Guys I made it, I was here listening to this song for a very long time, suicidal and depressed as I can be But now I'm better, of course life cat be perfect or easy but since I made it I believe in you too I'm writing this comment here because I know what it's like listening to this song and what you feel So please believe in yourself
@@misswarrior4977 thanks for pinning my comment Since I made it and I believe I'm going further I want to help others too and I wanted to start from the place I remember myself in the most
I hate how when you're sad, you look for negative things. When I see others sad, I tell them to think about happy times. Then when I'm sad, it's like I just ignore what I said to others. ;-;
Try to do less each day. Do it when you feel you need to eventually the sadness eats away and you wanna get better. We are survivors, not depression victims the longer we live, the more the ppl that hurt us get mad
One I found a while ago... I found it quite deep, yet I could relate. Little boy: Are you an angel. Me: What? Little boy: My mum told me that those who have marked wrist, are angels. Me: I'm not an angel... Little boy: Of course you are. Mum said that only angels hurt themselves because they don't like life on Earth. This world is destroying them, so they try to return to heaven again. They're too sensitive to the pain of others and their own. Me: You know, your mum is very wise. Little boy: Thank you. She's also an angel, but she has already returned home.
I cover my depression while I’m at school and cry at night when no ones around (only a couple people know I’m depressed) Also it’s hard for me to go to sleep
I have a really hard time getting to sleep especially at my dad's house because I'm afraid of what could happen to me when I'm asleep. Now I have insomnia and sometimes get no sleep at all
Awww thanks I really needed that since so much has gone wrong not only that but today my friend told my crush that I like her (I'm bi.) And she came over to me and said *sorry I'm straight but please don't cry 😊* I've been crying for at least 4 hours...alone and away from people... sorry you probably don't care but my friends don't care at all they just smiled and laughed 😒
@@aceiscool4360 THAT'S JUST MEAN AS FLIP. I think they are fake, friends don't do that, they are there for you whatever happens and remember your not the only one I'm suffering aswell Edit:like if you agree
*"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do" -Anonymous*
That's 100%true I'm a shoulder for many to cry on but when I cry my self to sleep there is no one. I always crack jokes and laugh the loudest when in front of other but the truth is the joke is on my miserable life
Me: I want to die and be in peace for once A person: are you ok Fake me smiling: yeah I’m just tired Person: ok get more sleep Me: only if they knew how I’m feeling
Very relatable. For some people (a lot of people, I think) it's almost impossible to actually express what they really feel and think even when asked directly about it. But even if it feels like you can't talk about it, I'm still gonna ask you to try. I had a friend who asked me how I was and then asked me a few more times just to make sure. I didn't start to open up until the third time, and even then I was only able to talk a little about it, but it was very healthy for me. It may seem impossible, but if you manage to do it, it will feel like a miracle
My story? Well i *was* a happy kid, then my nana got diagnosed with cancer....She was the 1 person i trusted with all my secrets, all my worries, everything. I was still *ok* . And then........when i was 11.. She died in the hospital in her sleep.............i cried for days and days end. I fell into depression......and never got out.......And to make this worse.....I could never say "goodbye" or one last "See ya later alligator" (something we would always say)or even one last " *I LOVE YOU* "........I didn't go to the funeral......I couldnt handle it........i miss her so much......i cry myself to sleep everynight .......and to make it worse....im not even sure if she loves me anymore.....i know shes looking down on me from heaven ..but does she still love me? ........i wont tell my parents......or my sister.....or anyone......but if she were still here *I Would Tell Her*
Hannah Barnes she still loves you hun....I lost my big brother 2 years ago....I know he still loves me so I know in my heart that your nana still loves you very much! And even though i don’t know you I love you! Stay strong
That was the same with me I was 13 when that happened and it changed me and all my mates just fught and arugred as well and came to me with the shit I just at that ponit gave up I cut in year 10 so I was about 14/15 when that happened and then I had this what the ponit in life I will ask for help I don't get it I slowly just become silent
Both of my grandparents are dead, I get ya.. me and my sister sang to my Nana the night before she dies over the phone to her. Typing this is actually making me tear up because I haven't thought about it for so long
It's ok My grandma got diagnosed with lung cancer and my dad went to go see her and I wanted to stay home he came back and said she passed while he was holding her hand I cry myself to sleep everynight sense then that was a year ago
My story (true) : My parents divorced when I was really small so I never really met my dad. I didn't think much about it as a young child. My brothers and I never really talked about him except sometimes my mum would show me albums with him and talk about how he doesn't care for us anymore. When I was in school, I hated watching kids walking away happily holding their dads hand because it just made me think of mine. Now, my depression has gotten worse but I haven't told anyone really except my friend who went through a similar thing. One time, I had to get a new passport and my dad was there and asked me to kiss his cheek. I stared at him blankly and we both sort of looked away. There was no way I was going to show a sign of love to a man who didn't even care to look after me. Some people say that depression is just someone who wants attention..why would you say that? People commit suicide. That's not trying to get someone's attention..
