Please do all of the Clouds mixtape. It is songs that he had been holding on to during Covid. Fans were craving new music so he did a mixtape. I took my grandsons to the Clouds concert in Sept. 2021. We had such a frickin blast!! Also, when Nate mentions "this isn't Nate's flow" he is referring to Big Sean's flow. He's a big fan of his music. Big Sean had an albim called "I Decide", that is why Nate said "I can't decide" after that bar. Go back and listen to the song again so you can catch it. Great reaction!
yes.. most people automatically call his smile the 'joker smile' where pennywise is much more fitting.. as you mentioned, Pennywise has the ability to shape shift in accordance to a childs 'fear'... catching on? ;) the whole monologue about the storytime is a parallel to not being accepted into the hip hop game.. there's a song reference from the hope album that essentially breaks down just this short couple lines (not hope). Also, the reference to Big Sean.. when he keeps saying "this isn't nate's flow'.. he's referring to one of Big Seans flows to a Big Sean flow called "I've decided".. so Nate says "i wish i could think like big sean does, but i just *can't decide* if i should stick a knife inside a pennywise" ... referencing both the title title, and yes if he should just try to put a knife into his irrational fears (pennywise). It's interesting b/c this track is actually a diaologue between Nate and Pride.. hence why the song title doesn't have a ? mark.. Nate keeps asking questions.. and Pride responds with "Why" trying to pull Nate back into a place of unknowing, whilst still being very aware (lies lies lies). He's a modern day philosopher of sorts for us, or anyone struggling with mental health. I couldn't be prouder of his journey. #NFRealMusic
1. The wall isn’t naming other tracks, but good thought! 2. I think of him trying to kill his fear when he says the Pennywise line since pennywise takes the shape of someone’s biggest fear, but I also like your perspective 3. You’re thinking of “When I Grow Up” which is a video I was in, and you’re going to love it. Can’t wait.
Pennywise is an ancient being at war with the beam guardians. He can read your mind and become what you most fear and then feed upon your fear. I believe Nate is referencing it and that manner he’s going to put the knife inside his fear.
Hello. I just found you and am enjoying your NF journey. After listening to your paralyzed reaction, I noticed you skipped the remaining songs on the album and moved on to Intro 1. While not a part of the journey, I feel you’d really like I’ll Keep On. It’s straight up worship music. You should go back and listen (for yourself, not necessarily to react to)
