NF - The Search || Goth Reacts 

"I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine"

I love NF. I love that all of his music and videos connect. I found him when the search came out and I went back and listened to everything. I'm usually a metal girl, but NF is a fave too.

I found NF years ago by listening to this exact song and watching the video since I've been a huge fan and following the NF journey, I'm from the UK 🖤🇬🇧

When I Grow Up, Why, and Leave Me Alone would all be great ones to do next :)

i’m a metal head, but NF is about the only rap i listen to an i absolutely love him and his entire journey. if you take the journey, and make it all the way up to his new album, you WILL be floored. it is an entire cohesive story. like watching a movie. pay attention to the Black Balloons 🤭😉 ALSO, he raps through multiple personalities, like Fear, Hope, Doubt and a few others. that’s why you catch him “talking to himself” in the beginning of the search

My seatbelt has been on since I found NF all those years ago! This was the first song i heard from NF, and I immediately needed more. I'm here for the journey!

This video introduced me to NF. I usually stick with Tremonti, old school metal/rock and then... well, I bought all of Nate's CDs 😆

Here’s the journey for you, so worth it to go through it Mansion Album: * Intro * Mansion * All I Have * Wake Up * Notepad * Paralyzed Therapy Session Album: * Intro 2 * Therapy Session * I Just Wanna Know * How Could You Leave Us * Real * Oh Lord * Grindin’ * Statement Perception Album: * Outro * Intro III * Outcast * Green Lights * Let You Down * Destiny * My Life * If You Want Love * Remember This The Search Album: * The Search * Leave Me Alone * Change * My Stress * Nate * Time * Returns * When I Grow Up * Only * Hate Myself * I Miss The Days * No Excuses * Like This * Options * Why Clouds The Mixtape: * Paid My Dues (I suggest googling “NF Rolling Stones article” before listening to this song) * Lost * Just Like You * Layers * Prideful * Drifting

Nate puts so much in his music so you really need to go all the way back to the beginning and start with his album titled "Mansion" and the first track "Intro" do this journey the right way and I promise its so worth it and you will have so many people along for the ride. Great reaction! Can't wait for the next. Start from the beginning!

Thank you for finding NF ❤ NF clouds ☁️ is dope

I’m so happy more people are listening to him! My Dad and I have been listening and watching him since I was 15 and I’m gonna be 23 in 2 weeks, and the grow that this man has shown with not only his music, but his life it’s been an incredible journey

NF has this ability to create amazing music without swearing or using profanities. I feel a lot of rappers could probably learn a lot from him about how to talk about emotions in a civilised and intellectual way.

happy to see you taking this NF Journey :) Yes, this is The Search - at 3:51 Nate says, "i'm looking for the map to HOPE, you seen it?" The song HOPE opens with Nate tucking a map into his jeans behind his back. This truly is a Journey... Welcome to the ride of your life!! ♥

Watched your Hi Ren reaction. Loved it. Your reactions feel honest and real. Immediately looked for a react to NF. Love LOVE love NF.

I love how many songs I love that you are reacting too 😍It's so awesome seeing other's people perspectives to songs I've listened to countless times on playlists.

NF puts so much of him self into every song! Lyrically he is hard to beat. I always like taking in vids with you❤️

Loved concept almbums

You have no idea what this man is capable of. I hope you do The Journey" it will blow your mind! Just found your channel and I love your reaction. Subbed 😊

So nice to see people connect with his music. Looking forward to more NF. A few of my NFs favourites are All I have, No name, Leave me alone, Why, Paralyzed, when i grow up, ..

Great stuff Ash.

Awesome song/video and great reaction!

Whole search album is genius, should have gotten album of the year. The search and clouds mixtape are hands down his best work.

I have been following NF since 2017 till now and my first song was Remember This, that one is a true lyrical bomb, it doesnt matter if its gonna be older song or the new one i am down for the jurney. keep up the good work :D

Another amazing reaction as always. You know I gotta recommend another. I've listened to all of his music. His song "Why" is good one that came out right before "The Search"

Brilliant. NF is phenomenal. So much to unpack with him. The links and story weaving are immense. Just a quick spot is the line ‘looking for the map to hope’ in his new track Hope he is following a map.

