Nick & June - For You Only (4x09) 

She feels so safe with him. With others she is angry and frustrated all the time, hiding all her emotions and bottling them up. But with him she is just free, safe and loved. It is like he just gets her

1. this season is showing while June got her freedom , Nick is getting sucked in by gilead deeper and deeper. they made him coordinate the bombing, they made him get married again. they completely arrange his life as they want to. getting out seems almost impossible at this point 😭😭😭😭💔 2. June is free but can't move on because she loves Nick. it's so tragic that hell like gilead gave her the love of her life. 3. try and be happy. her expression is like "how can i without you?????????" they both know they can't move on 4. "my beautiful girl" made me sob for the whole day. he was looking at her with so much pain and tenderness knowing he's never gonna see her again and wanting her to have that doll as a reminder that her dad loved her and then caresses her little rosy cheek MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL and that damn music. and the look he gives her is something else. it's so tragic I CAN'T 😭😭😭😭💔 5. I CRIED SO MANY REAL TEARS THAT IT WAS AT SOME POINT EMBARASSING 6. i just looooove the moments when she's touching her neck with eyes shut obviously thinking about nick because it's where he always touched her to give her his love and support and tenderness. she was so triggered when luke tried to touch her neck. THE WRONG MAN 7. i should have run with you when i had the chance 😭 8. we haven't seen June this happy since 2x13 and it was also the moment with Nick back then! he is her family. 9. THE KISS IS PERFECT 10. the way she felt him from behind and started sobbing and then heard his soft voice calling her name and closed her eyes! 11. he gathered so much information about Hannah!!!!! obviously he was driven by that only purpose risking his life and not even hoping he could give it to her in person, but wanting to help her and make her happy as much as possible. "you did it all for me"😭😭😭😭😭 12. as tragic as their situation is , I CONGRATULATE OSBLAINES, WE OBVIOUSLY WON. endgame 100%

I hope they end together Nick & June have such an attraction

I don't care what Nick did wrong. I love him & June together happy. I cried thru this entire video. Thank you Irina.

Honestly, it would be so weird if they arent endgame. We have seen June with Nick, how happy she is. They have BOTH said they love each other. And we see Luke and Junes relationship fall apart, so it would be weird if she ended up with Luke from what we have seen. Both Nick and June have been there for each other the whole time, even after all the bad things, they still stick togehter BECAUSE they love each other. We havent even seen June happy for like 2 seasons, and now when she finally saw Nick again, she was happier than ever. I know this show isnt about romance, but it would be a stupid move if these 2 didnt end up together.

I just love coming here, and read all your comments and realize I'm not the only crazy person in the world shipping these two this much. We just got the best episode and you made your best video ever out of it. Thank you! I'll be rewatching this while I wait for the next reunion ;)

Beautiful. I find this reunion both beautiful and tragically sad. Nick looked deeply broken after they kissed. He knows he can't keep them with him and it's tearing him apart. I cried so much, god it was sad. I need Nick to finally have some happiness soon, his poor existence is just non stop misery

the last episode had me MESSED up, i couldn't stop crying over the ending of their scene.

tHiS sHoW iS nOt aBoUt rOmAnCe- yeah right, because this show is about LOVE. Different kinds of love. The only thing that motivates June is love- for Holly Nichole, for Hannah, for her husband from before, for Moira, for her friends, for handmaids and for NICK. Nick's love was the only thing that saved her life (as she said). This story is as well about father's love- Luke and Nick's love for their own daughters and also the way Luke takes care of Nichole, the way Nick risks his life to keep an eye on Hannah. We even get a tiny insight about Fred's love for his son- he betrayed his own country to provide safety for his f*cked up family. THIS STORY IS ABOUT LOVE, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. No one can tell you the way you have to enjoy the TV show. It's the most twisted and the most heartbreaking and the most beautiful love story of all times! Irina, you vids are always very well executed, the quality is off the charts, the way you portrayed feelings and emotions... just WOW. Please keep us feed 💞 I remember the rollercoaster in season 2, the lack of Nick in season 3, the 2 years hiatus- but here we are! Idk if Osblaine is an endgame, if there's any endgame at all, but I know for sure Osblaine's love is immortal and it's the most powerful thing in this damn show.

