+Harrison Stark It's your qareen that warmed you, it hugs you when you're crying. It makes noises when it's bored, it tries to even wake you up at night when it's bored. It's basically you, but in a spiritual way. It's a ghost of you, stare at the black pupil in your eye for 1 minute at the mirror and you'll see your qareen there. It'll have a scary face though, so do be careful.
Lyrics for who wants: :) Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home.. Oh, when you told me you'd leave I felt like I couldn't breathe My aching body fell to the floor Then I called you at home You said that you weren't alone I should've known better Now it hurts much more. You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason 'Cause I can't figure out why... Why am I alone and freezing? While you're in the bed that she's in! And I'm just left alone to cry! You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason 'Cause I can't figure out why... You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason 'Cause I can't figure out why... Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home..
Ya, welp... WHO WANTS ONE OF MY WORLD FAMOUS DEPRESSION CAKES FOR DEPRESSED PPL SO THEY FIND A KITTY CAT (or dog ) ON THE STREETS that's so loving and sweet... And you adopt it and are happy 4 life cuz it's immortal and dies when u die of old age... Or find the perfect cat/dog in a shelter or something else with the same case. Depression cakes are your FAV things... this is truly a wonderful song.. If you lost a family member... They are not gone, they are still with you... watching over you, until the day comes when you are reunited with them.. No one is ever truly alone... there are people out there for you. And if you shut them out of your life, you may never be happy. To the random person who stumbles across this... Don't shut the people who care about you out of your life.... Let them in and you will be happy... Well, that went south pretty quickly, it's like... 1:00am right now and I go to school and.. OMG I hope my mom doesn't find out I'm up this late... >.< Anyways, hope this helped.... Peace out Ma BEAUTIFUL GECKOES!!!! I hope u laughed right there cuz this is kinda awkward.. Meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself.. ^.^
I almost think I have depression. It's so awful sometimes. I'm just not myself. I had a crush for ages and I found out she was straight, and my heart shattered. And my cat popcorn was my main source of happiness and he died a few months ago. This song makes me want to cry because I can relate to it so much.
I know how you feel, it really crushes your soul but instead remind yourself about what's good in your life, your actually really lucky, some people don't even have a home,internet,pets for company. I know you will feel heartbroken but just know that loads of people care about you and you have a great life (^.^)
+Madilinecat aww that's like the nicest comment ever 😊 I know a lot of people care about me, and I am very grateful for the things I have, but my cat recently died and I'm just not myself. It still really hurts. At least someone understands how I feel :)
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
Don't bring yourself down, your thirteen, change your life now become what you want to be, don't let anyone tell you you're useless you already are an amazing person, we all go through rough patches sometime in our life, tell yourself, tell the world that you can do it, that you are meant to be in this world and remember someone cares about you, you just haven't found them yet :)
Everyone says they're crying. And i'm staring at my phone trying to cry too, but no tears come out because i'm dead inside. Anyone else? Edit: lol I was so cringy 3yrs ago. Anyways hope yall feeling okay
Depression has stolen the small amount of warmth that I had left. I only find warmth when I feel pain, but it's only temporary warmth...I'm sick of it all
Depression has had the better of me for years, i know how you feel, but remember, there's always people out there who will be nice and friendly towards you, even in the youtube comment section xD. Good advice is to always try to seek what makes you happy, if you don't know what does make you happy, try exploring and cut the things that make you sad from your life, and slowly with time, warmth will return.
Thank you, that made me smile😊 I posted this during a really dark night, but I feel slightly better today. Especially after reading your comment. I really need to quit going back to the things that hurt me, but the people that hurt me are the only people that I have, unfortunately. I'm a genderfluid pansexual, but I haven't come out yet. (I live in a very homophobic family) So it's really been taking it's toll on me lately. Once again, thanks for being so caring. It brightened my day, I hope you have a great week ;)
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions Thanks :D i'm going to meet my girlfriend from Britain for the first time this weekend so I know it shall be :p
+Iamnotgoodatnamingstuff Ormakingdecisions i understand how you feel about how the only people close you you being homophobic. i kept it inside of me for the past few years of how i liked girls instead of boys and i just told her recently-ish that i was bi and she hadnt handled that well. I know this may be late to say but if you ever want to talk just text me on skype (username is meow_i_am_a_cat) just tell me who you are first please. :)
I always listen to this from time to time since it was one of the first nightcores I listened to. I really like the vibe this gives me, sad yet beautiful♥
This song explains me after my dad left me. When I was with my bad I was an all smiling child with no obstacles. Then my dad left and everything fell. I started to get bullied and fell into depression. My mom stopped loving me. I started to fail in school and I didn't have any dreams anymore. I had nightmares every night. This song just makes me cry because it reminds me of how my life is now.