Hey Ash, been hoping you would do a reaction for this. This vid was my introduction to NF. Lost count of how many times I watched it when it came out. I would definitely recommend watching his older stuff. You will definitely enjoy them. As always, your reactions are 🔥. My fave reaction channel!

“It’s so f***king powerful”. Well said!

Subbed for your NF journey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive said it before that Im not the biggest fan of rap but I really appreciate his stuff because it has meaning and purpose behind it and it tells a story! Plus the music itself is great!

You most def need to listen to how could you leave us, it will help give context to his newest album with the song mama and fair warning how could you leave us is a very personal and deep song so bring tissues

Its so crazy to me, it felt like yesterday i listened to a track of him wich is 8 years old by now. And then to hear new fans or people who listen to him say that the Search is old. Time really flies by, anyway great reaction ;) i liked the reaction of the OCD part that was exactly me hahahah

Hi Ash. Nice to see enjoying more NF and so pleased for you that RU-vid is taking off. You deserve the success.

LEAVE ME ALONE WHY WHEN I GROW UP are all good follow ups to this song ❤

You get the chance to discover what the white clothes are before us NF fans when we first watched this video (Hope) and how he didnt put them on at the time. Great review

Epic song. Epic album. Epic artist. Subbed for more NF. I would suggest Leave Me Alone which is the continuation of this video. Don't worry all the old stuff is amazing too, although he does get better each album, but every song is dope.

OOOHHHHH BABY!!! This is by far my favourite song from NF it just gets me so pumped everytime I hear it, also you may remember I left a comment on the hope reaction talking about the Easter eggs well in this song "he's looking for the map to hope" right, in the hope video he has a giant map to hope, also this is a longshot but obvs he's wearing black in all the older videos and at the end of this one in particular he almost hides away in shopping trolley but the guy dressed in white who I believe resembles hope gave him the white outfit for when he was ready to come out of hiding🤷🏻‍♂️ I dunno maybe I'm way off lol. Either way thanks for another great video Ash, Love you🧡 P.s. sorry for the long ass comment lol

Ooooh, Ash is going down the rabbit hole! Time to have some fun! xD

"Story" is super different than a lot of his stuff but just as powerful and one of my personal favorites, its him at his story telling best and of course "Mansion" is a must cant wait to see your NF journey continue!!!!

everyone's journey is different but we all want the outcome to be the same! we all just want to be ok and in a stable place! The Search continues! You Rawk Ash!

great video you're awesome Ash 🖤

😁😁 really nice reaction! 💜💜

Love the reaction new to NF music very powerful when you can listen to sick Boi from Ren❤

NF mansion and NF leave me alone is also great thought.and many more

Awesome Reaction Video Ash Happy Tuesday hope You're doing well you look Amazing as always your reaction videos are amazing to watch Keep up the amazing work You're the best and i love you so much 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Cannot wait for your reaction to "Leave me alone" its my favorite until today🔥🔥🔥

The lyrics are pure fire 🔥 Loved the reaction 🙂

You have to listen leave me alone straight after the search, you'll find out why while listening

Leave Me Alone was my first song and I was like "who is this, he's talking to me". I've been hooked since then. He makes you face your demons and I needed that.

Look at the cage behind him far away at the start. He just got out from that and is in the search of Hope now (Cage in the Perception Album)

NF has been my favorite artist. Even ordered a couple signed CDs for his new album release so I'm definitely excited to see you go through this journey!

you need ALL of NFs old stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Geesh!! NF - ALL I HAVE ... :) Etc...

Hi Ash, I'm glad you discovered NF because he can really help people with his music. Based on what you have described in your NF reactions, I would highly recommend listening to "Running" off his new album... it's such a powerful song that I think you would love and relate to. You could go back and take the "NF Journey" and you will understand all the things but I would honestly suggest you listen to Running next.

the hauntingly accurate post death song of - Juicewrld - wishing well

“I’m searching for the map to hope” in the music video “hope” you saw him with a map. Boom.