I agree, just because you have depression doesn’t mean that you want attention in fact it can be the exact opposite for example when I was seven I tried to commit suicide because I have depression it took 5 years to finally tell someone about it
I go through a similar situation my parents divorced when I was two, and I never knew my dad. We never talked about him positively, we always talked about how he doesn’t try to talk to us or have a relationship with his kids. I always got jealous of kids who had their dads with them for school trips or parties. My depression has gotten so bad to where I’ve attempted twice in the last 6 months, but I’ve had a few friends support me and i think you could too. So you will can get through anything
It’s great to get things like these off your chest. If no ones there for you out there, there’s plenty here for you here on the internet. It’s great to tell what’s on your mind and we will listen. I went though something similar my mom abandoned me when I was 18 months so I stayed with my alcoholic dad, I was neglected by both my mom and dad but things got a bit better although I was diagnosed with depression. I was able to relieve some of my stress with different communities online and through my hobbies. ( My dad didn’t do anything to me, I made it sound like that, sorry. I just couldn’t rely on him and I’ve never been able to talk to him much )
My parents found it was depressed and suicidal through some scary things for parents from their children, Now my mom says: we’re going to the doctor again, maybe they can find a prescription to make you happy again. Me: *cries myself to sleep at night when I won’t even let myself cry during the day because i find myself weak,* medication Won’t cure my depression and suicidal thought EDIT: thank you for all your help and for caring for me, I have now cured my 4 year long depression! My anxiety and insomnia is still a work in progress but my depression has slowly faded away, I hope this gives you hope to fight off your own struggles. Once again, thank you. EDIT 2: a bitch is back hope y’all missed me
I agree. I think the better way is in fact the hard way. Open up and try to be better. Keep going and keep say you got this cuz you do. Have long talks and support therapy or even just focus on others and let their happiness slowly but surely fade away your depression!
Person: I feel your pain! Me: no....You don't know what it's like, because NOBODY EVER heard me when I cry. So I just stopped crying. I stopped feeling. I stopped caring. I wanna stop living...
you can't. people think that heaven is great but for us, it's pure *HELL*. we just want to stop living, why make us living for eternity under a being who has never heard our cries?
Her: You don't know what it's like Me: Actually... (Looks away) I do, all too well Her: How? Me: nor only do I breath death, darkness, and live only in misery, I'm an empath. So many feelings are inside me at once, I can't so much as get outta bed without already feeling done with the day entirely.
For everyone, that is going through depression IT's time to stop! I'm here! I will be your friend I will not judge you! I will be your shoulder to cry on! Your skin isn't paper... Don't cut it! I survived depression. I'm still slightly suicidal. Don't be me please! I was bullied all throughout school until the 6th grade then I met my future boyfriend... I've never told him That I cut But He supportive and I stopped cutting :) STOP CUTTING NOW! YOU ARE ALL TOO BEAUTIFUL TO DIE SO STOP NOW! I NOW YOU ALL WILL BE FINE! You want to know why? Because I'm here. I'll be your smile, Hugger, shoulder to cry on, friend, and Support It's time to stop I'm here
*16 years old girl* goes by... *4 years old girl:* You are an angel... *16 years old girl:* Why darling? *4 years old girl:* My mommy told me,that those cuts mean you are an angel... *16 years old girl:* Tell your mom she is amazing person for me. *4 years old girl:* I can't. *16 years old girl:* Why? *4 years old girl:* She was an angel too..
Therapist:What makes you sad? Me:Happy songs Therapist:Ok then,what makes you happy? Me:Sad songs... Awkward silence EDIT:thanks for all the likes,love ya all 😚💜
*puts my hoodie on and hides my tears *the only thing you see is a smile and two tears down each side of my cheek*No need to cry everyone I'll give you a hug *reaches my arms out*need a hug? need a friend?
•When she/he/they was 3 she/he/they wanted to be a doctor •When she/he/they was 6 she/he/they wanted to be a vet •When she/he/they was 9 she/he/they just wanted to stop being bullied •When she/he/they was 12 she/he/they just wanted the pain to go away •When she/he/they was 15 she/he/they wanted his friends to be happy without her/him/them A lot of people's story's are like this
Bully message: The girl you just called fat? -She is over dosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly? -She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. That kid you labeled a loner? -no one likes them for who they are The boy you just tripped? -He is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars? -He fought for his country. That boy you just made fun of for crying? -His mother is dying. Re-post this if you are against suicide, and bulling. also i care about you and love you so please stay strong.
Most people's depression is because nobody apparently loves them and then there's me. I hate society..I hate being around people...I hate the community I hate everything basically. I lock myself in my room and listen to music/draw/Go on my laptop etc I do have friends....just very few Because most of them got fed up with me and turnt there backs on me but really...I don't care. All of this started since my mom died and my dad started blaming it on me....He started abusing me not on purpose he got drunk but eventually I moved in with my grandparents...but the thing I hate the most is when people say they feel sorry for me. I don't know why but I just hate it when people say that, It's not there fault my life is like this it's society's. This world is a fucked up place
xOmqMinty I agree you you! Right now my mum is dying from cancer and my friends are fighting. There's two of many reasons I don't like going out side OR out side of my room!
