Nightcore - Cut 

She paints a pretty picture, But the story has a twist. Her paint brush is her razor, And her canvas is her wrist. She paints a pretty picture, In a colour that's blood red. While using her sharp paint brush, She ends up finally dead. Her pretty pictures fading, Quite slowly on her arm. The blood is not racing through her, She can no longer do harm. She painted her pretty picture, But her picture had a twist. You see her mind was her razor. And her heart was her wrist.

People say that depression is just a bunch of stupid fake emo people who want the attention. I can tell you it's not like that at all. I have depression and anxiety and Schizophrenia. I used to cut everyday. It made me feel like I could control what I felt. One day at school a person accidentally hit me with the edge of a book and it bled. I didn't even know about the blood until I was walking in the hall and my friend had to tell me. I thought because I had cut I was becoming stronger. Then one day a guy told me I was beautiful. Said my boyfriend was lucky to have me. I told him I didn't have a boyfriend and we started talking. He went through some of the same stuff. Now we are happy together. 7 month next month. We both stopped cutting. We are happy together. I hope this story proves there is still hope in this world.

there once was a girl with the perfect life then when she went home one day she found a knife her arm said yes but her heart said no if only people would have understood her sorrow see the girl had a mask a mask so beautiful and strong so she wore that mask to hide what was weak and wrong i know this girl because she was my best friend she could not understand what she did wrong so she picked up the knife and thought of doing what felt like home her life was never nice, see the mask took over and did what it was meant to hide all what was wrong because she was told to i know this girl because she was my heart most people did not understand where to find the key everyone thought she was crazy but this was their doing if only she could turn back time and start from the beginning i know this girl she was powerful and strong this girl knew who she was but bullies got the best of her and made her weak and do things wrong i know this girl.. this girl is me

I find this song to have metaphorical meaning. Though everyone can find their own meaning to any song. But personally I take it metaphorically. Words can cut deeper than any blade. I was verbally abused and I have a lot of things that I keep hidden. I can't really make the point I'm trying to make since I'm not even quite sure what my point is XD But anyway, I adore this song and personally don't think it's about cutting

i was sad and depressed and then go to youtube to cheer up but then this was on my suggestion and i cried listening to thish Q.Q

Okay so since I've seen so many people commenting similar things, I guess I'll join in. I was a cutter. It just gave me a relaxing feeling, like all my worries and fears were trapped under my skin, and when I cut it open, they flowed out. Sure, it hurt, but that wasn't my concern at the time. My mom found out, and shit went down. Since a few of my other friends cut too, she thought it was a trend, and that I needed help. The thing is, I knew I needed help but I refused it, unless it was from my friends. I'm still a self-harmer, But I don't cut as a way of self-harm, and I'm anorexic and bulimic, and I have severe depression, along with a bunch of other disorders. The biggest mistake I made was pushing people away, even though I knew I actually wanted them to support me. I know the pain that depression has, and I'm always open to talk. I'm actually helping my best friend through depression, even though people say she's a lost cause, and it's no use helping her. Just don't give up. You're not alone. And remember, someone will always care.

I've been listening to this song for months.. And I'm still wondering why there are 272 dislikes.. edit: ayo this was such a weird comment that i made when i was like 9. don't be so judgmental, people can dislike a song if they want to. cheers!

My life in one song

not all emos are cutters and not cutters are emo in fact the two subjects don't even have any thing to do with each other self harming has been around a lot longer then the emo style. emo stands for emotional and has became a style as well so...ok then *backs out of room watching my back* '(^.^)