You're never truly alone. There is always someone out there that loves you, they may not know it yet but they're deeply in love with you and when you meet they will never forget you and never stop loving you. Chances are that you've probably already met people who love you even if you've done nothing to deserve it. You might have complimented them or did something they liked. You're never truly broken, you're just bent. You will come to realize this when you put yourself back together better than ever! Just stay strong! Everything will get better if you believe and try your 110%!
lobnah79 Thank you, but it's true! & Don't be someone you aren't! Stay strong, but if you need help, DON'T for get to ask. There is always someone that will help you, even if you can't realize it.
+Emma formanova I don't like asking for help I never have in my life I still don't ask for help in my school I find it embarrassing and I feel stupid and my mind will never change that decision I feel like the dumb one asking for help
she slams the door closed the tears wont stop running, she hits her head into the pillow "why was i ever born?!" she screams out. her mother runs up the stairs, before her mom can open the door she quickly locked it "kate? open the door!" she hears her mother yell repeatedly she sits on the floor leaning against her bed soaked in tears her mother begins thumping on the door screaming in worry she stands up and walked over to her window, she gazed out to the beautiful sunset she opened the window, a soft warm air blew against her pale skin. her mother was still thumping heavily against the door, she remembered all the harsh things they all said. the tears start flooding again. she stands on the edge of the window and looked down. suddenly her incredibly afraid mother busted in her bedroom "kate!" she yelled she slowly turned around and spread her arms outwards "suicidal people are angels who wanna go home." she whispered softly her mother grabbed her arm, she fell backwards. her mother wasn't all that strong. she let go of her daughters arm, she watched as she saw her own special baby child fall, down, down, down, down, splat.
"Mother why do I even exist?" she whispers this to the picture of her mother. The tears are like a river, they wont stop flowing, they wont stop glowing in the moonlight. She gently sets the photo down onto her desk and slowly pulls out the gun. "Mother...they were so mean. The names they said, that I was ugly, fat, a disappointment, a failure." She slowly puts the tip of the barrel against her temple. She chokes back her tears. "Was your death really my fault? Are their words true?" She closes her eyes and sighs, smiling sadly. "Well mother...you will be able to tell me soon...I love you mother." As the trigger is slowly pulled back, her best friend hears a muffled 'boom' from her house across the street. In worry she grabs her coat and runs to her house, she is stunned in fear at what she sees. She sees an innocent teenage girl, who only she knew how lonely she really was, lying there. Still warm to the touch, yet an ice cold stare still in her eyes and a sketched smile still upon her paling lips.
Same everyone says I live in my bedroom the only time I comeout is to get food but they never no why I say in my bedroom all alone and I do not tell them because they will never understand me. 🙂
I have been feeling suicidal.... But during school I am this happy and usually cheerful and helpful girl. When I am at home I cut myself and listen to nightcore to help me feel better. I try my best to avoid my parents because they fight so much. And this month especially a lot of people that were close to me have passed away. Advice anyone? Please..
My advice for you is to keep fighting. Keep holding on. Try to stop cutting, please. That is no way to solve anything. Trust me, I used to cut when I was 13. I only found out that it made things a lot worse. So much worse. It is a slow process, but it is possible. Anything is. This is very tough right now, but I can assure you that it won't be like this for the rest of your life. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk. Stay strong!
Listen to songs like 'This song saved my life' and focus on positivity. Use your time at home to relax and treat yourself rather than focusing on your negative feelings 😌 x
been 6 years since I first found this, it honestly brings me back to my 11 year old self, man what a mess you were. well lil me things did get better, it's not easy, but it's not as hard as it used to be. I would hug you if I could. I'm sorry and I love you do much.