Minty qq I am not very social.. I am usually on computers all day and my dad tells me off for being on it all day which makes me cry and feel useless..My best friend moved and I want to kill myself even though we message and FaceTime each other... 😭
Minty qq Yes it is, I should know, I'm in the same situation actually, except I've been through....2 families now, I was adopted so I used to assume that my biological parents just...hated me and they left me all alone And now my new parents are troubled and it's screwing with my head
EDIT 2021 : UGH idk why I posted this. Now that 3 years had passed,I realized that I was focusing on my own pain and ignored my friend's. It was disgusting of me. I am disappointed with myself. I think I was trying to convey that faking your depression is not cool and trendy in my comment,instead I was too focused and selfish and ignored that anyone could be depressed--anyone has their own battles in life,just because I haven't experienced others battle it doesn't mean I have to ignore them. This comment,which is about not wanting friends who's "depressed",will now be replaced(fortunately, I matured a bit) to : Accept the fact that others can feel and experience the same as you. You're not alone and sure,even if ignorance is bliss,it's only stopping you from knowing the truth and accepting it. There are others out there who lies their illnesses to get attention(who knows maybe they actuallu do? They just don't see it or ignore it) but please, do not ignore someone's cry--whether it be with a smile or tears dripping down their cheeks. You're hurting,and so are they. Comfort each other,even if you're different or the same. Spread peace and love to one another. 💙 [If I said anything that seems to be offending,please do tell. And also,yall prob suprise why i decided to edit this 3 years later. I got notified and I returned to this comment. Decided to change it cuz it does not sound positive at all.]
I have a friend that said almost the same thing when I told her. She lives overseas so I don't really have to see her ever, but she's been my friend since childhood and I don't know if I can get past this. Thank God I have better friends here. Oh right. My best friend just started blaming me for his depression and won't talk to me.
One day the devil whispered in my ear "You're too weak. You will never win against the storm. And you certainly won't win against the *War*" Today I whispered in the devil's ear "I am the storm and I *will* fight the war until I win."
me, I feel like I need to cut, I need to judge myself, I need to end the movie of depression no one cares/ care/ cared in ugly fat red head I feel like nobody loves me cuz nobody does😞😞😞😔😔😔😭👱✍💌 🚶🚐 or ✍💌 😢🎆🔫 🎥👮🏃🏃🏃🚑🚑🚑🚑🚑 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧 ☔☔☔☔☔☔☔☔ 😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. my mom will find the tape..... 👰🔊🔊🔊📼📼📺😶😶😶😶😶😶😲😲😱😱😱😭😭😭😭 and I will be gone...... 💀
Lol same almost every week at some point I pray to God to bring the one person that helped me be myself and get through the pain I feel inside because I once helped them with there battle in 6th grade we are now in 8th and I haven’t seen them since late November and the longest I lasted before was around six months when the longest I could go with out crying because I missed them was around 3-4 days I really just want to see them again but there not allowed to go to in person school so ya but I still pray to god that we can meet again before the school year ends. Edit:They never cut or did self harm but they would often have mental breakdowns at lunch and end up having to go with the guidance costlier by the end of the school year tho they were having them less and in 7th grade they didn’t have any really. And At the end of 6th grade year I asked them if I made the emotion stage better or worse and they answered with you honestly made it better and I and forever grateful for them and that they will always be by my side
This is me... People say that Suicide and Depression is just attention THEY KILL PEOPLE, YOU THINK BULLYING IS JUST A GAME?! It kills people, Depression makes us so sad and loathe ourselves thats why we damage our body hoping that we'll feel better that it'll remind us that there will be hope to stop. People won't help you. People will drag you down. It makes me wanna go blind and deaf so I can't hear it anymore. So maybe the voices will stop tormenting me.
Alyssa Teletubbie the voices won't stop...they get cut into your brain and even if you can't hear it from the people who say it you'll think it. You'll repeat it. You'll believe it. And you'll get worse...
This is my story: My parents divorced when I was seven my father was a hard worker, but never spent a lot of time with my brother and I. I needed my dad A LOT. My mother is just... A cheater, gets with new men everytime I see her. My family loves me, but every time I do something right it goes HORRIBLY wrong. I feel like I am cursed, the one time I had come to terms that my parents would NEVER get back together. My crush turned to my boyfriend, and fiance. Until my mother and father tried to work it out, that meant I had to move to Tampa. But I still get depressed. I work hard to be good, and one little thing makes the whole thing backfire! What did I do wrong????? Am I cursed!!! What is wrong with me?!?
Nothing is wrong with you its just being human we are flawed an we try to work out the flaws but we can never get all of them, but we can still be try and hard and that is what counts we cant be perfect but we can get closer, stay determined and you can work out most of em.
The world is full of cruelty... You should get used to it. But I know you'll be just fine because you managed to survive all these years, you can survive again.