Ok... Alot of you down in the comments are talking about this cutting. Let me put this in both sides of the story, the one who is watching and the one who is doing. If someone cuts it's because something emotionally drove them to the point to bend and break, Like a plastic spoon. If you keep bending it it will eventually break but the break I am talking about is the emotional soul. When this happenes the person is very vulnerable at this point. They may go into "Society Laws" Meaning if you have difficulties you cut, everyone had seen this. But if you think about it, if you never saw someone cut you wouldn't do it. This is comparing to shave, in "Society Laws" the woman have to shave while the men can be hairy wherever they please.( of course ppl prefer other things then most like men shave their legs or wax their chest) but if you think about it. If these Society Laws were not there then the men would not have a damn problem with hairy woman, going back to the main topic. Many people who cut may or may not think is can solve a problem. Now if you are cutting is indeed the spoon snapped into two, but like a spoon broke you can always fix it, it wont be the same. I only share this because I was once the person who didn't understand why ppl cut until my spoon snapped. I'm not trying to give you my sappy sorry or want you to be sorry for me but I just want you all to know the real reasons of why people cut. It's not a joking matter and is not to be taken lightly. If you did take the time to read this then I appreciate it.

I wonder what it would be like to have friends.

I think the real reason people make fun of people with suicidal thoughts is because they just don't understand and when someone doesn't understand something usually trhey get frustrated by it,I'm assuming from personal experiences

I forgot about this song! This used to be what I listened to all the time when I was trapped in complete darkness. Wow. This brings back some dark memories

I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile frame aged With misery And when our eyes meet I know you see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut I may seem crazy Or painfully shy And these scars wouldn't be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don't want to die But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut Pain I am not alone I am not alone I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore But I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I found it when I was cut

Please stop saying things like "Cutting doesn't help" or "It's stupid" because whoever is saying that, most likely hasn't. And if you have and you're saying that, you probably just see that now. For some people it's the only thing that helps, as much as it may seem emo or idiotic to you.

My brother committed suicide, my parents got divorced and I moved 3 times when I was 12 and I told myself 3 things I can't bring him back I can't change the past crying about it is just going to make me sadder but when things are sad they always can get better it's your choice and because of the things that have happened to me I've become stronger. No matter what you're going through you're not alone.

I am just flipping through Nightcore songs and I am coming back to the songs that me and my friends should listen to like 3 yrs ago... Brings back good memories... Thank you Nightcore...

I don't know if I should thank the person who made this song or be worried because I'm sure some people have ended up cutting because of it.

Ahh this takes me back to my 6th grade year. Everything was blocked on our iPads including RU-vid. But kids told eachother secret sites and this song was on it. I Discovered it on there. Im glad that happened.

This nightcore version is amazing!! This song is one of my all time favorites!!

I HATE WHEN PEOPLE UPLOAD SHIT ALL TIME!!! so i'm happy you diden't

I get emotional when she says I am cut. I love that part

I was bullied for 13years of my life and I started cutting when I was 9 and no one knew and they always say im worthless I couldn't fight back I just sat there letting them hit me punch me and abuse me I couldn't stand up for my self I just wanted to die last year I tried to hang myself but my sister found me before I could even do it and she said that she couldn't live without me but I asked her why are you and my other sister so spoiled and all I am is invisible I told her I dont want to live anymore but she said that she could help and she took the rope away and told me im worth something and to never give up

Society screams 'Don't get raped' not dont rape

Okay seriously guys. Who are we -people who haven't fallen that deep into depression- to say what a person can and cannot do to their own body? Like shut the hell up! Music says something about ones personality. Since we are all listening to this, this means that the lyrics or the soft melody has something to do with our current situation. We are listening to a song that is titled "Cut" what the hell did you expect to read in the comment-section? Comments about flying ponies?!

Listen to the song.... "I am not alone..." You are not alone, don't cut yourself, I'm sorry for what has happened in your life. Just remember please remember for me.... Your beautiful and your life is a gift not a piece of trash, after suffering for so long you will get happiness so hold on for me please...

It's insane how many people can actually relate to this. It's so sad what society has done to so many of us. But please guys: don't cut yourself. It doesn't really helps, it cause more problems instead. Just wanted to say that, Keep your heads up guys:)

Hm. Lots of cutters here. I wonder if that's the only meaning to dig up from the song. Hey, any metaphorical youtubers out there? I'm sure we can dig up something.

9 months clean 👆🏽💪🏼😊😌

This is the first nightcore song to make me cry... I..I have no words.. amazing..