I would not count myself as an NF fan personally but this song is so good, love how deep the lyrics are

Please do more NF reactions! I loved your reactions so far. His music is just something different, he really helped me in my mental health issues and made me understand myself better and making me feel like im not alone. It is really crazy what music can do and how it saves people and NF is definetly one of them. There is playlists on youtube of NF's journey in right order, but u could start with these: 1. All i have 2. Intro 3. Mansion 4. Wake up 5. Notepad

you should definitely react to NF Therapy Session music video

as always great reaction and great to see you are nearly at 10k subs, its going so fast you must be so excited (i get excited when i get 1 extra sub lol neearly at 200 lol), i hope you are enjoying your youtube journey and keep it up.

How could you leave us was pretty cool

Mansion lays the groundwork for all his other music. It’s some of his oldest stuff but it is powerful and reveals his personified emotions of fear and anxiety represented in the bulk of his work.

Listen when i grow up that shit is lit

“I’ve been looking for the map to hope. You seen it?” He pulls out a map in his Hope video….

shopping cart and balloon are in hope, also "the map to hope"

If you're going to do the NF journey, start from the beginning. All journeys must start from the beginning, there are so many Easter eggs in hope that you're completely unaware of. I know I'm just a username but I promise you it'll be worth it, for you and your channel. The balloons, the cart, the cage, the keys, the map, the white clothes, the old man, the Mansion, even in the lyrics of hope all relate to past songs from him. Start from the beginning and learn what these mean. There's no build up going backwards or doing them randomly. TRUST ME!!!! Best of luck to you and your channel. I'll sub once I see the "Intro" and "Mansion" videos 😉

"I'm looking for the map too Hope" ;)

You should really do how could you leave us :)

Check out his song "paid my dues" that is the first time his hope personality appears.

Nf has saved my life, more than once. Plz react to nate one of my fav. Hes so inspiring

Man i know there is a specific order that we are supposed to be watching his music videos, but i cant for the life for me remember what the order is supposed to be. The black balloons on his cart are supposed to symbolize all of his baggage, burdens, issues, etc that he sings about in his songs and were a huge part throughout all of his music videos on the search album. I havent listened to much of his newer stuff but i know older NF is absolutely a rabbit hole worth going down.

Its good

Belíssima

All I have is a great start!!!!

As you continue to watch his music videos, you will see some common themes… One that I have noticed is the balloons. I’m not sure what they represent, but I hope as we continue down this journey it will become more apparent. 🤓🎈

Do it for good, and good will be received back to you 🖤🔥🖤🔥

In the song from NF hope he’s wearing white he always is wearing black, and the demon left his body and then come back for him at the end. That way you heard a deep voice and the light voice in the NF hope

You're gonna love *Leave Me Alone*

I suggest when I grow up

Very Hopsin meets Ryan Caraveo

Honestly, you won't appreciate the new much without having knowledge of the old when it comes to NF.

Hey there Ashley, loving the reactions. I would love to see someone react to "Bridge City Sinners" . Could you be the one to do it?