I wasn't able to watch the episode until today and OMG!!! It was so perfect!!! I just can't, Nick is such a wonderful man, he kept working on his own to find information about Hannah even after June left Gilead... and Luke thought he needed to be manipulated into helping 🙄 Everything about Nick and June's meeting was perfect, the way she was literally GLOWING, first at the sheer thought of seeing him again and then when she actually heard his voice and saw him. Now I'm 100% certain that if she had a choice, she would choose Nick. She's flinching when Luke kisses her, but she basically melts into Nick when he does. Such a huge contrast. And Nick! My sweet, wonderful Nick ❤️❤️❤️ you know, I managed to keep it together until he took out that doll and called Nichole his beautiful girl, then I started sobbing like an idiot. He's just so selfless, not only is he willing to let them live and be happy with another man (Luke can't relate LOL), but he's also still working on getting Hannah, just because she's important to June. I also love how they got to be so domestic and cute, even just for a while, because I've seen a lot of people say that they wouldn't be able to function as a family outside of their trauma... and clearly, they would. Sadly, I agree with what you said in your post, things aren't looking well for Nick. Since the bombing I've known that he's in too deep. I just can't see how he could ever be free outside of Gilead. They have too much dirt on him. So heartbreaking 💔💔💔

WOW!! This is amazing, you tell their story perfectly and your work is outstanding. Every time Nick calls her name it’s like someone takes her breath for that second. This is the definition of true love they may not be able to be together but their love for each other never goes away however long they are apart. I guess we have to sit and wait now for their next reunion knowing that it will warm our hearts but break them at the same time.

I'm literally sobbing. I love them so much 😩 the scene we got was everything I wanted and more!! This is beautifully done!

When Nick called June and told her to be happy, it shredded my heart. I was crying with her in the car. I can't actually put it to word how heartbreaking this episode was.

I reckon nick will get Hannah out and die in the process or for it. June will take Nichole and Hannah to that beech in Hawaii in memory of him-amazing video

Oh my word! Irina, you have outdone yourself, this is a work of art, absolutely beautiful, and so emotional! Without a doubt, Nick and June are soulmates and should be together! Their love was forged in the fires of Gilead and the connection they have is beyond words, time, or distance. It is very clear that this bond does not exist between her and Luke. I think she will join Mayday and return to Gilead where she and Nick will work together to bring Gilead down, meeting in secret, like how their relationship first began!

Your work is amazing. And my heart is broken.

I'm watching it 100 times more, it's soo perfect, you created a perfect video, you made me cry, thank you sooo much, you're the best ❤️❤️ they are my favorite couple ever and it breaks my heart that they can't be together, i don't want Nick to die, he deserves to be happy with June and Nichole, that scene warmed my heart, my favorite one, they are soulmates and will always be

The way he's so gentle and loving to their daughter I can't take it😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 "my beautiful girl" that line KILLS ME thank u so so much for making this x

When he says “June” **chills** I might change my name to June. 😝

I love their relationship from the beginning🥺♥️ They belong to each other🥺 Hope they end together. Love Nick & June till the end♥️🥺

i cried and i cried and i cried... i just can't take my mind of them. the fact he told her to be happy seemed like he felt this was his last time seeing both her and nicole and that breaks my heart even more... the love in his eyes when he looked at nicole and the fact he called her sweetheart made this one of my favourites scenes ever. i don't believe nick will be ever able to escape gilead unless it is destroyed and that just keeps on messing with my head. also, your edit and all the parallels left me sobbing like a little baby, you are truly amazing

They need to b end game.. but I dont c it happening.. I feel Nick might faster die at d end but their chemistry is unmatched..period! Team Nick&June all d way🥰

I am a mess since yesterday.. And I was waiting your edit,you made a great job again💛

Every time Nick says my beautiful girl I just sob 😭❤️❤️ Thanks Irina 😭😭

I was crying like a child from THE SCENE until the end of the episode,so real,heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time

This is the first time i cried like hell because of a tv show. So hard to describe my feelings for these two, i do love them, want them to be together pleaseeeeeee, both of them deserve to be happy and together. Hulu please don't break our hearts in million times again, put them in Hawai with Hannah and let them be happy, crying again 😭😭😭

Heartbreakingly beautiful video! Their scenes with Nichole were so bittersweet. They were a perfect little family for one moment in time.

Nicks protectioned June from season 1 till season 5 if that's not love then I dont no what is

My beautiful girl...😭😭😭 Irina, thank you for this beaty! It breaks my heart and make me happy at the same time! I am crying rivers...😭😭😭 Nick and June... they are absolut love and hope of each other!