I used to cut my self but i have stoped and it it so hard for me not to cut and harm myself those poeple who do cut there self i feel there pain it hard to stop.....

i found this song three years ago. this exact video. i remember how empty it made me feel, knowing that this was me - this was my life. i felt useless, a burden to my family & ultimately a failure. for years i would constantly come back to this song to trigger myself as a punishment, time after time, cut after cut. i can proudly say that this is the first time in three years i have come to this video not to punish myself, but to say goodbye. goodbye to all the pain and suffering. i finally have meds that work. i have a goal in life, something to be passionate about. my family continue to support me & show me unconditional love. i’m finally letting go of the misery. so i figured i’d say goodbye. i hope i don’t come back here. and too all those who are struggling, it gets better. i know that sounds like bs to you right now, i’ve been in your shoes. i know how it feels to not want to be here anymore. but the pain will end and you will find peace within yourself. i wish everyone all the best. goodbye.

*This song, describes me very much... ♥*

I love this song but I also hate it 😓

Everyone is commenting about depression and suicidal thoughts and their problems.. I want to be able to say my problems.. but my body never let's me.. It always makes me bottle up my feelings. No matter what. So.. I can't. Welp.

why 300 people dislike this 😟 il love this music 😊😊

Pancake recipe

I love the song..... hate what it's about. The concept of "Cutting" is painful. Not for the doer only but the people who do care. The people who have even the bit of light in their heart. Those cuts don't scar the cutter only, but the people around them. My heart has slashes from top to bottom and drenched in tears of bloody souls. Please stop. Look deep down and you'll find something. Something called "Hope" And live off of that until it fades from the world. That's what I choose, and I'm smiling. People, to everyone, smile to someone in need. All this crap might seem useless and I expect a lot of hate. After all, I use to believe that, but one smile and I pulled my friend out of a dark pit that she was drowning of blood in. Nina, if u see this, know I love u and u will forever be my twin. 8

the girl in the pic is literally the anime version of me lol, only my eyes are hazel

this song is my own personal National anthem

What's really sad but also ironic, is that I got an ad for depression medicine before this video...

I saw her in concert. she is absolutely amazing, literally was sobbing by the end of the show.

I played this when I cut I get depressed and when I can't take it I'll play this and cry myself to sleep

This exact song saved my life many many times.

To everyone, not those who just cut, but everyone. Cutting won't give you anything and trust me, it won't only hurt you but the people around you. The thought of cutting itself disgusts me so much. I thought of cutting once but then, once, twice and it becomes your addiction. If it wasn't for my senses to come back, I would've been addicted. You cut because you're alone, bullied, abused, anything the reason might be, but you're hurting yourself more and more. There are people who care for you, I bet that even if you don't know, you have someone whose behind you. I don't know how many of you noticed, but there's always a light in your heart that'll glow for the one. EVERYONE has a happy ending, who cares if someone is with you or not during that moment? I don't. At least, I had a happy ending. I'm sick and bored of my life, like any other normal schooler but I respect the fact that I get to live. I've thought of killing myself and reincarnating and all the shit, NOPE, you don't know what will happen. You need to believe in yourself and the people around you, trust, love, care. If you aren't able to fit in, the fault isn't anybody else's, it's YOURS. Involve yourself and make friends. Keep smiling because one smile is the reason of thousands. Stand up for yourself at all times, put yourself first. Even if we're told to care for others, first look at yourself and then the others. It should be "I" and then "YOU". "When you self harm, here are the things you can NEVER do like you used to: 1. Feel pretty inside. 2. Feel normal. 3. Have confidence. 4. Smile. 5. Can't feel the same ever again." (Quote taken from Pinterest) Why? Because you wasted that one chance of enjoying, smiling, running, falling, being broken, crying, getting up, hugging, kissing, laughing, making friends, LIVING.

This song is like the window to my soul.

