I seem to find the right songs for the right words i need to listen to and lose my mind in for just some “Hope , faith, healing, peace, release of emotions that are heavy on me “ When you have a mind of “Sucidal reality “ you can’t shake off and feel the pain of your own soul being crushed by your own family and friends that you have to let go of for your own sanity before you go crazy and lose your will to live in a world so evil and cruel and disappointing every single day replaying all the past moments no one was there for you leaving you on the streets like garbage and lying about you time and time again…. To be left for dead and your own mother got your child taken from you and she goes behind your back backstabbing you and deliberately sabotaging your chance to get your child back is more evil than satan himself!!!
That's fs u don't know me know more. I've changed for the better lessons learnt. And this is real shit and this ain't me know more. I ain't on dumb shit I've grown up but still have fun. But not like a kid. And I never cared what my friends thought bout me or my r.ships.
Powerful son lg in its way. Gets ya thinking. A lot of these lyrics i feel cause its how i am now a days. Broken sole seeing the world threw broken lenses sadly. This world isnt the same as it was when i was a kid, thats for sure.
@@wasteoftime5482 sometimes we like it need it does not mean i listen. But i like to hear it sometimes . But know what i want and don't want and value myself much much more these days. Would you prefer me not to control my urges lol .
Correction to something.. lucifer wasn't an angel, no. He was a gin type of "shaitan", they have the same thing as humans have, which is the free will. Only angels don't have the free will. So shaitan (devil) gin and humans have the free will. But before Adam was created, lucifer chose to worship God the most ritious way, so he chose something he wasn't forced to do, but willingly did so. Even since he knew there's another creation, he would take his place on earth. He got jealous even to the point that he refused God's order to bow down to God's creation as simple of respect and honor. All angels obey God's order except lucifer. He was the only person not to bow down. And when God asked him why he didn't bow to his creation, which he has mad with his hands. Lucifer said, "Why should I bow down to something I'm better than him? I'm created from fire, and he's created from dust (clay). " God already knew this would happen, but he leaves everyone freely to do all they want, so in the end, there's no excuse to get away from things or sinnes people would do and commit. And so, God kicked lucifer out of his kingdom and created Adam and made Eve from his left rib (the closest one to the heart), as company through his life, and said to them never get near this tree or eat from it, also God told them about lucifer and never listen to what he says. Lucifer then tried many times and would fail, but never ever he would give up. Until Eve was convinced, and so she convinced Adam, they both failed the test and forgot what God told them in the beginning. That's when God told them to get out of heaven and down to earth. So everyone was out. Lucifer, Adam, and Eve. And here we are battling ourselves for nothing!! May god forgive us all regardless of who or what we are. That's my only wish. We weren't born to be bad. And God knows us better than ourselves. I hope everyone respects one another regardless of their belief. God will judge us all alone. We aren't perfect. Only God is! Take care, everyone.
Look if you want we will fight but that’s your choice I’ve gotten over the fact that 12 years has been a lie I’m used to people lying to me in the daily I get it self preservation is important to the hunan race but you hurt me more than anyone before this even started I stood up to my mother my brothers and grandpa for this moment and I wanted you too be closer to your family so I did this, the apartment the food the rent and covering you while you were under so many accusations I was supposed to help you but I can’t do it anymore when you won’t help yourself I apologized for the things I am sorry for and my sorry is for Nichole because I crossed a line with her and sorry I held on for love from you that’s my bad so I’ll respect your boundaries and space and your kids but you owe me an actual apology because you know my family and my insecurities and you used those against me because you knew it would hurt and that’s a different kind of hurt and you know that