Discovered this exact video when I was turning 16. I was extremely depressed. Now I’m turning 19 in a few weeks and have never been so happy in my life. This song breaks my heart when I remember how broken and unwell I was. Moral of the story, keep going and future you is so proud!!!! 💓
anyone here coz they’re feeling pretty down and realising how everything is just slowly falling apart in front of you and there is absolutely nothing you can do apart from sit back and watch and you want to cry but the tears don’t come so you just sit, silently shaking... woah that got kinda deep :/
Your skin isn't paper. *Don't cut it.* Your face isn't a mask. *Don't hide it.* Your body isn't a book. *Don't judge it.* Your neck isn't a hanger. *Don't hang it.* Your heart isn't a door. *Don't lock it.* Your life isn't a movie. *Don't end it.* You are beautiful. ♥
I have a serious relationship with depression. I haven't gotten to the point of hurting myself yet, but with depression its like no one loves you... I cry almost every night saying that I'm not good enough. While writing this I cry knowing that I was a happy child. But now... I'm heart broken. Everyday my heart cries in pain and I can't so anything about it. I don't like discussing my problems to people. When I talk about my problems it makes me feel like I'm not strong enough to fight what I've become. I'm still fighting and this song gave me hope that I can win this fight. I began to tell myself that I am good enough. I listen to music and daydream about the dreams I have left. In those daydreams I take my aggression and put it in the mix. I use music to express my feelings and how I feel in a situation. Needless to say I still have depression but I'm fighting it just like a warrior.
2024 and I still seek this song whenever I'm going through hard times. I know there are many doing the same and I hope everything goes well for you dear, just stay strong and hang in there. 🫶🏻
Mum- Ellie what makes you sad? Me- Happy songs... Mum- why? Me- cause they make Jealous! Mum- okay... what makes you happy? Me- sad songs *Smiles and walks to my room and listens to sad songs*
"Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will love the real you." "Don't compare your life to others. There's no comparison between the sun and moon, they shine when it's their time" For all those people who go through so many struggles remember these words and move forward into a life you choose to have.
i learned that the first one doesn't really work for everyone. for some people, there's just no "right people" who will love us for who we are. you just gotta love yourself
@@aullennessef and I believe that loving yourself is also a good thing. Though many not have the same circumstances, loving yourself is truly important to a person as well. Thank you for sharing 💙
I don't know who the real me is. Now I even try to make myself like me or think anyone is here and if I act like I am supposed to then that invisible being will love me or care. I have lost myself.
"If u see that the moon is hiding, *look for the stars. If the stars are hiding, look for the moon. If u can't find neither. BE THE "SUN"* of all ur darkness around u"
Some times I feel like theres a rope at my neck and it gets tighter and tighter as I pretend to smile..... its getting close to the edge.. and soon I'm going to fall of that edge...
Yeah...Sometimes I feel that way too. But trust me it's no where near worth your life. I've learned to love myself. If you are still alive I wish u tons of luck. If you arent..may you rest in peace my love❤❤
When I saw this I really cried hard.. Its rarely said to me... I swear all they say is that im so good and kind..I like that but it makes me tear up when someone says that to me..
YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL DONT LEAVE THIS WORLD YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING HURTING YOUR BODY WILL NEVER MAKE IT BETTER BUT IT DOES GET BETTER, TRUST ME WE WILL NEVER MEET OR SPEAK BUT I THINK YOUR PERFECT IN EVERY SINGLE WAY.
Cate Deakin omg you just made me cryed tears of happiness ty :) i will keep going giving up isnt my thing also i cryed a bit cuz no one ever told me this...^^
ur not scissors ,don't cut ur not glass , try not to break ur not a wall ,don't block everyone out ur not stupid , don't act it out but i can tell u what u are beautiful ,don't lt anyone tell u different ur strong ,so don't act weak you are urself ,and that's all u have to be ❤
Break, Breaking is best what someone can happen. If you break you can throw the bad pieces away and only use the good pieces but if you say this to a real person who is depressed you make it worse.
Cutting, Depression, Anything, You name it. I fought, and you can too. It doesn't "get better" unless you, yes you, fight for yourself. You cannot count on others to help you fight. Yes, they are saying "you can get through this" and so on, But, you, yourself must fight. They're there to support, You're there to fight.
Nico Sempai thank you for the advice because I’m 11 and going through self esteem issues and I’ve had days where I say I’m sick so I can stay home and cry and than I cry more because I’m crying about stupid things and I’ve thought about cutting but before I did I listened to this song and looked to the comments and saw this and it made me change my ming
My language teacher: You're Lucy that you're young Ou can do whatever you want to do rn and hang out with friends but you know what's sad... Class: what then? Teacher: That many teens are deppressed and every 4th person is bullyed Class starts laughing Me quietly : what's so funny here...
I know you feel like crying. I know you feel like dying. I know you feel unloved. But I'm here. I'm here for you. I'll hold you when you cry. Please don't die. Live for me. I may not know the pain you are going through and I may not know you at all ,but I love you. You are so loved so don't ever think of leaving because it'll hurt other people more than it'll hurt you. Remember you are loved. I am here to listen Edit: For all those people who say get yourself together ain't nobody going to help you. Sometimes they can be wrong because there will always be someone to help you even if you don't know them. I am glad that I was able to put hope in those who needed it. Because sometimes you just need a little push to get you going.