Me when I get a papercut.... O^O

Guys I made it, I was here listening to this song for a very long time, suicidal and depressed as I can be But now I'm better, of course life cat be perfect or easy but since I made it I believe in you too I'm writing this comment here because I know what it's like listening to this song and what you feel So please believe in yourself There are so many precious people that just want to die But I don't want to let that happen

My friend is suicidal and she keeps saying that she wants to kill herself, and her wrist is littered with scars and I tell her to stop and she says she will but then she does it again and tries to hide it from me...so now I got roped into helping her because she is my friend....and now I have to keep helping her...She still cuts and says she's gonna kill herself and now I listen to her...She just needs to be left alone...but I won't let her for alone if she decides to kill herself....then I'll be right behind her

i cut.. people say its better to say it to a close friend, but i find cutting...well it might hurt but it lets out everything..i hate about myself, i cry myself to sleep, a guy broke my heart, i cut cause i'm inseure about myself..people call me fat and ugly..and this song explains alot

Since everybody is sharing their story: Hi , im Barbara. Im 11 , most likely have social anxiety Im suicidal 2 failed overdoses I cut too But im not giving up , and i can feel myself get better day by day My father and i dont get along most of the time ,he gets angry alot over little things like someone forgetting just a single thing. Im a bit too fat for my age , and that really makes me feel worse still. I find comfort in music and 'bad' weather. Bands understand me. My classmates make me feel horrible , they dont intend to , but they do. Their humor is insulting eachother My mother knows about my cutting and my teacher about me being depressed. Each day i smile when i feel hell and just want to break down on the spot. Ive gone trough two types of therapy -For me being antisocial (as in too much , my social skills are okay now) -for a horror movie , which we had to stop eventually due to a lack of communication. So i live in fear of anything everyone is just like: why would you be scared of that?!?!?!? There are alot of people who accept this. But a girl in my tent with scouting camp , put her teddybear to my face when i was sleeping , and when i woke up i basically screamed and such. People tend to tell me alot of horror stories too , and that makes me cry out of fear. My life is sh*t but i keep holding on And i want you guys to hold on with me Suicde does not end the possibillities of it getting worse , it eliminates the possibillity of it getting better ~ Vic Fuentes

I've been depressed for 6 years. My parents despise me and wants to put me up for adoption. I get bullied everyday, even by strangers on the streets. I've cried so much. But yet, why would there be a reason to get a permanent scar on yourself for no reason. Hurting yourself may help for a temporary problem. But even I can think logically. I've restrained myself countless times to suicide or cut myself. All I've wanted is for people to accept me or some people who has enough courage to support me. Even now I'm tearing up. My parents abused me when I was younger, they hit me with some stick and discipline me if I talked back at them. Because of this, I've become quiet. I've never told anyone this and I just needed to relieve myself. I'm sorry for being a burden.

“These scars wouldn’t be so hidden if you would just look me in the eye.”

Aaaa going through a playlist And i found this, i havent cut in like 3-4 months because last time i did my girlfriend cried T^T

CUTTING ALTERNATIVE: Clenching ice in you hand for 1 min. No blood. No scars.

if your reading this then you are beautiful. Everybody is beautiful in their own way and you should except that

And the tears are falling again....... I can't even think probably anymore.....

I love the vocals in this song but what I love the most is the massage in this song YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Please remember that, if you listen because your loved one has died or are abused anyway-physically, mentally, emotionally- anyway, you are not alone, there is someone else suffering with you. Some times you are lucky to have them close to you but most times you are alone in that time of pain. Please remember to be strong because they are still here. No one can see your scars but you but you have to wear them like a badge of honour saying you got through it, that you are ready to take the world head on. Stand up and put that beautiful smile on you face because you ARE gorgeous in every way possible. If you have a prob please talk to me because I am here. I am not gonna give u shit and say stop when I know you have to choose on your own cuz cutting is sometimes the strongest thing to do.i know because I am not those people who think everyone's life is perfect because theirs is. I have gone through my problems, I think they are big but compared to yours it might be minuscule. If you have suffered, help another please. If you are suffering, tell someone who is with you and you trust. If you are causing suffrage, you are the dirtiest filth in the world, not worth my time cuz you are worse that the worms under OUR feet. I don't consider you as a human. If you are having problems so to get rid of them, you cause pain. JUST THINK!!! What are you doing? They are suffering because of you, what if they already have problems at him, huh? Just stop it and please tell people to stop cuz I know people can just watch it and walk, and I don't think that is humane. I am not saying this to be religious so those of you who go spout under here to do it for god. Go away. Because this is for humanity to survive, to live on and not go on wars and depend rage. PLEASE. I beg of you. Help those in need because although not in blood, they are you sister/bother as a specie. Please...