Suicidal people are just angels that want to go home but listen, you can't go home that way. Honey, listen. Just breathe. Think about what you are doing and about to do. Even though you may think that no one cares, someone does. Please don't jump, don't overdose, don't cut, don't pull the trigger. Suicide is the biggest killer in teens in our society but we can change that. Please. You can change that. Do it for me. Do it for you. I care. Tell me your story. I'll listen. Suicide is the biggest sin you can ever commit. Listen to sad music and cry. It's okay to cry. It's okay. Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end. Everyone has a battle. I can't go a day without a suicidal thought or vision. But I haven't done it. You haven't done it. If you are reading this comment that means that you are alive and all you need to do is breathe. Grab someone and hug them. It'll make your and their day. Compliment a stranger. Tell your friends and family that they are worth it. Comfort someone and tell them that they are loved. That goes to you too. You are loved. By me. I care. So do your friends, family, teachers, colleagues. So loved. ~Kay 💋 Edit: If you ever need to talk to someone; my Instagrams are @ksgkhc (my main account) and @lxcrymosx (my quote account) X
I'm so sad and want life to end but.. I will try to think of what you just said in the comment, I just turned 14 a couple of days ago. I do want to live sometimes. then I think that I have no one to talk to, no one to hug and no one that really understands me hell I don't even understand myself. My sister and parents don't get why I'm so sad all the time.. Sometimes I don't know why I cry and it hurts to keep them in. I keep my feeling all locked away in my dairy...so thanks for posting that, it really help me try and look head, get rid of that horrible voice in my head. So thank you, you are a great person.
+1337Adabed we're not weak nor arrogant, we do it because we cant cope of being too strong for too long we do it to make people happy...well we think it is good...
i can reall relate when it says this house no longer feels like home. because my family just slowly started to get so fake, they act like everythings alright to other people but when we r home alone its constant yelling name calling and hitting. none of my friends even care that i have depression and other things and i feel like the internet it my true home.
Magnifique chanson ♥ La traduction : Oh, Tu ne peux m'entendre pleurer, Voir tout mes rêves s'éteindre, De là où tu te tiens, Seul. C'est si silencieux ici, Et j'ai si froid, Cette maison désormais, Ne ressemble plus à chez moi. ohhh... Mmmm ohhh... Mmmm Oh quand tu m'as dit que tu voulais partir J'ai eu l'impression de ne plus pouvoir respirer, Mon corps douloureux tomba au sol, Quand je t'ai appelé, Tu m'as dit que tu n'étais pas seul. J'aurais du le savoir, Maintenant ça blesse encore plus... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh.. Tu as fait saigner mon coeur et, Tu me dois toujours une raison, Je ne comprends pas pourquoi... Pourquoi suis-je seule et glacée, Tandis que tu es dans le lit où elle est, Et que je suis laissée seule à pleurer. Jai trouvé sa sur google ^^
I lost a lot of blood because of nose bleeding those last 2 days, I may be diagnosticate of Leukemia tommorow. I just hope I don't have Leukemia, and even If I do. I hope I'll beat that and not relapse. I love that song, because even If the lyrics are from a heartbreak. I just love the melody and even If that makes me cry, I do like crying because I can exteriorize my emotions and that just makes me feel in peace. Btw I love y'all !
@@thebreadcrumbsondaddygojos4182 Thanks ! I ended up not getting Leukemia it's just a very bad habit of my nose to do that for some reason, but I do live a normal life now. Thanks a lot and huggies from France !
I'm crying i'm actually fucking crying... I've been passed throught so much damn things recently... Dead of familiars, friends that have betray me... my mental sickness, my university went to the worst and deeper... i can't handle anymore.... This reminds me to my childhood... when there no was problems... when there no was sadness... Everyone... Don't fucking give up there's a light, in darkness... i'm sure about that. Please... Don't... Give... Up
💔~sad quotes, for a sad song~💔 "Heavy hearts are like heavy clouds in the sky, they are best known by letting out a little water." "If only feeling had an off switch" "Sometimes the worst place you can be at is in your own head" "Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody" "I feel like im waiting for something that isn't going to happen" "Sometimes all you can do is smile. move on with your day. hold back the tears and pretend you're okay"
When I listen, to this song I feel empty inside and it's true I am empty, feeling depressed all the time this song makes me think of sad and lonely time in my horrible lonely life.
Depressed Teen I've tried but I can't tell them they just take away what helps me so I hide In my room to be alone but thanks go the help I'm happy thy someone wants to help me through it. Thank youyou
Yeah I look up poem and quotes to help it helps a lot and if you want to ever cut put a rubber band on your wrist and snap til your urge stops it helps to
I can play this on piano, though this music is my life, its the only thing i have left, all my friends left me one by one every single one, everybody laughs behind my back, and my social skills are now days pretty bad, some live in happiness and some in the darkness, seriously what is the purpose we are here.