Just because someone doesn't care, doesn't mean no one does... Just because you think your stupid, doesn't mean you are... Just because you think your lonely, doesn't mean you really are... You have people who love you everywhere. Be it family, friends or even a neighbour or stranger... Everyone cares... So never feel alone...
I still fight the urges to cut...you won't understand it unless you cut....the fact that you are hurting because of someone else,,,the pain your feeling isn't in your control...so when i cut its to be the one in control of my pain...it also blocks out the pain I'm feeling I just feel a release of built up emotions
i have sitten many times, knife in hand ending up tearing up even more judging myself like "you have an entire life to figure out but you cant even man up to give yourself a little cut", and ive gone to trying to fight the sadness with anger, for the simple reason that i belive if i can convince myself my life is good, everyone else will belive it too
@@justanidiot271 That’s not true! God is love meaning he loves everyone! He does hear you but he wants you to hand over your pain to him and trust him and believe with Faith
This is for everyone LOOK IN A MIRROR , DID IT BREAK ? , NO BEACUSE YOURE BEAUTIFUL STEP ON A SCALE , DID IT BREAK ? , NO BEACUSE YOUR SKINNY NOW DONT YOU DARE SAY OTHERWISE I FUCKING LOVE YOU , EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU 💟💟💟💟💟💟
I made my own song. *PEOPLE ASK ME* *ARTIST : MADISON WILLIAMS* Sitting on my bed thinkin' 'bout life. All that stuff....Sounds nice Everyday I go to school Thinking 'bout my life...Am I making a sacrifice? I try to be pretty like the other girls I feel I have no part in this world What am I doing...with...my...life? People ask me if I'm *depressed* I don't know if that makes sense. People ask me if i'm *depressed* I say "can that make sense?" I mean I'm not worth anyones time... And I don't really like my life. Should I give up? I just have to do 1 step.. Pull the trigger and i'm *DEAD* should i do it? it sounds nice, so i'm still wondering while i'm singing People ask me if I'm *depressed* I think that can make sense I just wanna *die.... die.... die....* People ask me if i'm *depressed* sure that can make sense.... WHY am I alive? WHY am I alone? WHY do I have? TO say it a million times? Why do I have to be so cold? Darkness... Love... Hate... Fake....Friends Why is it...worth....my...tiiiiiimeeeeeee!? *PEOPLE ASK ME IF I'M* *_Depressed_* Sometimes that can make sense.... Love....Hate..... Is apart of my life I'm still thinking....If I should end my life It's hard to do cause I'm *SCARED* why am i here? I need _answers_ Why is this my life? Please tell me...*WHYY* People ask my if I'm *depressed* ofc that can make sense yes I'm depressed Now i get it.... Pretty isn't my...Thing... But I still try.....To be my own thing.... Smiling...just isn't my thang.... Maybe... soon i can not be so afraid... to grab the chair tie the rope to the ceiling Write this song...stand on the chair.. Tie the rope....round ma neck! Kick the chair overrrrr Now I can be happy in my *so....* Called....*Life* *This is why peoople ask me if I'm* *_DEPRESSED_*
@@snacc_time that’s false. He is the one who inflicted the pain. He hates us. But God loves us so much. He sent His Son to die for us! God wants a relationship with you and He can heal you. Just let him in.
People cut for varying reasons, so it's sometimes not to solve a problem. Sometimes it's out of frustration and absolute self loathing. I'm fine btw, I'm not cutting but I know a bit about it.
I would.. But they wouldn't understand they would just give me therapy but therapy means nothing if you are silent it means nothing if your alone.. It means nothing if your broken.. It means nothing when they don't care.
I'm depressed I have nobody to turn to, so I'm going to pour my heart out in words. I cut. I live with my grandparents so they always ask me why I wear long sleeves even when it's 90° outside. I tell them because I don't feel warm even if I'm sweating like crazy. The real reason is because I don't want them to see the cuts on my arm. When I go to my moms on the weekend, she asks the same thing. Again I tell her the same thing. She knows I'm depressed, but doesn't know I cut. I want to tell her so bad I want to fall into her arms and cry my heart out. But I'm to scared to see the look of disappointment on her face. I wake up some mornings and wish I was dead. Other mornings I tell myself you have so much to live for. I have an amazing boyfriend, a great family, wonderful friends. But on the day's I'm sad u completely forget about them and only think about finding something to cut with. I go to the doctor for my depression but he says I'm fine. So when I tell my mom that I need a therapist she tells me know the doctor said you were fine and your exaggerating. That was 2 years ago. Now I'm thriving. I have a wonderful therapist who doesn't try to fix me like my other ones did. All she does is listen. It really helps. People who struggle with depression find someone to talk to and if you really feel like you have nobody to talk to my Instagram is @4_eyed_maniac I'm here for you.