I hope the people who are saying everyone in the comments are “edgy” “attention seeking” etc. never have to go through depression, anxiety, self harm, etc. it’s not fun...

PAPER CUT,PAPER CROWN,PAPER PAPER,PAPER EVERYTHING. edit (july 2019) wtf is wrong with me back then edit (march 2021) sooo. quarantine fucked me up, came here for nostalgia, how dare i question myself back in jul 2019 when i'm equally as cringy as before. but eh whatever, i'm probably gonna long for nostalgia in a few years and come back here again and see how cringy i was. so uhhh, ig i shouldn't be too hard on myself. hey future self, hope you're doing well :))

If chaos is a work of art, then my heart is a masterpiece.

It's scary how much this song suits me 😨

I remember listening to this song on repeat, crying quietly in bed from the age of 12 up until 17. Listening to this song now at 21 makes me feel sad for my younger self. If anyone reads this just know things gets better, life won't be the same forever, there's genuinely a light at the end of the tunnel

This is so beatiful...

Think Life is hard? Cutting won't make it any better. I know you hate hearing things like this, but people only say it because they care. -I love my life, but I hate what others choose to do with theirs- Let me tell you a story, a story of a girl. She started off normal. Her family, they all looked after each other. Her mom and dad had gotten married, but she hadn't remembered much of it. Just things like dancing with her mother, she was about four years old at that point. Time went by, a few years. Her parents weren't getting a long. One of the only memories left of them together, fighting. Her dad was trying to reason things out, but she didn't understand why they couldn't get a long, why they weren't happy anymore. Another year or so went by, and they moved. They thought it would get them on a clean line again, but the fighting only got worse. One day, her mom and dad had a huge fight, and their dad left, promising to come back. Later on, the girls' mom ended up moving, her dad moved back into the house. She didn't understand anything. "Why don't they get a long? Why can't my mommy and daddy just be happy and live together again?" constantly ran through her head. Her dad and mom went their separate ways. Mom, got a new boyfriend. Dad, he got another girlfrind. The little girls' dad, still loved her mother, she knew that, but when she asked her mom if she still loved her dad "I'll always love him, just not in the same way" was her mothers reply. "Not in the same way" Isn't love just love? She thought. Many of her mom's boyfriends were agressive. But, the little girl wasn't alone, I guess I forgot to mention, she had one friend, a cat, his name was midnight. Whenever she had spare time, she would spend it with her bestfriend, midnight. Well, the girl's mom had a boyfriend, he was pretty agressive. When they moved out, she couldn't take Midnight. Her mom told the little girl that they would return, but they never did. The little girl went to school, one day at school, her mom's ex boyfriends kid told her that they had hit her cat on the road.. She was heart broken, all those years. She had already lost her dog, from heart attack. After some time, the little girl decoded the only one she would allow to be her true best friend, was her mom. Did she have friends at school? Of coarse, but they were all a bit, well lets just say back stabbing. Her dad had been through plenty of girlfriends. Her mom had been through plenty of boyfriends. The girls' mom finally was in a stable relationship. He had three sons, that would still be a part of the girls' life to this day. Did the girl have siblings? Yes, at this point in time she would have two blood brothers and one sister. Only one of her blood brothers lived with her at the time. They moved together in a big house out in the country. The girl loved it there, she thought that her mom would finally be happy. Every other weekend, the girl would go to her dad's house. It was fathers day, so the girl gladly went to stay with her dad for the weekend. A few days had past, the girl wondered why she hadn't went back to her mom's house yet, or even to school. The girls' dad had her sit in the living room, he said he