I just discovered your channel and I love what you are trying to accomplish! I completely get wanting to encapsulate feeling through media - for me though - my means of preservation is music. May you never forget these moments - good or bad. It’s an indescribable feeling to look back at times that have passed. Not to want to go back , but to relive. Idk - like I said , indescribable. Don’t stop doing this :,) !
Wow! Thank you! This is the nicest comment I’ve ever gotten. Crazy I made this video so many years ago and I can look back and watch it and remember how I felt at that time. You really understand where I’m coming from and I truly appreciate it. Thank you :)
Okay for real now. I'm getting nostalgic and I'm 14. I'm getting like hardcore nostalgia I got this happy and depressed feeling at the same time. It makes me feel like times before were so easier. Like, I know I'm at the age where I should be creating memories, living life til job enslaves me, but I feel like I wasted all my life already, I feel so alone, like there is nobody, it's a very scary feeling but I get it when I watch these videos.
I get you, I feel the same sometimes, but just enjoy being 14 your so young u didnt waste anything. I know this is gonna sound cliche but it gets better trust me. When I made this video I was so sad but as time went on I grew from whatever I was going through and enjoyed the happy, fun times
@@stayquiet476 thank you, i dont like the feel of nostalgia :( but i dont seem to find a way to enjoy being 14. i dont have any friends cause i dont have anything in common with them, theyre completely different, edgy. so i dont have anything to do during summer break, then to make mysic, and not do any shit. im just waiting for the break to end so i got school bcs i can do something at least. so, enjoying is not really an option.
im eighteen - wishing I was fourteen again and god I hated being fourteen. like you , I didn’t have much to count on - or many people to speak to. i can’t say I miss being young - because it came with its troubles - but , make the most of it. you don’t have to do anything spectacular , just know these moments you’ll yearn for , a few years from now. you’re making memories and you don’t know it yet. but live , really live. i hope in the two years since this comment you’ve had a few brighter moments.
Sometimes, i just got tired of things. Recently i'm tired of everything, and though i'm not alone i feel like i am. This video and song reminds me that type of feeling; but at the same time it gives me a relaxing feeling.
im turning 14 in a few months. i don’t think im depressed im just sensitive. but the way i zone out and the bags under my eyes say otherwise. i love these guys music though. music for me is like an escape. goodnight