This is the Journey List The ИF Journey 🎤 audio only 📽 music video ИF Mansion 2015 *📽Intro - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-V9dIVtoxIyo.html *🎤Mansion - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-ibWdgkv1LSA.html *📽All I Have - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-cSeBpKHHwJQ.html *📽Wake Up - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-foj3lB7vtDo.html *📽Notepad - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE--YAWbuWP4yc.html *🎤Paralyzed - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-NTeCoBT2uu4.html ИF Therapy Session 2016 *📽Intro II - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-zzcOPNpKvRY.html *📽Therapy Session - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-KgMzxQW2raE.html *📽I Just Wanna Know - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-UDGJGSc_iLE.html *📽How Could You Leave Us - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-wOzQMCyPc8o.html *📽Real - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Po5zT1krKOc.html *📽Grindin' - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-zhqvxdx8kIM.html *🎤Statement - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-xtPzFqBiI5g.html ИF Perception 2017 *📽Outro - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-DvAhj9z1bVc.html *🎤Intro III - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-FBS4ZFycjnM.html *📽Let You Down - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fbHbTBP_u7U.html *📽Outcast - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-J7MYJ8Kxhwc.html *📽Green Lights - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-ocnuOcwHNaM.html *📽If You Want Love - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-LfxY1sg5_rw.html *🎤Remember This - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-ekZgNkkdRPE.html ИF Side Song 2018 *📽No Name - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-CJzaYLc4pPY.html ИF The Search 2019 *📽Why - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-zuJV-DAv_wE.html *📽The Search - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fnlJw9H0xAM.html *📽Leave Me Alone - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-XGGWhOUYObc.html *📽When I Grow Up - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-lxRwEPvL-mQ.html *📽Time - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-E1ZVSFfCk9g.html *📽Paid My Dues - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-LLAgke7QprM.html ИF Clouds The Mixed Tape 2021 *📽Clouds - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fibYknUCIU4.html *📽Lost ft. Hopsin - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fxrkhf17fU0.html *📽Story - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-XSAGLJckRWM.html *🎤Trust - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kujarR4rpJg.html *🎤That's A Joke - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-rOGqL-65V4o.html ИF HOPE 2023 *📽Hope - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-tsmPCi7NKrg.html *📽Motto - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-0YKOxtOb44c.html *📽Happy - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-vhumOLNSSJY.html

We NF fans recommend to react on these in order to understand the journey well: Intro Mansion Therapy session Intro II Outcast Outro .. . . The search Leave Me Alone .. .

Stevie Knight said:"Someone tells you he goes to cinema to watch part 4 without watching part 1,2,3 then im like - no mothe*** you should go back to watch previous parts for all to make sense"

plz up the happy reacction video,i love ur reaction btw

Recommend going to beginning after this . Mansion is critical intro 1, all I have, paralyzed, intro 2, therapy session

Next pls lost with hopsin 🙃

Check out his song "mansion " 😊

Your eyes look like pretty butterfly's!

"leave me alone" or "OutKast" next!! Trust me! Don't go in order despite what people suggest! "How could you leave us" is also a must watch! 😊👍😉

Balloons are his burdens

NF doesnt dissapoint

NF is on point and he's the next "Eminem" but different

My mom for 15 years (I'm 27) has called me selfish and inconsiderate all because I told her I need to focus on myself and well being in order to help others including those in the family. But no no it's all about her and HER family (notice she doesn't say our family) so I've finally detached myself from that toxic bs and have been doing alot better. Haven't spoken to her in months and deleted her off FB a few weeks ago. Now I don't have to see or hear her acting fake and hypocritical. I tried to save our relationship for over a decade and shit was back peddling last year fast. Sad but I tried

Suggestion before it gets too outta control. Make playlists. You will get more views that way I promise. People look for certain artists and songs and we won’t scroll through looking for them and will just look for next reactor that has the list. I will suggest doing some of the journey so u can really understand what’s going on with NF..if u know the journey u will appreciate the HOPE album on another level. Songs u must hear and ima do an order for ya No name, Mansions, All I have, Notepad, Paralyzed, Intro 2, Therapy sessions, How could you leave us, Breath, Real, oh lord, statement, I just wanna know, intro 3, outcast, dreams, green lights, let you down, if you want love, lie, my life, your special, remember this, know, outro..entire THE SEARCH album, entire CLOUDS mixed tape, then go back and do entire HOPE album even redo the reaction of HOPE after you have done the journey u will catch the Easter eggs and it’s gonna hit totally different. If u do the HOPE album without knowing how much his mental health has improved your for sure doing a disservice to yourself and the album itself.

omg im gothhhh

Warning: Don't wear eye makeup when you watch/react to "How Could You Leave Us" and make sure you have a few tissues.

Listen to “When I grow up” by him it’s a good one!

If you want to know his full story, you should start from his first album. All his songs go in order.. Then the song Hope you reacted too will make so much more sense. Plus the NF family will blow your channel up. Lol ✊🏻

Do nf remember the days

NF when i grow up and NF MOTTO please