You remind me of Bankroll. Don't fall in the same pit. You have an unique style and flow, use it. Don't let the same system you've been fighting imprison you again, and don't let those who don't like to see you thrive get you down. You have the ability to use the system instead of being used, and you can opt for a mostly 'legal' lifestyle. The more you do for yourself, the bigger the target will become, let it be the system or other people. You have the power to not only thrive, but provide for those around you without stepping on anyone - that shxt is rare nowadays.