I love your videos Irina! I am hooked on their love too! The yearning they have for each other makes it so addicting to watch! We need more!! I personally would have sneaked another kiss on that last scene when they were saying goodbye😏 just to remind him who his “real love” is. Nick & June’s love is what makes that depressing life bearable. Let’s hope the show finds a way to continue these great moments that we fans like to watch! Team Nick & June 4/ever!!!.❤️

the way she feels relieved by his voice… she feels at home… her longing for his hand on her neck… caressing…omgosh!!! They love each other so much ❤️..I love this video, what a beautiful work… thank’s Irina…#teamnickandjune 💕❤️

I never ever comment on videos but every time I watch an episode that has nick and June, the first thing I do it check if you have made a video because they are always so beautiful and really catch their love so perfectly. Have never shipped a couple as much as these guys, you can really feel everything they feel and just love your videos and descriptions!

4x09 was SUCH a powerful testament to the enduring love between these two. 💖 It really does seemed doomed between them. but damn if you can't help but root for them! 🥰 when he whispered her name and she closed her eyes.... i died.😭 this is beautiful! 👏🏼 thanks

this is an amazing edit omg🥺🥺 and the last scene of nick&june is drowned me tears, they deserve to be together like a real family. the passion, chemistry, love between them is completely different and deep from luke&june, she's never smile like that for entire season..i hope they will be endgame💛

I like him more than I like her. I think she was selfish with him in many times. And he did for her much more.

Watching 4/09 physically hurt my heart, my husbands to i could tell ❤️💋❤️

You have the best nick june videos😍🇧🇷

That was magnificent! Well done, so heartbreaking yet beautiful, it brought me to tears. It truly hurts knowing how much they both love each other but circumstance keeps them apart, just out of reach. 💔 I really do hope they can find a way back to one another. 🥺🤞🏼

I wanted to wait before I watched Season 4, just finished binging. I am both happy and incredibly sad. That last scene definitely seemed like a goodbye, but I hope they have more encounters in season 5. Im really hoping they stay together. Luke is not necessarily compatible anymore, their strongest tie is Hannah, not each other. In short, I’m obsessed.😢

When edits become art... I'd send you money for this if I could.

if Fred can walk free in Canada by making a deal, so could Nick!!! But we all know that this show will not end that they lived happily ever after.. and IT BREAKS MY HERAT. I love your edits, let's hope for the best for these two fools in love.

This weeks episode is definitely one of the best episodes from the entire show😭

The love between J&N is so special, strong and they connect through all these extrem situations. Thats why I think the will end up together. They must! All this horrible situations must have an happy end, for all of them. Such good actors xxx

June and Nick are perfect for each other, it feels like she stays with Luke bc she thinks she owes him

liebe diese Video! Hoffe sie kommen am Ende zusammen!❤

Omg you’ve done an amazing job with the clips. All of my favourite and sad moments wrapped into one. Can’t stop watching. Thank you 💜

This is so beautifully done. Their love is beautiful yet tragic. I hope their romance will continue

Amazing work! And heartbroken episode! Will we be the same after this?

This is how I spend my free time

Come to think of it, it's true that love can make everything irrelevant. Gilead, a place of sorrow and pain, humiliation and torture. In the midst of that, Nick and June found each other , recognized each other's feelings, they fell in love

I think Nick is gonna die soon. Maybe in next season. This show is never about happy endings

Great video! Loved it! The handmeid's tale is definitely the best show ever!! June and Nick's impossible relationship is such a dramatic and romantic story. I hope they will end up, but it's problaby not in the cards.

Thank you so much for this video Irina. I cried through this scene and ended up crying watching this video too😭 You managed to get Nick's laugh in. Awwww😭😭 This whole scene has pain written all over it. But it's sweet pain of freedom for June and of selflessness for Nick. It's just sooo jam-packed with emotions. The only thing I fear is ....this might be their final goodbye. Seemed like it! Will we never be able to see them together again?! I wonder. The video is wonderful. Thank you.

I am obsessed with these two.

You did an amazing job with this. Watched it on a loop like 10 times crying my eyes out. There story is so tragically romantic. Endless love in the worst circumstances. The story they created for them is one of the most beautiful I can remember in a show. Breathtaking. I love them so much.

Thank you for this video. All of your videos are beautiful. I love Nick and June and their love. I really hope that they can be together in end. All of their suffering and selflessness...they belong together. They deserve to be together.

I just can't even go there thinking Nick and June won't end up together.. Damn you Gilead!! 😞

it better be nicks daughter!! i cant take another hearbreak😫

If is they dont endup in Hawai together.... i will be very pissoff with the producers! And stop watching it! Such a lovely couple 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

How do you find the perfect song ? I mean this so perfectly describes nick

The scene in this episode actually did not make me cry, it made me worry. The scene was too perfect, and as I watched it I realized they were making it perfect so they could kill Nick, and that made me so sad.