needed to tell her something. She did what she was told. Her dad sat infront of her, and spoke. "I know this world is unfair, and sometimes things happen, that we can't control.." the girls' dad had a sorrow quiver in his voice. "What's wrong?" the girl asked her father. "Your mom is really sick, she's in the hospital and they don't think she's going to get better." Instantly, the girl started to sob, she started to scream even. Her dad started to cry. He left the room, giving the girl some time. She continued to sob throughout the day. "What about my brothers?" she wondered. They ended up going to the hospital to see her, but the little girl didn't know it would be her last time with her mom. Her mother was in some sort of coma, so she couldn't talk. The doctor said that her mom had a stroke, and could only hear us, but not feel much or even open her eyes to see. Not even being christian at the time, she even prayed to a god, that she didn't even believe in. About three days had past, she got the news that her mom had died. The funeral, it was painful to even show up. She wasn't sure what to do with her life anymore. She didn't get to see her mom's boyfriend's kids very much anymore. Her life was torn. She became depressed for a while, but it faded away once she had a computer and internet. It basicly became her life. Sad, right? But I guess we all have a moment in life when we can't take it anymore. The only one she really had anymore was her oldest blood brother. She was drug into things that no other kid her age should've had to deal with. But for that reason, she understands a lot, more then people twice her age would understand. Her dad finally got another girlfriend, but they ended up losing their house. Her and her sister both had to move in with their grandparents. At the time, she was always getting bullied at school, they didn't understand how much she was already going through. Her family started blaming her dad, acusing her of being.. well not normal. They got angry at him, and started to tell him not to let me watch anime, take the internet away and the music she likes to listen too. They just didn't understand. She was always getting yelled at for everything, which only made the cutting worse. Once, she was even thought about overdosing. After a while, she had another brother, who she loves dearly. She also ended up having another brother, well, he hasn't been born yet.. Life started to look up a bit. She got to see her brothers at school. Although she doesn't get to see her blood brothers very often, she still stayed in life's game. She is even going to move soon, going to another school and getting to start fresh. She doesn't cut anymore, how you ask? She just had to start letting the little things make her happy. Always telling herself, "someone always has it worse" and that's the truth. If you couldn't already tell, that little girl is me. I had to leave out a lot for personal reasons. There is still so much that I won't share. But anyone could be reading this, so.. you should understand at least that much. So just remember, you're not the only one going through things you shouldn't have to. Life is hell's playground. It is, indeed unfair, but you shouldn't give up! Follow your heart, I promise things will get better. You just have to try your best to stay positive and ignore those who won't accept you for who you are. And, it's okay to cry. I still cry about my mom. She was my bestfriend. I know it sounds stupid.. but unlike anyone else, I could say anything to her, she would not only listen, but understand and care, keep it a secret. I guess the only thing there is left to say, is thank *you* for listening! Yes, you just listened to my life's story. I hope this helped, even the slightest. If I can't help anyone in this sick place, then my life would have been wasted. I finally know what I want to do with my life, I'm going to change the world, and help those who need helped. Even if things might seem impossible, just do what you want to with your life. It's your life, and if people won't accept you, like I said, just ignore them. -Thank You.-

Very relatable, I can be sobbing my eyes out but if I pull a knife out and roll my sleeve up, I stop and just watch my blood fall down.

