wipe the tears away with the sleeve of my shirt. Even if if i do find someone I wont find anyone like her. im already gone .my heart is already lost. You got my phone number But you wont take 5 minutes To call. You dont want me in your life so ill try not to get involved.
Did all of that just to do it again. Don't call me a mad man I'm already bad as it is. Herein lies the problem. My problems thrive for a solution that doesn't exist. I know I can do it Now im speaking fluently There is nothing that I have not told you truthfully. Your love had me scarred Now im feeling the bruises. Now you treat me like a lover. Lost and not found I'm gone ball out Strumming my air guitar making guitar sounds. As long as I have my mind I can block out All of the things that do no matter I remember when you Introduced me to your parents. Since then I been on the wheel like a ferret After 5 years I wont be embarrassed . I want to be a good parent. Obviously your not caring You dont want me in her life and I'm aware. Quit the first one i will find a new job today I'm gone learn today Land of the free home of the brave. To this bullshit feel like I'm losing my brain
keep on with your lies its pituful Told me you were down to ride. But you did something different. All this pressure on me i can't do something with it. Looks like im going unforgiven. But i decided to try. They told me to give up im like alright but in my mind there is nothing changing over time. There is no escape from this life. And the only way to change it is to die. I would rather die than be alone my whole life
I dont need you in my life Don't need your support. You cut into me like a knife Forget the kitchen drawer. You just want to get a handle on me. Like control is the only thing that's important. I dont want to get married so when things change I wont have to divorce you. I hurt so bad when I can't feel you breathing. Baby i just want to feel like you need me, the same way that I need you. You do all of this spiteful stuff just to get even but I haven't done anything wrong why don't you believe me. Even tho you did me dirty its still no hard feelings.
I dont believe the words you are speaking Lately ive been feeling like your working against me . You broke my heart and you should know theres no fixing . We broke apart theres no way to be mended. I told you that i loved you and i meant it. Wish i could hold you wish i could get you to remember.. Your the only thing my life is missing. Now im realizing what had hit me .
If i did it one time i will do it again. All of these songs i write Thing's that i have lost over time.. I already lost my whole life. Either live in pain or go die. I have to make a decision I was doing bad for a minute Man the things ive had to do to make a living. Now im thinking different This is my brain. A constant migraine. Im gone have to hit rite aid Acetaminophen for my aches Why wait. If im giviin a chance i might as well play.
Finally growing up in the world. Being an adult and not immature And depending on other people When your poor. I just do not want to be alone. I had your heart and I was yours to hold . I dont get to see you anymore. I'm busy paying my dues. I rhyme to change the energy in the room. When we want answers what do we do we compute. I Don't have the time for the jokes. I dont write it for nothing so I will record it too
Up at 4 in the morning Because I'm bored and it's boring. Hop in the Porsche and floor it Looking like gta on tour Different day different story Got me feeling important
I just want to be understood. What happened to us we were good?. Making things up isn't something we should. Do what I have to do to feed my daughter. . They didn't think it was me im the father. I remember sneaking in and nobody stopping me . Like a game of monopoly all around the board. They are watching me. I just got to get this check to Pay my doctor fees