I was so warm to finding my family... But in the end *It went to cold I couldn't find them* *I'll always cherish the moments with you mum and siblings*
welp when she song "This House No longer Feels Like Home" all i had to say was story of my life my home is my locker at school or school in general is my home but nightcore has become my life
Tyrarist Schneewittchen keep that love and that light in your soul you are more beautiful then people can see you got to know that your self and not let anyone take that way from you
I'm crying😭 I miss the old days. This reminds me of 2006,2007,2008,2009,2010,2011,2012,2013,2014,2015,2016 and 2017. Why I started at 2006 is because I was born on that year. I will miss this year (2017) the year I will lose my best friends. RU-vidrs will all grow up and die. I want to turn back time now. Please.
I was cutting myself to this song. I've been in depression for 1 year. I was thinking about suicide. Now 2 years past I still love this song and guess what? I'm alive and happy! Wounds can be healed
My dads friend made a remix to this and it was the best thing I have ever heard but the music disk got misplaced and now this is the only thing I have left of that remix 👌
Dear will, If you are ever reading this, I need to tell you something. From the moment I met you I thought you and Allen and Sean and Susannah were all amazing. I started to like you but held my tongue for a while until I couldn't do it anymore and I old espy, who told you as you know. Anyways, now I don't think I like you anymore... I think I love you. I'm not sure but it feels so strange and new and I feel so lost. No, I'm not asking you to breaks up with espy I never would do that to either of you. Because as much as this hurts like hell, seeing my two best friends happy matters so much more to me. -Best of Wishes, Natalia
She would’ve risked her life for him, and has done so many times. He was important, dangerous, safe, and part of something bigger than either of them. They were meant for each other, they were perfect together. She’s gone through so much for her love, only to find out through a friend that he was cheating on her with another girl. She doesn’t blame him. She doesn’t blame the other girl. As long as he’s happy, she will be too. She continues to put her life on the line for him, because she loves him and always will, while he continues to be oblivious and ignorant. He’s once again attacked, and he is sheltering his girlfriend, ready for the bullet to fly through, only to hear a bang and a gasp. He opens his eyes to see his old friend, the girl he was meant to be with from the beginning. She smiles at him and tells him she doesn’t blame him. She tells him that she should’ve known better than to fall in love with someone who would never lover her back. She whispers a final “I love you”, and then she’s gone. The boy realizes that he’s been making the wrong choices his whole life.
Am I the only one that still listens to this song to this day or not because this is makes me feel warm inside when I feel cold I hope I'm not the only one
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer heh, same, ive been listening to this since it first came out on the original channel...it makes me depressed, not depressed, and then depressed again all in one sitting...guess im just special...haha :/
+Maisy “Potato” Pitzer It's been like this for me since i lost touch with someone i loved, and cared about, but hey, let go of those you love, right? But i think i always felt empty anyway...
eh, it just shows me to move on with life and look to happiness for someway of a cure you wanna kik and talk about it there? im bad at looking at YT notifications ;/
I had an online friend and I liked him when we met but as we grew we drifted apart. I dated his bff but he would always talk about me. His emotions for me grew much bigger and his bff started abusing me so I left him. It came to the point where he was the only person I could trust and we haven't talked since. BTW the one who liked me his name was Sam and the guy I dated name was Giovanni.
this made me cry i feel like im slowly falling into a depression i odn't know how or what causes it if i look at it i have an awesome life but still i feel this way i really need people to talk to in a private chat or something maybe facebook or instagram or sth else i think itl help me out i just can't hold on like this any longer people say hang in there its a phase you'l get over it but i have no idea how if anyone wanna talk im here for you just also be there for me :/ :)
You don't know how much i love you , you can talk with me , that's why i'm with you. Don't want you to feel bad. I understand , i've been depressed , and i'm not totally fine but i know what it is. It's harder when you don't have anyone you can talk with to understand what you're on. Please don't ignore my help. I need it as much as you do , don't feel bad , it's hard but try not to. i will always be here for you. Remember, wherever i am , sky , water , heaven , space , ground , I will always support you and be by your side. :) world is made of bad things and good things , there are places and times you suffer , and other that you enjoy :) just don't lose hope of one day meeting your lover c: ♥
Yeah I'm thirteen year old who has their life ahead of them. But I can not doing anything right. Just before I annoyed my friends so much I just left so they wouldn't have to deal with my presence. I'm a useless spoils stupid emotionally cold ignorant lazy brat who does few things right and many things wrong. I'm even too much of a coward to end it, to let people enjoy me out of their lives for ever. I am unable to do anything helpful everyone hates me. I'm just too selfish. But there is nothing, NOTHING I can do. My parents are proud to be of me because I'm able to recently be able to tie my shoelaces. SHOELACES. My school two ago everyone turned against me because I'm just nothing. I'm a nobody.