I didn’t even need to watch this yet to know it’s already going to be amazing

Eu não sei o que vai acontecer com esse casal, mas seria uma injustiça se eles não ficarem juntos depois de tantos sofrimentos. Eu os Amo muitooo..

Невероятно красиво!❤️❤️❤️

after every season for the past couple of years I automatically come here to watch your new amazing edits!!! You always capture this relationship so goddamn well!

We need a happy end, PLEASE 🤗... Nick & June FOREVER ❤️❤️❤️👏👏👏

Im living for your nick-june edits 😍 But this is sooo beautiful, yet so heartbreaking 🤧❤

SOULMATES😭❤️

This made me cry 😭 They are so beautiful, this edit is so amazing. You captured everything wonderful about this relationship and the music and audio editing made it even better. This show makes me feel things I've never felt before. Some movies make me cry but not like this. I knew from the mood when I started watching the first episode that it wouldn't be all smiles but it was almost all tears or just straight up depressing. Even the happiest parts of the show (like S4E9) make me ball my eyes out because I can just tell that it won't be all perfect in the end. It's truly amazing. I hope June and Nick get their happy ending though, with Nicole and Hannah. They deserve it. This is the best video I've ever seen 💛

Oh wow. This is brilliant ❤

Good to know im not the only one cryin with the doll scene cried a lot and this video made me remember it and make me cry again...love that scene and how he demostrates her love for her...

Wonderful edit,,so heartwarming thank you❤

Oh how i loved these two. Hope they will end up together in the end. I just hope so

I love hearing him say “June”.

They killed it this time 😭❤️ Nick and june 🔥

love NICK AND JUNE.

Nick e june tem que ficar juntos ❤

Oh Irina how do you do that. Damn what a masterpiece again. The best from this serie. You are the best creator. Thank you. 👏🏻👌🏻

Beautiful as always ❤️ Nick and June will forever haunt me😭💔

Who's cutting onions here 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.

Love it💜

I love them together. Your vids are amazing!

Love it but i have a horrible feeling they get Hannah and both end up dying together while Hannah flies off in a plane to Luke and Holly... Idk just my theory

I feel you! It hurts that we all know that they belong together!

What if... Hannah becomes a handmaid assigned to Nick 🤭 the more invested I get the more scared I become that they’ll kill him off the show. Maybe June and Nick both die together at the end holding hands. That’s the only way I’ll accept Nick dying. I obviously only watch the show for Nick and June’s love story!

I can’t wait to season 5. I hope there’s plenty of episodes because I marathon them all. Can’t turn away from the tv lol 😆 It’s unrealistic that it will go forever but I’ll be sad when it ends. I hope June and nick end up together for parenting the girls with Luke and Moria.

So beautifully done!! We also Fans in Puerto Rico. Great work to all the cast. I will miss you guys. I’m so glad Nick didn’t die. Perfecto

june better fight for him season 5, if there is anyone who deserves to be free from Gilead it’s nick.

So heartbreaking. I can't believe this was Max's exit from the show. I don't think I'll be able to watch the show anymore. Nick and June belong together.

Ci hanno riempito la serie di quote omosessuali e femminismo estremo e poi la gran parte di noi ha adorato questa serie per la romantica storia d'amore tra Nick e June. Senza loro non avrebbe mai avuto questo successo

This was amazing! I hope that somehow June, Hannah, Luke, Nicole and Nick ALL get to be together!!! Somehow!

Nick and june ❤️forever❤️

Unfortunately, I have a hunch that Nick is going to die this season. Their heartbreaking date with June and their daughter, his memorable gift and wish "try and be happy". All this means that he will be killed or he will sacrifice his life. 😭😭😭

This episode broke my heart

I'm sorry, but someone who turned me in to be tortured by Aunt Lydia and the "torture goon of Giliad" would suck all the romance right out of me for Nick. But Elizabeth Moss is such a fine actress that manages to combine trauma/Stockholm syndrome/infatuation/deep erotic desire/desperation and longing to a point you're rooting for her to be with Nick if that's what she wants.

What’s the music in this video? It’s amazing! Well done.

Oh my gosh this broke my heart. What a wonderful edited clip. Thank you for sharing

My only issue is why didn’t he hold Nicole. He didn’t even try.

I watch this Everyday Irina. Thank you so much. ❤️❤️

Awww true love..great compilation