I wanna cry, but I can’t Like my emotions are actually fading. Not that I care about that cause my fam already calls me emotionless but I honestly just want to cry but the farthest I’ve gotten was a few tears. Literally. I just want to let it out but I can’t. And I am starting to get lonely, even though I have told myself that I don’t need anyone other than myself and my animals, but apparently it isn’t like that lol. Since I apparently hid my emotions so well and still do my whole family thinks I don’t give a crap about them which isn’t completely true, But every time I did cry I did it to where no one could hear or see me cause they would always ask what’s wrong and would continuously pry into my feelings which made me want to hide them even more. Now I am more stressed then usual p, get constant headaches around people when I am not home, I am losing my appetite a little bit, and I think I have gotten to be way more rude than I have ever been. It isn’t really bad to where I cuss at people but I have started ignoring people since my friend left me and suddenly became friends with half of our class while no one even talks to me. So if anyone can relate I guess say so maybe? I know people are gonna call me an attention seeker but honestly that is the least of my concerns. I just wanted to share how I felt on a music video that I could relate too
I want to talk every day to someone and tell them that im not ok but if I look into my parents eyes or my friends eyes I see the love. I can't hurt them it so hard. But why is it easy to hurt me
Hey.. all of the people that are feeling depressed, broken inside, or ANY bad emotion. PLEASE read the cooment I wrote on the real version of a song called “You don’t know” by katelyn tarver. PLEASE. cause I CARE. even when I have never seen you, heard you, or Know what’s happened or is happening to you... I STILL CARE. ok? If you ever need help just go there.. please?
I remember listening to this when I was 14 years old and thinking '16, wow I'm gonna be better when I'm 16, it will all stop to hurt, I'm not gonna be on this planet anymore, I'm gonna die before I'm turning 16. And now I'm 17, still not feeling well but I learned quite alot. And it's easier to except that I'm not feeling well and that I'm not okay. i still hope it will get better and if someone here reads this comment please remember: It's not gonna get perfect but everything is gonna get easier. I promise.
I agree with this so much. At 12 I thought I would be better by 16 and if not rhen i should die becaus it would never get better. and then it got worse and at 16 it was awful but now, at 17 it's the best it has ever been. Hold on guys. |-/
A Different side Of The Story I wish my best friends believed that she hung herself and now all of her pain is now mine I cut my wrist for her I cut three deep cuts on my wrist 1 for her pain 2 for my pain 3 and the world who hates me I hope you read this Sincerely The suicidal girl that is hated
***** *hugs again warmly* people that deserve your friendship must know how to forgive and don't make you feel like this...If they are your TRUE friends they will understand.Sometimes you maybe have to take the hard,the difficult way and also you have to be honest with them because a friendship based on lies is not a real friendship...:)
A couple years ago I would listen to this song on repeat. I could relate to it so much. I used hated myself. I’m so happy to say that I’m in a much better place now and everything’s okay. I never thought I would get out. But I did. So can you. I love you💞
The truth is everyone will hurt you, I hope you guys find the ones worth suffering for. Maybe never you'll find someone who hears you. But you'll find some hero who can make your tears into tears of laughter.
After 8 years of being diagnosed with severe clinical depression, no meds because of my mother, I've found that no, it doesn't get easier, it never will, flare ups will be just as bad, but I get stronger every day, I learn to mask, to look normal for the publics eyes. To anyone who's hurting; no, its not gonna get better... but you will get stronger over time 💪 stay with us dear angels 😇
I absolutely hate it when my mother says that people cut themselves for attention.. Little does she know that her own DAUGHTER is depressed. I had rashes on my arm for quite awhile so I had to wear long sleeves, then I became depressed, and no one could have guessed it. My mother thinks that people who commit suicide are attention seekers. Little does she know that her own DAUGHTER tried to take her own life by stabbing her self, 8 times. So all of you who think that depression is for attention-seekers, you. are. WRONG. Do you hear that? do you hear me cry? and do you feel my pain? will you save me if I say please? and can you see the pain in my eyes? did you even her me when I said goodbye? and can you tell who I am? can you see the soldier In my heart? because I fight all day and night , my angels by my side. and as long there is a light in my heart, a war will always happen. and 'till the day I die...I'll fight, will you? ~Pass It On
My grandmother said that when my sister was RAPED it was her fault my sister had always mentally abused me but even I knew .my grandmother was wrong. She is the reason I'm silent.
I found this song when I was ten….I’m eighteen now and I still relate to this song so much. So much has changed over the years, I’m still going even though nothing has gotten better
I hate school. It's the same thing everyday. Every day. It is terrible. There are times when I will just isolate myself from everyone to be alone, and times when I will need company. My biggest fear is that right how, I am all, "I'm going to be this! I'm going to do that!" But I'm scared of having some boring, 9 to 5 desk job in an office. I want a good life. I don't want to be in the same cycle everyday though .
I experinced some of the same things for a very long time almost to the point i would lock myself away in my head for hours during the school day. Dont let it get there. Talk to someone a parent, a teacher, a guardian ask them to find help for you, and i know these words dont seem helpful now, they wont until understand yourself better, but be open to possibilitys. Trust me it does get better.
this basically describes my life. i had an abusive step-father, and he'd hit me everyday, if anything set him off, and he wouldn't stop til he couldn't. i would try to run away from home, and he'd just hit me more, and eventally I got suicidal, i still am. even though my real father re-married my mom. i still have scars, and i still cut. i'm terrified that he will come back and kill me. i'm so scared, and i felt know one heard me when i cried.