I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile flame aged Is misery And when our hearts meet I know you see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut I may seem crazy Or painfully shy And these scars wouldn't be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don't want to die But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut Pain I am not alone I am not alone I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore But I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I found it when I was cut

I'm shy person except when I'm on the internet.I have a very hard time trying to talk normally to people in the real world.Idk why but I think it's because I don't talk smoothly with my deep voice.I don't talk to people much especially girls.I currently have no goal in life except to not die in vain.I hate to admit but yeah,I have no goal.I always find myself lonely even when people is trying to get close to me.I have inner hatred towards myself.My inner hatred also say bad stuff to the people around me.But my good self always get my back on my feet.I'm sad that I can't make my parents proud of me.It hurts when you cry alone,especially when you have no1 to talk too.Even so,I hate my parents because my inner hatred has gotten deep inside myself.I don't mind what replies I get.I don't judge what you say.I just need one answer from you.How can I prevent myself from running away from home...? (Fuck me)

I cut for years, and sometimes on rare occasion I still do. I know why, but I really thought everything would be okay once I escaped my Kidnappers, but it seems like no matter how much time passes, nothing but death can heal those years of torture. I was there for over 11 years and no one helped me. I'm not sure those wounds, and those memories will ever go away.

She paints a pretty picture But the story has a twist Her paintbrush was her razor And her canvas was her wrist She paints a pretty picture In a color that's blood red And using her sharp paintbrush She ends up finally dead Her pretty pictures fading Quite slowly up her arm Blood no longer flows through her She can no longer do her harm Yes, she painted a pretty picture But the story has a twist You see, her mind was just her razor And her heart was just her wrist

Do you know what annoys me most? The majority of the comments under this video are about people self harming and having mental disorders like me. How come so many of us are like this? Why haven't we got help? Is society really that fucked up that there are several people here wanting to commit suicide and let's not forget about the ones that have and succeeded. For example, Amanda Todd. We need to get help!

It's sad that I can relate to this song so much

I understand why people cut, honestly, there's actual science behind it. The only thing I can't stand is when they FUCKING POST IT ON THE INTERNET. It's not something to brag about! Get help, we've all been there, and if you actually needed to cut than you wouldn't want the entire world to know! 😡 Besides, it triggers other people. Ain't nobody wanna see that anyway.

Oh ya sad story I remember doing a Skype call while making a live stream I have 2 friends (one was the odd one out the other one was suicidal I was the gamer) we were doing the Skype call lets get the point my friend was not talking so I went back to the Skype call and she had her video on she said she does not want to be here (something like that she had a gun to her head) she killed herself chat was going crazy like omg are you ok and I was crying harder then my friend she walked to my house (it was night I was home alone) and we were hugging each other and crying after the live stream ended note I'm only 13 and I have a small Lps channel so..

I almost cried this is a wonderful song

This song resonates deeply with me. I’m not one who cuts, but I was close to someone who did for years. If I could take all that hurts, and make it go away, I would. You are worth it, you deserve to be happy, and to have someone that holds you tight when you feel bad.

we are Cut but we are good enough to wear a smile everyday :(

This comment is late, but I'm currently 3 years clean. Listening to this song kinda makes me feel good. It makes me think of how far I've come and how I've managed to survive a very dark place. Not that anyone will see this, but just tossing it out here.

i love this song!! reminds me of myself * hides face* it's just...a good song •-•

I LOVE THIS SONG.......one word description of my life

....this song is just

My life was and still is shit. But. I don't cut. And I don't get why people cut. I don't want to make people feel bad about it or something but this needs to stop. It's not making anything better. It's not changing your situation. A friend of mine did cut, for a very, very long time and she also realized that all that's left is scar tissue and the need to cut even deeper. So, let me please say some things. Cutting as a way to deal with your pain is the most unhealthy way, only suicide tops that. If you want a way to cope with your anger, frustration and pain, get a rubberband and snap your skin with it. Or paint with a sharpie on your skin. It helps and you'll be thankful in the future for not having the constant psychological "burden" of having scar tissue and not feeling comfortable with it or people asking questions about it. And please, please guys, leave your room and talk to somebody. A friend, a therapist, an online stranger, if you can't talk to your family. Most of you need to get your feelings out there and actively try to change how you feel about your situation, how you can change your situation and live on. It'll be a very hard journey but trust me, you're not alone and there are always people who'll give you the support if you only do this very first step. Cutting is not the answer. Suicide is not the answer. And there are a lot of things that may not be the answer to your situation but you can find a way to be happy again. Thank you for reading this.

