Im just trying to get better but it’s hard af and smtimes it comes to me again that I need to die cuz there’s nothing good left here n life’s not rlly worth living other than js being married and have kids.
Hey, I hope you feel better by now, I don't what's happening to you, but I do know this feeling of things seeming to get harder and harder. I like to think that this phase of my life is like a storm in the middle of the ocean, there's nothing to do besides wait for it to end, and I belive it will end, revealing a beautiful blue sky, or perhaps a full starry night sky, where I will lay down que to stare it and think "I did It, even If for now, I won." The only thing really in mind now is "What should I do while I wait?", and to be sincere, I am still trying to discover that, but I'm sure starting slow, going to therapy, I will enter a RPG with my. Brother and his Friends to socializar more, tomorrow I'll be starting cooking classes because I love eating sweeties, so I Will make them myself to make me happy, and more. Bit by bit, I Will fight everyday to smile, even If it's just for a moment, just a smile Is worth it to me today, and slowly but surely I will make It through. Please, take care of yourself, do things that make you smile, even the silly little ones, cry when you need, and continue foward. And ALWAYS remember: you are loved, even if you don't belive me now, don''t forget this. I'll cheer for you, haver a good day, and a good life 🤍
People remember depression come from devilbut praise god he will fix in end when he comes back hold onto that hope my brothers and sisters i wanted to end myself but god came into my life i had something to hold on for an holy creator who loves us so much jesus loves u so much turn to him pls it will change your thoughts on suicide jesus is that hope hold on i love u all jesus loves u all praying for u all 💙