My necklace, is a shark tooth.. My wrists were clean, now they have scars.. And sometimes they bleed, So I try to cover them, and it's funny to think.. Someone like me, on the inside... Is trying not to die.. But on the outside, all they see is clear sky's. So I keep it to myself and go on with my day, but at night, I lock myself in my room and pour out my pain.. Sometimes I cry, And I wake up most mornings, Wishing I'd die. But the other mornings keep me strong. Those mornings I tell myself that I belong, most of the time I repeat in my mind ' Stay Strong ' After all, a bad day lasts only so long. But nobody seems to notice, when I get mad, I take off my necklace in the middle of class... And I cut my wrists as if I just cut myself with glass. And my scar turns red. But on the next day, it's clear that I bled. And I can't cover it up so I leave my arm out, and all the other kids point and shout.. They call me a fake but that's why I do it. Because they tease me and tell me to go to hell as they put me through it. So the next day I don't cut, instead, I surrender and think of all the things I love. I drown out the voices that put me down, And I shove all the jerks into the ground. I sit and do what makes me happy, and they tease once more while they're laughing. So I draw something sad and it makes me glad. And I vent the whole day so I can never be mad. ( I used to cut with my shark tooth necklace.. By used to I mean I did it yesterday and a lot of days before, but now I let out my sadness and anger on paper. And the outcome, It's much better than scars on my skin. But the scars tell me one thing... Never let them win :) Nobody helps you.. So, help yourself.. And don't listen to the people that tease you, Because they're too stupid to realise how amazing you are...)
Cryptid Cryae don't listen to those stupid inconsiderate people you are so beautiful inside and outside and don't let anyone ever bring you down because you are brave and have courage no matter what and most importantly know that you matter in this world and that people need you and you are beautiful
As the pink sky and The red sunrise fade As the thoughts come to play and don't go away But it is in the darkness, I am swayed Now it's positivity I betray Although the thoughts couldn't be more evident In the loving crowd, I feel more alone Every day I become more insolent Trying to get my hidden feeling known My still beating heart is locked in a box In which the key will be forever lost My adrift love is a maze of corn stalks I will continuously feel the cost In unwavering love, I do believe But numbness is all I will receive ---------------------------------------------------------- I wrote this for school and the fact it was one of the easiest assignments for me, made realized how I actually felt about my life. Although I do hope people do not relate to this, I know they will, and to them, I hope you are able to fight and win the internal battle that is constantly going on.
Every suicide has a story Every depression has one too Mine seems self centered to others I get told "Look at that comment!! They have it way worse than you!!" Everybody has a "worst" I don't wanna talk about mine You read so many comments that are like "Oh it'll get better....Light at the end of the tunnel.... People love you" I hate comments like that I've fought and won my sanity back I don't know how long for But I did fight So don't listen to the comments that say "People are out there who can help you" Yes, they can But honestly? I saved myself Right before my self inflicted death, I put a foot out in time, and caught myself. I told myself "Get your shit together. This world isn't worthy of your death" Don't wait for others to save you. Speaking from experience: It's a painful journey, but you get out of it. I promise -Blue Briar Stables
Stop stealing comments. Rachel the Kiwi wrote this. Just, don’t steal something as valuable as this. This, right here, could save a life. Don’t do it again.
I know. I tried to save my friend. I couldn't. It's not your choice to stop them from commuting suicide so shut up world. It's there choice and there's alone
I love this song Me: *sits alone* Little Girl: hey are u ok Me: no Little Girl: wht is wrong Me: I'm just struggling Little Girl: struggling with what Me: pain tht is all Little Girl: *hugs u* Me: *hugs back*
When your not ok and people think your fine but you don't want to say anything because you don't want people to ask questions....so you put on a smile and pretend everything is alright
Gracie Ticer, I forgot how to smile.... 😿 I don't frown or smile... that's why its hard too make me laugh... but there are two people that can make me laugh and they are my friends 😺🙌
For all y'alls out there, my favorite line from this song is the storm before the pice. Things get worse before they get better. And to all you other y'alls who say that you can never beat or get over depression, and stuff like that, you can. I haven't personally had it, so I didn't beat it, but one of friend has. And she is so thankful. So, you still can. Don't give up! I believe in u! 😊
Cutting is weird to explain because a lot of people who do it do it for different reasons I used to get so angry at myself so I would poor my aggression and self hate onto my wrists and in the summer my thighs I never understood why I thought that was better then screaming into my pillow or just hitting the shit out of it
I do it to relieve emotional pain. It builds up inside all day, making me suffer through it with a cheerful and bubbly personality. By the end of the day, it feels good to let it all out, to just be how I really feel. It's exhausting to have to the be strong one all the time. I don't necessarily cut, though. I just scrape a needle across my skin. It doesn't bleed or anything, but it is deep enough to leave a mark for a few days, so it's still a pain in the ass to hide. Edit: For anyone interested, I started cutting a little bit after I originally wrote my first comment, but I'm now working on being clean and am a few months clean. I thought about deleting this comment but didn't because I know sometimes it's nice to know you're not the only one who's struggling. I can't guarantee life will get better. I really wish I could. But if you're reading this, and you're struggling, I really hope that you make it through this, and that you see the day where every day is no longer a struggle. Hope y'all are doing okay. Hang in there
okay, first of all, excuse me, my english isn't perfect cause I'm actually German. So, I'm reading ALL of the comments I get under my videos and here I mostly read comments like "omg this describes my life.." or "I'm depressed and have no one to talk/no friends" All of the people who said that lied. Yes, no one is perfect but you are still a wonderful person, doesn't matter how you look or what you did/do. You're beautiful. don't let idiot destroy your life. you don't deserve it! NO ONE deserves it! to be honest, I had a depression but I've fought it. I always wanted to die, I've stopped eating for days, hurt myself and hid in my room. but then I realized that life can be so beautiful! Life is beautiful but it's not easy, I know that. but if you have a person who you have trust in, you can be happy about it. stop being sad, go out, meet friends or meet new people! just don't stay forever in your room and let nobody talk to you cause that's what destroys you!