A message to all who cut: I have a close friend who cuts because she feels it makes her better. She feels unwanted and thinks she is a mistake. I just wish she knew that there are people that care about her If you cut please take a minute and think about all the people that care about you and how much it hurts them when you do this. I know what it's like to feel unwanted and stupid, but if you are feeling emotionally unstable try going to someone who cares about you and talking to them about stuff you're going through because they will be there for you and they will want to help you. I can say that I probably wouldn't be in a state in my life if I haven't talked to my best friend about my problems. So please tell someone and know you are wanted in this world. And if that doesn't help think of how devastated those people around you would be if you committed suicide. And a message to all in the comments: please note that you saying that this is you when you get a paper isn't funny and that cutting is a real problem that people around you struggle with and if you said this then I ask of you to do more research on cutting and how it is not a joking matter! And if you played more attention to your surroundings you might notice that you know people who do this and if you are kind to them that you can help them stop and make them a happier person. Thank you to all who took the time to read this, I felt I should state my opinion on this and I wanted to help others try to overcome this and help others learn how to help in these situations.

everyone who thinks their life is at end remember that you are here for a reason. you are beautiful in someones eyes. those eyes may not be your own but someone will be broken if you leave this ravaged world. don't spread the pain. prove the people who are against you wrong. prove those people who push you down that you are strong. you can make it. you can live and you can heal. those scars will fade and your smile will break the chains of society. as long as their is society their will be hate. but as long as there is a you there will be strength and hope. hang on because you are a fighter.

One of my favorites nightcores :)

Do not waste your time reading this,this are only my thoughts Comments here are inspirational and long that i did'nt have the time to read them,these comments are too good for me too read,others talk about there experience with depression,it helps others but it adds more pain to me my mask is so strong its glued into my face,my tears won't come out,am i really that weak?,i can't even let my tear out *im fine*

Currently not depressed because I have mania. But I know the depression will come back so I relate to the song, sadly. All I want to say is this nightcore is beautiful and I hope everyone in the comments will hold on for a while a longer and hopefully get the chance to enjoy life. ❤😊

This sent chills down my spine. The lyrics are just so amazing... "I am cut."

lol listening to a nightcore playlist rightnow and skiping every song not from NightcoreReality xD love you man(is it man?)

I need a 10 hour version of this.now.

2021. I got close. But I haven't listen to this song in 3 years. I wish I didn't have to break that record.

Nowadays people tried to hide depression because some think they deserve it and some just wanted to be free but couldn't

Would love this song in any version

I got a commercial about depression right before this video. Well played 😷

I was doing my homework as I listened to this and I heard the lyrics "Relief exsists I find it when I am cut". I am one of the few people who understand people who cut but don't cut myself. I'm not gonna say the stupid "You shouldn't cut yourself" crap. Instead I will say, I feel your pain. I love every one of you, even though I've never met you and don't even know your name. Keep your chin up. Remember you are loved, no matter what. Even if you don't realize it. Love you. :3

So, I know you may not get the chance to respond to this comment but I want to personally thank you. This song, as well as your adaptation of 'Nobodies Home', took me through a very lonely and rough time a few years back during 2015. I was never much of a youtube addicted person, but when that time period came around I had to find something to help vent what was going on. Your videos were one of the few that helped me with that. Thank you so much, it was something I really needed.

clean since 31 days now, im so proud of me that i do not did it in so a long time

congratulations on getting 1,000,000 subscribers! *another million people watched this and didn't subscribe to you 0.o

First time I heard this version of the song, my self harming was getting much worse due to school as well more fricking issues. I was just listening to youtube while doing homework. This song had been next, I just began crying for a few hours as the song remained in my head. It reminded me of when it first started to how worse it was getting. Of how some 'friends' told me that if I didn't stop hurting myself they would leave me and hate me. How my family was disappointed in me. I still am struggling with it, as it just is what has been my solution my mind goes to that instantly with anything going on in my head or around me even. I am a few hours clean sadly...I am sorry for writing this;;; buh bai, be safe and have a nice week