+Miss Warrior those are 9 year olds probably saying that I think this song DESCRIBED *PAST TENSE* I did the same thing you did Warrior Some days I still do that because those days are a COMPLETE MESS
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it. Your face isn't ugly, Don't cover it Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. Remember You're Beautiful The way u are.
'Every day's the same, She fights to find her way' I fight to find my way through a maze of monsters and demons, that nobody else can see but only me. 'She hurts,' I hurt behind the brightest smile, behind a cracking mask. 'She breaks,' I break over, and over, yet you're all too blind to take notice. 'She hides,' I try to hide from these voices, voices that torment me from late at night, to early morning. 'And tries to pray.' I try to pray for help, or mercy, until it hits me that there is no God, and I will never get free from the hell I'd foolishly walked into.
I am also at the maze. The test is one few can get through. I hope you can, but I have not. My mask is breaking, little by little, day by day. I struggle to fix it. It can't be fixed...I use the little pieces to show a smile when I need it to. Most are too blind to notice anyone but themselves. They are cruel, selfish being who don't care who they break, or who they take from. Don't be afraid of the voices. They just want us back home. There is one god. Lucifer. He'll take us back home, where we are safe for eternity. He'll save us
I have depression and I am an outcast at my school and I only told my friends about my depression but then they started bullying once we got to 7th grade and now it's ten times worse now only two people i trust the most known I'm depressed and they worry for about me every day they dont know I cry my self to sleep every night though and they dont know I started cutting myself slowly I dont show it but they can tell how depressed I am it doesn't help my parents are starting to split and the kids at my school bully me every day and I have anxiety issues and that doesn't help me at all my friends who I trusted in elementary school and 6th grade bully me now and I can't take it anymore literally every night I cry myself to sleep thinking "why do I even exist in this world that is so cruel to me" my friends who I have now promised they won't break my trust and they haven't yet I hope they won't. I dont tell them what happens at my school or at home one friend goes to my school my other friend goes to my taekwondo studio. They know stuff that goes on sometimes because I tell them but I never tell them the whole story on what happens. The only things that keeps me going is listening to this type of music, drawing, my two friends, and the fear of dyeing. My life is miserable and I wish it was a bad dream that I could wake up from and now I realize it's real and I can't escape it this song is what my life is. I anzalone every summer and every weekend my friends go out of state or country to visit family and old friends while I am at home crying and sleeping my summer and weekends away. I am always alone. And I'm 14 years old and my life is horrible since I was 12. When I was 13 I became suicidal and since then I've just wanted to end my life. If you read all this thank you for reading and if you go through what i am going through just know you not alone.
You're not alone, I may not be experiencing everything you mentioned, and for that I am truly sorry for what your friends did, but I have gone/ currently going through some things you have mentioned in that comment. One person keeps me going and I can not even see her anymore, for now at least. I talk to her through Facebook and she means the world to me. She does not know it yet but she will eventually... If she leaves then I do not know what I would do. Sometimes I just can not cope with what life throws at me but I power through it because of her. I do it for her, we went to high school together for 5 years. I am now 17 and we go to different colleges.
Something that's sad but true is when your alive you have few people who love you a lot that like you and a group or two that hate you but once you die that's when everybody apologizes for everything even though they don't know if you can hear them and that's the only time everyone loves you
I used to listen to this so much. I've been fighting depression for 7 almost 8 years now. A few years ago I quit listening to this. Now, just a few months after my best friend betrayed me, I'm finding myself listening to this and singing along with every word. I'm still fighting my battles. And I know that everyone out there can too ❤️
I HATE how people think that they are the ruler of everything and everyone. I've been bullied for so long I think PAIN is the awnser. Then my friend found out and she told me to build a wall away from them a wall that can never be broken.
sarada uchiha I've been bullied to. and I know how you feel. I have done that because I thought that if would not stop. but it did and I built this walls that will never be broken.
I wanna help you with some bullying, its spelt answer. since people typical think people with bad spelling are stupid...so I made sure that wouldnt happen
